Husband chasing is too exciting

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The cat looked small, maybe it had just opened its eyes. Xu Shanliang touched the head of the kitten with his fingers, and the kitten narrowed its eyes, and licked the shiny cat with a look of enjoyment. fingertips, as if saying hungry.

"Where's your mother?" He held the kitten in his palm and entered the door. There was still some goat milk powder for the kitten in the cabinet, and he remembered where he put it.The door was not closed, so Zhou Heqing followed him in. He had made a decision in his heart, but he didn't know how to tell Xu Shanliang, so he thought that it would be a day, but he didn't expect that day would come. Come so fast.

Two days later, the hospital called to say that Zhou's mother had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward, which meant that he had to separate from Xu Shanliang to take care of his mother. on the cat.The kitten is very clingy, no matter where Xu Shining goes, it follows closely, turning back and forth between its feet, almost stepping on it several times, but Xu Shining has no choice but to carry it all the time , as soon as Zhou Heqing approached him, he quickly waved his hand to indicate that there was a cat.

The doctor said that Zhou's mother is recovering very well, and if there is no rejection, she will be discharged from the hospital in about a week or two.

The hospital came and went, a few people came and some people left, they were lucky, the uncle in the other bed in the two-person ward was discharged yesterday, Zhou Heqing occasionally got tired and sleepy, and stayed in the empty hospital bed Take a nap.On the third day, my mother could already eat some liquid food.Zhou Heqing raised the hospital bed and fed his mother porridge bit by bit with a small spoon.

Mother seemed to be in better spirits, her lips were no longer bruised, after drinking some porridge, she gradually revealed her true colors, and her face no longer looked pale and sickly, Zhou Heqing breathed a sigh of relief.

Zhou's mother drank two mouthfuls of porridge, and asked Zhou Heqing in confusion: "Where's Xu Jin's child?" She looked a little unhappy, "I've been hospitalized for so long, and she won't come to see me?" Pointing and continued: "You don't mean you won't let people come?"

She infused a lot of medicine every day, and took a lot of pills at the same time, to help close the incision, to reduce rejection, to stop bleeding... the total number is not clear, those medicines taste bad, and the veins are swollen from the infusion needle , she was suffering, Zhou Heqing really didn't want to talk to her about it.But he can procrastinate for a day or two, and it is impossible to procrastinate like this for a lifetime. Sooner or later, things will be revealed.

He blew on the porridge in the spoon and handed it to his mother. Seeing that his mother didn't drink it, he said flatly, "I broke up with her." It's as easy as saying what we're eating tonight.

He handed the porridge to his mother's mouth again. Seeing that his mother still didn't drink it, he put the bowl and spoon on the side cabinet and sat down on the chair beside the bed.He lightly clenched his hands into fists and put them on his knees, as if he was going to have a long talk with his mother, his eyes looked at the heart rate monitor from time to time, the fluctuations on it, some steep but gentle.

After a long while, Zhou's mother murmured, "Forget it if you kill me, forget it if you kill me."

Zhou Heqing said: "Mom, no one is forcing you, it's just that Xu Jin and I are really not suitable."

Zhou's mother became emotional, and even though the wound was uncomfortable, she still pointed to Zhou Heqing's nose and cursed: "You and that vixen are suitable? I worked so hard to bring you up, and this is how you repay me? Well, he is a man, what can he give you?"

Yes, what did Xu Shanliang give him?

Give him money, give him a body|body, and offer his love with both hands, teach him another way of living, unrestrained and unrestrained.

Where does he fit with him, where does he fit with him, it has been from the beginning.

One is a young master with golden branches and jade leaves, and the other is from a poor family... Hey, he is not a noble son, he is just a tortoise, and he was not happy to eat swan meat at first, but in the end he was the one who got the upper hand.

"Mom, can you give me some time?" He lowered his head and grabbed his bun with both hands: "Don't force me, can you?"

Zhou's mother said: "I forced you? I did it for your own good! You are the one who forced Mommy! You are gouging out Mommy's heart! If I see you like this, I might as well die, you are not afraid of being People poked my spine and cursed, I'm afraid, I'm also afraid that the old Zhou's family on Huangquan Road will ask me to collect debts, blame me for not teaching you well!" As she spoke, her emotions gradually became agitated, and with a wave of her hand, she touched the needle on the back of her hand.The indwelling needle was crooked and slipped down from the back of the hand, mixed with a lot of blood and cold liquid, dripping all the way.The mother's wound seemed to be hurting. She bent down slightly, covered the wound with one hand, and cried out for pain.

Zhou Heqing was stunned for a moment, trembling for a long time before he rang the call bell, and felt that the nurse was slow to come, so he rushed out and shouted loudly in the corridor.Later, a group of white coats poured in and filled the ward with a whimper.

He stood in the corner by the wall, like a helpless child, just like five years ago in the summer, he broke his mother's beloved jade bracelet. It was a gift from his father to his mother before he died, and he never had the chance to give it to her again.If something is broken, it is broken, and it is difficult for you to put it back together, and he feels scared and sad.

When the little nurse left, she complained to him and told him that the patient hadn't recovered yet, so she shouldn't be emotional. She frowned and complained in a low voice: "Can't you follow her a little?" Then she pushed the small cart and left.

He knelt beside his mother, touched her eyebrows lightly, and said in a trembling voice: "Mom, I was wrong, I will separate from him, but... I'm afraid I won't be able to love anyone else from now on..."

