Forbidden color

Si Lin froze on the spot, curled up a few times in bewilderment, he smelled heavily of cigarettes, Si Tian never allowed him to smoke so much.

It took him a long time before he asked softly, "Tian Tian, ​​are you having fun?"

"...Happy." Si Tian's voice trembled slightly.

"Look up and let me see..." Si Lin rubbed his face with his hands, her voice was low and deceptively gentle, without any harsh words before leaving or perfunctory indifference on the phone.

Si Tian avoided him with some resistance, and threw a box of messy things on the ground, matching the smoky environment in the house to create a messy scene, and then went to take a bath on his own.

He hasn't made up his mind yet, whether he should be angry with Si Lin, how can he have the confidence to argue with Si Lin now?

But he couldn't laugh, and he couldn't plunge into Si Lin's arms full of joy and unconcerned like before. The only bargaining chip he has now is that maybe his brother will miss him a little bit if he doesn't see him in two months.

That's why he put down his guard for a while, and talked to himself softly.

When Si Tian came out of the shower, the outside was completely new, the windows were opened for ventilation, the ashtray was as clean as it was unpacked, and Si Lin’s decadent bachelor temperament was swept away. cleaning.

"Is Tiantian hungry? What do you want to eat?" Seeing him coming out, Si Lin habitually pulled him to the side of the bed and sat down, brushing his hair.

...probably because of the guilt I felt for treating myself too badly before.

Si Tian let him dry it for him, and threw out a sentence after a long time: "Whatever."

"How about frying two of your favorite dishes and stewing a bone soup? It's still early, brother is going to buy vegetables." Si Lin said in a very loving tone, as if he didn't do the bullying.

Si Tian nodded her wet head up and down, stretched out her fingers and gently wiped the corners of her eyes.

He thought he would never hear such intimate words again.

Although there will be no hugs and kisses without barriers anymore, it's good for him to be comforted by this brotherly friend.

"Brother, I miss you..." He couldn't help it, and said timidly, for fear of getting another "how old are you".

The one who was groping his hair paused for a moment, and he heard Si Lin say softly: "Brother misses you too."

Si Tian blinked, blinking down the tears hanging in his eyes.

Si Lin still didn't want to abandon him, he only lost his temper a little bit, as long as he behaves well in the future, he will still be his dear brother.

While wiping his hair, Si Lin kept asking him what he had been doing for the past two months, what delicious food he ate, whether he had made new friends, and so on, treating him as a child.

Si Tian glanced at the half-packed suitcase, and answered obediently.Si Lin would think that he came back with a gust of sea breeze, how could he understand that his suitcase was full of pain.

He was a little absent-minded, considering whether it was necessary to look for Luan Jian again, and then realized that Sirin was running down his half-dry hair, stroking his neck, his fingers trembling slightly, inch by inch. touch his cheek.

He unconsciously leaned his face towards Sirin's palm.

"Does it not suit your taste to eat outside? Si Lin rubbed Si Tian's face, like playing with a kitten or puppy, "Why do you still feel thin? Turn around and let me see... What's wrong with your mouth? "

Si Tian was startled, only to realize that he was talking about the wound he had bitten out last night, he pursed his lips, trying to cover up the red and swollen wound.

But Si Lin's eyes have obviously cooled down.

"It's nothing, I did it by accident." Si Tian broke free from his grasp, and was dragged back immediately. He was a little scared, Si Lin's expression was dark and difficult to understand, and his eyes were fixed on the wound.

He felt Si Lin's fingers stroking back and forth on his wound, and unconsciously leaned back.

"Who bit it?" Si Lin's tone was scary.

"...No one, I accidentally bit it myself."

"...Accidentally biting so hard?"

Si Tian didn't speak, and kept shrinking back, muttering: "It's okay, don't worry about it..." He was eager to avoid this topic, but Ke Silin's grip on his wrist was getting stronger and stronger, and he murmured, "You As for?"

I didn't know how much he thought he cared about himself...

"Didn't I tell you not to get hurt? Who did you do this with?" The last few words were almost squeezed out between Si Lin's teeth.

He pinched both sides of Si Tian's cheeks, suppressed his anger and said, "Open your mouth."

Si Tian couldn't speak, he resisted with a "wow", his eyes showed unbelievable pain, did Si Lin have any reason to say?Why does he think that if he doesn't like him, he will go out and mess with others?

He is the one who wants to drive himself away, he is the one who wants to make friends by himself, and he is the one who wants to stuff condoms in the suitcase. How fierce is he now? How can he be satisfied?

Si Lin's strength gradually increased, and Si Tian was forced to open his mouth. He checked that there was no injury in his mouth, and lifted his soft tongue tip with his dry fingers, flicked it roughly, and then let go.

"Si Tian, ​​you don't hang out with people who are not good, you don't know if you are played by others." This is extremely mean, and the implied meaning makes Si Tian's eyes red for a moment. He doesn't understand why Si Lin uses it. Such an embarrassing idea to guess him, he has already done everything he said, and he is still not satisfied, not only dissatisfied, but also furious.

He was sure that he was going to make out casually with some mean-spirited scum, and was bitten by someone as a plaything, but even if he kissed someone to make it like this, why would he make it so ugly?

"I didn't let others play..." Si Tian said with a trembling voice, "I... I accidentally knocked on it..."

He felt very uncomfortable, he hugged Sirin's waist without hesitation, buried him in his arms and cried softly, while crying, he said: "Why do you say that about me..."

