Husband chasing is too exciting

56.

Zhou Heqing sat on the sofa for a long time without moving or speaking, so Xu Shanliang ignored him and got up and walked upstairs.He seems to be extremely tired, or maybe he really has no strength. He wobbles like a penguin when he walks, and even when he goes up the stairs, he has to hold on to the handrail to stabilize his body.Zhou Heqing followed him step by step, and felt relieved when he saw him enter the bedroom.He stood at the door of the bedroom and didn't go in. He rubbed his face hard with his hands and said, "Shining, I don't like her, I..." He glanced at the bulging quilt, Xu Shanliang buried his head in, But he knew he could hear him.Zhou Heqing sighed, and continued: "You don't want to talk to me now, I know, but... I will show you."

Zhou Heqing admitted that he was selfish. Since his mother did not agree with them being together, as long as he knew that Shan Liang was his savior, there would always be a way. That's why he kept saying that everything would be fine after the operation. .But he didn't expect that God made a joke for him by letting him receive the first call but not the second.Blame him for being too greedy, he always wants to get the best, always wants to find a way to have the best of both worlds, but the facts tell him that you can't have both.

He seemed to have made up his mind, and after he finished speaking, he turned and went downstairs. He seemed to take a bath with clean clothes, and he seemed to go out.Xu Shanliang didn't care so much, he just felt so tired suddenly that he couldn't open his eyes to quarrel with Zhou Heqing again, so he let himself fall into a drowsy sleep.

The operation was scheduled at 06:30 in the morning and was the first operation.

The night before, Zhou Heqing went to the hospital to stay with her mother all night, and helped her do a lot of preoperative examinations, and had to monitor her heart rate.But he was often distracted, thinking about what Xu Shanliang was doing, whether he was crying, and whether he felt uncomfortable.He was so restless that he couldn't fall asleep even if he was lying on the accompanying bed.There are always people walking in the corridor, sometimes nurses who make rounds, and sometimes patients who wake up at night.His wound had already been treated briefly by the little nurse, and in the face of his mother's questioning, he just said that he accidentally knocked on it.

As long as he closed his eyes, Xu Shanliang's crying face would be in front of him.

That line of tears was like a sharp sword, splitting down from the sky, causing pain in his internal organs.

Fortunately, it wasn't too late at dawn. At about five o'clock, medical staff came over to make preparations.Yesterday he said boldly and ambitiously that he wanted to show Shan Liang, but when he faced his mother, he backed down again.He thought, let's wait until the mother has finished the operation, otherwise it will easily affect the patient's mood and is not conducive to recovery.

His mind was messed up, and he might have looked a little bearded and distracted as he sat on the bench outside the operating room.Xu Jin rushed over early in the morning, but it was a working day, and the road was a bit congested. When she arrived, Zhou's mother had already been pushed in.She was shocked when she saw Zhou Heqing like this, with that haggard look and the gauze wrapped around her eyebrows, she thought something serious had happened.

The girl touched Zhou Heqing's forehead with a slightly cold hand, "Are you all right?"

Zhou Heqing shook his head.

Xu Jin breathed a sigh of relief: "You scared me to death." She glanced at the operating room with red lights on, and comforted Zhou Heqing: "Auntie will be fine. What's more, the matching degree of kidney source is so high, and the attending doctor is very skilled. It will be fine."

Zhou Heqing let out a "hmm".

Brother Heqing is a little weird today?Xu Jin thought, maybe he was a little angry because I was late?She carefully apologized to Zhou Heqing: "I'm sorry, I actually went out early in the morning, but there was a traffic jam on the road just now."

Zhou Heqing wanted to say, I know.It can be seen that Xu Jin ran for a long distance, she was still panting slightly when she sat down, her forehead hair was split in the middle because of running, it was messy, her cheeks were flushed, she looked very cute .

This girl is really considerate, she never plays petty temper, treats people with humility and courtesy, she is a girl worthy of being cherished, but that person is not him, nor should it be him, it is his selfishness that defiles the girl His heart, let down the people who love him.

"Xu Jin." Zhou Heqing said.

Xu Jin was looking around, when she was suddenly called by her name, she was stunned for a moment, but soon, she smiled: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Heqing said, "Let's end it."

"What?" Xu Jin couldn't believe it.

Zhou Heqing said again: "Let's end it." His voice was clean and pleasant, but what he said was cruel, not to mention facing such a beautiful and lovely girl, causing others to look sideways. He is a cosmic invincible super scumbag.

The invincible super scumbag of the universe said: "You are a good girl, but your lover is not me."

Xu Jin stood up, the blush on her face faded quickly, and even her lips turned abnormally white. She seemed unable to believe it, but she had to believe it: "What do you mean?"

Zhou Heqing raised his head and looked into her eyes, his eyes were clear and clear, with firmness hidden inside: "Actually, I have always had someone I like."

Without saying a word, Xu Jin picked up her handbag and slapped him on the head, and then walked away.

After Xu Jin left, Zhou Heqing sat on the bench. He closed his eyes, tilted his head back, and even laughed softly. Seeing his unrestrained and unrestrained appearance, others might think he was crazy.

When the operation lasted for more than three hours, a doctor came out and told him that the operation was a success, and that the patient had not woken up from the anesthesia for the next two days and had to be monitored in the ICU ward. God.

