Time flies, eyebrows become books

【9】

We have separated campuses since the sophomore year. I am still in this campus, and he went to another campus. There is a certain distance between the two campuses, so we have less time to see each other, but we still talk on the phone often, and we know each other's status. The roommates also know that he is my super buddy, so they are used to our constant conversation on the phone.Sometimes, I think it's okay, I'm grateful that we can get along so close, even if there is another layer of desire in my heart, but now this state has satisfied me.

One weekend in the second semester of my sophomore year, I went to play with him.That day when we went shopping and went back to his dormitory, we saw a pink package on his desk as soon as we entered the door. I was taken aback for a moment, and seeing his unnatural expression, I joked, "Wow, what is this? Could it be a gift from a beautiful woman?" What?" In fact, this was just my unintentional statement, and it was a bit tentative, but the roommate across from him suddenly poked his head out from under the mosquito net, and joked with a smile: "Your girlfriend is looking for you again, so you should hurry up." Eat these." He was full of smiles, but I felt his face was hideous.I know this is a psychological effect. I heard the words Ziqi girlfriend for the first time, and I found it particularly harsh.

I saw that Ziqi's face darkened, and he hurriedly said, "Don't talk nonsense, it's not my girlfriend." Then he pushed the pink package aside, didn't open it to see what was inside, and just sorted out the shopping spoils by himself.His roommate may also feel disappointed, so he stuck his head back and stopped talking. The atmosphere dropped to freezing point in an instant. I was curious and depressed, so I could only go to the balcony to have a breeze.

After tidying up for a while, Ziqi came over and asked me to go out for dinner, and we walked out, he bowed his head in silence, I was a little at a loss, remembering the time in high school when rumors about him went viral, I would also be at a loss when I saw him.It feels like history is repeating itself, but I don't want to be as wimpy as I was back then.

"What's the matter? Handsome guy, which girl is stalking you again?" It was a half-joking temptation.

"No, don't make fooling around."

"I don't even know who it is, how can I make a fuss?"

"Do you really want to know who it is?" He suddenly turned his face and said to me sternly.

He has always been gentle towards people, and he seldom blushes towards me, so his attitude at this time really shocked me. I thought how annoying this girl was to him, so I stopped joking.

【10】

Time passed quickly. When I was in my junior year, many students around me began to consider their future choices. Some were preparing for postgraduate entrance examinations, and some were preparing to go abroad, and I belonged to the category of preparing for work.When I was in college, I applied for a bursary, and my grandma was old and often suffered from illness. I should share the burden with the family, and at the same time, I wanted to be independent as soon as possible.Therefore, in addition to normal study, juniors also participated in some skill tests and extracurricular practice.It's not time for Ziqi to think about these things, but their studies are relatively heavy, so he is also relatively busy.An internship location in the second semester of my junior year is not far from his campus, so I often go to him after the internship.

I remember that the weather was sweltering that day, and it started to rain heavily as soon as I arrived at the school gate. I quickly found a roof to hide from the rain, and then called him, but no one answered the phone, so I had to give up, hoping that the rainstorm would stop soon.Being idle, I casually looked at the pedestrians coming in and out, but even if I was absent-minded, I could recognize him at a glance.

He was holding the umbrella we bought together, and there was a girl next to him. The canopy of the umbrella was tilted towards the girl, covering half of his face, but his gentlemanly way of holding the umbrella made me jealous and secretly uneasy.

I didn't stop them, I stood there like a wooden man, I thought this day will come sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, no matter how much I want to keep the space between each other, but I also know that sooner or later it will be broken, like There is a hint in my heart. Since the last pink package, I have had a sense of déjà vu, knowing that happiness will disappear through my fingers, but enjoying a moment of happiness with the attitude of drinking poison to quench my thirst.

I didn't know how long I stood there, when suddenly my phone rang, and Ziqi's name suddenly appeared. I didn't know whether to answer it or not, but I kept hearing the music cut off.After a while, the phone rang again. I picked it up lightly, and said "Hello" in a hoarse voice. He seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then asked, "What's wrong? The internship is over?" I feel that I don't have the courage to meet him now. He could only lie unconvincingly and said: "Well, I wanted to ask you something just now, it's fine now. I'm eating out, it's a bit noisy, so hang up first." I hung up the phone in a hurry, thinking that he must It didn't make sense, but at the moment I couldn't care about that, and ran away wantonly in the heavy rain.

