Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

The days go by fast.

Xiaoyan used to feel that the time without Yin Jingnan was very slow, and the time spent alone was very slow, but now he felt that it was too fast.

Every day is one day less.

At least now I can sit with Yin Jingnan and have dinner with him after get off work, prepare breakfast and watch him finish it, and then watch him go to work.

After the baby is born, he can't be with him anymore.

Two days before the due date, Xiaoyan bought vegetables and cooked as usual. The plan was to wait until that day before going to the hospital. Unexpectedly, this morning, his stomach suddenly hurt, and the noodle bowl he was holding fell on the floor before it was placed on the table. , fell to pieces, and the fresh shrimp and egg noodles were scattered all over the floor.

Xiaoyan had never experienced such pain, and couldn't bear it for a while, instinctively supported the chair at hand, and put one hand on his stomach, "Hmm..."

Yin Jingnan heard the commotion downstairs and ran down in a hurry. Seeing the scene in front of him, he was shocked, "Xiaoyan!"

He supported the boy, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Xiaoyan's legs were so weak that he couldn't stand still, and he leaned into his arms, gesturing dripping with cold sweat.

"Um……"

stomachache.

The baby seems to be coming out.

Yin Jingnan picked him up and walked out with a sullen face.

"Don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital right away."

At this point, Yin Jingnan's full-time driver was already waiting at the door. Seeing Yin Jingnan coming out, he quickly opened the back door.

Yin Jingnan put Xiaoyan in, and said in a deep voice after getting into the car.

"Go to Wharton Hospital, hurry up, my brother is about to give birth."

The Maybach started quickly, and Xiaoyan held Yin Jingnan's sleeves tightly with his fingers, and limp on the backrest with a pale face. Yin Jingnan hugged him into his arms and wiped the sweat from his forehead with a handkerchief.

"Does it hurt a lot?"

After only a short while, Kung Fu Xiaoyan felt very tired, and raised his hand to gesture with him with difficulty.

"what……"

It hurts a bit.

do not worry.

"Renren, soon, I'll be at the hospital soon." Yin Jingnan coaxed in a soft voice with his heart aching.

Xiaoyan nodded.

In fact, after the baby was six months old, he often felt uncomfortable physically. The pubic bone was so painful that he couldn't sleep because of the pain, and his feet were a little swollen, but Yin Jingnan didn't know about it.

Xiaoyan will not take the initiative to tell him this.

Men's pubic bones are smaller than women's, and the pain they need to bear during childbirth is almost double. The strong contractions are accompanied by the sharp pain of falling, and Xiaoyan soon loses the strength to even raise his hand.

But he really wanted to talk to Yin Jingnan, so he forcefully gestured.

"what……"

The baby is coming out soon.

"Yeah." Yin Jingnan responded, and lightly placed his big palm on Xiaoyan's high belly, which became as hard as iron.

Obviously the closest person, Xiaoyan still has their blood-related child in Xiaoyan's stomach, and now the child is coming out, which is a happy event, but Xiaoyan can't feel happy.

He continued to gesticulate, and his voice was hoarse and weak when he opened his mouth, "Ah..."

You're leaving us, aren't you?

Yin Jingnan frowned and corrected him, "No, we just live separately, and I won't leave you alone."

"I will take full responsibility for the living expenses, and you don't have to worry about your future life."

Xiaoyan didn't care what happened in the future, he just didn't want to be separated from Yin Jingnan.

Perhaps it was due to the fact that I was giving birth to him at the moment, so I was a little bolder, knowing that Yin Jingnan would be unhappy, I still asked with gestures.

"what……"

Can we not separate?

I can do anything for you.

It is indeed impossible for Yin Jingnan to get angry with him at this time, he said helplessly.

"Xiaoyan."

"It is precisely because I regard you as my younger brother that you are different from others, so I don't want to have an unclear relationship with you."

"I can't have feelings for you, I don't want to disappoint you, do you understand?"

No matter how painful Xiaoyan was, she didn't want to cry, but her eyes were red at this moment.

But I am willing to be let down by you.

Xiaoyan didn't say these words, anyway, it's useless to say it, let alone he has no strength.

The boy leaned quietly in Yin Jingnan's arms. He was wearing a light green sweater with a green grass embroidered in front of the sweater. His belly was raised high. His hair was wet with cold sweat, and strands of it stuck to his forehead. The cheeks are thin and pale.

He lowered his eyes and closed them.

At this age, one should live a carefree life on campus, but not everyone is so lucky. Yin Jingnan planned to send Xiaoyan to school, but the appearance of the child stopped this plan.

The Yin family is located in the city center, not far from the hospital, and it will arrive in half an hour. The contacted medical team members have already been waiting outside. After getting off the bus, Yin Jingnan carried Xiaoyan onto the push bed, and followed the doctors and nurses to send Xiaoyan to the operating room. the door.

Yin Jingnan wanted to follow in, but the hospital refused, so he had no choice but to give up and hold Xiaoyan's hand tightly.

"Hey, I'll wait for you outside."

Xiaoyan nodded with difficulty and made a hoarse voice, "Ah..."

Keep your word.

No one told anyone about the relationship between Yin Jingnan and Xiaoyan. The family didn't know that he was going to have a baby soon, and Yin Jingnan waited outside alone during the whole labor process.

It's rare for him to feel such anxious feelings, although he doesn't feel that way about Xiaoyan, but after all Xiaoyan is his younger brother sincerely, unlike others, and the child that Xiaoyan is about to give birth to is his own flesh and blood.