Zhou Heqing thanked the doctor, and when he left the hospital, he felt that the stale air that had been entrenched in his chest for many days was finally spit out, and he was never as refreshed as he is now.Both sides of the hospital street are full of unknown flowers and trees. At this time, the flowers are still in bloom, bright and not very luxuriant. Maybe it is almost past the flowering period. Once the wind passes, those fine petals will fall down profusely. The air is filled with the fragrance of flowers.

Thinking of Shining Liang, and thinking of the other party's crying face, he couldn't help but feel his heart tighten. When he got out of the hospital, he hailed a taxi and went straight to Xu Shanliang's house.He was in a hurry when he got in the car, and he only had one thought in his mind, which was to see Shining as soon as possible, and he didn't think about anything else.But when he got to the corner of the street, those various thoughts popped up with the appearance of the landmark buildings, churned in his mind, and turned to his heart.

That heart jumped up, nervous, scared, or overwhelmed.

Only then did he realize that he hadn't thought about what to say when they met, what to say, what to apologize, what to make a promise.But he is a perfidious person. He has an empty mouth and made many mistakes. Maybe people don't believe what he says now.

What should I do?

He finally got off the car two streets away from the apartment building. He will be 30 years old in two years. He looks like a child with obsessive-compulsive disorder. He has to step on brick lines to walk. You have to go back and do it all over again.Because it would allow him to walk slower and slower, slow enough for him to come up with countermeasures.He is always like this, he has to look forward and backward when doing things, think about his responsibilities and responsibilities, and make his plan plan in everything...to be safe, he is already an adult, he can't be like a child, he can only see in front of him, see Not behind.He admired Xu Shining's courage, and envied him for being able to love without hesitation. He also knew what Shining wanted, but he couldn't give it now, and he didn't even know when he would be able to give it.

He is only 20 years old, and he still has such a good time, so it shouldn't be wasted on him like this.

He's made up his mind.

Zhou Heqing sighed heavily, his melancholy and charming face was reflected in the glass window, and a full-term milk cat was lying on the glass window, calling out to him softly.Zhou Heqing couldn't hear it clearly, but he probably screamed. He looked up and walked to the door of a pet shop without knowing it. After thinking about it, he opened the glass door and went in.

When he went back, he carried a big shopping bag in one hand and a small cage in the other. The little white milk cat huddled up in a corner whimpering.When I came to the front of the building, I thought about it again, took out the kitten from the cage, threw the cage away, and created the illusion that he picked up the cat halfway to see how caring he is, not to mention that it is a cat , Xu Shining will definitely like it.He could tell that Shining wanted to raise a cat, but for some reason or another, this vision always came to nothing. Never mind him, he didn't believe that Xu Shining could still throw the cat out .

When they got to the front of the building, they immediately saw a young man in white sitting on the steps at the gate of the courtyard.

Only then did he realize that Xu Shanliang had become so thin. When the wind blew, the thin clothes stuck to his body, revealing those jagged bones, and even his chin was much thinner than usual.He sat there as if he was waiting for someone, holding a cat teaser in his hand, those fat cats who had been crowded in the cat litter all winter would only come out to exercise when it was warmer, and they scrambled to jump Stretching out their paws to reach the small feathers on the top of the cat teasing stick, when Zhou Heqing got closer, the cats all puffed up their tails and bared their fangs fiercely at him, and when he got even closer, they all jumped up and down again. He ran away without a trace.

Xu Shanliang sat on the ground, glanced at him, and waved the cat teaser twice in the void in boredom.

Zhou Heqing stepped forward bravely, and started to strike up a conversation: "Have you eaten yet?"

Xu Shanliang didn't speak.

He asked again: "You didn't wait here for a day, did you?" When he thought of this possibility, his heart ached.

Xu Shanliang still didn't speak, only he knew that he regretted it immediately after he let Mr. Zhou go.He thought, what is right or wrong in love? Love is inherently selfish. Love is so painful and difficult. Whoever takes a step forward will inevitably have to take a step back. Only in this way can two people hold hands tightly together. , Then Teacher Xiao Zhou took a step forward, why did he have to take a step forward too, hitting both of them with bloody heads?He was going to have surgery, so there's nothing to be angry about.

It's just that Teacher Xiao Zhou walked too fast, so fast that he couldn't keep up with him, so fast that he couldn't tell whether it was the past or the present, whether he loved the phantom or the real thing.

So he said, "You think beautifully."

What happened yesterday, neither Zhou Heqing nor Xu Shanliang, they maintained a tacit understanding on the same thing for the first time—since this kind of unbearable past will be painful to the touch, why do they bother? What about touch?As if nothing happened, it will be turned over.

Zhou Heqing said dryly, "I made it clear to Xu Jin."

Xu Shanliang said "Oh", he saw a suspicious bulge on the pocket of Zhou He's Qingyi, he pointed to him and asked, "What is that?"

Zhou Heqing took it out and spread his five fingers towards him. In the center of his palm was a snow-white kitten. It couldn't even stand upright, it was stumbling around, and it wanted to gnaw its fangs at strangers.

"Then what, I picked it up on the road. I picked it up when I saw it was pitiful. I don't know how to raise it, so I will give it to you..."