three year itch

It took Chen Siwei three days to pack all the luggage.

He has lived here for ten years since he graduated from high school and came to Wenhua City to study at university.Ten years is enough time for him to get used to and fall in love with a city. He once planned to live here for the rest of his life, but now he has to leave.

In fact, he could pack the luggage in just one day, he knew what he was looking forward to, and even wondered absurdly if Ji Lin begged him to stay, would he back down.

But Ji Lin didn't come.

No calls, no texts, no roses at the door.

In the first year they were together, Ji Lin still couldn't get rid of the habit of going out at night. Chen Siwei didn't dare to interfere with Ji Lin's private life at first, he didn't regard himself as a part of Ji Lin's private life.

Ji Lin is the perfect embodiment of all his secret desires.A homosexual who has hidden his sexuality for more than ten years, suddenly a radiant young man appears beside him and says he likes him.So when Ji Lin lived in his house occasionally, he took care of him sweetly and carefully, cooking, washing, going to bed... There was nothing disobedient.

Ji Lin is his phoenix, but he is not Ji Lin's parasol tree.He is just a wilderness tree that Phoenix occasionally inhabits, even if Phoenix does not come, he has no complaints.

So he never took the initiative to invite Ji Lin to stay overnight, but he often thought that it would be great if Ji Lin came more times.

But no one is not greedy, and he is no exception.

As Ji Lin stayed at his house for more and more days, when Ji Lin didn't come, he began to think that it would be great if Ji Lin stayed at his house all the time.

This kind of thinking is getting stronger and stronger, he realizes that his desire to monopolize Ji Lin puts him at an emotional disadvantage, but he still can't control his extravagant desire.

So when Ji Lin came back from the bar in the middle of the night again, he didn't open the door for him.

In fact, it was a common act of anger among ordinary lovers, and it was more or less a warning to the other party.He lay on the bed impatiently, angry at Ji Lin for fooling around outside, but at the same time worried that Ji Lin would never come back.

He didn't sleep well that night, his dream was full of Ji Lin's leaving back, he regretted it countless times in his dream, and warned himself over and over again that he shouldn't be so greedy.

The next morning, when he opened the door, he was surprised to find a large bouquet of roses with a note in the middle.

"Dear Weiwei, I promise to go home on time every day in the future. ——I love you, Ji Lin."

Chen Siwei opened the door again. He had opened the door countless times in the past three days. When he saw the empty door, he turned around and went back home to pack his luggage.

But now he's going to close it and get out of here forever.

There was still nothing at the door, but he seemed to be finally relieved, pulled the suitcase, closed the door neatly, turned and walked into the elevator.

Ji Lin was locked in his uncle's house, and his mobile phone and wallet were confiscated.

When Ma Ben saw the blood on his forehead that day, he also panicked, and quickly brought a medicine kit to stop the bleeding.

Ji Lin stared blankly at the resignation letter written by Chen Siwei himself, he read it word by word, and suddenly rushed towards the door in a frenzy.

Ma Ben, who was rushed over, hugged him tightly, and when he was about to stop, Ma Ben suddenly asked,

"Is that person Chen Siwei?!"

Ji Lin suddenly calmed down, his left face was covered with red blood, mixed with unconscious tears, and his eyes were full of snowstorms, he said bitterly to his respected uncle,

"Did you drive him away?!"

Ma Ben confirmed that the man Ji Lin mentioned was Chen Siwei, and he was even more furious.

"I just found out now! You... You actually did this kind of thing behind my back! Then how did Chen Siwei deceive you?"

Ji Lin raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "I pursued him, it's none of his business."

Ma Benqi's whole body trembled, he endured it for a long time, but he still couldn't help kicking Ji Lin's knee, he used all his strength, Ji Lin was kicked on the ground immediately.

"If your father knows that you and a man can't figure it out, he will definitely hit you harder than me!"

"What right does he have to control me?" Ji Lin limped to his feet and said coldly.

"Then don't use his money!" Ma Ben just dropped this sentence.

Ma Ben's apartment is on the 23rd floor. Once the door is locked, Ji Lin has no way of escaping.

He hated being abandoned the most, and Chen Siwei just abandoned him for no apparent reason.He decided to catch Chen Siwei back, bully him severely, and coax him with good words, Chen Siwei will definitely follow him as he did before.

But now he can't even go out.

He tried everything he could, even asking for help from the neighbor next door through the balcony, but Ma Ben seemed to have thought of this a long time ago, and had already greeted the neighbors upstairs and downstairs.

He couldn't do such a thing as forcing him to die, and his uncle was the only relative in the world who loved him dearly.

On the third day of being locked up, he finally thought of a way.

Chen Siwei came to a small southern city, where there is the sea and countless flowers, but no one knows him.

He rented a house to live in temporarily, and planned to use his savings to live for a while and find a job.

As soon as he rested, he received an email.

He doesn't know the person who sent the email, but he is very familiar with the person in the photo in the email.

A photo of Ji Lin and a girl. They are in a restaurant with candlelight and flowers.That girl was Professor Li's daughter, and the suit Ji Lin was wearing was exactly the one he wore the day he drove Ji Lin away.

Chen Siwei had some guesses about the person who sent the email, and he replied calmly,

"I will not return to Wenhua again, and I will never see him again, please rest assured."

He emptied the mailbox completely, threw the old mobile phone card into the trash can, and changed his WeChat account to a new one.Everything in this decade was erased by him, just like he erased all high school memories that year.

He opened the luggage, took out the contents one by one and arranged them, but finally found a tie.

It was given to Ji Lin on his birthday. It is rustic blue and old-fashioned, but Ji Lin has been wearing it for a long time.

He will wear this tie on all formal occasions. He will find Chen Siwei in the crowd, raise his eyebrows and smile at him, stretch out his slender fingers to straighten the tie, and look at him with satisfaction as he lowers his head and his ears turn red.

Chen Siwei didn't know why he put this tie in the suitcase, and he also threw it into the trash can without any nostalgia.

It's just that when the night fell in the small town, all the hustle and bustle was far away from him, and he slept on a strange bed, inexplicably weeping the pillow.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, he got up, picked up the tie in the trash can, held it in his hand and went back to bed.Ma Ben brought a lot of vegetables bought outside and returned home, but found that there was no one in the house.

He called Ji Lin a few times, but there was no response.Bad thoughts suddenly popped into his mind, he quickly dropped the vegetable box and rushed to the balcony, but what he saw made his legs go limp.

A long, not too thick rope is tied to the balcony railing.