Chaoba

"What are you doing here?" Sui Qiqing quickly rolled his eyes away, showing a look of disgust.

When Sui Yiwei first saw Sui Qiqing, he almost didn't dare to recognize him.Sui Qiqing has grown a lot in stature, and is about to be compared to him. Sui Qiqing's hair on the left forehead is much longer than before, and even covers her eyes, looking a bit sinister.But what made Sui Yiwei even more unfamiliar was Sui Qiqing's eyes. Sui Qiqing's eyes were very cold, filled with the barriers of repelling people thousands of miles away, which made Sui Yiwei feel very uncomfortable.

Sui Yiwei still smiled, "I missed you, so I came with Grandpa Guojin." Sui Yiwei lowered his voice again, patted Sui Qiqing's shoulder, and deliberately pretended to be intimate, "Guojin is now Now that you have money, you can even drive a car."

Sui Qiqing turned his body calmly, "Go back, I'm fine."

"Hey," Sui Yiwei quickly grabbed him, "Well...you haven't had lunch yet, I made dumplings for you and brought them here. You can go back to school after eating."

As if afraid that Sui Qiqing would run away, Sui Yiwei hurriedly pushed him to the side of Guojin's car.In the car, Guojin, Guojin's daughter-in-law, and Tian Fang all came, and brought a roast chicken to Tian Yuan, who was gnawing on a chicken leg until his mouth was dripping with oil.

Seeing Sui Yiwei and Sui Qiqing approaching, Guojin got out of the car and opened the door.

"Grandpa, let Chou... Qiqing eat in your car, it's cold outside." Sui Yiwei pushed Sui Qiqing forward.

Guojin didn't speak, and pushed Sui Qiqing into the car.Sui Yiwei quickly took out a bag of steaming dumplings wrapped in a towel and a pair of chopsticks from the trunk and stuffed them into Sui Qiqing's hands, as if he was afraid of letting out the heat in the car, Sui Yiwei quickly closed the car door.Sui Qiqing stared blankly at Sui Yiwei outside the car window.

"Yiwei, why don't you come up too, it can fit even if it's crowded." Guojin said politely while leaning on the door next to the driver's seat.

"It's okay, I'm not cold. You can go up there too." Sui Yiwei waved his hand.

"This car is good for everything, but there are too few people in it." Guojin muttered and got into the car and closed the door.

Sui Qiqing looked out of the window and Sui Qiqing panicked even more, he wanted to go down, he couldn't watch Sui Yiwei suffer from the cold outside.

As soon as he touched the handle of the car, Sui Qiqing saw Sui Yiwei's half of his body was pressed against the car door, his face leaned against the car window, he tilted his head and smiled at him, then pointed to the dumpling in his hand, vaguely Listen to him say: "Hurry up and eat while it's hot."

Only then did Sui Qiqing think of the dumplings in his hand, even though he was holding them with a towel, Sui Qiqing still felt that the dumplings were so hot that his hands hurt.

Sui Qiqing finally opened the bag, took a dumpling and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing for a long time before swallowing it.

Guojin's family persuaded Tian Yuan to eat harder, and at the same time asked him about the school affairs, and no one cared about Sui Yiwei outside the car.Looking at this warm family, Sui Qiqing was jealous, but he was not jealous for himself, but for Sui Yiwei.Why Sui Yiwei can only stand outside the car, why Sui Yiwei can't have such a family, why no one loves him... Sui Qiqing suddenly thought of what he had sworn in his heart a long time ago, that he would I feel sorry for Sui Yiwei, but, as time goes by and people's hearts change, he still forgot his oath after all, he still abandoned him after all...how could he abandon his brother?The wall that Sui Qiqing built between himself and Sui Yiwei in the past two years finally began to collapse, and Sui Qiqing felt that his persistence in the past two years had become a complete joke.At first, he thought that he would not suffer for the rest of his life if he stayed away from Sui Yiwei, but now he knew that only by not letting go of Sui Yiwei could he not suffer in this life.Sui Yiwei pushed him into this warm place self-righteously, and suffered the cold alone; but Sui Qiqing felt that the car was not warm at all, and it made him flustered, he would rather stand in the cold wind with Sui Yiwei.Thinking of this, Sui Qiqing also understood, he never let go of Sui Yiwei at all, he wanted him, he had to get him.

After finally making this completely opposite decision in her heart, Sui Qiqing suddenly understood, as if her heart had been filled with honey, and finally felt a little bit of sweetness from the aftertaste of Coptis chinensis in the past two years.

Sui Qiqing looked up at Sui Yiwei outside the window again, Sui Yiwei was holding his cotton jacket tightly and stamping his feet.Sui Qiqing knocked on the window, and when Sui Yiwei noticed it, he smiled at him.Sui Yiwei hurriedly made a strange face at him.

Sui Qiqing lowered his head again, stared wide-eyed and ate the dumplings vigorously, stuffing them into his mouth one by one, even though his stomach felt sick, he still swallowed them all.After the dumpling that weighed more than a catty rolled into the belly, Sui Qiqing sniffed and exhaled inwardly, but fortunately, there was no embarrassment.

Just as Sui Qiqing was about to open the door, Guojin suddenly turned to look at him and said, "Qiqing, I have something to tell you, but I'm afraid you won't like it."

Sui Qiqing paused, "Grandpa, just say it, I'll listen."

Guojin cleared his throat, "Yiwei, although sometimes he's kind, but it's for others. For you, that's really nothing to say. You study well, and you will be promising in the future. You must take good care of yourself." Your brother. Your brother, the past few years...have been difficult. You can't be without a conscience, right?"

After Sui Qiqing listened carefully, he glanced at Sui Yiwei outside the window, then looked at Guojin and said, "I know everything. I will love my brother well in the future." After a long time, Sui Qiqing realized that he knew everything. have no idea.

