man god tell me to die

When Zhao Zixin woke up, the game had already started.He opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was a... cell phone.He found himself resting his head on Zhou Qiyan's lap, and the two of them occupied the entire sofa.Zhou Qiyan was holding his mobile phone, looking up at the ceiling, wondering what he was doing.

Gently moved his stiff neck, "Oh!" Zhao Zixin suddenly snorted.

Zhou Qiyan, who was frightened by Zhao Zixin's action and let go of the phone, didn't care about the phone that flew to the ground. He rubbed Zhao Zixin's chin apologetically, the red spot on his fair skin was particularly obvious.

Grabbing his hand to stop him from trampling on his poor chin, Zhao Zixin sat up and said, "What time is it?"

Picking up the mobile phone on the ground, Zhou Qiyan glanced at it and replied, "Eight o'clock." Then he looked at him and asked, "Are you okay? Does it hurt? You look swollen..."

Gently touching his aching chin, Zhao Zixin said: "It's okay...you are a mobile phone and not a brick, it will be fine in a while."

After he finished speaking, he stood up and straightened his clothes, and said, "Let's go out and see them quickly, I don't know which one it is now. Hey, what were you doing just now?"

Raising the phone, Zhou Qiyan said: "Recite the lyrics. English lyrics, it's so hard to memorize..."

After thinking for a while, Zhao Zixin said, "Come on! Be optimistic about you, the light of hope for the Department of Literature and Art."

Zhou Qiyan felt that he was teasing himself with such high-level praise and encouragement, so he curled his lips and said, "It's too dishonest..."

Hearing this, Zhao Zixin walked up to him, wrapped his arms around his waist with one hand, and grabbed the back of his neck with the other to pull him towards him. The two of them were so close that Zhou Qiyan could feel their breath intertwined.Sensing Zhou Qiyan's stiffness, Zhao Zixin couldn't help laughing out loud.Pausing for a few seconds, smiling and admiring Zhou Qiyan's blushing embarrassment, Zhao Zixin finally pressed a kiss on his lips generously, and said, "Come on, I'm watching you."

Zhao Zixin, who ran away after teasing, devoted himself to the great work, and didn't care whether his series of actions had any bad influence on others-for example, in certain places or something.

Sitting awkwardly on the sofa, Zhou Qiyan waited for the disobedient little thing to subside by himself.However, Zhao Zixin's voice and smile just now, that still-clean kiss, and the air flow brought up by him when he spoke kept playing back in his mind, as if it penetrated the skin and flowed into Zhou Qiyan's heart, scratching him uncomfortably.Pulling his hair angrily, Zhou Qiyan recited silently in his heart, "King Kong Immortal, as immovable as a mountain."

Zhou Qiyan saw Zhao Zixin again just before going on stage.Pointing to a corner on the left side of the stage, Zhao Zixin said to him, "Come on, I'm right there."

If it wasn't for him holding the guitar now, Zhou Qiyan really wanted to give Zhao Zixin a bear hug first.Maybe because he received his signal, Zhao Zixin chuckled lightly, patted his arm, and said, "Okay, let's go."

The lighting equipment in the small theater is good, but there is obviously no high configuration in the top ten preliminary rounds.But now looking at the clean young man on the stage, Zhao Zixin suddenly felt that this kind of lighting was the most suitable.

A simple blue chasing light is not too chaotic to overwhelm the guests, but it also perfectly sets off Zhou Qiyan's beautiful appearance and good temperament.

"I've got to reach you

I've gotta see you

Let the light shine down on me

......"

With Zhou Qiyan's slender fingers flicking lightly, the melody poured out slowly, the soothing rhythm, and the slightly low but youthful voice touched the auditory nerves of the audience present.

Zhao Zixin doesn't understand music. As a typical music idiot who can't even understand the staff, he only listens to music based on his perception and ear acceptance.He couldn't comment on anything like Zhou Qiyan's singing skills, he just felt that he enjoyed it deeply.

Moreover, Zhou Qiyan on the stage is really charming.

Standing in the shadow of the corner under the stage, Zhao Zixin knew that Zhou Qiyan couldn't see him clearly, but he knew that Zhou Qiyan was looking at him, and that vision seemed to surround him, making him feel like he was surrounded by the light. It's all a little hot.

Uncomfortably moved, Zhao Zixin regretted standing here.He should have stood in the direction where the judges were. Zhou Qiyan kept facing the corner, which was a bit strange.

After the song was sung, the crowd cheered loudly.

Hearing the screams of girls bursting out of the air, one of the judges laughed and said, "I don't know how many beauties are about to fall. But I have a question, why do you keep facing the corner over there? Is there anything we can't see?" Fu Wenyi pointed to the empty shadow, and the scene laughed and booed.

Another teacher also laughed and said, "Could it be that the girlfriend is hiding there? I don't know how many beauties will be disappointed, haha!"

Hearing the teasing from the teachers, Zhou Qiyan smiled shyly.Wearing a plaid shirt, holding an acoustic guitar, the boy with a clean smile looks very good-looking.

Scratching his head, he said, "I just think my side face looks better, and it's easier not to be nervous if I don't look at people."

