Did you hear that I love you too

Yi Chu still had a smile on his face, without any shame, nor did he get angry when he was teased like he was in school.

People who are usually serious have the most beautiful smiles.

For a moment Lin lost his mind, turned around with his back on his back and fell asleep.

Xiao Zhou got up early in the morning, and Yi Chu just came over after washing his face when he knocked on the door to say hello.

"Stop knocking, he's resting."

Xiao Zhou said: "He never sleeps in."

Yi Chu: "There is no one who doesn't like to sleep in."

Probably Xiao Zhou was worried about what he would say and said immediately: "I'll go first, and you can thank him when Lin and his party are gone."

Yi Chu didn't even bother to answer "um".

It rained continuously for two days, and today finally turned into cloudy and light rain. Together, Lin went to the factory to check the equipment and products, and checked the weather forecast. It will still be rainy tomorrow.

In the WeChat group, I was notified to go to work next Wednesday.

After returning home, he brought some breakfast and saw Yi Chu calling on Lin Yi's mobile phone.

Yi Chu sat down to eat while holding the phone, and finally turned on the speakerphone and put it on the table.

It's so strange, it's the first time I heard him talking on the phone with his mother, except not rushing to find a partner, usually his mother will say what his parents say, such as don't drink too much beer in summer, and smoking less is not good for your health, it's okay Cooking at home, the food outside is unhygienic, how to put the quilt, and how to put the pillow.

After speaking, he finally hung up the phone.

Lin Yi: "You have a cold face every day, I thought your mother didn't care about you."

Yi Chudao: "I didn't ask before, but when I grow up, I ask a lot."

"What's wrong? Your parents are still in the northwest?"

Yi Chu nodded: "Well, they voluntarily stay there for most of the year."

Lin Yi: "What about the other time?"

"I do research and go out for a walk, and I seldom go back."

Lin Yidao: "Poor child, we both suffer from the same illness."

Yi Chu: "No, I used to hope that they could accompany me, but now I don't need them."

Lin Yi put his arm on his shoulder: "Then hang out with me from now on, I promise you will be happy and happy."

Being happy means that there is no food, so the two of them went to the supermarket to buy things while it was raining.

Two people each push a shopping cart, and they buy completely different things.

One is down-to-earth and buys practical things, while the other buys expensive ones, all of which are about nutrition and health care.

What can Lin Yi say, he took something powerful to pay the bill, so just be happy.

When the big and small bags were brought home to tidy up, Lin Yi found out what the hell were they?

Chewing gum is acceptable, but there are... condoms?

Is this thing a joke?

Lin Yi didn't dare to ask directly, after all, it's impossible to imagine someone like Yi Chu who doesn't accept immortals.

"You are..."

Yi Chu said calmly: "Adults should bring their own at any time."

Lin Yitiao said with a smile: "You also have times when your blood boils and impulsively."

Yi Chu smiled without saying a word.

They cook together at noon, Yi Chu is assigned to wash the vegetables, and Lin Yi is the chef.

It's not that Yi Chu believes in his cooking skills, but that he is full of confidence and insists on cooking, and he must really want to perform in front of others.

I have tasted the true love and happiness in the world, so I cherish and long for this ordinary time.

Such delicate emotions gradually sprouted and took root.

The typhoon was supposed to be cloudy and rainy for a week, but it stopped after only two days.

Yi Chu goes back to work in a very different state of mind.

Originally, the schedule was tight enough, but he had to come twice a week, without traffic jams for more than two hours, and if there was a problem, he would be almost ten o'clock in the evening when he saw Lin Yi after Yi Chu got off work.

What can I do?

Eat something, lie down and sleep together, drive away at [-]am.

Even if we meet for such a short time, we are still happy and happy.

Another typhoon crossed the border, Lin Yiqian advised Wan not to come over, Yi Chu thought about him, and couldn't wait for a moment.

It happened to be raining heavily when we arrived, and Yi Chu hugged Lin Yi when we met.

Although Lin Yi was inexplicably agitated these days, he secretly had a different feeling, and he wanted to quickly dismiss the idea.

Lin Yi was suffocated by his embrace, "Yi Chu, don't do this."

Yi Chu kissed his hair delicately, and refused to let go.

The body of the two touched faintly, and with the broken kiss on the face, they trembled.

Lin Yi pushed him away: "Yi Chu, what's wrong with you?"

Yi Chu held his head with one hand, and stretched out the other hand directly from the back of the short sleeve. His fingers slid lightly, and he seemed to smile, "What's wrong with me? I miss you so much every day, I think you are in my arms."

