three year itch

Chen Siwei wanted to be a teacher since he was a child, and he also chose a normal university for his college entrance examination, but unfortunately he later became a counselor.

But now he decided to be a real teacher.With three years of experience as a counselor and a postgraduate degree, it is not too difficult for him to find a teaching position in this small town.

When he watched a whole class of high school students staring at him eagerly, he felt an inexplicable touch in his heart.After his secrets were spread maliciously in high school, he has been living under the guidance and ridicule of his classmates. At that time, what he longed for most was to have a teacher who would stop and help him, but no, even the teacher had prejudice against him.

At that time, he decided that after he became a teacher in the future, he must take care of every student.

He teaches high school Chinese. Most of the students in the small town are simple and respectful to the teachers from the big city.

He seldom took out that tie. At the beginning, he slept with it clutched every day. Later, he got a new job here, new colleagues, and a group of lovely students, and his life gradually became more fulfilling. When he got up, the unbearable loneliness in the middle of the night rarely bothered him again.

He even started trying to change his personality.

Once the students in the class were still making noise after the class bell rang. He lost his temper and criticized them severely.In fact, he was a little apprehensive at the time, fearing that the students would hate him because of this, but in the end the students actually respected him more.

He also began to actively participate in the gatherings of his colleagues and made many friends. Among them, Shen Yaoyan, a math teacher in the next class, had the best relationship with him, because he was the only one who knew his secret.

"When I met you in the corridor, I just looked at each other, and I knew you were the same as me." Shen Yaoyan said to him later.

Chen Siwei knows that many gays can telepathize, but he really doesn't have this skill.He didn't realize that Shen Yaoyan was also gay at all, because Shen Yaoyan was very tall, his eyebrows were not soft, and he looked very straight.

But Shen Yaoyan said that he is a zero, pure zero without deceit.

Ji Lin hung a rope from the balcony on the 23rd floor where Ma Ben lived, and slid to the balcony on the 22nd floor, which frightened the family and finally made him run out.

He rushed to Chen Siwei's house penniless, but was told by the landlord that Chen Siwei had already moved out.

He didn't believe it, so he forced the landlord to let him go in for inspection, but there was indeed no Weiwei in the house where they had lived together for three years.

All traces of their lives were swept away, even the photo of them on the bedside disappeared.

Ji Lin was really going crazy. He called Chen Siwei, sent WeChat messages, emails, and tried every contact method he could think of, but nothing came of it.

He went to ask Chen Siwei's past colleagues and friends one by one, but they didn't know more than him.

He suddenly discovered that the connection between people can be broken at will. The theory of six degrees of separation is bullshit. He searched for far more than six people, but he still couldn't find Chen Siwei.

When Ma Ben caught Ji Lin at school, his nephew was sitting down on the steps at the gate of the Journalism Institute with a cigarette in his hand.He breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time he was very angry. Ji Lin, who was always looking good on weekdays, put on such a dejected posture!

Ji Lin glanced at him expressionlessly, "Do you know where he is?"

Ma Ben didn't want to talk to him about it in this kind of place, so he dragged him to his office, and Ji Lin didn't resist.

After closing the office door, Ma Ben frowned and said, "Linlin, uncle really doesn't know where he went. And I only know about the matter between you, how can I have the time to deal with him?"

Ji Lin stared at him for a while, and cold sweat broke out on Ma Ben's forehead.

"Uncle, I was very ignorant before and caused you a lot of trouble. You can punish me however you want, but I hope uncle will not interfere with me in this matter."

Ma Ben was about to jump up to protest, but when he saw Ji Lin's gloomy gaze, he fell silent.Today, when he saw the rope on the balcony, he almost frightened half of his soul away. He gave up his fierce opposition and understood it with reason.

"You are just young, and you feel new about many things, but once the freshness wears off, you will regret what you did before."

"No, uncle, you are wrong. I am indeed a person who likes the new and dislikes the old, but I have been with him for three years and I have never been bored, and I will never be bored in the future."

Ma Ben opened his mouth and was speechless. He only regretted that he hadn't found out earlier and killed him in the cradle earlier.

"Besides, my uncle can accommodate Mr. Gu, why can't he accommodate me and him?" Which teacher in the School of Journalism didn't know that Gu Baishi had a homosexual?