His tears drenched Si Lin's clothes, it was cold, he shook Si Lin weakly, his body was stiff, and it took a long time for him to soften, he grabbed Si Tian and wiped his face, whispered: "Sorry, I did not mean that……"

what does that mean?This explanation is not sincere at all, that's how Sirin thinks of him.

"Don't cry, Tian Tian, ​​it's all my brother's fault, I'm just afraid that you will suffer..."

"My brother said something wrong, and I apologize to you."

Probably because the words were too harsh, Si Lin temporarily changed back to her previous appearance.

Si Tian cried for half a minute and it was over. Afraid that Si Lin would lose patience, he raised his head and looked at Si Lin with clear eyes and repeated: "I accidentally knocked it on myself, not someone else bit me."

Si Lin nodded and asked, "Does it still hurt now? Do you want to apply medicine?"

Si Tian shook his head, he left Si Lin and continued to pack his suitcase.

He won't act like a spoiled child unscrupulously anymore. In the past, he could exchange Si Lin's mistakes for a hundred unreasonable wishes, and he would grant him anything, but now he is unwilling and dare not.

Sirin was too demanding on him.

Si Tian kept silent during the meal, he was abused by Si Lin like a kitten, his big eyes glanced at Si Lin from time to time, afraid that he would lose his temper again.

There are two fingerprints on his face, one left and one right, like a kitten's whiskers.

Until sleeping, Si Tian still looked trembling, he only occupied a small space beside the bed, as if he was worried that Si Lin would kick him off.

The night light was dimmed yellow, softening Si Lin's stern profile. He looked at Si Lin who was shrinking aside, and stretched out to embrace him.

"Tian Tian, ​​I've been too busy recently and I'm in a bad mood, so don't be angry with me." He sighed.

Si Tian nodded and said nothing. They had been separated for two months, and the moment they met, they were on edge, which made his already panicky mood even more tense.

"I was scolded by my tutor..." Si Lin changed the topic to a lighter one, trying to appease the frightened Si Tian.

Si Tian was quiet for a moment before asking in a low voice, "Why did he scold you?"

"I went to a meeting with him in the city, sat down and drew his head portrait, and the leader of the academic society saw it." Si Lin deliberately made him laugh, "Then I heard the leader ask him quietly, did he wear a wig? .”

Si Tian thought of Si Lin's bald mentor, every time he attended formal occasions, he had to wear his washed wig, pretending that he hadn't bald.

Knowing what Si Lin was thinking, he turned his head and forced a smile at him.

Seeing his cautious smile, Si Lin stretched out her fingers to caress the center of his frowning brows, then leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.

Si Tian got this breath of immortal energy, and the depression in his chest was washed away a lot.

"Is there anything fun going to the beach?" Si Lin continued to chat with him.

"It's nothing special, it's just that you can play in the water at any time, and it's troublesome to apply sunscreen..." Si Tian muttered, he didn't have a lot of fun when he played, he was always thinking about his own thoughts.

"If it's not busy next year, let's go again." Si Lin said, he knows best what to say to make Si Tian happy.

"Really...?" Si Tian didn't dare to believe his words, he dared not take the candy that Si Lin brought to him now, for fear that it might contain poison.

"Well, this year is really busy, I didn't lie to you." Si Lin stretched out her right hand to show him, "Look, I helped my tutor solder the circuit, and there are marks here."

Si Tian stretched out a finger from under the quilt to touch Si Lin, and whispered: "Okay, let's go together, don't lie to me."

He is really easy to coax, Si Lin said a word, he seemed to be able to be persuaded immediately, it was indeed because he was busy that he couldn't go to the beach together.

"... Seafood is very cheap, I can eat so many scallops every time. There are also many people grilling at the seaside, and there are kite-flying. Xu Qingyang went to tease the child, scared the child to cry, and paid him an ice cream , and then was taught a lesson by the parents..." Si Tian finally became more cheerful, and under the dim light, with a cat face, he began to tell the story of his going out.

"...Xu Qingyang said he could drive a yacht, but he was the first one to vomit." Thinking of it, Si Tian grinned and laughed, Si Lin saw that he was happy, and laughed too, "There are still many things to sell. Conch shells, but I think they are all deceptive, so I didn’t buy them.”

"Then you didn't bring me anything when you went out to play?" Si Lin chuckled lightly.

"Ah...there aren't any souvenirs for sale there...Xu Qingyang said they were all wholesaled from Yiwu..." Si Tian had long forgotten about buying souvenirs, and he was basically out of his mind. In an empty state, try not to think about Si Rin.

"... Are you close to Xu Qingyang?" Si Lin asked suddenly.

"Fortunately...he's very nice..." Si Tian couldn't help but feel a little sad when thinking of what happened between him and Xu Qingyang. He liked this friend and didn't know how to face him now.

It's all my own stupidity to blame.

"He..." Si Lin's voice paused, he raised his head to look, and met his scrutinizing gaze, which slowly moved from top to bottom, and landed on his lips.

Si Tian was uncomfortable seeing him, so he buried his face in the pillow and thought about Xu Qingyang.

"...I thought there would be a gift for me." After a while, Sirin's voice sounded from above.

Gift?

He bit the slightly salty wound on his mouth, and thought of what Si Lin wanted in a daze.

The result of his travel transformation.

"There's a present." He whispered, and took out something rustlingly. With a fawning smile, he put the two torn condom wrappers on Si Lin's heart.