Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and after dinner, Xiaoyan thought that Yin Jingnan would not be back tonight, so he went out to the supermarket.

Carrying a large bag of fruits, ingredients, and daily necessities, he walked slowly towards the house. When he was approaching the door, a black Maybach drove past and entered the courtyard of the Yin family.

Xiaoyan saw the license plate number clearly, it was Yin Jingnan's car.

He was overjoyed and couldn't help jogging, but his body was too heavy and he was carrying things, so he couldn't run fast. When he got to the yard, everyone in the car had entered the house.

Xiaoyan kept walking towards the house, he pushed open the door, and was stunned when he saw the situation inside the house.

Yin Jingnan was kissing someone else.

He was leaning against the wall by the entrance, and the definitely beautiful young man hooked his neck, stepped on his feet and kissed him passionately.

In the same position, Yin Jingnan had been intimate with him a few days ago, even though he regarded him as someone else.

Xiaoyan was a little confused.

The big bag in his hand fell to the ground, and the eggs at the bottom shattered into pulp.

Yin Jingnan pushed the person on him away forcefully, staring at the boy standing there stupidly and frowning.

"Xiaoyan."

All this happened also made Yin Jingnan feel unprepared. He and Lin Yi had just entered the door and were about to change their shoes, but Lin Yi kissed against the wall without any explanation, and then Xiaoyan came in.

Although he said that he didn't plan to hide his relationship with Lin Yi, he didn't intend to be intimate in front of Xiaoyan and let him see.

Xiaoyan lowered his head, stooped silently, picked up a few onions that rolled out and put them back into the bag, then lifted the bag, gestured to Yin Jingnan with both hands with difficulty, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

"what……"

Do you want dinner?

"No need, we will order takeaway later, you should go to bed earlier." Yin Jingnan said lightly.

Xiaoyan nodded, carried the things into the kitchen, and left the first floor silently.

Lin Yi stared at his back, "Who is this?"

"My cousin." Yin Jingnan was a little displeased with the other party's behavior just now, and said coldly.

Lin Yi smiled, and the snow-white soles of her feet got out of the snow boots and stepped into the soft house slippers.

"Why do I feel that you are a little guilty, as if you were caught and raped by your wife at home when you were having an affair outside?"

"You think too much." Yin Jingnan changed his shoes and went straight upstairs.

He has a slight obsession with cleanliness, and he doesn't really want people to enter his private area casually, so he led Lin Yi to the spare guest room.

Some time ago, when Cheng Wen came, Xiaoyan specially packed it out, and it just came in handy now.

Yin Jingnan turned on the light, took out a bathrobe from the closet and threw it to Lin Yi.

"Go take a shower first."

"Do you want to go together?" Lin Yi caught it and said with a smile.

"No." Yin Jingnan immediately refused, his slightly wrinkled brows revealing a hint of disgust.

To be honest, he didn't like Lin Yi's type very much, he was too smooth and sophisticated, and he didn't know how many people he had slept with behind his back to develop this ability.

But since he is a bed partner, he can't ask for too much. If he harms an innocent boy, he will feel bad conscience.

Lin Yi hooked her lips, "Mr. Yin is exactly the same as the rumors."

"How is it?" Yin Jingnan turned to look at him.

"Abstain from sex, keep yourself clean." Lin Yi looked at him with bright eyes.

"I'm really curious, you rejected me so many times, why did you suddenly agree this time?"

"You don't need to know about this, just do your job well." Yin Jingnan withdrew his gaze, turned and walked out expressionlessly.

"Grease in the bathroom, do your own foreplay."

"Tsk, it's really unreasonable." Lin Yi smiled leisurely while hugging her bathrobe.

The guest room where the two were staying was next to Xiaoyan's bedroom. He was afraid of hearing any strange noises, so after the two entered the room, he ran downstairs to hide.

Without turning on the light, Xiaoyan stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, staring at the dim light outside in a daze.

If it is summer, there will be flying insects and moths rushing towards the lights tirelessly over and over again. Although life is small, it can be tenacious and stubborn.

It's winter now, it's very cold outside, those little lives have already died in early autumn.

It's so quiet, there's no sound at all.

It didn't take long for Xiaoyan to get tired of standing, he lay down on the sofa with his stomach in his hands, and slowly curled up.

To him, Yin Jingnan might be like a dim light outside, enough to illuminate his life.

But, will he die in early autumn like those little bugs?

Who knows.

Two hours later, there was movement upstairs, as if someone had come down.

Xiaoyan kept his eyes open and didn't fall asleep at all. As soon as he sat up with support, the stairs lights turned on. The young man walked down quickly, and the lights in the living room were turned on.

Lin Yi didn't look at Xiaoyan, and walked straight to the door.

Xiaoyan looked at him blankly.

Lin Yi was still wearing the milk tea-colored sweater she had when she came here. Her fluffy and curly hair was a little messy. It was not hard to imagine what she had just experienced. She was inexplicably sexy and her expression was cold.

The door was slammed shut.

Not long after, Yin Jingnan also came down, frowning when he saw Xiaoyan.

"What are you doing here?"

"..."

Xiaoyan looked at him quietly, without answering, with his hands clinging to his stomach, his eyes showed a little helplessness.

