Rainy day

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Lu Jian likes Shen Haoting very much.

It was the kind of liking that exploded, so when Shen Haoting confessed his love to him, he was as happy as if he was holding fireworks into the sky.

The love in the student days is sincere and beautiful.

But Lu Jian has a bad taste, he will help the girls deliver love letters to Shen Haoting, and then watch Shen Haoting throw those carefully crafted envelopes that have never been opened into the trash can.

At that time, he will feel that he is really amazing.

He asked Shen Haoting why a man of influence at the school level fell in love with him, and Shen Haoting raised his eyebrows, "I am happy."

Whoa, really domineering.

"Lu Jian, let me tell you, is there something wrong with you? You send me love letters every day, and you plan to ask me to find another one when you co-authored it?"

Lu Jian saw that Shen Haoting's expression was serious, not as if he was joking, and explained in a panic, "No, Haoting, that's not what I meant."

Then he saw Shen Haoting walking towards him step by step, and finally cornered him, and gave him a rough kiss involuntarily.

Both of them could hear each other's breathing, and the panting sounds of varying severity were enough to make people blush.Lu Jian put her elbow between them to create a little distance.

The only thing to blame is that the room is too hot.

Later, Lu Jian gradually discovered that those four years in college were the best period of his life, but they could only shine brightly in his memories.

Because some things seem to be different from what they once imagined.

It seems that something is not right these days, Shen Haoting's time to go home is getting later and later.Lu Jian can understand, after all, Shen Haoting, who has just graduated and is still in the internship period, needs some work experience to accumulate himself.

But when Shen Haoting is not around, he is so bored, cooking is a good way to pass the time, he can only sigh softly after making a table of dishes when his boyfriend comes home, and then watching a large table of dishes change from hot to cold Take it all in one go and store them all in the freezer.

But it doesn't matter, his unhappiness disappeared the moment he saw Shen Haoting.

What made things worse was the arrival of Shen's mother.

That day when Lu Jian heard a knock on the door, she thought it was Shen Haoting, so she jumped down from the sofa and opened the door. After opening the door, a gorgeously dressed woman came in. Her eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to Shen Haoting's. Shen Haoting saw this woman on his mobile phone, so he hurriedly called her Auntie.

"Auntie, you are here to find Hao Ting, he today..."

Before Lu Jian could finish speaking, she was interrupted, "Lu Jian, right, I'm here to see you today"

Her aura was a little too strong, Lu Jian admitted that she was a little scared, and he didn't dare to answer.

"Let's open the skylight and tell the truth, I know the relationship between you and my son." Shen's mother took out a thick stack of money from her bag and threw it on the table. "Here are these, you leave him."

"Auntie, what do you mean?" Lu Jian felt greatly insulted.

"Too little? I can add more."

"You're wrong, I'm not that kind of person." Lu Jian tried her best to look calm, "Our relationship can't be measured by money."

"Heh" Shen's mother sneered, "I'm too self-righteous, you think you are so important, Hao Ting is just playing with you." She threw a few more photos on the table.

This time it was Lu Jian's turn to be dumbfounded. The photo clearly recorded the picture of Shen Haoting and a woman having dinner together on different occasions. Both of them were smiling happily. One of Shen Haoting's eyes caught sight of the woman's low neckline. , with a blush on his face while grinning, what a wretched uncle? ? ?

Lu Jian felt that her world was about to collapse.

Mother Shen looked at Lu Jian's bewildered look, and let out a triumphant smile. The development of the matter was as she expected.

"Take a step back, who do you think he will choose between you and me as a mother?" Shen's mother aggressively took advantage of the victory to pursue, "I can't even have a child, and it's wishful thinking to enter the gate of my Shen's house!"

At this point, Lu Jian will always have low self-esteem.

Shen's mother's words pierced directly into Lu Jian's heart like a sharp knife, which was a real pain.

"Leave him, if you really love him and think about him".

Lu Jian couldn't remember what Shen's mother said later, but she felt as if her whole body was taken out, and she felt a little weightless.

How did those photos come about? Is Shen Haoting's so-called overtime really overtime?

Lu Jian was taken aback by his sudden thought, he patted his face, if he couldn't even trust Shen Haoting, who else could he trust?

However, he still seemed to prove that Shen's mother was wrong.

Lu Jian, who was standing at the door of Shen Haoting's company with a lunch box, froze in place.

To enter, or not to enter?Lu Jian hesitated for a while before deciding to leave, but suddenly, by coincidence, someone stopped him, and the security guard yelled at him, "That food delivery guy, if you want to go in, don't stand there in the way."Takeaway, uncle, Lu Jian cursed silently in his heart, and then he walked in against the flow of people getting off work.

At this time, Lu Jian heard something, and those words jumped into his ears sentence by sentence.

"Shen Haoting will be left behind again tonight."

"Haha, I really want to know what they stay for at night."