After getting out of the car and breathing in the dry cold air, Sui Qiqing felt that his chest was less oppressed, and his eye sockets were no longer so moist.

Sui Yiwei sent Sui Qiqing off to the school gate.Sui Yiwei wanted to find something to say, but he just realized that this kid suddenly became too strange to him, so unfamiliar that Sui Yiwei was a little afraid of him.So Sui Yiwei thought for a long time and didn't know what to say.Alas, it's better to be an ugly child when I was a child, Sui Yiwei sighed silently.

"Brother, which school do you want me to apply for?" Sui Qiqing suddenly turned her head and said.

Sui Yiwei was taken aback by that "Brother", and the kid never called "Brother" again after the incident.Sui Yiwei was a little flattered.

"I... know what, why don't we report to Beijing? Those who go there are all promising." Sui Yiwei said tentatively.

Sui Qiqing frowned and stopped talking. When he was in the IFC car, he made up his mind to enroll in a school closer to home.But Sui Yiwei...

Sui Yiwei thought that what he said had offended Sui Qiqing again, so he was too scared to say any more.

"Okay, brother, I'll listen to you." Sui Qiqing said after a while.He thought, since he and his brother have been separated for so long, they will be able to go home at least twice a year when they go to college in the future, so they should be able to bear it.

Sui Yiwei only nodded in agreement, not daring to say more.

After finally walking to the school gate, Sui Yiwei just wanted to leave when Sui Qiqing grabbed a hand.Only then did Sui Qiqing notice that Sui Yiwei's hands were rough and swollen, and his five fingers were cracked from the cold.

Sui Yiwei looked up at him.Sui Qiqing's action was completely ignorant, so he was a little embarrassed, but he still held onto his hand and did not let go, "Is everything all right at home? Master, is he still in good health?"

"Yeah." Sui Yiwei patted him on the shoulder with the other hand, "It's all pretty good. You just have to learn what you do seriously. We have a brother at home."

"Brother..." Sui Qiqing was still holding on to Sui Yiwei, gently touched a cracked opening, bit the corner of his lips after a long time and said, "When I finish the college entrance examination, you can pick me up... I'm so homesick, come and take me home."

Sui Yiwei took out his hand and patted his forehead, and smiled, "Okay, brother already knows. Come in quickly."

Sui Qiqing put his brother's hot hand into his pocket, and smacked his mouth, what was the stuffing of the dumpling he ate just now?It seems to be his favorite pork with cabbage?The corners of Sui Qiqing's mouth turned up, his heart seemed to have turned into a sparrow, and it was about to fly out of his chest.

Perhaps because Sui Yiwei has been so kind to him these years, Sui Qiqing almost forgot how his brother lied to him back then, and also forgot his true face - a liar full of lies.

Sui Yiwei finally broke his promise, he failed to bring Sui Qiqing home.

Different from the senior high school entrance examination three years ago, Sui Qiqing's high school entrance examination was a crucial step in his life.Sui Qiqing thought over and over again and decided to live up to the high expectations of Sui Yiwei and all the teachers, and applied to the highest university in J province. He wanted to get closer to Sui Yiwei.Before, he was able to build a weak heart wall for himself, separating him and Sui Yiwei.After the wall of his heart collapsed, he found that he couldn't do it now, he couldn't stop thinking about Sui Yiwei every day.He thought that he had missed so much time with him, and this life was so short, he really didn't want to waste it.

In the half a year before the college entrance examination, Sui Qiqing made a detailed life plan, planning how he would love Sui Yiwei throughout his life.

After the bell rang for the end of the college entrance examination, Sui Qiqing calmly handed in the last answer sheet.He thought that he was going to start another journey of his life properly. During this journey, he would take Sui Yiwei well and walk with him well, and he would never let him go astray again.

Sui Qiqing hurried back to the dormitory, packed her luggage, and carefully tied the three stacks of tall books accumulated over the past three years with ropes.It took Sui Qiqing three times to move all his things to the school gate, and then he sat on the grass beside him obediently and waited.Cicadas in midsummer are annoying, and the glare of the sun leaves green and red circles in the eyes.Sui Qiqing wiped the sweat from his forehead, feeling unprecedented ease and joy.The whole school gate is chaotic, leaflets and test papers are floating everywhere, parents carrying heavy luggage are accompanied by happy or sad students holding washbasins. They have finally finished the most fulfilling time in their lives so far. This period of time is mostly a little nectar in tears and sweat, but many years later, when they look back on the past, these three years will always be a threshold that will be singled out and talked about.Sui Qiqing thought to himself, always felt that the three years of high school still left a lot of regrets. During most of this time, the intersection between him and Sui Yiwei was blank, and he suddenly wanted to know, what was Sui Yiwei's three years How did you live? When he comes, you must ask him carefully.

The flow of people and vehicles outside the school gate gradually dissipated, and the setting sun approached dizzily, and the short tree shadows were infinitely elongated, prolonging the silence on the street.Sui Qiqing stared at the long road, and now he felt in a trance that maybe the road had no end, otherwise why the person he was waiting for hadn't come to him.

Sui Qiqing picked at the nails on his fingers, with a forced smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.He thought that Sui Yiwei would come, and he promised himself.When Sui Yiwei comes, he will tell Sui Yiwei that he did well in the exam, really, he will definitely be able to enter the university, and he will fight for face, really, really.

Sui Qiqing lowered his head in the darkness, and after he had made sufficient preparations for the possible happiness, happiness turned a corner in front of him skillfully, flashing him into the abyss of pain.Sure enough, he didn't deserve happiness, and Sui Yiwei didn't want him anymore.