Yin Jingnan took a few steps towards him and said softly.

"Go to sleep, it's getting late."

Xiaoyan stood up obediently and asked with gestures.

"what……"

Don't you go after him?

He looks angry.

"Well, he's home." Yin Jingnan replied.

Xiaoyan paused and asked again.

"what……"

Is that your new boyfriend?

"Almost. But we are in a nurturing relationship, I pay him, and he sleeps with me." Yin Jingnan said lightly.

Xiaoyan didn't say anything, and quietly followed Yin Jingnan upstairs, there were some things he shouldn't ask more.

Yin Jingnan sent him to the door of the bedroom, and when he turned to go back to the room, Xiaoyan couldn't help but tugged at his sleeve.

"what……"

"What's wrong?" Yin Jingnan turned around,

Xiaoyan lowered his head, couldn't see his expression clearly, and kept gesticulating with his hands.

Can I.

"What?" Yin Jingnan didn't understand what he meant.

Xiaoyan looked up at him, his eyes were red, and continued to gesture.

"what……"

I can sleep with you, I don't want money.

This time Yin Jingnan understood, and immediately frowned.

"No."

Xiaoyan's eyes became redder, and his voice became hoarse.

"what……"

why.

Am I not good looking enough?

"No." Yin Jingnan frowned deeply, not knowing how to explain it to him.

Xiaoyan continued to gesture stubbornly, "Ah..."

Is that because the body is not good enough?

When the baby is born, I will be the same as before.

"Not at all."

Yin Jingnan sighed silently.

"Xiaoyan, it's impossible for me to be with you. I only regard you as my younger brother."

Xiaoyan was stunned, stared at him blankly, and gestured.

But we all have babies.

"It was an accident."

Xiaoyan lowered his head and stopped struggling in vain.

"Go to sleep." Yin Jingnan rubbed his head and said warmly.

"In the future you will meet someone who truly loves you."

Such words are undoubtedly cruel.

Nothing hurts the little mute more than being pushed away by a loved one.

He cried silently, tears rolled down his fair cheeks, and he gestured gently.

Only you are good to me in this world.

"No." Yin Jingnan comforted.

"You think too much."

"When you find your family in the future, many people will treat you well."

Xiaoyan knew that he was prevaricating herself, but she obediently went back to the room, and the door was closed by Yin Jingnan.

In fact, he still has a lot to say, and he wants to ask Yin Jingnan, can he not let him leave him.

But he has no bargaining chips left.

The next morning, Yin Jingnan went downstairs and found that breakfast was not ready and Xiaoyan was not there. When he went upstairs to his room, he found that the boy had a fever and was lying on the bed with a pale face, curled up in a small ball, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

Just touching his forehead with the back of his hand, he felt that the temperature was too high, and the situation was definitely not optimistic. Yin Jingnan shook his face nervously.

"Xiaoyan, wake up."

After nearly half a minute, Xiaoyan opened his eyes in a daze.

"Do you feel bad?" Yin Jingnan asked with a tense expression.

Usually it's hard to get Yin Jingnan's focused eyes, so Xiaoyan was a little lost in thought, smiled at him foolishly, and shook his head.

The little mute was originally fair-skinned, and when he was sick, he looked pale and weak. It was very dangerous to have a fever while pregnant, so Yin Jingnan had to pay attention, and asked softly while touching his face.

"Would you like some water first?"

"I called the family doctor just now, and he will be here in a minute."

Xiaoyan shook his head.

He just wanted to stay with him quietly like this.

Half an hour later, the doctor came and took the temperature. The high fever was 38 degrees 9, and it was close to 39 degrees. Physical cooling alone may not work. It will not be good for the baby after a long time, so I prescribed two antipyretics specially designed for pregnant women.

After drinking the medicine, Yin Jingnan sent the doctor out, and when he came back, he saw Xiaoyan was looking at him all the time, obviously unable to hold his eyelids, he still couldn't sleep.

Yin Jingnan walked to the bedside, and Xiaoyan gestured with his hands with difficulty.

"what……"

Are you going to work yet?

Yin Jingnan sat down by the bed and smoothed the hair on his forehead.

"At home with you today."

"You need someone to take care of you."

Xiaoyan was relieved, with uncontrollable joy in his eyes, relying on his lack of clarity when he was sick, he carefully stretched out his hand to hold Yin Jingnan's finger, and fell asleep with a smile.

It was noon when he woke up again, and he felt much better. Yin Jingnan ordered takeaway chicken porridge, and Xiaoyan obediently ate the porridge he brought over. After eating half a bowl, he suddenly raised his hand and gestured.

"what……"

If only I had been sick.

Will you never leave me?

Yin Jingnan paused.

"What are you talking about, how can people be sick all the time."

Xiaoyan pursed her lips, bowed her head and gestured.

But I just don't want to be separated from you.

Yin Jingnan took back the bowl and spoon in his hand, frowned and spoke.

"I told you before, people can't rely on others forever."

"I hope you learn to be independent. You will be a father soon, and you can't be so childish anymore."

Xiaoyan looked up at Yin Jingnan, knowing that he was upset, she was a little anxious, and gestured.

"what……"

I see.

Please do not be angry.