Forbidden color

Xu Qingyang's face turned red with a bang, his whole body was like a meatball in a frying pan, his brain was crackling, his breathing was short of breath, he covered himself with two "haha", he didn't dare to look up at Si Tian's face, Pretending not to care, he said, "You...why do you still bring this...haha...Actually, just ask Li Zixiu if it's okay?"

He scolded himself while talking, wanting to bite off his tongue, the two pieces of pink plastic packaging were like red-hot soldering irons, he didn't even dare to pick them up, grabbed the umbrella and ran out.

What the hell, if this thing belonged to Wang Haifeng, he could tell a hundred dirty jokes to smooth things over, but it happened to be Si Tian's, he... what did he bring?What is he doing?Does he have a girlfriend... or a boyfriend?

He...he likes strawberries...

Pooh!Is this the point!Xu Qingyang rushed into the rain, the umbrella was kept in his arms and he didn't open it, he needed to cool down!He can't wait to jump into the sea now!

Xu Qingyang left, Si Tian was still kneeling on the floor blankly, looking at the two packs of condoms.

It's so sweet, he knows that he likes sweet smells, he is the person who understands him best in the world.

Si Tian picked up the condoms and stroked their smooth packaging, which seemed to be still covered with the man's body temperature.

Yes, an elder brother is like a father, and his parents are gone, so it should be Sirin who taught him these things.He seemed to see Si Lin wandering around the shelves of convenience stores late at night, and finally chose the one he was satisfied with, then lowered the brim of his hat under the ambiguous and shy eyes of the cashier girl, and paid the money uncomfortably, stuffed like he was afraid that others would see it. Put it in his pocket, hurried home, and stuffed it into his suitcase behind his back.

"Snapped."

Water drops fell and hit the fluorescent colored paper, Xu Qingyang left, everyone was gone, he could cry now.

It turns out that this is what he meant when he said "protect yourself well".

He thought it was the caring and exhortation that he had enjoyed for 19 years. In fact, in order to pack him up and send him away quickly, he wished he could tie two bows on the package.

"Brother..." He heard himself sobbing hoarsely, how could you treat me like this...

He said that he would not do those things again, why Si Lin punished him endlessly, one time was not enough, there were two more times, words were not enough, and swords, guns and axes were needed, he couldn't stand it...

Si Tian crawled out on both feet. Outside the rain curtain was the churning sea, swaying trees, and the whimpering sea breeze. No place was warm and bright. After they discussed it, they turned off the lights of the world and imprisoned him it's here.

"Mom...Father..." Si Tian murmured in despair, brother bullied me...what should I do...

He rarely turns to his parents, he has a closer protector, but when Sirin tries to hurt him, he can only think of them.

Think of his parents who died because of him.

He is a vicious monster, because of his ungodly thoughts, his loved ones began to suffer retribution, and now, he has been completely abandoned by Si Rin, and shamelessly wants to go back to them.

How in the world can there be such a person as him.

He should be the one who was crushed by the truck and bled all over the place.

That way everyone won't be in pain.

Xu Qingyang was drenched in the rain all the way, his head was still hot, and he almost suspected that there was steam coming out of his head. Li Zixiu and his girlfriend walked aside with concern, like a pair of guardians of mentally ill patients, and returned to the villa cautiously.

"Hey, go take a shower and change your clothes... Are you crazy?" Li Zixiu hesitated, Xu Qingyang looked too abnormal.

"It's okay, your brother and I are in good shape, what's the point of getting caught in the rain." Xu Qingyang insisted, but in fact he was already shivering from the cold.

He's not Si Tian, ​​he's as thin as the fishing line with the lowest poundage, Si Tian...

It's Si Tian again, was he cursed by someone? !Xu Qingyang gritted his teeth and turned around in the living room, not knowing how to go back to his room to face Si Tian, ​​he should go to sleep in another room tonight, he can't sleep next to Si Tian even in the sea.

He rushed upstairs in a few steps, wanting to rush in to get his clothes, but knocked on the door when he reached the door, what if Si Tian was running naked inside... He probably wouldn't run naked... Then who knows?Who would want a condom with strawberry flavor accompanying Si Tian?

He was almost quarreled to death by the nonsense in his head, so he opened the door directly and went in, without raising his head and eyes, and walked to the bed to get his pajamas.

The room was eerily quiet, and he had to turn his eyes carefully to search for Si Tian's location.

The sliding door of the balcony was open, and the gauze curtain was blown into the door. The inside of the house was dark, and the outside of the house was also dark. Only the light from the next room came in. In the shadows, he saw a white mass on the balcony, as if it had been knocked down by the heavy rain. The huge seabird on the ground, he rushed over in panic, and it was Si Tian who fell on the ground.

Si Tian is a strange creature.

