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"Look at you, I've never seen anyone more shameless than you!"

Looking around, Zhao Zixin saw a TV hanging on a wall and the programs playing on it.The sound of the program resounds through the speakers in every corner of the store. The sound is neither loud nor small. It is the kind of level that you can hear clearly if you want to hear it, and ignore it if you don’t want to hear it.

There are not many people in the coffee shop at this time, and some people have not finished their meal, so it is impossible to come here for afternoon tea.

There was no waiter in the store either, so Zhou Qiyan dragged Zhao Zixin to the front desk to order.

The boss is a fat middle-aged man, always smiling, honest and talkative.

"Boss Hou, why didn't you see Xiaocui today?" Zhou Qiyan also greeted this chubby boss with a smile as he seemed to be very familiar with him.

"She doesn't come until three o'clock. There are few people now, and she is free when she comes." Boss Hou saw that Zhou Qiyan was also very happy, explained something, and then asked a little jokingly: "Little handsome guy, can you buy my things?" Now that you've finished drinking, have you decided which one to drink?"

Unexpectedly, Boss Hou directly revealed what he had done before. Zhou Qiyan was a little embarrassed, scratched his head, and said, "The hot milk in your house is very good."

"It turns out that Milk has succeeded in taking the position, it's okay." Turning to look at Zhao Zixin, Boss Hou said: "What about this handsome guy?"

Before Zhao Zixin could speak, Zhou Qiyan said for him: "He also heats milk, I have full sugar, he has half sugar."

After placing the order, Boss Hou went to the back to boil the milk.

Zhou Qiyan led Zhao Zixin to a somewhat secluded multi-person booth.It’s just that although the location is remote, the surrounding environment is good. There are floor-to-ceiling windows on one side, a sofa on one side, a flower stand behind the sofa, two chairs on the opposite side, and a wall behind the chairs. Only one side faces the aisle, but because of the remote location, there are few people. Come.

Seeing Zhou Qiyan's familiarity, Zhao Zixin reasonably suspected that he had premeditated it.In addition to what Boss Hou said just now...

"How did you find this place?" After sitting down, Zhao Zixin asked.

Zhou Qiyan sat outside Zhao Zixin, and said: "I have a friend who is from the Conservatory of Music. He came in by chance once when he was shopping nearby and said the coffee was good. He posted it on Moments. I saw it and wanted to try it."

Then he added in a low voice: "There are too few places suitable for dating near our school! Now that there is a new one, I have to try it no matter what. I have come here several times by myself, and finally I can come with you."

Seeing him like this, Zhao Zixin felt a little guilty, squeezed his face, Zhao Zixin said: "Sorry, I've been too busy recently."

"Hey, I don't have to go on a date! I'm not the kind of sticky mother-in-law!" Zhou Qiyan hurriedly made up for it, fearing that Zhao Zixin would think that he was too in love.

Raising his eyebrows with a half-smile, Zhao Zixin said, "That's right, then let's leave as soon as we finish drinking. It just so happens that I have a ministerial meeting to be held today."

Biting his tongue with regret, Zhou Qiyan hurriedly said, "Don't, isn't the ministerial meeting in the evening? Stay for a while longer."

Smiling, Zhao Zixin stopped teasing him.

Not long after, Boss Hou brought over two cups of hot milk. Seeing the two big boys sitting together, he didn't say much.

"Try it, this half-sugar one is not very sweet. Their milk is raw milk cooked by the boss himself, and it tastes very good." Zhou Qiyan said like a treasure.

Bow your head and take a sip, the temperature is just right, the taste is smooth but not greasy, and the sweetness is just right.It was indeed good, just within Zhao Zixin's acceptance range.

Looking up and seeing Zhou Qiyan's shining eyes, Zhao Zixin said seriously, "Thank you."

Holding Zhao Zixin's hand, Zhou Qiyan said: "Don't say thank you to me." Then he said with a half-smile: "If you really want to thank me, please do something practical."

Smiling, Zhao Zixin turned his head away and asked, "You will have a competition next Friday, have you chosen a song yet?"

"Well, I've chosen."

Taking another sip of milk, Zhao Zixin said, "What song?"

Taking a tissue and handing it to him, Zhou Qiyan narrowed his eyes and said mysteriously, "I won't tell you now, but you will know when the time comes."

"Still playing mystery." With a chuckle, Zhao Zixin changed the subject, "Then let's talk about who Xiaocui is."

"Ah?" Zhou Qiyan didn't react, seeing Zhao Zixin's smiling face, he burst out laughing.After a while, he took Zhao Zixin's hand and kissed the white round joints, and said, "Are you pretending to be jealous to make me happy, dear student Zhao Zixin?"

"Why do I have to pretend when I'm jealous? You seem to know Xiao Cui very well."

"You're not such a narrow-minded person. If you're just jealous, then you're so narrow-minded, my dear." Zhou Qiyan smiled as he pinched a slit the size of a grain of rice with his hands.

"For you, can't I be a little more careful?" Zhao Zixin said meanderingly.