"Why don't you go to the hotel to get a room for that kind of thing?"

"I don't understand you, there is an atmosphere in the office."

Lu Jian really wanted to rush forward, slap them one by one, and then spit on the ground. The faces of those who spread rumors behind others' backs are really disgusting.

But when he approached step by step, through the half-closed door of the manager's office, he saw a man and a woman embracing each other, that scene was too dazzling.

That man is none other than his Shen Haoting.

Lu Jian felt that his brain was blank, as if something was collapsing, oppressing his heart.

It seems that it is not Shen's mother who is wrong, but himself. It seems that the wrong is a bit too outrageous.

The lunch box he threw into the trash can was accompanied by his last hope. Lu Jian touched his face, it was wet with tears, and at the corner of the stairs he finally couldn't restrain himself from crying loudly.

Shen Haoting, I'm so tired, my heart is tired.

Later, Lu Jian had a big fight with Shen Haoting who came home late at night, "Make money to support you" Lu Jian admitted that when he heard these words from Shen Haoting's mouth, he was about to explode.

So what do you think of me?keep?Do you, like your mother, think that I took the money and sold it?

Anger is all about anger, but he did say something harsh, and said it deliberately.

What "being taken care of" is, from Shen's mother's attitude of spending a lot of money, it is impossible. Shen Haoting's family should be rich, but he never mentioned it to Lu Jian.

Although she couldn't understand Shen's mother's behavior, Lu Jian could understand how much she valued her only son as a mother.

The picture of the hug appeared in her mind again, Lu Jian just thought that maybe Shen Haoting really liked that woman, and that woman could give him what he couldn't give.

So quit, there is still time before you get deeper and deeper, make your image a little more unbearable, it doesn't matter, let him return to the life of a "normal person", stop dragging each other down.

When he was about to leave the house, Lu Jian wanted to take something with him. He touched the little bear on the closet. He said he liked it. Shen Haoting threw a lot of coins to grab it from the claw machine. He opened the closet. He saw the woolen coat that he was reluctant to wear at ordinary times. It was a birthday present from Shen Haoting last year.

He looked over the things in the room, and found that almost nothing was completely his own, so Lu Jian had no choice but to come to a conclusion that he, like these things, was just an appendage of Shen Haoting.

He left the key on the cabinet and left.

What Lu Jian didn't know was that the furnishings in the room hadn't changed for a long time. For Shen Haoting, they were the most precious memories that Lu Jian left for the two of him in this home.

But Lu Jian won't know.

The sudden rainstorm caught Lu Jian by surprise. He didn't bring an umbrella when he went out, and he thought he didn't need an umbrella either. Wouldn't it be nice to use a rainstorm to wash away his bad mood?

It was raining heavily, and Lu Jian was soaked all over.

Lu Jian, who was in the storm, suddenly found that the rain on his head seemed to have stopped, and when he turned around, he saw a girl holding an umbrella for him.

The girl got half of her body wet in the rain in order to hold the umbrella for him. Lu Jian couldn't stand it anymore, so she leaned the umbrella towards the girl, but unexpectedly, the girl moved the umbrella back very stubbornly.

"I said, are you stupid? You don't even know where I'm going. Is it fun to accompany me in the rain at night?" Lu Jian was a little puzzled.

"The more stupid person is you, if you get wet like this, you will get sick." The girl has a fair face, a pair of eyes full of spirit, and her appearance is not amazing but makes people feel very comfortable.

"Find a place to hide from the rain."

In a 24-hour convenience store, Lu Jian, who was drenched all over, and the girl looked at each other.

"Hi, my name is Lu Jian"

An imperceptible blush rose on the face of the girl "Luoxin".

Luo Xin was afraid that even Lu Jian herself didn't know what kind of existence Lu Jian was. From the first time they met and exchanged contact information to now, he would receive news from Luo Xin every day.In her voice, she smiled crisply, casting a ray of light on Lu Jian's dusty heart.Luo Xin seemed to know him very well, whether this inexplicable sense of familiarity was like old friends at first sight or seeing each other later.

Later, Lu Jian's life gradually became more normal. He found a job with a good salary and rented a house.

Everything seems to be normal, but he still thinks of Shen Haoting.

Sometimes he thinks too much, and his mind is full of him all night. Lu Jian can only sleep peacefully through sleeping pills. This has seriously affected his life. The doctor said that this is called neurasthenia.

At 02:30 in the morning, he was still tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep.

Lu Jian took out her mobile phone and sent Luo Xin a WeChat message

- can't sleep

He thought that Luo Xin must have fallen asleep at this point, and he didn't expect a reply at first, but Luo Xin replied in seconds.

——I will accompany you out for a walk

What?Lu Jian couldn't react, and 10 minutes later, Luo Xin was already knocking on his door.

On the cold street, there is a deathly silence.

"Let's run for a while." After finishing speaking, Luo Xin took the lead in running.

