Forbidden color

Will Si Lin feel disappointed that the condom is useless?

The last few days of the trip had been on his mind.

Si Lin will feel that the purpose of this trip has not been achieved, and that she has not been reformed well. After returning, he will still haunt him like before.

What terrible move will he do to tell Si Tian not to think about him anymore?

The evening wind in midsummer was also scorching hot, and under the coercion of Liu Miaomiao, a few boys set up a small bonfire to satisfy her romantic complex. Come on, his internal organs trembled in front of the carefree excitement. Before his eyes were singing and dancing, but his heart was scorched.

Si Lin don't torture him like this anymore, do you have to kneel down to him before he will believe it?

"Are you cold?" Xu Qingyang asked, his thick black eyebrows furrowed in worry. He picked up a thin coat and wanted to throw it to Si Tian, ​​but he moved over there mysteriously, shook off the clothes, and wanted to Put it on him.

Is this move obvious enough?He was shaking almost like Si Tian.

Si Tian didn't refuse, he didn't even turn his head, didn't realize that someone had covered him with clothes, Xu Qingyang sat behind him resentfully and looked at his back, feeling very depressed.

Why isn't Si Tian a girl... In this way, he will have more courage to confess his love to him...

In the last night, everyone had a crazy time. In the past two months, almost everyone was tanned once, only Si Tian was still the same as when he first came here, even paler.

The aura around him that is isolated from the crowd probably also protects against ultraviolet rays.

His smile is docile and alienated, like a sympathy show for his beautiful skin, the real soul is hiding under it, not knowing whether he is smoking, drinking or perming his head.

Xu Qingyang, like a cowardly hungry wolf, hid aside and peeked at Bai Nen's rabbit, imagining when he would suddenly gain courage, jump up and eat him with one bite.

This is the last meeting...

Wang Haifeng has contacted the bus and will pick them up on time at nine o'clock tomorrow morning. The suitcases have been packed and the handover has been made with the landlord in advance. They are lying on the bed, and they can still hear the unwilling singing from the balcony downstairs. .

"If Wang Haifeng sings all night, everyone don't sleep..." Xu Qingyang muttered.

Si Tian next to him smiled softly. Xu Qingyang lost his memory after waking up that day, as if nothing had happened, so he pretended not to know.But Xu Qingyang didn't stop because of this. He tossed and turned beside him, panting louder and louder, like a balloon that was about to burst. He was about to ask, when he suddenly heard Xu Qingyang's nervous voice: "You, you What are you doing with that?"

"What?" He turned his head in doubt, the moonlight painted Xu Qingyang's side face, his eyelashes were shaking in a fast rhythm, as if he was about to fall ill.

"……set."

Si Tian thumped in his heart, he still remembered this, how should he answer?A grown-up gift from his brother?

Then he thought bitterly that he hadn't completed the "task", and he didn't know how to face Si Lin when he went back.

"You, do you have a girlfriend!" Xu Qingyang didn't stop doing anything, and while his shame hadn't knocked him down, he asked the question that he had been struggling with for two months.

There was an awkward silence between the two, Xu Qingyang couldn't hear his answer, and felt that he was so embarrassed that he was about to cry. At this time, there was a muffled sound from the next room, followed by the girl's indistinct long speech. moan.

Oh my god... Why are Li Zixiu and his girlfriend making such a loud noise... Xu Qingyang's scalp is numb, he knows that there is someone living next door, and he is so unscrupulous, probably because he had a good time today and is a little carried away.

There is only one wall between them, and no matter how good the sound insulation is, they can still hear a little movement, most of which are girls' groans, which are getting louder and more tactful, depicting a scene very vividly.

He felt that he was going crazy, but the matter had come to this point, there was no way to retreat, he suddenly turned over and landed on top of Si Tian.

Si Tian's expression is very calm, not what he imagined.

flustered, shy, not even doubted, bored, not even emotional fluctuations.

"I...I like you..." Xu Qingyang murmured, the muscles in the arms supporting his body trembled slightly, and sweat almost fell from his forehead.

Si Tian's extremely delicate eyebrows and eyes were half open in the moonlight and half in the shadows. This confession that exhausted Xu Qingyang's strength did not move him at all, even his expression was like still water.

They listened to the beautiful accompaniment next door and stood in a stalemate for a long while, Si Tian suddenly moved, stretched under the pillow and groped, found something and held it in front of Xu Qingyang, asking: "Do you want to use it?"

It's those two packs of condoms.

Xu Qingyang suspected that he was hallucinating. He stared at Si Tian's white face and his bottomless eyes, opened his mouth for a long time, but didn't say a word. What does he mean?Does he want to blow bubbles together?

