Husband chasing is too exciting

55.

Zhou Heqing looked at Xu Jin beside her, she was really a girl who was easily satisfied, even the little dolls in the glass window of the doll shop, she could enjoy watching them, and then she took Zhou Heqing's hand and walked away with a satisfied face , it seems that just looking at it will be particularly satisfying.She never asks Zhou Heqing for anything, and she is not as unreasonable as Xu Shiningliang—I want this, I want you to cook that for me, but if something goes wrong, Xu Shining will lose her temper , and then pestered him to admit his mistake, "Teacher Xiao Zhou, Teacher Xiao Zhou" kept yelling...

She watched it for so long, Zhou Heqing was a little troubled, so he bought the pair of villains while Xu Jin was walking away. After thinking about it, he bought a plush doll the size of a palm. , feels soft, like Xu Shining.

When Xu Jin received the doll, she was as happy as a child. She stood on her toes, as if she wanted to kiss Zhou Heqing, but the other party seemed too tall to appreciate it, or she didn't pay attention at all. I realized that due to a girl's reserve, she gave up after only a small attempt.

Look, Zhou Heqing thought to himself, if Xu Shanliang would have to drag him into a corner like this and that and that and that.Even if he had something to do and told Xu Jin that he had to leave early, Xu Jin would just nod gently and say yes, but if it was Shining, he would be willful and unreasonable and would not let him go...

Unable to help, he would compare Xu Jin and Xu Shanliang, just like he used to look for Xu Mingyuan's shadow in Xu Shanliang.When he looked at Xu Shanliang, he would always see other people in his peripheral vision. After all, he never thought that he would really be with Xu Shanliang for the rest of his life from the very beginning.

He didn't know it himself, but his childhood life experience, ups and downs and lack of emotion made him not believe in eternity in his bones, he only cared about the present, and he could only see what was in front of him.

He touched the plush doll in his pocket, thinking that Xu Shining would definitely like it.

Not long after they had left, a young man in a peaked cap entered and stood for a long time before the empty glass window.Xu Shanliang looked at himself in the mirror, with such a strange and resentful expression, it was an ugly expression of jealousy.They had never had such a fair date before, they would not clasp their fingers in front of everyone, they would not share the same cup of milk tea, and he had never received any decent gifts.What can two big men do?Kissing at the cinema in Black Blondon at best.He knew, he knew everything, but he still felt like he was broken from the inside, and those dirty negative emotions kept coming out from the depths of his heart, climbing up to his neck, and entrenched in his body. Then there was such an ugly expression on his face.He couldn't help it, those days of struggling to support him had been riddled with holes, and he could hardly maintain his usual illusion.It wasn't the first time he followed them, but every time he saw them, he would break down.

Will he fall in love with her?

Am I not good enough?

The seeds of doubt took root and sprouted in his heart, and they grew wantonly like vines, occupying his limbs and bones, making him unable to hear and see, making him unable to move all over his body, and he only wanted to believe what he saw with his own eyes.

He saw her feeding him ice cream.

He has seen the sweet and joyful look of her little bird Yiren holding his arm.

He had also seen them go to the playground and laugh out loud.

……

When it blooms and bears fruit, it must not be far from destruction.

But what else could he do but wait?

He knew he shouldn't see it, he couldn't think about it, but he couldn't control it, he just wanted to know the whole picture of the secret in order to seek vain peace of mind.They started to quarrel, reconcile, quarrel again and reconcile again, each other was tortured to lose their temper, and only when they hugged each other and didn't talk, could they still get a trace of peace.

Fortunately, the hospital has confirmed the operation time, which is arranged on the last Sunday in April. With hope, the days are not so difficult.

Perhaps because the operation time was confirmed, Zhou Heqing found an excuse and stopped seeing Xu Jin. Instead, he went to Shining Liang's place more frequently, and even made soup for Xu Shining every day in his spare time.

Today is hot corn ribs, tomorrow is beef bone and radish soup, and fish soup and mushroom soup, changing patterns, how to make it up, and not leaving after the meal is done, will sit down and watch a movie with Xu Shanliang play games.Xu Shanliang felt that it was too unreal, he was like a little tail at home, he followed Zhou Heqing wherever he went, even if Zhou Heqing was busy in the kitchen and didn't have time to pay attention to him, he had to move his homework to the dining table to do.

Fortunately, tomorrow is the last day, Mr. Zhou promised him.

There were four dishes and one soup in front of them. The milky crucian carp and tofu soup exuded an attractive fragrance. Zhou Heqing saw that he was greedy, so he put a small bowl in front of him so that it would cool down quickly.

He sat down again, subconsciously said: "Eat more, I won't be able to eat tomorrow morning." Then he realized that he had slipped his mouth.

Xu Shanliang pinched the spoon inexplicably: "Why can't I eat tomorrow morning?"

How smart he is, as soon as he asked, he understood what Zhou Heqing meant.

