Rainy day

SideA quarrel

Working overtime for several consecutive days made Shen Haoting feel very tired.Today is the last day of his overtime work, thinking that he will soon be able to spend time with the person at home, he couldn't help but walk a lot more lightly.

Holding a pile of the company's financial statements, he knocked on the door and walked into the manager's office.

The general manager is in her 30s, unmarried, and a strong woman with strong business ability. Yes, Shen Haoting likes to work with such a person, because he can learn a lot.

But Shen Haoting can also feel that the general manager seems to have some "special care" for him, just like the overtime work this time, only he was left to help. After all, this is the recognition of his own ability. Shen Haoting didn't think much about it, he just felt honored .

However, others don't think so. Jealousy can inspire vicious conjectures. Why can you be so important as an intern?What did the lonely men and widows do at night?Some unsavory gossip began to spread in the company.

However, Shen Haoting didn't intend to take these remarks to heart, he didn't care what others said, I was doing the right thing, only those who couldn't eat grapes would feel that the grapes were sour.

Shen Haoting made a boyfriend when he was in college, and the relationship between the two of them has always been stable.

He has been busy with work for the past few days so that he can't go home on time. Although he told Lu Jian not to wait for him to go home for dinner every time before working overtime, when he opened the door lightly, he would always see him lying on the sofa. Lu Jian from above.

A small one with red eyes, tousled hair, and dark circles under the eyes that even the frames couldn't hide.

Whenever he sees Lu Jian like this, Shen Haoting will feel very sorry, but all he can do is to hold Lu Jian tightly in his arms, then half push and half pull him into the bedroom, and lightly touch Lu Jian on his forehead. A good night kiss.

How can such a painful child make up for him?Shen Haoting hugged Lu Jian, thought about this question, and fell into a deep sleep.

The overtime work was finally coming to an end, Shen Haoting put the financial statement on the manager's desk, but was stopped by the manager when he was about to report.

"Xiao Shen, can you call me sister?"

When the female manager said this, her voice trembled a little, "I know there have been some messy rumors in the company recently, don't mind me, I have selfish intentions, you are too much like my dead brother..."

Hearing this, Shen Haoting was a little dazed. He glanced at the female manager but found that she was already in tears. No amount of comfort at this time could be as real as a hug, "Sister Zhang..."

Shen Haoting gently patted her shoulder with his hands and comforted her softly: "Everything is over..." He let his clothes wet with tears.

.........

The past few days are so dull that it seems that it will rain at any time. It seems that the plan to take Lu Jian out for a trip after getting paid will be delayed, Shen Haoting feels a little pity.

Shen Haoting returned home after a busy day, only to find that something was wrong with Lu Jian, he was sitting numbly, looking at the door with empty eyes.Shen Haoting didn't take Lu Jian's abnormality to heart, and planned to hug his little friend.

"Going to work overtime again, it's time for a raise."

Shen Haoting didn't hear that there was something in Shen Haoting's words, "It's doubled." His face was full of joy.

"Heh" Lu Jian sneered, "You are really obedient, you really 'do your best' for that old woman."

"Little Jane, did you have a firecracker today? What kind of old woman, how do you talk?"He suddenly thought of the so-called gossip in the company, "Little Jane, have you heard something?"

"I don't believe in groundless rumors, but I believe that seeing is believing." Lu Jian still had no expression on her cold face.

As if the tip of a needle pointed at the wheat, the air in the room became extremely cold in an instant, just like the calm before the rainstorm, and a big battle was about to break out.

"So, Lu Jian, you don't believe me?"

Shen Haoting didn't expect that Lu Jian would think of him this way, he doesn't care what others say, and he doesn't care, but that person is Lu Jian, even if he is betrayed by the whole world, at least there will be Lu Jian standing by his side.Even up until that moment he had believed so.

"I work so hard to make money, isn't it all for you?"

This sentence seemed to ignite the fuse, and Lu Jian immediately exploded, "For me? I want you to take care of me" as if she had heard something ridiculous. you".

"Use the money you got to support me, then I'd rather not!"

Shen Haoting's rationality was completely exhausted by anger, and he yelled at Lu Jian not to be outdone, "Then get out, get out now, my temple here is small, and I can't afford your big Buddha!"

Lu Jian really got out, and got out without a word from the place they called home before.

In fact, this is not their first quarrel. Since the day he first met Lu Jian, they have quarreled many times, big and small, but most of them were because of trivial things, such as Lu Jian wanted to eat hot pot, and he She wanted to eat western food more, and the end of disagreement was that after a quarrel, the two of them stayed at home and ate instant noodles together. Lu Jian even ate the marinated egg in his bucket of instant noodles as a sign of revenge.

He thought it would be the same this time.When Lu Jian calmed down, he thought he would explain clearly to Lu Jian, at least sit down and talk calmly.

However, this time he did not wait for Lu Jian, but for the rainstorm.

The rain is getting louder...

The key on the cabinet met his eyes, and he recognized it as Lu Jian's.I couldn't help feeling nervous, where could he go under such heavy rain?This little ancestor, don't play your temper at critical moments. Thinking of this, Shen Haoting took the key and hurriedly opened the door to go out to find Lu Jian, but he stopped when he reached the door.

Really confused, Shen Haoting sighed lightly, Lu Jian is such an adult, she must be able to take care of herself.

One call was made, but two, three... All the mechanical female voices rang out. Shen Haoting was in a hurry, and now his mind was filled with the image of Lu Jian standing in the rain alone and drenched in the rain.

