loser

After the experience of being almost paralyzed, retiring as a criminal police officer, and falling in love with each other at the same time, Luo Yiyang is now very calm in the face of the planned blow. With the cooperation of others, he left the job he once loved as quickly as possible. The moment he walked out of the gate of the Public Security Bureau, he ignored the eyes of those around him who looked at him with contempt, curiosity, regret or joy, and paid his last respect to the solemn national emblem. a gift.

After that, in order not to let himself be surrounded by bad emotions, he quickly found an insurance company to do sales. Although the current income is meager, he has free time and enough work pressure.After doing all this, it has been more than two months, and Luo Yiyang realized belatedly that during this period, he had never seen He Zhen once, which is not normal.

Three years ago, when Luo Yiyang was in a slump, He Zhen never left him. He waited on him, accompanied him to treatment, and helped him recover. After worrying about his body, he began to worry about his emotions. He commutes from work from nine to five, eats on time and by order, and talks and laughs with everyone, but the ring on his ring finger, the paintings of Xu Xiaoyang all over the wall, and the photo of Xu Xiaoyang hanging in front of the big bed remind He all the time. Zhen, something is wrong with Luo Yiyang.

After discussion, everyone agreed that sorrow without tears is an internal injury.Sure enough, on the day of Xu Xiaoyang's birthday, Luo Yiyang didn't go to work, but went to the shopping mall, and bought all the eye masks from the household goods store, blindfolded himself, and sat on the balcony all night.He Zhenshou smoked beside him until the sky turned pale, and Luo Yiyang pressed his chest and said a word: "I didn't expect that leaving him would hurt so much."

After this time, He Zhen simply packed up and moved directly to Luo Yiyang's house. He ran out of the army when he had time, took care of Luo Yiyang's daily life like an old mother, watched his every move, and passed on to him that Xu Xiaoyang was in the United States after the car accident. of recovery.

In the second year after Xu Xiaoyang left, Luo Yiyang bought a lot of eye masks, and then sat on the balcony all night.Seeing Luo Yiyang's pain, He Zhen felt distressed, and at the same time was shrouded in fear of losing Luo Yiyang. After several considerations, He Zhen finally made the decision to be transferred from the post of political commissar of the front-line army to the military academy to teach. He had to go home every day, watching With Luo Yiyang.

Hearing He Zhen's decision, Luo Yiyang heaved a sigh: "He Zhen, I said I'm fine! You see, I'm doing well here, and my body is almost normal. There's nothing worth worrying about. Why watch it every day!"

He Zhen sat opposite Luo Yiyang very seriously, with an expression on his face that could be said to be death-defying: "Luo Yiyang, what I'm going to say next is very important, please listen carefully!" Luo Yiyang was taken aback by the situation and nodded quickly.

"I know, you are still waiting for Xu Xiaoyang. Seeing you in pain but pretending to be okay, my heart hurts. I want to be by your side, because I can't imagine that one day, you...you, Suddenly disappeared..." He Zhen was a little choked up, he forced himself to raise his head, and looked straight into Luo Yiyang's eyes: "I think I'm going crazy! You may have guessed it... I like you! I knew it when I was in the army I have different feelings for you, but if it is not a sudden change, maybe I will never say it in my life. I say it not to force you to accept it, but to tell you that it is my voluntary to take care of you. "

As expected, Luo Yiyang did not accept He Zhen, but he no longer dissuaded him.What He Zhen decided, I am afraid that even the eight cows will not be able to pull them back.Since then, apart from sleeping in separate rooms, the two of them are almost conjoined twins for the rest of the time.He Zhen drives Luo Yiyang to and from get off work every day, cooks for him, goes shopping with him, and takes him out to play.He Zhen would say to him, "Luo Yiyang, you look charming when you work hard", and would insist on kissing his forehead every day to say goodnight. In the past, Mr. He would not do such hypocritical things.Today is different from the past, now, as long as He Zhen thinks Luo Yiyang likes it, it's okay to let him take off his military uniform.Seeing He Zhen trying his best to imitate Xu Xiaoyang's appearance to please him, Luo Yiyang wished he could die quickly so as not to drag others down.He also asked himself whether he should try to accept He Zhen, but every time at this time, the image of Xu Xiaoyang's pear blossom and rain saying "holding his hand and growing old together" would appear in front of his eyes. He loved him so much and hurt him deeply. He couldn't forget Xu Xiaoyang.And it is already a debt to He Zhen, let alone let him be a substitute for his feelings.

In this way, He Zhen moved away from Luo Yiyang's house until Xu Xiaoyang reappeared with a vengeful heart.Luo Yiyang knew that if it wasn't for He Zhen, he might have become ashes long ago.

Scenes of the past came to my mind, and before I knew it, Luo Yiyang had already arrived at the door of He Zhen's house.Luo Yiyang was not surprised when he saw that Ming Ming was the gatekeeper. He asked, "Where's He Zhen?"

"At his parents' place, it's been a long time since he came back." Mingming returned to the sofa, picked up his notebook and started typing.

"Are you chatting with Xiaoyang?" Luo Yiyang asked.

"Yeah." Ming Ming said, "I'm telling him how miserable you and He Zhen are."

"He Zhen? What's wrong with He Zhen?" Luo Yiyang heard something wrong.

"Come out with his parents." Ming Ming said without raising his head.

Luo Yiyang stood up abruptly, stared at Mingming fiercely, and asked, "Is it Xiaoyang too?"

Mingming raised his head, looked at Luo Yiyang with eyes like those of the second idiot, and said with a sneer, "Xiaoyang hates you, why doesn't he hate He Zhen?"

