man god tell me to die

He put all his energy into arranging things after the game. Zhao Zixin hadn't seen Zhou Qiyan, and he didn't look for him on purpose. Now that he's an adult, there won't be any accidents.

Besides Zhou Qiyan, after yelling at Zhao Zixin, he ran to the lounge where he played the guitar.After sitting for a while, he began to regret that he had never spoken to Zhao Zixin in that tone.

"If it weren't for being angry..." he thought angrily.But thinking about Zhao Zixin's reaction at that time...

Scratching his head irritably, Zhou Qiyan stood up and walked around the room thinking why Zhao Zixin was unwilling to respond to him directly.To say that Zhao Zixin doesn't like him at all, before the two of them got along, Zhao Zixin was just teasing him, Zhao Zixin just relied on his liking him to play me, he is an out-and-out scumbag!

Shaking his head, Zhou Qiyan refuted loudly, "How is that possible! He is not that kind of person at all! He just likes me!"

Zhou Qiya, who happened to push the door in, was taken aback by him, and said, "Zhou Qiyan, why are you crazy here!"

Also startled by the elder sister's Lion Roar, Zhou Qiyan turned around and said, "Why are you here?"

"It's not your house, why can't I come?! Even if it's your house, it's my house, and I can go." Rolling his eyes, Zhou Qiya said angrily.

With a light cough, Zhou Qiyan scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "I didn't mean that... What's the matter with you?"

Gazing at him strangely, Zhou Qiya said seriously, "Where's Zi Xin? He's not with you?"

Sitting back on the sofa a little decadently, Zhou Qiyan lowered his head and said in a low voice: "No."

Seeing that there was something wrong with his appearance, Zhou Qiya tilted her body and glanced at him, then walked to him and sat down, with a rare gentle tone, said: "Are you two quarreling?"

Zhou Qiyan, whose mind was full of mess, obviously didn't realize that he was being talked about, he nodded subconsciously, and murmured: "What the hell is he thinking..."

The guess in her heart was confirmed [-]% to [-]%. Although Zhou Qiya was mentally prepared, she was still a little surprised. After all, her younger brother knew it himself, and he had never had this tendency before.Unaccustomed to turning left and right, Zhou Qiya decided to ask directly. Clearing her throat, she called, "Zhou Qiyan."

Unexpectedly, Zhou Qiyan didn't respond, and still lowered his head, not knowing what to think.Silent for three seconds, taking a deep breath, Zhou Qiya tried her best to maintain her composure, pushed Zhou Qiyan, and called again: "Student Zhou Qiyan!"

Zhou Qiyan, who was finally awakened, turned to look at her with a dazed and painful expression.

Zhou Qiya was unmoved and said, "Please tell me what's going on between you and Zhao Zixin."

Surprised by her words, Zhou Qiyan didn't expect to be spotted by Zhou Qiya so quickly, not sure what she was thinking, Zhou Qiyan said nervously: "We have nothing to do... just quarreled for a while. shelf."

Rolling his eyes in his heart, Zhou Qiya said: "I'm not asking why you guys are having trouble this time. I'm asking, you two, you understand."

This empty-handed white wolf made Zhou Qiyan feel his chest choke. He felt that it would be no big deal if he refused to admit it, but now...telling Zhou Qiya that he might feel better in his heart.

With his head down, Zhou Qiyan explained when he fell in love with Zhao Zixin and the entanglement and sweetness between the two of them.

At the end, Zhou Qiyan said: "I still sang this song for him today... who knows..."

After listening to Zhou Qiyan's words, Zhou Qiya thought for a while and asked, "Why do you like Zi Xin? Or what do you like about him? Are you sure you like him like a lover?" If possible, Zhou Qiya still hoped that Zhou Qiyan was just impulsive.

Zhou Qiyan was taken aback when he heard the words, he had never thought about this question before.

After a long while, he nodded and said firmly, "I like him, I like him very much. He is very nice, and I am very happy with him. I can't say what I like about him, but I think that as long as it belongs to him, I will love him." I like it..." Blushing, Zhou Qiyan continued: "As soon as I get close to him, my heart beats faster. That feeling is even more exciting than killing all directions in the game..."

Although it was a little unacceptable for her younger brother to bend over suddenly, Zhou Qiya was not stubborn, so she wouldn't hinder anything.If she is really tempted, she only hopes that her brother can be happy.But...why didn't Zhou Qiyan find out that Zhou Qiyan was so in love with his brain before!Zhao Zixin is not here, blushing like that, what mess have you thought of!

Secretly complaining about her younger brother, Zhou Qiya decided to continue to be a good sister.After considering the words, she said, "According to what you said, Zi Xin should have accepted you. Zi Xin is a rational person, and since he has accepted you, he must have feelings for you. I think, There must be some misunderstanding between you two."

