Encounter

happy.

The ultimate pleasure.

Xia Yuming had never experienced a more intense joy than this one, so joyful that it seemed that his whole soul was trembling.

Reason was submerged, leaving only the clamor of instinctive joy.

In the end, he didn't even remember how many times he arrived, and fell asleep vaguely.

The next day, he took a rare long sleep. When he got up, his surroundings were already cold, and his body felt refreshed. The heavy rain outside the window had stopped early, and there was a small, small bird chirping that came into the room.Xia Yuming got up and only walked a few steps, as if he felt that his steps were weak, as if he was floating, and as if he was about to fall down in the next second.

Staggering to the kitchen, Shen Mo was busy in an apron, the sun shone through the window, the mist was steaming, the soup was gurgling in the pot, and the intoxicating aroma warmed people's internal organs.

"Are you up?" Shen Mo turned his head, with his long hair tied behind him, and a rare smile on his face, "Yesterday, did you feel comfortable?"

Xia Yuming nodded.

"How do you like it?"

Xia Yuming was silent for a while and asked again, "Why?"

"Do you not like it?"

"I like it, but why, why all of a sudden?"

"are you uncomfortable?"

"I've never been more comfortable."

"That's fine, you don't like too many things." Shen Mo took a spoonful of the porridge boiled in the pot and tasted it, "It's because there are too few things you like that you can think so wildly, I want to make you happy A little, after all," he paused, took a breath as if he had made up his mind, "after all, you are my boyfriend, aren't you?"

Shen Mo's eyes are very beautiful, not the double eyelid round eyes in the popular sense, but Xia Yuming's favorite style, those eyes are not light in color even under the sun, like a shining black pearl.

Xia Yuming blinked and lowered his head, "Yes."

He turned his back and covered his face with his hands, muttering, "You are my boyfriend."

Shen Mo hugged him from behind, Xia Yuming felt the warm breath on his neck.

"You, don't listen to that flower demon's nonsense, it's just a trick to deceive people."

"So you did that?"

"Isn't it good? Remember this happiness, enjoy it, and love this feeling. Xia Yuming, Ah Yu..." Shen Mo called the person in his arms by his name but didn't know what to say, so he could only rub against the other person's chest Shoulder.

He always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say it.He has seen many people and many things, but he has never personally participated in the experience. Having seen pigs run does not mean that he has eaten pork. It is difficult for demons to have people's hearts because they and humans have always stood on different positions and conditions, and cannot experience human beings. What you have experienced will never be able to truly feel and think like a human being.

Seen a lot does not mean empathy.

He knew that Xia Yuming was always unhappy, and that Xia Yuming's mood was getting lower day by day, but he still couldn't really understand him.

His intuition made him a little scared, and he was always worried that what the little demon said was true, but reason and experience told him that it shouldn't be.

Probably not, it's just a temporary bewitchment.

He buried his head on the shoulders of his special and precious human beings. He remembered that the old monk who taught him was about to go west thousands of years ago. At that time, he touched him, his eyes narrowed, and his teeth fell out. , the whole face was wrinkled into a ball, murmuring vaguely, "You don't understand people's hearts. Although you were born in people's hearts, you don't understand people's hearts."

How did he answer then?

He said, "I understand people's hearts, of course I do. I have traveled through mountains and rivers, and seen many worlds of mortals. No one understands people's hearts better than me."

"You don't understand, seeing it doesn't mean you understand it."

I understand, of course he understands, he has seen many things, he is already such an old age, thousands of years ago, he has seen more things than he did back then.

He understands people's hearts, doesn't he?

The person in the arms is not very happy, it doesn't matter, it will be fine, everything will be fine, that little snake demon is just scaremongering.

As long as Xia Yuming has something he misses and likes, it's so easy to be greedy for life.

This is human nature.

Human nature is to live, as long as there is a reason, a little hope, people will do whatever it takes to live.

Xia Yuming is also like this, it must be, otherwise he wouldn't have lasted so long before.

"Xia Yuming, I like you." Shen Mo thought about it for a while, and then repeated it based on his feeling, "I think, I like you. Maybe there are not many people who like you, not the ones agreed by life and death." level, but I like it."

So, don't do that, okay?

live.