The evening when Zhou Heqing went back, the weather was fine. At that time, the sun was almost setting, and the sky was a magnificent red.Occasionally there is a wind, and the breeze blows on the face, which makes people feel refreshed.

But obviously Zhou Heqing didn't think so, he felt that everything was terrible.

Lovers passing by holding hands chatting and laughing, children returning home from school chattering, grandpas and aunts haggling with vegetable farmers and hawkers, even the crisp bells of bicycles passing behind are disturbing and haunting.

Xu Shanliang now stays at home most of the time if it is not necessary, maybe because he is afraid that the cat will be hungry, maybe because he is afraid that Zhou Heqing will not see him at first sight when he comes back, so he often runs home after class and stays at home without going anywhere.He can read books and watch movies, but he never sits on the floor facing the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze like this.

What is there to see outside the window, it is nothing more than a few verdant trees and a few boring people.

When Zhou Heqing walked up to the second floor, the kitten came over and rubbed his trousers.Xu Shanliang didn't give it a name, it kept calling cats and cats, and after a few days of seeing each other, it was fattened up abruptly, its belly protruding into a deformed arc, and it flattered Zhou Heqing The toes circled around, rubbing his calf with the tip of the tail.Zhou Heqing picked it up and put it aside, the cat bared its teeth at him, then ran to rub against Xu Shanliang, but Xu Shanliang was indifferent.

Zhou Heqing should have noticed that Shining was unusual, but he had so many things on his mind. He sat behind Shining, thinking about how to speak, and then he heard Shining ask softly, "How many days will you stay this time?"

Zhou Heqing smiled wryly, his hands twisted together unconsciously, as if he was considering a more tactful expression, and finally said hoarsely: "Shining, I'm sorry, I...maybe I won't come back after leaving this time..." After he finished speaking At these words, Xu Shining's thin back trembled slightly. He wanted him to turn around, but he didn't want him to turn around. He was afraid of seeing Shining's crying face. indecision.

Who is he?What can he do?Could it be that Shining has been waiting for him all his life?What Xu Shanliang wants is to never turn back, to be a moth to the flame, but he is an adult, he always has a measure in what he does, and if he can't do it, he can only choose to let go.

Xu Shanliang was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and immediately heard Zhou Heqing's implication, but he just stared at the front stubbornly.Should he beg Teacher Xiao Zhou to stay and not leave?Just like before, stalking without hesitation?But what else does he have to offer?If it was a few days ago, if that incident hadn't happened, maybe he would have thought that he would delay it for a few more days until he had to let go. Unfortunately, God, he has never been kind to him, what he missed is missed.Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the transparent glass windows seem to become a mirror, illuminating the indoor situation at a glance.He could clearly see the pain on Zhou Heqing's face, he thought, this is enough.

"Then you have to remember to pack everything, your clothes, books, take away everything that should be taken away, oh, and that cat, what should I do?" He babbled, unable to stop. After coming down, Zhou Heqing said, "Keep the cat."

But Xu Shanliang didn't seem to hear it. He racked his brains to recall which corners of Zhou Heqing's things were placed in the house, as if his wife was packing for her husband before leaving. After a while, he suddenly sighed and asked : "Mr. Zhou, have you given up on me?"

For a moment, Zhou Heqing seemed to be tightly clenched by someone's heart. He was suddenly very thankful that Shining didn't turn his head and didn't see his hideous face. He heard his hoarse voice: "I didn't like anyone else. It's just... there's no way to be with you. Forget about me, Shiny, you deserve better."

Xu Shanliang said calmly, "Is it because of your mother?"

Zhou Heqing didn't speak, Xu Shanliang nodded knowingly, "I know. Hey, actually, thinking about it on the other hand, maybe I dumped you. If your mother jumped into the river today and hanged herself tomorrow, we will always be like this Go on? When you get married and have children, I will always be your unsightly boyfriend? Sorry, I can't do it. "

He had never said such a thing before. In surprise, Zhou Heqing opened his mouth slightly, as if he was still a little shocked, then he heard Shan Liang continue: "Have I ever told you that I am not a child born to my mother. When I was young, I I don’t understand why everyone likes Xu Mingyuan? We look so much alike, but I’m more obedient and sensible than him. I found out later that it’s because I can’t get on the stage. I’m fed up with this Hidden life, I want people to love me, I want people to put all their eyes on Xu Mingyuan on me. You understand, that's why I found you." He waved his hand, " Now, I've had enough fun, let's go."

Because everything is planned, whoever cheats more and who loves more can't be counted.But Xu Shanliang thought, he should love Teacher Xiao Zhou more, otherwise why would he be at a loss when Teacher Xiao Zhou showed a difficult look?In the end, he still couldn't bear to let Mr. Zhou suffer a little grievance.After all, he has been stealing, robbing, and cheating for more than half a year, and he is already very satisfied.

Tears slid down to the tip of his nose, and it was itchy, he didn't dare to wipe it off, for fear that one movement would puncture the courage he had accumulated so hard.On weekdays, everyone said that he acted boldly, exaggerated and willful. In fact, he was the complete coward. Otherwise, why didn't he even dare to speak the truth?

He has been trying his best to stabilize his emotions, waiting and waiting, until the slightly heavy footsteps behind him came downstairs, and then he lay down on the ground.

He thought, wow, Xu Shanliang, you are really amazing, next year's Oscars must belong to you!