As soon as he finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed her cheek.

Lin Yi can be described as "faint in beauty", took his hand away, and took a step back: "Yi Chu, we are friends, what are you talking about?"

Seeing Lin's non-joking tone, Yi Chu's mind went blank, and he calmed down in a few seconds, still suppressing the deepest thoughts in his heart and unwilling to admit it: "That's right, it's a friend, it's a boyfriend, we want to To live together, to live together forever. Don't you want to?"

As soon as Lin opened his eyes wide, he couldn't open his mouth because of the shock of his words.

Yi Chudao: "Lin Yi, we've known each other for so long, do you really feel nothing? I'm so obvious to you, can you really not see it? Could it be that everything we experienced these days is my illusion? ?”

Lin Yi was completely stunned, shocked or shocked, and stammered: "You...you...Yi Chu, you are used to living alone, did you make a mistake? We are friends, we are brothers, we can be brothers forever."

Yi Chu's eyes were bloodshot, and he approached oppressively and asked, "Is it true that you said you like me?"

Lin Yi: "It's true, but"

Yi Chu interrupted him but continued to ask: "You slept in the same bed with me, covered with a quilt, and kissed me."

When one side is strong, the other side is weak. These are indeed Lin Yi's own actions, which are misleading and unexplainable.

Lin Yi also argued in a low voice: "A good friend can wear a pair of pants and underwear together, this...it's nothing..."

How irritating this kind of words is to a person, it is so great that a person who is usually calm is furious.

Yi Chu said sharply: "Don't fucking tell me brother, I want to marry you, sleep with you, have sex with you, and want to be with you forever! Now you are fucking talking to me brother, It's a friend, do you disgust me by saying such words?!"

Lin Yi has lived such a long life, and he has never been confessed so openly by a man, and he doesn't know how to answer, especially when facing this person, he doesn't like him very much, he can be said to be the closest and most respected person in this world.

Reason told him that in the past, even though he hadn't been in love in the past few years, he still wanted to marry a wife and have children in his heart, and he didn't like men.

Before Yi Chu said these words just now, he was sure that his life was an ordinary life. Now at this moment, looking at the face and expression of the person in front of him, he fell into a blur.

Yi Chu came here this time to confess that he was right. He originally prepared flowers and wine and even wanted to be more romantic, but he didn't expect to express his true feelings in such a way, by yelling.

Seeing that Lin Yi lowered his head slightly, he knew that he had lost his composure, so he lowered his voice and said angrily, "What about now? What do you think now? Do you want to be with me? I know you can't accept it for a while, and you don't care. You should think about it." ?"

Lin Yi raised his head to meet those fiery eager eyes, he couldn't deceive himself, let alone him, "I don't know, I don't know, why are you saying this? Let me think about it, let me think about it first."

Not reconciled, Yi Chu stretched out his arms to hug Lin Yi, kissed him, pried open his lips and tongue, stirred and sucked fiercely, panting slightly, "Don't you feel it? Do you really not feel it?"

If he was still in the state of ravioli just now, he could not help being a little angry at the moment, which is understandable for the pursuer, and Lin Yi would be furious in such a way.

"Yi Chu, don't do this."

Yi Chu didn't want to believe it, but he knew that it was just wishful thinking in the past, and gradually his own illusion was always his own problem, his eyes gradually dimmed, and he just wanted to ask one last sentence.

"For so many years, have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about looking for me and being with me? I want you to tell the truth."

Yi Chu knew what the answer was.

He always knew.

The answer was obvious, Lin Yi remained silent and did not speak.

Yi Chu let go of his hand, watched him for a few seconds, turned around and quickly walked to a room that was opened arbitrarily, and closed the door.

In his life, he was doing two things.

One thing is studying for higher education, and I have been studying for 18 years.Another thing is that there is a person hidden in my heart, and I have loved him for ten years.

Originally, I wanted to never say anything and keep it in my heart forever.

But the time together is so beautiful that it makes people shake their minds, want to hold on, and not let go. In fact, I know countless times that he cares about me as an ordinary friend, but I think too much and take other relationships for granted.

Now that it has come to such a point, my heart hurts and I am sad.

It was only now that Lin Yifang realized that he actually didn't know him at all, and he had never even really walked into his heart, thought about what he thought, understood his views and thinking.

Lin Yi sat on the sofa and looked at the door in a daze, he couldn't think about what Yi Chu would do inside.