Hearing this, Zhou Qiyan felt like a kitten's paw was scratching back and forth in his heart, and he felt that he couldn't handle Zhao Zixin more and more.He quickly lowered his head to drink the milk, just waiting for the temperature on his face to fade.

Afterwards, Zhao Zixin continued to be busy, and Zhou Qiyan also occasionally went to practice the songs to be performed in the competition, but he had to hide Zhao Zixin's knowledge, and the two of them had less time to see each other. Zhou Qiyan's favorite.

During this period, Zhou Qiyan also suggested that he could go out early and go back to Zhao Zixin's dormitory at night, and the two of them slept together. Zhao Zixin made a comment that he seemed to be having an affair, which was simply nonsense, and was resolutely rejected.

In the third preliminary round, Zhou Qiyan was replaced by Li Ruoqi, who was surrounded before. She patiently dismissed the friends who had various strange problems.

The lounge door was not closed, Zhou Qiyan leaned against the door and could see Zhao Zixin inside.I don't know what went wrong, a judge was sitting there with a stiff face, seemed very angry, and there was another contestant standing with his head bowed beside him.Zhao Zixin was talking in a low voice, the surroundings were too chaotic, Zhou Qiyan couldn't hear clearly.

But Zhao Zixin's serious appearance imprinted in his eyes, so that he was full of eyes, only "our Zixin is so handsome."

After persuading the judge teacher who was angry because of being choked by the contestant, Zhao Zixin rubbed his hair a little, and walked out of the waiting room with that contestant.

Seeing Zhou Qiyan standing by the door, Zhao Zixin smiled at him, turned around and said to the contestant, "Teacher is a bit stricter, but he won't take it out on you in a bad mood like you said. Teacher Yang is very Responsible old teacher, don't think too much, and don't be sad. Go back and have a rest, and cheer up later."

He and Zhou Qiyan entered an empty lounge next door, and the door was closed before the light was turned on.Zhou Qiyan tugged at him, leaned over and pressed him against the door, and said, "Why are you so kind to that person, you are not so gentle to me."

Zhao Zixin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he patted his hand and said, "Don't make trouble, first turn on the light."

Going a little further, Zhou Qiyan didn't let go, and continued: "And you were so close to him just now, and you told him to come on, and you didn't tell me." In the darkness, Zhou Qiyan couldn't see Zhao Zixin's pale face, but Feeling that his breathing seemed to be a little heavy, thinking that he was pressing too tightly, he was holding him back, and he stepped back a little, and said with a smile: "Zixin, I feel like I've been running with you for the past few days. A little stronger, why are you still so weak after running every day?"

Ignoring his words, Zhao Zixin's voice trembled: "Turn on the light first, I'm afraid of the dark."

Finally feeling something was wrong, Zhou Qiyan let him go and ran over to turn on the light.Under the incandescent light, Zhao Zixin's face was even paler, and he leaned against the door weakly, as if he was having difficulty breathing.

Zhou Qiyan saw him so frightened that his legs went limp, and he circled around him not knowing what to do. He wanted to help him but was afraid of bumping into something he shouldn't.

Seeing that he was about to cry, Zhao Zixin said, "I'm fine, don't worry. Let's sit over there for a while."

Hurry up to help Zhao Zixin to sit on the sofa, Zhou Qiyan hugged his thin waist, still couldn't hold back the tears.Buried his head in front of his chest, Zhou Qiyan's voice was muffled, mixed with sobs: "I'm sorry, I'm a bastard, I was just playing with you, so I'm not really angry, I'm big-minded..."

Gradually recovering from the suffocating fear, Zhao Zixin was fine.He smoothed Zhou Qiyan's messy hair with his hands, and said softly: "I'm really fine, don't cry, it's none of your business. It's my own problem."

Raising his head, seeing Zhao Zixin's normal expression and sniffling, Zhou Qiyan said, "Why are you alright in the dark place we went to?"

Wiping away a tear hanging from the corner of his reddened eye, Zhao Zixin smiled and said, "I should be called claustrophobic? Or dark claustrophobic."

Rubbing his hand distressedly, Zhou Qiyan asked: "Why? Why is this happening?"

Shaking his head, Zhao Zixin said, "I don't know, it's probably innate."

Seeing that he was still blaming himself, Zhao Zixin held his face and squeezed it, jokingly said: "Just treat it as my punishment for being too gentle to others and not cheering you on! But the word gentle is really used here. It's weird, I'm just being polite."

Letting go of Zhao Zixin's waist, Zhou Qiyan pulled his two hands off, then pulled his upper body into his arms and hugged him, kissed the top of his hair, and said, "I'm talking nonsense, don't talk to me." After a while, he He added: "You deserve the most gentle treatment in the world."

Being hugged by Zhou Qiyan like this, Zhao Zixin could smell the boy's clean smell and hear the strong heartbeat of the boy.He suddenly felt a little sleepy, and he guessed that he was addicted to sleeping in his arms.When he was in a daze, he heard Zhou Qiyan say: "No matter how dark the place is, I will always be there..."