Xu Qingyang lay on the bed in a daze, staring at the ceiling.He looks very weak and gentle, and can be easily washed away by a rain, but he can still maintain a clear mind in the drenched situation, and then crawl out of his arms, take a shower, change clothes, take medicine.

You can also cheer up to take care of yourself when you have a cold.

The brother also said that he was not in good health and had to take care of him by himself, which made people blush now.

Xu Qingyang had a fever-reducing sticker on his head, and watched Si Tian busy making hot tea beside him. He really knew how to take care of others, caring and patient, alas... I am such a waste... Si Tian looked at it She looked very tired, her little face was pale and bluish, and half of the tender red on her lips had faded, making her look more sick than him.

"Si Tian, ​​don't mess with me. I'm fine. I'll be fine after a night's sleep." Xu Qingyang said softly. He always felt that if the voice was too loud, Si Tian would fly out of the window along the airflow like a light plastic bag .

"Yeah." But he still made the tea, and then said, "I'll sleep in Wang Haifeng's room, they didn't come back anyway."

"Oh." Xu Qingyang heaved a sigh of relief, he didn't have to sleep in the sea anymore.

But he actually has a lot of things he wants to say to Si Tian, ​​he wants to ask him if he is feeling uncomfortable now, if he has a headache, if he wants to touch his body if it is cool, and not to carry the dirty thoughts in his head, but he doesn't Dare to ask.

He didn't dare to ask him why he was lying on the balcony in the rain, and why he had to wear a condom when traveling.

He wanted to hug him so much.

But he could only say "good night" and watched Si Tian leave with his pillow in his arms.

I am really a waste. I have grown a big man close to 1.9 meters in vain, and I dare not even face the disturbed heartbeat.

They slept separately for the next few days, and it was not until Wang Haifeng and the others came back that Si Tian fell asleep again.

Xu Qingyang secretly made up his mind many times, and wanted to ask Si Tian if he was dating anyone. In his heart, he felt that Si Tian was not good with anyone, and he didn't call and send messages all day long. He didn't look like he was in a relationship. Ke Sitian didn't look like a normal person, he felt that he should be more cautious.

One evening, a few of them had a barbecue outside, the boys drank a lot of beer, Xu Qingyang kept losing in games, and was so force-fed that he couldn't find the south, east, west, north, south, east and west, Liu Miaomiao and another girl also ended up drinking together, Si Tian Fearing that too many drunk people would cause trouble, he wanted to help Xu Qingyang back to his room first.

The people behind were still talking and laughing loudly, Xu Qingyang pressed his whole body on Si Tian, ​​almost knocked him to the ground, even though he was not short, he couldn't stand up to Xu Qingyang's big body, and the two struggled Walking back, Xu Qingyang murmured: "Sitian...Tian Sisi..." He was amused in his heart, and comforted him: "Don't make trouble, we will be there soon..."

After throwing Xu Qingyang on the bed, Si Tian breathed a sigh of relief, he was heavier than Si Lin.

His heart tightened, these days he has tried his best not to think about anything about his brother, but the habit of nearly 20 years can be changed easily, he can almost compare anyone and everything around him with Sirin.

Sirin is absolute matter, and other things evolve around him.

He froze in a daze, but was suddenly pulled down by Xu Qingyang.

Xu Qingyang is insane

Qing, only relying on instinct to search for sweet prey, his dry lips rubbed against his neck indiscriminately, Si Tian almost immediately got goose bumps all over his body, but he was so strong when he was drunk, he couldn't move. One groped in along the hem of his T-shirt, and stroked upwards along the back. Si Tian struggled hard, trying to pull him out, and the two became entangled.

"Sitian...I...I..." Xu Qingyang's eyes were clouded, he didn't know what to say, Sitian's heart was ringing, he vaguely knew that Xu Qingyang was a little unclear about his thoughts, but he never Said it to him when he was sober, so Si Tian couldn't refuse. How could he reason with a drunk in this situation?

He couldn't struggle with Xu Qingyang, so he had to cover his eyes. Xu Qingyang, who had lost his light, was quickly dragged into a dream by drunkenness, and soon calmed down, Si Tian climbed off him.

What are these things... He smiled bitterly in his heart, and suddenly realized that it was no wonder Si Lin was so resistant to his physical contact.

Being hugged, hugged, stroked, kissed by someone you don't like is a very disgusting thing.

Although he has a lot of liking for Xu Qingyang in the sense of a friend, and is willing to hook up with him and hug him, once this is mixed with the element of love, the taste will change instantly.

He suddenly understood Si Lin's feelings.

It's really embarrassing for my brother. In order to preserve their brotherhood, I have to endure his nausea and satisfy his unreasonable demands.

No wonder he was so determined to drive him away, he probably was really, really sick.