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"I beg you to trust me again," he said.

It was just dawn, and the outside of the window was still blue. The blue covered the window lattice, covered Zhou Heqing's sleeping face, and covered their bewildered future and stumbling past.

Birds were chirping outside the window, and he seemed to hear the echo of spring.

Some people say that love is torturing each other, but you tortured me, but I am not very willing.

Fall in love with me, I am so obedient, I will never let you get hurt.

Hey, do you want to love me.

Zhou Heqing probably felt itchy, and he smiled. He closed his eyes and held Xu Shanliang in his arms, "Don't you want to sleep? Let's sleep for a while."

The feeling of skin-to-skin contact made people feel nostalgic, Xu Shanliang slowly moved down, and put his ear on Zhou Heqing's chest to listen to his heartbeat.The soft short hair kept rubbing against Heqing's skin, and he felt heart palpitations, so he opened his eyes and moved down, covered their heads with the quilt, and said with a smile: "I think you don't want to sleep."

They hugged and kissed unceasingly, touching each other's bodies, and the intense sex last night satisfied them both physically and mentally.Zhou Heqing slowly reached out with one hand, but the phone rang at an inopportune moment.He didn't want to answer at first, but the voice was louder than louder, persistently, and after hanging up, he called again.Shining pushed him and motioned for him to answer the phone.Zhou Heqing lifted the quilt impatiently and sat up, going to get the mobile phone on the bedside table.

He has a strong figure and a handsome appearance. There is almost no fat on his waist, only a solid eight-pack abs, which feels amazing. Even his hips are more upright than ordinary people. Hickey.Xu Shanliang also sat up and lay on his shoulders.

"Mom." Zhou Heqing answered the phone, looked back at Xu Shanliang with a strange expression, Xu Shanliang stopped teasing him, and asked him with his eyes if he needed to avoid it?Zhou Heqing replied silently: "No need."

Zhou's mother said: "What's the matter with your child? Xu Jin told me, why did you run away halfway through watching the movie?"

Xu Shanliang chuckled softly, lay back down again, with one hand behind his head, and his eyes looked at the ceiling.

Zhou Heqing said: "I told her that there is a temporary emergency in the school, so I will go first. Did she still tell you this?"

Zhou's mother was a little unhappy: "She didn't tell me, I took the initiative to ask people, and they told me, you have to be careful with people, I will often ask, don't try to lie to me! "

Zhou Heqing rubbed the center of his brows: "I see, Mom. You take your medicine and dialysis on time, don't worry about whether you have it or not."

Zhou's mother said: "Why can't I worry about it? Is there something wrong with your school? You won't continue to associate with that vixen behind my back, will you?"

Zhou Heqing glanced to the side, the sunlight split the gray blue, and landed on his curled eyelashes, which seemed to be filled with tears, Zhou Heqing's breathing slowed half a beat involuntarily.

He hurriedly said to his mother: "Mom, I'm in a hurry right now, I'll talk to you later." He threw the phone on the cabinet, and then covered it with his whole body. Only then did he understand what Xu Shanliang was talking about. say you Love Me."

The days are so muddled, Zhou Heqing seems to have found a delicate balance between his mother, Xu Jin, and Shining. On weekdays, he and Xu Jin accompany his mother to do dialysis, and then have a meal as a business trip, and then go back to Xu Shanliang cooked for him at home, stared at him before leaving after eating.Fortunately, his papers, large and small, have been published, and the supervisor turned a blind eye to the fact that the doctoral student who is about to graduate does not often appear in the studio.It's not that nothing good happened. At the end of the month, another famous university in Hai City sent him a job invitation. He was very satisfied with the annual salary subsidy, so he agreed immediately.He was just a lecturer at the beginning, but he is young and promising, and it is only a matter of time before he wants to get ahead.

He hung up the other party's phone, excitedly just wanting to celebrate. The first thing he thought of was Shining, so he opened the call history and wanted to call him. His fingertips slid on the screen for a long time, and in the long "Xu In "Jin", I found a less conspicuous "shine".

Zhou Heqing frowned, and secretly reflected that he had indeed paid less attention to Shining recently.

The other side picked it up quickly, and there seemed to be a faint human voice, and Zhou Heqing asked, "Where are you?"

Shining "ah", those noisy voices weakened: "Are you at home? What's the matter?"

Zhou Heqing stretched his brows and smiled: "Watching a movie?"

Shiny: "Yeah."

Zhou Heqing: "Let's go, clean up, I'll treat you to a big meal, and I've made an offer today!"

Shining was also a little happy. He first congratulated Zhou Heqing and then said: "Well... can't I eat at home? I don't really want to go out. We can choose to have it delivered."

It's not that he didn't want to go out, but he didn't dare to go out.

He didn't know when he started to feel scared, he was afraid that once he walked out of that "door" like thing, his dream would be shattered.