After listening to Mingming's words, Luo Yiyang was a little lost.

Mingming said slightly ironically: "It's really a disaster for a beauty, who hurts one and ruins the other."

Luo Yiyang didn't intend to stay for a long time, he said to Ming Ming: "I'll go first, He Zhen will come back and ask him to find me."

"Hey!" Mingming called to stop Luo Yiyang, with a question that kept lingering in his mind: "Back then, you and He Zhen really didn't..."

"We were just friends from beginning to end. I was selfish. He Zhen... shouldn't have been involved." After speaking, Luo Yiyang turned and left.He knew that Xu Xiaoyang never believed him, no matter before or after the accident.Even the people around him, even if they know that He Zhen's character is upright and proud, still have doubts.

Yes, back then, one wrong step, one wrong step, if it wasn’t for my belated awareness of He Zhen’s feelings, and my self-righteous desire to push Xu Xiaoyang away, He Zhen wouldn’t have to cooperate with him in acting, let alone be “reborn” in Xu Xiaoyang After so much hatred, in the final analysis, he led the disaster to the east and finally implicated He Zhen. Thinking of this, the lumbar spine that had been injured suddenly felt a sharp pain. Luo Yiyang slowly sat on the side of the road with the street lamp in his hand, and then got up It's already the beginning of the Huadeng.

The next day, the third day... until the fifth day, Luo Yiyang went to He Zhen's house to report every day, and finally saw the bearded He Zhen.

"Xiaoyang is in good physical and mental condition, don't worry." These were He Zhen's first words after seeing Luo Yiyang.

Ming Ming, who was sitting by the side, snorted coldly when he heard the words, got up and went back to his room.

"I'm sorry..." Luo Yiyang held He Zhen's hand, and a thousand words were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say anything.

The originally prosperous son almost died because of a love affair. No parent would be happy. If Xu Xiaoyang had mental problems and couldn't get out of the story between himself and Luo Yiyang, they would not ask Luo Yiyang for help. Acting in this "rebirth" drama, now, Xu Xiaoyang, who has avenged his revenge, has untied his heart knot and returned to the United States. Xu's father and Xu mother took care of his body carefully, while searching for young talents everywhere, trying to completely heal Xu Xiaoyang with the other end of love. Of course, He Zhen would not tell Luo Yiyang about this matter. Similarly, he did not tell Luo Yiyang about the conflict between himself and his parents for more than two months. He felt that falling in love with Luo Yiyang was his own decision, and Luo Yiyang had no obligation to do so. assume no responsibility.

"Apart from being sorry, do you have nothing to say to me?" He Zhenfan held Luo Yiyang's hand, pretending to be relaxed.

"I...I can't lie to you, I still can't let Xiaoyang go, but I will try my best..." Luo Yiyang lowered his head, looking aggrieved and ashamed, like a child who has done something wrong.

"That's not what I mean." He Zhen smiled: "Let's talk about the business. I decided to leave the military academy and go into business by myself. Would you like to help me?"

"What?" Luo Yiyang was taken aback. He Zhen's family was in the army, and his background was red and tough, but now he wants to be a businessman?

"Why, can't you?" He Zhen raised his eyebrows.

"No, no, no, I'm just too surprised." Luo Yiyang said, "I still hurt you."

He Zhen sighed, changed his usual style of standing like a bell and sitting like a pine, put his two long legs on the coffee table, and said: "Since you feel sorry for me, come and help me. You know, my personality is not suitable for me. In business, I contribute money, you contribute, take out your cunning and hatred when you deal with criminals, and help me make him a lot of money."

"The company hasn't opened yet, but you have become an evil capitalist first." Luo Yiyang smiled and said, "Then what are you going to do?"

"Open a gallery." He Zhen said.

Luo Yiyang's heart skipped a beat. Once upon a time, when he was lying on a hospital bed and his future was uncertain, he told He Zhen that if he couldn't return to work, he would open a gallery.What did He Zhen say at the beginning?Now that he has pushed people out, why do such stupid things like parasols attracting phoenixes.Now it seems that He Zhen is the stupider one. He pretends to be cold and serious, but in fact he is extremely meticulous in his heart, especially when it concerns himself.I remember that when I was sent to perform missions in extremely cold places, I brought back frostbite. After a long time, I even forgot about it completely, but He Zhen called and asked him to wear it when the weather changed for more than ten years. Gloves.

"Okay, since you have decided, let's do it." Luo Yiyang said.

The name of the gallery is "Chuyang".

He Zhen and Luo Yiyang took out all their savings, and received support from old comrades and colleagues in various amounts. Money is not a problem for the time being.He Zhen had a falling out with his family, but it didn't prevent him from running away under the banner of his father. He was everywhere in the industrial and commercial bureau and the tax bureau. He was justified. I came to go through the back door. How about it!The hair boys who came out of a compound are now spread across various positions in government agencies. With their help, the procedures have been handled very smoothly.

Without worrying about funds or relationships, Chuyang kicked off the curtain with such vigor.

It is said that Luo Yiyang has a bright mind, he is the pinnacle in the army and police station, he is also a leader in the mall, and when it comes to art, it is reflected in his unique insight.Luo Yiyang attaches great importance to integrity and respects people in the process of business operation. Under his management, the company is thriving and making a lot of money.In contrast, He Zhen is much more relaxed, drinking tea and fishing every day, like a retired veteran cadre.

The two would have dinner together every week. Even though Luo Yiyang never asked about it, He Zhen would still take the initiative to talk about Xu Xiaoyang's recent situation. Hearing the news of Xu Xiaoyang was so sweet, and on the other hand, seeing He Zhen's guilt and self-blame.