Maybe it rained too much that night, and I had a fever the next day.I was lying in the dormitory all the time, and I didn't answer Ziqi's calls. My roommates also noticed my strangeness and asked me if there was something wrong at home. I denied them one by one, but I didn't want to explain.Ziqi appeared in front of me on the third day of my illness. I remembered that he should have a lot of classes that day, so I blurted out: "Don't you have class today?" Seeing my sickness, he said angrily, "You still don't care. These?" I was speechless for a while.

He didn't ask any questions, just let me lie down, and then found my thermometer.

"Why didn't you tell me you were sick?"

"You're not a cure-all." I teased him.

"That's better than you. What medicine did you take? Did you go to the hospital?" He asked while handing me the thermometer, motioning for me to measure it.Then he asked about his condition again, and I answered obediently.In any case, as soon as he appeared, I was like grabbing a buoy, and my hope was rekindled.I know this is undoubtedly drinking poison to quench thirst, but I can't stop.

"I have a low-grade fever." He looked carefully at the thermometer, "I'll go out and buy you something to eat." After saying that, he went out with his bag, and came back with two big bags of things in his hand.

"What did you buy? So much."

"Seeing that you've lost weight, you must have not eaten well these days. If you don't eat, you're getting better very slowly." He took out everything and tidied it up. "I bought some fruit, milk, and some bread for you. I know you will be lazy and don't like it. And this medicine is very useful for colds. Take it on time. Get up, I packed porridge There are also side dishes.” He seriously put out all the porridge and side dishes, and I suddenly felt wronged, so I couldn’t hold back and blurted out, “You are not my wife, why are you so wordy.” After I finished speaking, I regretted it, and the whole room seemed like a mess. It was very quiet, he was a little shocked, and looked at me blankly, I had never yelled at him like this before, I knew I was wrong, and I was speechless.

It was he who spoke first and resolved the embarrassment, "Why are you sick and your temper is growing?"

"Hehe..." I could only laugh dryly, step down from the stage, and defend myself: "I'm afraid that if you are such a mother-in-law, you won't be able to find a wife in the future."

"You don't understand. Girls nowadays like gentle and delicate ones. You should be worried about not being able to find them if you are such a big bastard." The corners of his mouth were raised, with an innocent and smug expression on his face, and he really stabbed me in the heart.Yes, naturally I can't find it, you are so dazzling, how can you understand my thoughts.

He dawdled for a long time that day, and it was getting dark, so I urged him to leave quickly, or there would be no car.He laughed and said, "Why don't I stay and supervise you for two days, or if I leave, you'll have to muddle through again."

"I'm not a child, whoever wants you to urge me, please go."

"Are you really all right by yourself?"

"What could be the matter? It's just a cold, and I'm in good health!" In order to prove the credibility of the words, he subconsciously patted his chest, and his throat tickled, and he coughed.

"Come on, you're just like Lin Daiyu now, what are you pretending to do?" He was a little annoyed, and quickly asked me to lie down, "Don't be brave, tell everyone if you have something to do, don't carry it alone, I will meet you outside Roommate, they say that something is wrong with you recently, even if you are sick, you will not tell, people will think that something happened to your family. You are so out of group." He raised his eyelids a few times, looking like an old master preaching.When I thought about it, I couldn’t help but smile bitterly, “I don’t fit in”, yes, I almost forgot what a misfit I am. I have been alone since I was a child, and I have gone through countless springs and autumns by myself. He is very important to me. Like a ray of sunshine, it illuminates my whole youth.But this kind of light is gradually fading away, will it make me wander in the dark again?

My mood is flickering, it will be sunny because of a greeting from him, and it will be cloudy because of a memory.I deeply feel that I am hypocritical, but I can't help but speculate, and I am trapped in repeated emotions, hurting myself.