After an hour, the wind outside picked up again, and when he went to close the window, he heard the sound of the door opening.

Lin Yi hurried over, the face of the person who greeted him was pale and his eyes were empty, Lin Yi stepped forward to caress his face, almost crying, but what else could he say.

Yi Chu gently moved his hand away: "I'm sorry."

Lin Yi's voice was a little hoarse: "You didn't apologize to me."

Yi Chu said nothing, instead, he walked away, opened the door, and went downstairs.

It's normal for him to go out to relax, but Lin Yi was really worried, so he followed.

When I went downstairs, I saw him walking into the rain, and Lin Yi ran over to pull him back.

"Yi Chu, are you fucking sick? Emotional matters are nothing! Are you afraid that you can't find better things if you have everything?"

Compared to Lin Yi, Yi Chu was extremely calm: "I'll just ask for a day off, and I have to go to work tomorrow. I'm afraid I won't be able to make it in the morning."

Lin Yi couldn't stand scolding him at all, and his voice softened: "Trees are easy to break when the wind is strong. It's so late now, can we walk tomorrow."

Yi Chu was very stubborn, bowed his head and said, "No, I want to go back soon."

Lin Yi almost begged: "I know you are unhappy, you don't want to see me, you will be embarrassed, I won't say anything, I won't say anything. Don't leave."

Only then did Yi Chu raise his head and lower his face, "Lin Yi, I can't see enough of you all my life, why don't I want to see you, no matter what you do, I can accept it. I'm worried about going to work late, don't worry, I drive slowly on the road Some."

Lin Yi was very excited and grabbed his arm and refused to let go. No matter how good the weather is for a driver, it would still be very dangerous to pay attention. This kind of life-related matter is what Lin Yi fears the most.

"Yi Chu, just take it as me begging you, leave tomorrow when the rain stops, I won't stop you."

With his pleading eyes, Yi Chu knew that he lost his composure: "Okay, I won't go, I won't go."

As soon as Lin pulled him upstairs, he locked the door and took the key away as soon as he entered.

Lin Yi tried to treat it as before: "Are you hungry, do you want to eat?"

Yi Chu's internal organs have been emptied a long time ago, so he doesn't have any appetite, so in order to avoid him worrying, he still said: "Okay."

"What do you want to eat?"

Yi Chu's eyes were empty: "It's all right."

According to what Yi Chu said before, Lin Yi brought over a bowl full of eggs, instant noodles, beef, and chili sauce.

Yi Chu sat aside and waited.

Lin Yi stirred and put the chopsticks in his hand: "Eat."

Seeing that there was nothing in front of him, Yi Chu instinctively pushed to Lin Yi: "You eat, I'm not hungry."

Lin Yi couldn't resist such care and love, so he made up a lie: "I ate it in the kitchen, a big bowl, and I'll give you the rest."

Yi Chu didn't give in too much, so what identity could he use to care about someone?

It was the first time for Lin Yi to see Yi Chu eating so quickly, eating a bowl of noodles in a few minutes, even finishing the soup.

It's good that he can eat.

While Yi Chu was sitting and resting, Lin made the bed.

When he came back, Yi Chu had already slept in the guest bedroom.

Lie down without even taking a shower.

Yesterday they were the most harmonious and intimate relationship, but today they are like passers-by.

Lin Yi pushed open the door to watch him fall asleep, and went to the balcony to smoke a cigarette. He hadn't touched this thing for a long, long time, and he would still be addicted to it after tasting it.

When two people are in a state of madness, one must wake up first.

Otherwise, they will all become lunatics and hurt each other.

This kind of thing may just be sad and evasive at the beginning, but it has a great aftereffect. Yi Chu takes a nap, opens his eyes, and when he regains consciousness, he repeats what Dr. Chen said before like a repeater in his mind.

He never had you in his heart.

At this moment, Yi Chu understood that for so many years, only he himself was heartbroken, sad, sad, looking forward to, and excited.

Tried the suffering and unhappiness in the human world, only then did I realize that that person never knew.

I don't know that there is such a person in this world who is hard to let go.

Suddenly his stomach churned, Yi Chu got up and went to the bathroom, vomited up the dinner he ate at night, but still couldn't calm down the discomfort in his stomach.

Finally spit out the sour water.

Lin Yi saw clearly at the door, didn't go in, didn't speak, and didn't try to comfort him, just kept his head down and didn't speak.

The author has something to say: It will be solved soon~ I won’t misunderstand for too long, after all, Lin Yi is really confused