Hearing his answer, the scene was full of enthusiasm, and there was even applause.Hearing the audience's reaction, Zhao Zixin felt that they probably also thought that Zhou Qiyan's side profile looked better.Looking at his right side of the face, Zhao Zixin felt that the front face was better.

Suddenly that pretty face was magnified in his eyes, looking at the dazed Zhao Zixin, Zhou Qiyan narrowed his eyes with a smile, raised his hand and shook in front of him, and said, "Wow, I'm dazed!"

Before Zhao Zixin could react, Zhou Qiyan's sister, who was passing by, first looked at his brother with wide eyes.She knew that Zhao Zixin was standing in that corner just now. At first she didn't think there was anything wrong, but after listening to the judges' words, plus the song chosen by Zhou Qiyan... look at it and walk away like a transparent isolation cover Zhou Qiya felt something was wrong with the two of them!

On one side Zhou Qiya fell into some kind of doubt, on the other side Zhao Zixin was also a little bit burnt out.

Turning the person to an inaccessible corner, Zhou Qiyan and Zhao Zixin lay side by side on the window sill and looked outside.You can see the flower corridor from here. You can’t see anything clearly at night, but under the moonlight, there are bursts of fragrance in the wind, which makes the atmosphere a bit mysterious and attractive.

Looking sideways at Zhao Zixin, the exquisite side face was covered with a layer of moonlight, which seemed a little unreal, Zhou Qiyan's heart suddenly tightened, always feeling that he was going to leave him in the next second.

Taking a step sideways, turning Zhao Zixin over and imprisoning him in his arms, Zhou Qiyan said with a smile, "I've figured out what reward I want." He especially likes this posture, it makes him feel that Zhao Zixin is really by his side , and he still can't escape.

Hearing what he said, Zhao Zixin smiled dotingly.Zhou Qiyan seemed to have become a child again. When he accompanied him to play the guitar just now, Zhou Qiyan sneered and asked Zhao Zixin to promise him a reward.It's like a primary school student who has scored [-] points in the test and asks his parents to ask for new toys.

Seeing him smile, Zhou Qiyan asked, "Does my singing sound good?"

Zhao Zixin nodded, Zhou Qiyan really sang well, as you can tell from the hot atmosphere at the scene.

Seeing him nodding, Zhou Qiyan said again: "Do you like it?"

Hearing this, recalling Zhou Qiyan's strange feeling when he sang, Zhao Zixin twitched uncomfortably, and nodded awkwardly: "Mmm..."

A little dissatisfied with his action as if trying to break free from him, Zhou Qiyan grabbed his hand, put it on his chest, looked him straight in the eyes, and asked, "Then you agree?"

Looking at him in confusion, Zhao Zixin asked, "What?"

With hot eyes undiminished, Zhou Qiyan repeated: "Promise that you'll always stay."

There was a momentary pause in the heartbeat, looking at Zhou Qiyan's bright black eyes, filled with eagerness and tension that was about to overflow.Zhao Zixin was suddenly very scared. He was afraid that Zhou Qiyan would leave in the future, and what would happen if he couldn't let go.

Sensing the dodge of Zhao Zixin's eyes, Zhou Qiyan's blood was completely poured out.He was suddenly very angry, and gradually grasped Zhao Zixin's hand harder, the burning heat in his eyes was extinguished, and turned into a real sadness.

Seeing Zhou Qiyan's changes in his eyes, Zhao Zixin felt uncomfortable.Regardless of the hand that was hurt by his grip, she raised her other hand to comfort him, but he avoided it and hung there in embarrassment.A flash of panic flashed in Zhao Zixin's eyes, before he could figure out what to do, Zhou Qiyan let him go and took a step back.

"You've been teasing me, haven't you? You've never thought about being with me, have you? You still treat me like a child to tease me, don't you?!" After shouting loudly, Zhou Qiyan ran away without looking back up.

After standing in a daze for a while, feeling a severe tightness in his chest, Zhao Zixin slowly squatted down, buried his head in his arms and hugged himself.

"It's better to go now, it's still too late." He thought this way, selectively ignoring his slightly trembling body.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhao Zixin raised his head, feeling a little out of touch with the world, and didn't know if the game was over.

Standing up while leaning on the window sill behind him, Zhao Zixin's eyes suddenly went dark, and his legs were so numb that he almost couldn't stand still.Slowing down a little, Zhao Zixin took out his pocket and took out a piece of beef jerky.He has always suffered from hypoglycemia, and because he doesn't like sweets, Zhou Qiyan bought beef jerky for him to eat.

Zhao Zixin's favorite one, selected from more than a dozen brands, tastes the same in his mouth now, but his heart feels bitter.

Closing his eyes, Zhao Zixin forced himself to stop thinking about Zhou Qiyan, and walked towards the small theater.

Back in the small theater, the competition has come to an end, and the host Qiu Ying is announcing the top 25.Zhao Zixin listened and Zhou Qiyan was ranked tenth.

"It's really good." Zhao Zixin thought.After thinking about it, he shook his head mockingly, that kid, I'm afraid he won't talk to me in the future.

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