"How can it be the same?!" Ma Ben suddenly raised his voice, "Do you have the strength and background of Professor Gu? Can you be as mature and reliable as Professor Gu? You are just a college student now, and you don't have any skills. Are you qualified to talk about the future?"

Ji Lin fell silent, Ma Ben was right.

He has always been proud of his talents, but at present, he really has no capital.

Seeing him thinking, Ma Ben said persuasively, "You should hurry up with your studies now, and build a career after graduation. Do you want any beautiful women by then? Why hang on to Chen Siwei?" This is what Ma Ben couldn't figure out the most. In his eyes, Ji Lin is the best student, while Chen Siwei is nothing but ordinary.

"You're right." Ji Lin turned and left the office after speaking, leaving Ma Ben behind with a beard and staring eyes.

Chen Siwei signed up for a yoga class. Sitting in an office all the year round caused him to have serious cervical spondylosis. He was recommended by Shen Yaoyan to learn yoga.

In the past, when Ji Lin saw him suffer from cervical spondylosis, he would use his strong hands to rub it for him, but every time he rubbed it at the end, he rubbed it elsewhere.

Chen Siwei chased away the figures in his mind and continued to follow the yoga teacher.

After class, he and Shen Yaoyan had dinner at a nearby restaurant.

"Oh my god, my favorite seiyuu actually opened a studio, is he going to be a commercial production in the future?!" Shen Yaoyan exclaimed, covering his mouth with one hand, and slightly raised his little finger.

Chen Siwei saw goosebumps on his little girl's demeanor. Shen Yaoyan is usually very good at disguising, but in private he is extremely sissy.

"What is a voice actor?"

Shen Yaoyan rolled his eyes, "It's a voice actor."

Chen Siwei was in a trance for a while. Ji Lin said that he was an amateur voice actor, so he was a voice actor.

"Let me listen to his male god voice!" Shen Yaoyan handed him an earphone, and the thin electric current restored the voice to the right volume in his left ear:

"Dear Vivi, today I put the hundredth rose on your window sill, No. 90 nine roses said to me, he misses you very much, thinking of the dewdrops on the petals in the morning, I secretly told him, You have been thinking about him in a place where he doesn't know."

"Dear Vivi, today I put the [-]st rose on your windowsill. The [-]th rose told me that he saw a person who looked like you yesterday, but he didn't dare to ask , I am afraid that all hopes will be in vain. I encourage him to be brave next time, because he may miss the person he loves most."

"Dear Vivi, today I put the [-]nd rose on your windowsill, but I didn't see the [-]st rose. I searched downstairs for a long time, only to find one that was run over. I think maybe he misses you too much and flew away on the wind, if you see him one day, please take him back."

"..."

"It sounds good. This is a new radio program launched by the male god a few months ago. It's called "Dear Weiwei". I heard it was read to his girlfriend. Sigh, why do male gods have owners?" Shen Yaoyan turned it off He raised his head to look at Chen Siwei, but was surprised to find that this colleague who was always pleasant on weekdays had a sad expression on his face.

"What's wrong with you? Could it be that you were moved to cry?" Shen Yaoyan was stunned.

"What's his name?" Chen Siwei rubbed the bridge of his nose, trying to suppress some soreness.

"My male god? His name is Shuang Linyu, and he is a master in the online distribution circle."

The two chatted about other things, and Chen Siwei's expression quickly returned to normal. Shen Yaoyan said a lot of interesting things in the gay circle, which Chen Siwei had never been in contact with, and he even laughed when he heard it, with tears in his eyes.

"You don't know how scarce 1 is here. You can't find one with a lantern in a ten-mile radius. Many 0 are wronged to make 0.5. I am different. I stick to the bottom line and must be 0!"

Chen Sisi smiled and said, "Why do you have to find someone? Isn't it better to live alone?"

Shen Yaoyan said with disgust: "That's so lonely, staying at home like you every day and not going to bars, I'm going crazy."

Chen Siwei didn't mention it again, it is indeed quite lonely, but this kind of loneliness is also reassuring. He doesn't have to be afraid of being discovered by others, he doesn't have to be afraid of being opposed by each other's parents every day, he doesn't have to face the incomprehensible eyes of the world, and he doesn't have to worry about love. How will he leave gracefully after the expiration date?