He always coaxed him, lied to him, and hugged and kissed him endlessly, thinking that life could go on.But they both know each other well that the harmony on the surface is just a hypocritical illusion, the thorn in their hearts, thinking that as long as they don't touch it, they can completely forget it.But that is a thorn, it is there horizontally, inserted on the tip of the heart, reminding you of its existence at every inadvertent moment.Even if the wind passes by, even if he is only chasing after the wind, it can make people feel heartbroken.

Xu Shanliang didn't know how long he could last in this sick relationship, he felt that he was going crazy.

He felt like a jealous wife, or like a wife who was not favored by her husband in a marriage relationship, guarding day and night in the home where they used to be full of laughter, day and night without being loved.He has become taciturn, and likes to stay at home and spend a lot of time reading books and watching movies. It seems that only when his mind is filled with other people's stories can he not feel how miserable his life is.

When Zhou Heqing came back, "Heartbeat" was playing on the screen.The delivery ordered at the restaurant hadn't arrived yet, so he sat on the lazy sofa and wrapped Xu Shanliang into his arms.He has no interest in movies, because he used to have a lot of homework and studies, and he had to spend a lot of time on the right things, but since Xu Shanliang wanted to watch it, he had no choice but to watch it with him.

He started watching it halfway through, didn't understand the preface, and wanted to start a conversation with Xu Shanliang, so he said something indiscriminately: "These two children are really interesting", "This is too coincidental", "I'm making up a story" and so on.

Xu Shanliang couldn't bear it anymore, and covered his mouth: "You are stupid, there are so many coincidences in this world, it's because she likes him so much."

Yeah, it's just that he likes him so much.

Zhou Heqing smiled and grabbed his hand and kissed it, "What you say is right."

The mobile phone in his pocket kept vibrating. Zhou Heqing took it out and glanced at it, then let go of Xu Shanliang's hand. He said, "I'm going to make a call." Then he turned and left the second floor.

Looking down from the hollow attic, one can clearly see all the actions of this young man, including his expression.He has grown up, and he is no longer like the eighteen or nineteen-year-old boy before. He is always full of gentleness and tolerance.When he looked at him, his eyes were always full of love and affection, as if he was looking at his young brother, but Xu Shanliang didn't want to be his younger brother.Now that he has grown up, he has learned to be patient and strong, he can be alone, and he can put heavy responsibilities on his shoulders, but he has forgotten how to love someone.

He didn't have time to talk to him, but he always made a lot of phone calls, hiding it, with evasive eyes, clearing his throat when he came back, and Xu Shanliang knew that he was going to see that woman again.

Sometimes it was said to be with mother, sometimes it was said to be urgent, but never once said it was to see Xu Jin.

But Xu Shanliang just knew that he was going to see that woman.

He lay on the ground, only showing two eyes looking down through the gap of the railing, and when Zhou Heqing looked over, he immediately shrank back.He is so handsome, it is hard for a woman not to be tempted.

There were footsteps in the stairwell, Shan Liang sat down again, and felt that this young and handsome man kissed her on the forehead, as if it was a little difficult to say: "My mother...knows about me..., so I have to go tonight Let's eat together, you..."

Xu Shanliang said, "You go."

Zhou Heqing felt relieved, "The delivery will arrive in a while, you can eat first, I ordered a lot of what you like, go to bed early at night, don't wait for me..."

Does he know it? Whenever he gets nervous and feels guilty, he talks a lot.

Xu Shanliang hugged the pillow and nodded, indicating that he knew.

After Zhou Heqing left, he turned off the movie and sat alone in the dark for a while. When the doorbell rang downstairs, he thought it was Zhou Heqing. When he opened the door and saw a stranger, he was stunned for a while before remembering. It was delivered from the hotel.

You see, even memory has deteriorated.

Durian barbecue double pizza, the top steak is still steaming, the black pepper sauce is packaged separately, there is a whole roast duck next to it, and some Korean fried chicken... Intermittently, there are always people coming, Chinese food, Western food, Korean style As for the Japanese food, Zhou Heqing seemed to be unsure what Xu Shanliang really liked to eat, so he ordered all their favorites.

But this is not what I like, Xu Shanliang sat at the dining table and thought blankly with a knife and fork, these are what you like, so I always order these things.

He cut a small piece of steak and put it in his mouth, and tore a little bit of pizza. The roast duck looked greasy. He only ate a little bit, and his stomach felt sick.

From 26:23 to 7:[-], Zhou Heqing stayed here for a total of [-] minutes, and they hugged each other for [-] minutes. Zhou Heqing said a total of six sentences to him, and the last sentence was - "Don't wait for me."

Xu Shanliang wiped his face with his hands, wiped all the wet marks on the tablecloth, and then buried himself in eating. He ate this sumptuous dinner until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

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