Seeing that he was silent and frightened, Si Tian began to tear the wrapping paper by himself, but the saw teeth were not torn properly, so he bit one side with his teeth and began to pull hard.

【The top priority now is to finish eating the remaining peaches】

Si Tian curled up and burst into tears uncontrollably, he was so bad, he finished killing Si Lin, and wanted to harm Xu Qingyang, he was really too bad.

He bit his lip tightly, trying to swallow back the uncontrollable whine, but the emotion surged in and burned his penis, and he was in so much pain that he couldn't control anything.

"Brother... I'm in so much pain..." He asked for help in the deserted world, but he never got a response.

Brother, mother, father...they don't want him anymore...everyone who loves him, he has killed them one by one.

The salty taste filled his mouth, but he didn't feel any pain. He hoped that an irresistible external force would tear him apart, which would be better than the insect-like pain coming from his heart.

That was the first time I saw him cry, and it didn't count in the dream.

Xu Qingyang hid alone in the last row of the bus, unwilling to play around with his classmates, he stared at the back of Si Tian's head and confessed.

When he was a child, he used to like a girl in his class, and he wanted to make her a beautiful braid, but the girl was scared to tears, and he was driven from the east end of the street to the west end of the street by his father with a rolling pin.

Now he's doing it again.

He didn't agree, so why kiss him!Even if he ripped off his pants and invited him to share a condom, that, that doesn't mean anything!He clearly knew that Si Tian was different from ordinary people, and he couldn't use conventional thinking to make judgments. Now it's over, he's about to become a rapist!Why didn't Si Tian call the police to arrest him? !

Xu Qingyang leaned on the back of the seat unbearably, he regretted it so much, it was all Li Zixiu's fault!He could have found a quiet and fine weather to confess his love to Si Tian. Si Tian is so gentle and kind, he would not embarrass himself.

It was his recklessness that ruined this relationship, Xu Qingyang knocked his forehead hard on the back of the sponge-covered seat a few times, he had to apologize to Si Tian, ​​no matter how embarrassing it was.

But he underestimated Si Tian, ​​he still looks like a normal person, except that his eyes are a little swollen, occasionally someone talks to him, he can still show a smile like a spring breeze, his eyes are clear, his words are gentle, he doesn't look like someone who was almost raped look...

wrong!He didn't want to rape!

There was a deep red wound on his mouth, was it bitten by this beast?Must be right?Although he didn't remember if he was so rough, but who else would he be?

Xu Qingyang pulled his hair and almost bald himself. The bus drove for nearly an hour, but he didn't have the courage to talk to Si Tian, ​​and he didn't send Si Tian home. It took Wang Haifeng a long time to find him. He found it in the bus, and the driver almost took him away.

"What are you hiding behind?" Wang Haifeng wondered, and helped him fix the suitcase on the bicycle.

"I... didn't sleep well last night, I wanted to sleep for a while..." Xu Qingyang made an excuse, looked around, but couldn't find Si Tian, ​​"Where is Si Tian?"

"He took a taxi and left. I said I would see him off. He ran faster than a rabbit." Wang Hai

Feng said.

Xu Qingyang stepped on the bicycle in frustration and walked forward with his head drooping. Although Si Tian was normal to others, he was indeed avoiding him.

This trip really sucks.

Si Tian opened the door of the house, and a dull air that had not circulated for a long time rushed towards him, followed by a strong smell of smoke.

Even though the air was turbid, he still felt the long-lost peace of mind, which was mixed with his familiar smell.

He put the suitcase down carefully, trying in vain to slip silently into the bedroom.

He didn't think about how to face Sirin.

When Si Lin heard the voice, she turned her head from the workbench, still holding the smoky half of a cigarette in her hand.

"Tian Tian, ​​are you back?" He was a little surprised, and he didn't tell him when he came back.

If he really told Si Lin, he might get another lukewarm reprimand.

Si Tian bowed his head and said "hmm", and pushed the suitcase into the room, without even looking up at Si Lin.

He heard the sound of the window opening, and the fresh air circulated quickly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were coming back today, why didn't you tell me?" Si Lin came over and squatted on the bed, Si Tian kept her head down to organize things, and didn't talk to him.

He could only hear Si Lin's breathing from the top of his head, and after a moment of stalemate, Si Lin seemed to be unable to bear it, reaching out to touch his chin, trying to lift his face.

The moment he reached out and touched him, Si Tian shrank back suddenly as if being pricked by a needle. His reindeer-like eyes were full of fear and vigilance, as if they were hunters who were coming to kill him.