After they finished their meal, they bid farewell and separated. Chen Siwei went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and bargained patiently.I went to buy some daily necessities, toothbrushes, towels, cups... It’s good for one person, he used to buy double of these, and now he can save half of the money.

He also took a walk along the Qinghe River in the evening twilight. The life in the small town was slow and pleasant, just like the water in the Qinghe River.This is the life he once dreamed of, and now it has all come true. He kept saying to himself, I am very happy, I am very satisfied.

He went back to the rented house humming, put on his apron and made dinner.How good a person is, he only needs to fry one dish, and he doesn't have to cook dishes that he doesn't like for other people's tastes.

After eating, he turned on the TV, ate the potato chips he just bought, and watched the boring variety show. The stars in the show laughed exaggeratedly. The background laughter in the post-production seemed to make the whole room a little lively. Raised the corner of his mouth.

After watching TV, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then washed his own clothes.How nice it is to be alone, he doesn't have to carefully wash other people's expensive shirts, and he can rub his own clothes casually.

It's just that when the power went out without warning, his eyes fell into darkness, the foam in his hands reminded him that his clothes hadn't been washed, and the moonlight outside the window reminded him that it was still a lonely night.

Men's sighs, women's complaints, and children's cries came from upstairs and downstairs... The usual smell of fireworks floated out from the windows of every house, floated to his window to look at, then turned and floated away.

A drop of water falls on the foam, followed by a second drop, and a third drop, without sound or awareness.He buried his face in his arms for a while, then rubbed the clothes in his hands again.

Ji Lin sold the BMW that his father gave him on his birthday, but it didn't cost much.He thought that after Weiwei came back, he could only take him by bicycle.

In the past three months, he has been busy without stopping for a moment. The junior year is the internship period stipulated by the college. He did not go to a media company for an internship as assigned by the college, but set up a small studio by himself.

Over the years, he has been active in the online distribution circle and met many partners. They are just amateurs, but many of them were persuaded by him to join his entrepreneurial plan.

Ji Lin started planning very early, before Chen Siwei left.He is a proud and conceited person. Before things are successful, he will not tell anyone. If they fail, treat them as if they never happened.

At the beginning, he gathered a group of well-known online distribution friends to meet offline in Wenhua City.Among the group of online mates who know people by their voices on weekdays, apart from Ji Lin, there was also a girl who was most surprised after the interview.

Qingluo is famous for her loli voice, and she can also change into Yu Jie's voice, and she has acted as the heroine or female supporting role for many radio dramas.But in real life, she turned out to be a female college student under the age of 22, and she is a real Bai Fumei.

Her real name is Li Jiarong, her father is a professor at Wenhua University School of Journalism, and she is in the same school and grade as Ji Lin.

Ji Lin has a good relationship with her on the Internet, and after discovering that the two are schoolmates, they also have occasional contacts.Li Jiarong has a girlfriend, which makes him feel at ease.

After three months of preparation, he registered the company, rented the office space, and received the first business order... Everything was going according to plan, except that his Weiwei was still not found.

He bought the house that Chen Siwei had rented before, slept there at night, and worked in the company during the day.He always felt that Chen Siwei would come back with his suitcase in the early morning, so he left a rose on the window sill to wait for him during the day, and waited for him at night.

But after three months, except for the roses that were blown away by the wind, the roses that were taken away by cats, and the roses that were taken away by children, no other roses were picked up by his Weiwei.

The "Dear Weiwei" column unexpectedly became popular. In fact, he only took 1 minute a day to record a few words, but many netizens made up a lot of stories based on this, and many people in the studio watched it. Very touched, they asked him if it was true.

how could be?The story between him and Weiwei is far more moving than those stories, no one can write it.

Ji Lin has a lot of fans on Weibo, many of them offered to find Weiwei for him, but he refused, which would bring trouble to Weiwei.

Among them, there is a fan who impresses him very much. His ID is "Did you find one today?" and he threatens to be his Weiwei every day.

Ji Lin smiled and didn't take it seriously, but when he was scrolling down, he accidentally clicked on this person's Weibo homepage.

"Did you find one today? No."

"Did the male god reply to me today? No."

"Did someone accompany me to the bar today? No."

The last Weibo post attached a photo of a person doing yoga.