With a wry smile, Zhou Qiyan said: "Of course I know he has feelings for me. I'm not stupid, I can feel it. But... I always feel that there is something between us. I don't know what he is thinking in his heart. He Never told me. I was always worried, he didn't know when he was going to leave me. And today he rejected me..."

Zhou Qiya: "What do you want to know? There should be a distance between the closest people. You have to grasp the boundaries between people and don't force people away."

Shaking his head, Zhou Qiyan said: "Although I want to know everything about him, I never thought of violating his privacy... I just want a promise from him, I want to be with him forever..."

Zhou Qiya: "Actually, the promise of this thing is just a comfort to myself. You didn't get the promise before, but he was always by your side, right? Now?" Speaking of this, Zhou Qiya's cell phone rang, and saw After taking a look, she said, "Look, you are the one who abducted Zi Xin, and now everything comes to me. I'll go out and have a look, you can think about it yourself."

Sitting on the same spot for a while, Zhou Qiyan took the guitar and prepared to go back. Now that the two of them are arguing like this, it's better to give each other some time to be quiet.

I deliberately took a look at the place where the two were before, and Zhao Zixin was naturally no longer there.Shaking his head, Zhou Qiyan thought, "What am I doing..."

In the next few days, Zhao Zixin and Zhou Qiyan were busy with their own business, and neither of them took the initiative to contact each other.Zhao Zixin believed that Zhou Qiyan might have lost interest in him. Although he felt uncomfortable, it would be great if Zhou Qiyan could return to the "right path" in the future, and he could continue his life without accidents.

And Zhou Qiyan... Zhou Qiyan held back very hard.

He has always been the one who took the initiative in the matter between him and Zhao Zixin, but now Zhao Zixin is not even willing to give him a promise. Now that the two have quarreled, it is obvious that he is the most sad, why can't he, Zhao Zixin, come to me on his own initiative!

Zhou Qiyan was walking on the road, and he hadn't spoken to Zhao Zixin for a week.I didn't go to him for morning exercises in the morning, and I didn't go to the regular meeting of the art department. Now the fourth round of the top ten preliminaries of the art department should have started, and he didn't participate.

This week, he and Zhao Zixin have not even had a chance encounter. He didn't know that Oran University was so big before.If it wasn't for the biological clock that allowed him to get up early and look at Zhao Zixin on the balcony, he would become Zhou Qiyan who hadn't seen Zhao Zixin for a week.

Walking aimlessly, thinking in a mess.Zhou Qiyan himself didn't know what he wanted, he was sure that he still liked Zhao Zixin and couldn't leave him, but he was unwilling, unwilling to take the initiative again.Even...even if he just calls me...sends a text message...

Suddenly heard voices speaking vaguely, Zhou Qiyan looked up and found a small alley on the left, there seemed to be two people standing in it, it was too dark at night, there was no light in the alley, and the two people couldn't tell the difference between male and female.

After looking at it, it felt like the young lovers were looking for a place to make out, there shouldn't be any danger, so Zhou Qiyan stepped up and prepared to leave.

Unexpectedly, before taking two steps, the voices of those two people became louder again.

Only a male voice said: "The day before yesterday, you hugged me and said that you only loved me in this life, and now you're rolling in someone else's bed. Is what you said worthless like farting?!" The voice sounded quite young , Zhou Qiyan was startled by the sudden voice.

After a pause, another person said: "This time it was an accident, an accident. Really, I really don't want... my dear, please listen to my explanation first, eh... don't hit me..."

Hearing the other person's words clearly, Zhou Qiyan almost tripped over himself.These two are actually men... Except for himself and Zhao Zixin, Zhou Qiyan, who has never met a gay in real life, feels a little funny. He didn't expect to meet the same kind for the first time under such circumstances.But listening to those two people, alas... Feelings are really a troublesome thing.

With a self-deprecating smile in his heart, Zhou Qiyan felt a little irritable, and accidentally saw a bar opposite, and he suddenly wanted to drink.

In the evening, Zhao Zixin, who was busy with the final round of preliminary rounds, returned to the dormitory, took a shower and lay down on the bed, intending to rest.

It's a pity that I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning...

Zhou Qiyan didn't come today either.

Today's preliminaries are all over, no matter whether he is a contestant who has advanced or a member of the art department, he should come.

It's been a week since I saw Zhou Qiyan, and Zhao Zixin also knew that he was probably hiding from him on purpose.

Just as he was thinking, the mobile phone placed beside the bed vibrated suddenly. Zhao Zixin picked it up and looked, but it was Zhou Qiyan who was avoiding him.

Zhao Zixin was puzzled, wondering why he suddenly called at twelve o'clock in the evening.

After picking up the phone, before Zhao Zixin could make a sound, he was so shaken by the loud music that he wanted to throw away the phone.

His heart tightened, he forced himself to calm down, and said, "Zhou Qiyan, where are you?"