When I was young, the love of my parents was fake, my brother's hostility was real, and my mother's disgust was real. My father might just regard him as a spoil of war for conquering an outstanding woman. When I grow up, I will know that the friendship of classmates Also fake, everyone wants something from him?But what could he have?He has nothing but love in his heart.He thought that there are so many false feelings in this world, but at least one person would not treat me like this.This person will share his joy, will wipe his tears when he is sad, hold him in his arms and comfort him in a low voice, will listen carefully to what he is saying, even if it is a little trivial thing, and will care about his thoughts , will tell him what is right and wrong, and will stand by his side to help him vent his anger.

But that is Mr. Zhou who stayed before the age of 20. That Mr. Zhou has been left forever in the gap of time.

People are going to change.

Xu Shanliang looked at the crucian carp tofu soup in front of him and felt like a stick in his throat, "So, the reason why you have been so kind to me recently is because you thought that what your aunt is going to replace is mine? Make soup for me, and go out with me, Going to bed with me, even when I was a mess at the end of last semester's high-level math, and I was given a pass, even when you said you liked me, it was all fake, right?"

Where did the problem start from?Xu Shanliang couldn't figure it out, he was even begging Zhou Heqing in his heart, but Zhou Heqing didn't speak, his expression was astonished as if he should be the victim.

You refute me, I beg you, can you refute me?

Xu Shanliang seemed to give up, and said tiredly: "What can I do to please you?"

"I also thought about using guilt to tie you by my side, but unfortunately, that person was not me. Later, the hospital called and said that there was someone with a higher degree of matching than me." The corner of his mouth curled up. An ugly arc: "Do you regret it? You were so kind to me before, but I'm so shameless and skinless. In fact, you have already been disgusted."

Those dirty and distorted emotions almost eroded his whole body, and the pervasive black air was his loneliness and pain, and it was also his sharp sword. He couldn't help but want to hurt the person he loved the most.But he is more like a badly injured cub, now he can only howl in pain, and can no longer accept other people's kindness.

Zhou Heqing's face paled a little. He stretched out his hand and pressed it on Shan Liang's hand, wanting to say no, but he found that Xu Shan Liang was shaking and couldn't help it. His whole body was trembling slightly, but he still tried his best to maintain the superficial calm.

Has he finally... fallen in love with Xu Jin?

That voice echoed repeatedly in his mind, as if he would never be reconciled until he got an answer. He opened his mouth and asked with difficulty: "Did you beg me at that time because you were afraid that I would not keep my promise and not go to the hospital for surgery?"

Zhou Heqing: "No!"

But Xu Shanliang closed his eyes and shed a line of tears. Zhou Heqing understood that he didn't want to believe him anymore.He retorted too late and missed the best time. By the time he wanted to hold Shining, Xu Shanliang had already withdrawn his hand.

Xu Shanliang said hoarsely: "I wish that person was me! You said that you and her were just playing around!"

How ridiculous, he shared his love with a woman for so long, but he still lost in the end.

He is like a complete lunatic who has been dazzled by jealousy and anger. He doesn't know anything, he just blindly throws everything caught in front of him on Zhou Heqing, the soup is all over Zhou Heqing's head and face, But he didn't hide, he just waited for Xu Shanliang to calm down his anger.

Throwing everything that could be thrown away, and everything that should be smashed, Zhou Heqing dodged for a while when the table knife flew over obliquely, a gash was cut on the eyebrow peak, blood poured out instantly.

Xu Shanliang stared at him blankly, as if he hadn't realized what he had just done until now.He covered his face and blocked all the sobs in his throat. He felt that Zhou Heqing wanted to come over, and shouted: "Don't come over! Get out! Get out, I don't want to see you now! Get out!"

Don't look at me, don't look at my ugliness, don't look at my jealous face.

The air seemed to freeze, Zhou Heqing stood silently in place, the dripping soup dripped down his hair and cheeks, mixed with the remaining blood, and slowly dripped to the ground, so quiet, this small voice they Can hear clearly.After a while, Zhou Heqing moved. He bent down and cleaned up the broken porcelain and food and threw them into the trash can. He wiped off the dirt on the ground one by one before turning and walking away.

Xu Shanliang stepped on the chair with both feet. He buried his head very low and hugged himself with all his strength. He heard Zhou Heqing leave and thought that this person finally couldn't take it anymore. He didn't expect to hear footsteps coming back. Suddenly flying into the air, it was Zhou Heqing who picked him up.

Zhou Heqing took off his shirt, revealing his naked | naked upper body. He hugged Xu Shanliang to sit on the sofa, and then went back to throw the tablecloth and dirty clothes into the washing machine.

They were silent to each other for what seemed centuries and what seemed like minutes.

The washing machine completed its mission, and screamed desperately, like a reminder, and also like God's final judgment on them.

Xu Shanliang turned his head away from him, "You go, my aunt will have surgery tomorrow morning, she needs you very much."