About four hours later, the door of the operating room was opened, and a doctor came out, took off his mask and smiled.

"Congratulations, it's a boy."

"Thank you." Yin Jingnan smiled unconsciously, with a rare urgency on his face, "How about your lord, are you okay?"

"Don't worry, the father and son are safe, but the mother is relatively weak and fell asleep after giving birth. Let's cultivate well during the confinement." The doctor said.

Yin Jingnan breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor just came out to inform Yin Jingnan to reassure him, and then went back to the operating room to deal with the follow-up matters.

After about 20 minutes, Xiaoyan was pushed out by the nurse. He was so tired that he fell asleep on the bed, his eyelashes drooping obediently, like a beautiful white porcelain doll.

Yin Jingnan didn't go to see the child immediately, first he reached out to straighten Xiaoyan's sweaty hair, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said softly.

"Thanks to you."

Even though he was still a child, he became a father.

It was because of the strong guilt in his heart that Yin Jingnan wanted to end this mistake as soon as possible.

Instead of letting Xiaoyan continue to have hope for himself, it is better to stop the loss in time, otherwise, as time goes by, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and that kind of pain will make him collapse.

This is definitely not the result he wants to see.

The baby just cried in the operating room, and now he is lying quietly in the crib and sleeping soundly. Yin Jingnan knows that newborn babies are not so good-looking, so it is no surprise that the first thing he feels when he sees his own baby is Like it tightly.

It's different from Cheng Wen's baby. Although they all think it's cute, they have a different and more wonderful feeling when facing their own flesh and blood.

Perhaps this is the blood connection.

Yin Jingnan stretched out his hand with great interest, and tentatively poked the baby's soft cheek.

It felt so good, I couldn't help but poke it a few more times, the baby's mouth was puckered, and he cried weakly.

Yin Jingnan was stunned, and looked to the nurse beside him begging for help.

"It's okay, babies are like this, just coax them." The nurse smiled.

When Xiaoyan woke up, it was already dark, and a small light was turned on by the bedside. When he moved his body, he felt tearing pain. When he touched his stomach, it was flat.

What about the children.

He sat up anxiously, looked around, and saw a small bed by the wall.

Enduring the discomfort in his body, he was about to get out of bed to see the child, when the door of the room was pushed open, and it was Yin Jingnan.

"you're awake?"

"Ah..." Xiaoyan nodded, but stopped.

Yin Jingnan gestured to him, and walked in lightly.

"Shh, the baby is asleep, don't wake him up."

"Just now I made milk powder and fed him. The doctor said that a newborn baby needs to sleep for a long time a day, so that he can grow up quickly."

Xiaoyan stared at him blankly, sitting on the edge of the bed without moving, Yin Jingnan stood in front of Xiaoyan, and touched his face.

"Is your body still uncomfortable?"

Xiaoyan shook his head.

In fact, it is still uncomfortable.

But he didn't want Yin Jingnan to worry.

Looking at Xiaoyan's expression, Yin Jingnan knew that he was definitely not going to be very comfortable, so he bent down, picked him up and put him back on the bed, and twisted the quilt for him.

"Lie down and don't move, I'll push the baby to you."

Before Xiaoyan could respond, she turned around and walked towards the baby, and gently pushed the small bed to the side of the big bed. Xiaoyan had seen the baby before she fell asleep, but at this moment she still couldn't help feeling sour, astringent, and sweet in her heart.

This is his and Yin Jingnan's child.

It's finally out.

Afraid of waking the baby up, Xiaoyan stretched out her hand, then retracted it, not daring to touch it, paused, and asked Yin Jingnan with gestures.

"what……"

Does the baby have a name?

Yin Jingnan was too busy, leaving early and returning late, and he couldn't talk to Xiaoyan when he was free, so that the child didn't have a name until now.

He thought for a while and said.

"It's Yin Yang, how about it?"

"Sunshine symbolizes warmth. I hope he will be a warm and kind person in the future."

Xiaoyan didn't know what to think of, the corners of his eyes suddenly turned a little red, he bowed his head and gestured.

Is it because of Cheng Wen that he took this name?

Yin Jingnan was stunned.

"What are you talking about? What does this have to do with Cheng Wen? I just think it's a good word."

"If you don't like it, forget it."

Xiaoyan shook his head, gestured with red eyes.

"what……"

Just as you like.

Yin Jingnan frowned, a little unhappy.

"You are too sensitive."

Xiaoyan stopped talking, and the originally happy days seemed to be messed up by him again.

He was silent for a long time, and raised his hand to gesture.

I am sorry.

I didn't mean to upset you.

"Forget it, it's nothing." Yin Jingnan changed the topic.

"I'll think about the name again."

"You're hungry, I'll send someone to bring you dinner."

Yin Jingnan got up and rang the call bell, and ordered a nutritious meal from the hospital.

After giving birth to the baby, her stomach hurts, Xiaoyan has no appetite, she can't eat after barely eating, and she is still brooding over what happened just now, seeing Yin Jingnan getting up to leave, she is anxious, and subconsciously grabs the corner of his clothes.

"what……"

Yin Jingnan looked back at him, Xiaoyan gestured anxiously to him.

"what……"

Are you going.

Are you still coming tomorrow?

Yin Jingnan touched the boy's face helplessly, "I just went to the toilet."

"Don't worry, don't go."

Only then did Xiaoyan let go, feeling a little relieved.

He couldn't do it himself, but Yin Jingnan was the only one he had in this world, so he really couldn't care less.