Lu Jianfeng had no choice but to follow closely behind. He finally found a way to vent. He ran until his eyes were darkened, his legs were weak, and those wild thoughts and bad things seemed to evaporate with sweat.

This woman is poisonous, Lu Jian thought to herself.

The two people running wildly in the middle of the night looked like two psychopaths.

Back home, Lu Jianjian quickly fell into a deep sleep as soon as he lay on the bed.

A night without dreams.

He remembered that he hadn't slept well for several months, and he had to thank Luo Xin. He took out his phone and sent a voice message, "I slept really well yesterday. I love you so much." Just after sending it, he Feeling that something was wrong again, I hurriedly clicked withdraw, and then typed a few words:

—I slept well yesterday, thank you

The other party still replied in seconds.

——It’s good if I can help you, remember to call me next time you suffer from insomnia

Lu Jian looked at the phone screen and smiled.

There was another time when Lu Jian was admitted to the hospital because of acute gastroenteritis. He didn't tell anyone because he was afraid of troubling others, but when he saw Luo Xin standing at the door with a large bag of snacks, he was still indescribably moved.

"Are you stupid? You don't know what's wrong with me. How much can I eat in this big bag?" Lu Jian deliberately wanted to tease her.

Luo Xin was a little flustered, and hurriedly threw the bag aside, "Wait, I'll go buy porridge for you."

"Forget it, I'm not hungry." Lu Jian motioned for her to come back.

Luo Xin looked at Lu Jian, with indescribable emotions in his eyes.

"You, have you ever considered a home, I mean, I..." Luo Xin's tone was uncommonly reserved, "Oh, it's nothing, nothing..."

Looking at the figure of Luo Xin busying herself, Lu Jian's eyes suddenly became wet.

Once upon a time, there was another person who cared about himself so much.

It seems to have been a long time ago, so long that I almost can't remember it.

What about that man, where is he now?

Lu Jian bit her lower lip to keep herself from crying.

"Luoxin, let's be together"

He made up his mind to love Luo Xin well and not let those who care about him shed a single tear.

It's just so plain, it's nice to have a home.

Lu Jian asked Luo Xin, what should I do if there is someone in my heart who will never forget

Luo Xin replied with a smile, then don't forget it at all, keep that memory in your heart, it's good to think about it from time to time.

Lu Jian nodded and said nothing.

In fact, he has been paying attention to Shen Haoting.

Shen Haoting finally returned to his own company, and now he is a young and promising elite in the business world.

Love him and you leave him.Now Lu Jian felt that what Shen's mother said was right.

The gap between him and Shen Haoting is really too big.

Lu Jian didn't expect that he would meet Shen Haoting again. One week before he was going to marry Luo Xin, on a rainy day, he hid in the same bar to avoid the rain.

Seeing the familiar figure push the door in, all the nerves in Lu Jian's body were mobilized, and her eyes were fixed on the door. It was really him, the person she could never forget.

Seeing him, Shen Haoting seemed to be stunned for a moment, then walked towards him slowly, Shen Haoting handed him a cigarette, Lu Jian waved his hand and said that he didn't smoke, then Shen Haoting lit the one in his hand, and smoked it on his own stand up.

Through the smoke, looking at Shen Haoting's bony hands, Lu Jian felt a little sad.

Seeing you again, you are not used to the suit and leather shoes.

With a few polite greetings, Lu Jian has been trying his best to restrain his emotions so as not to be seen that he is not at peace, but when Shen Haoting smiled and wished him a happy wedding, he was a little disappointed, Lu Jian, what are you doing? What are you looking forward to?

When the distance shortened little by little, he began to be afraid, he was afraid that Shen Haoting would give him a hug or a kiss suddenly, he was afraid that he would let go of all his heart to prevent him from sinking.

He subconsciously took half a step back, Shen Haoting just patted him on the shoulder lightly, disappointment instantly enveloped him, oh so he was thinking too much.

When the rain stopped, Shen Haoting pushed the door to leave, but Lu Jian sent him away with his eyes.

It's just that he didn't wait for Shen Haoting to turn around.

Lu Jian took a taxi to go home, the driver was a young man, and the car music was Joker Xue's "What Do You Want From Me"

"What do you want from me, what do you want

You must not be at my wedding"

He had heard this song before, but in this situation, he had a different feeling. Every line in the lyrics seemed to be talking about himself, and he finally realized that state of mind.

The singer sang heartbreakingly, but Lu Jian was already in tears.

"Are you okay?" The driver brother asked with concern.

"It's okay, the wind is strong and the sand is blinding my eyes"

The driver brother saw through and didn't say anything, but just drove his car quietly.

Lu Jian remembered that song again.

"I don't want you, nothing

You can't forget the way I walked with you

because that was my happiest time"

The rain will stop, and the dream will wake up.

He knew they would never go back.