He is going to find Lu Jian.

On a rainy night, there were basically no pedestrians on the street, and occasionally a few cars drove by quickly and splashed huge water from the muddy ground.The city has not been submerged by the rainstorm yet, but Shen Haoting's heart is about to be submerged.The rain washed the ground with a loud noise, and the impatient sound made him almost breathless, so he simply threw away the umbrella and plunged into the rain.

He didn't know how he got home later, he just felt that he seemed very tired, and he fell into a deep sleep as soon as he fell on the bed.

This sleep seemed a bit too long, and when Shen Haoting woke up, it was already afternoon, he was so uncomfortable that he didn't even want to move, and when he touched his forehead, it was surprisingly hot!

He took out his mobile phone and tried to call Lu Jian again, only to find an unread text message from Lu Jian flashing on the screen, the content was as short as only three words.

— break up

Well, it's really brief, not sloppy, concise and to the point, not even a single redundant word, these years have been condensed into two words, Shen Haoting feels like a huge stone has rolled into his chest, heavy pressure He was almost suffocating.

He was not reconciled, he wanted to ask Lu Jian, but when he called, the mechanical female voice still answered him.

"The number you dialed is an empty number..."

The boulder in his chest rolled to an unknown corner and made a sound of shattering, and the pieces pierced his heart.

Alright, let the memories end, Shen Haoting looked at the rain outside the window and tried to pull himself back to reality, but the dull pain in his chest seemed to have not dissipated.

Yes, the person in front of him now is Lu Jian, who is going to marry someone else next week. Shen Haoting wants to admit that he has imagined the scene of reunion with Lu Jian countless times, pointing to Lu Jian's nose He yelled, "Do you know how I've lived these past few years?" But when Lu Jian stood in front of him alive, he faltered.Too many emotions were squeezed in the chest, so I had to use silence instead.

Little Jane seems to be thinner than before.

This was the first thought that popped into his mind.

"I heard that you are getting married next week"

Lu Jian didn't speak but just nodded.

Shen Haoting smiled awkwardly, "Then I wish you a happy wedding."

"Thank you" Lu Jian raised her face, just in time to meet Shen Haoting's eyes, which were as bright as stars.

A few days ago, Shen Haoting ran into Xiaopang, an old friend of him and Lu Jian back then.Xiaopang was so happy when he saw him, after all, he was an old friend whom he hadn't seen for many years.

"Hao Ting, I heard that Jane is going to get married next week." The flesh on Xiaopang's face trembled with his smile, "That girl is so beautiful."

"Those of our classmates who should have gotten married back then are all married, and I'm still a bachelor"

"Hey, Hao Ting..."

Seeing that Shen Haoting didn't respond, Xiaopang stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes.

At this time, Shen Haoting has no time to talk to Xiaopang, the amount of information is a bit too much, he can't react, get married?Lu Jian?

It turned out that I hadn't seen him for nearly four years.

In the first few months of the breakup, he was really sad.After Lu Jian left, even the room seemed empty, so that he often had hallucinations, for example, sometimes he would see Lu Jian smiling at him in front of the door, but it was nothing when he reached out to grab it, or he saw that everyone wanted to Lu Jian, he missed many people on the street and was full of expectations, but in the end he was only disappointed.

There are many boys who like to wear white shirts and sneakers, but unfortunately, none of them are Lu Jian.

He didn't know why he lost Lu Jian?

Thus, Shen Haoting learned to numb himself with alcohol, and in that parallel world outlined by hallucinations, he was still him, and Lu Jian was still the boy with the crooked eyebrows that belonged only to him.

However, life is still going on.

The earth will still spin without anyone.

After Lu Jian left, Shen Haoting found that his heart seemed to be decades old. After the tears were drained, it seemed that nothing could arouse the waves in his heart, and he lost the ability to love another person.

There is a hole in the heart, and it is very difficult to laugh no matter what.

At this moment, Lu Jian was standing in front of him, calmly.He really wanted to hug the person in front of him, tell him how much he missed him, and ask him if he could keep him on that rainy night, would the situation be different from what it is today.

Shen Haoting could let go of all his dignity in front of Lu Jian, but he was afraid that Lu Jian would have no chance for him.He really wanted to hug Lu Jian, but his raised hand fell unnaturally on Lu Jian's shoulder, and he patted it lightly. The distance between the two was less than 20 centimeters, and they could hear each other's snort.

At that moment, Shen Haoting heard his own heartbeat clearly. He thought that the heart lake that had been calmed down by time was easily stirred up by Lu Jian.

The rain stopped and he thought he should go.

"Little Jane, you are doing well, be happy." Shen Haoting tried his best to pull out a smile that was a little better than crying. He opened the door tremblingly and walked out, leaving behind Lu Jian who was standing there.

He has seen Lu Jian laughing, crying, playing with a temper like a child, and messing around like a psycho... Maybe in the near future he will see Lu Jian belonging to someone else.

His little friend has become the support of others.

His little friend no longer needs himself.

It is true to hope that Lu Jian is happy, but it is also true that he feels sad when he thinks that this happiness has nothing to do with him.

Well, Lu Jian, I wish you a happy groom and go to welcome your beautiful new life.

Shen Haoting looked up at the sky after the rain, it was spotless.

When the rain outside stops, the rain in my heart will also stop.

Those bad emotions, those unspeakable words, just go with the rain.