"Go back quickly, there will be no car if it is later." Although he was reluctant, but seeing that it was not early, he could only urge him to go back quickly.But he helped me tidy up my things in a leisurely manner, "No hurry, I won't be going back today." I suddenly felt a thump in my heart, hearing this without warning, I didn't know how to respond.Seeing that I didn't respond, he got excited and leaned over with a hippie smile, "What? Are you scared? Haha, I'm going to rely on you today, and I won't go back. What do you think? I'll squeeze with you tonight This little bed, hahahaha..." Hearing his pretentious laughter, I felt uneasy.I have to admit that I have fantasized and fantasized countless times, but when I heard him say that, I was actually terrified, and I couldn't help but show a cowardly attitude.He smiled playfully, looked me up and down, gradually put away his smile, and said: "Just kidding with you, I scared you, and I won't eat you again. Don't worry, when I went out to buy medicine, I just booked a room at XX, and I won’t go back tonight, I’ll leave tomorrow.” Hearing what he said, his eyes couldn’t help getting wet, and he still cared about me silently as always.

That night, he stayed with me until almost ten o'clock and got up to go back to the hotel. The roommates were not there, so I asked him to stay later, and he said, "No, you're still sick, you'd better go to bed early! I'll go back first, I'll buy you breakfast tomorrow morning." After he left, I tossed and turned, feeling the loneliness of the empty dormitory, maybe it was just an excuse, so I gave up thinking, packed a backpack without hesitation, and went out to find him.

He was surprised when he opened the door, and shouted with wide eyes, "Why are you here?" I pretended to be calm, "Let me check to see if your behavior is correct." "Fuck you, what nonsense. I've always stood up and stood the test." He put on a righteous look and made me laugh, and let me into the room.I probed my head and checked deliberately, but he slapped the back of my head with a palm, "I'm sick, and I ran out and wandered around."

"Hehe, it's so boring, and I can't sleep." I threw my backpack on the table and fell on my back on the bed, "So I thought it would be good to come to your place to watch TV."

"Well, I'm really promising, I just ran out to watch TV." While beating me, he threw the remote control to me. "Do you want some fruit?" He pointed to a corner of the table with his finger.

"Oh, thank goodness I'm here, why don't you secretly buy so many delicious things and hide them."

"What nonsense, I wanted to bring these to you tomorrow morning, but I didn't expect you to be in such a hurry to come and eat them." He continued to tease me, but I ignored them, staring at the fruits and beckoning him to wash them.He was very self-conscious, and went into the bathroom with the bag in hand.

The gurgling sound of the water made me feel very warm. We kissed like a family, but there were many secrets that could not be revealed.After he washed the fruit, we lazily fell on the bed and watched TV while eating fruit, chatting nonsense with each other.

Soon after 11 o'clock, I was a little hesitant whether to rush back or just stay here.I was undecided and wanted to wait for him to speak first, but he kept silent, neither urging me to leave nor telling me to stay, and I felt restless.

In the end, I still reluctantly motioned to leave.He froze for a moment, with a faint smile on his face, "You have come to throw yourself into your arms, how can you just let you go back like this?" Listening to the chirping sound on the TV.He suddenly burst into laughter, slapped my head with a pillow, and joked, "It's burning, why don't you go out?" I could only laugh louder and slap harder to cover up my embarrassing emotions.Suddenly he took off the pillow I slapped on his head, and said seriously, "Go wash up, people who are sick should go to bed early." I obediently obeyed and went to take a bath, and washed slowly, falling into complicated thoughts .

"Yu Sheng, Yu Sheng" I suddenly heard him calling me outside, as if waking up from a dream, I replied, "What are you doing?" "You have been washing for too long, I thought you fainted, come out quickly." Only then did I realize that I had been moaning for a long time, so I quickly put on my clothes and slipped out. When I opened the door, I bumped into his arms. He touched my forehead, "Are you okay? Are you dizzy?" I could only Answer, "A little bit, I'm all confused." He was very worried, helped me to lie on the bed, then covered me with a quilt, and then went to get me a towel to cover my forehead. He was so considerate that I wanted to cry. I want to yell, I want to question him without hesitation, who is that girl, and who gave that gift.But in the end I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything, and I was so cowardly that I shed tears when he went to take a shower. I think I really love him, and I think I will love him forever.

That night passed peacefully. I fell asleep quickly because of a cold and dizziness. When I woke up the next day, he had already bought breakfast and waited for me to wake up. We had breakfast, and he answered a phone call. gone back.I also packed up my things and wandered around the campus in a leisurely manner. I feel relaxed, and the cold seems to be over soon, but can love pass like a cold?

Later, he sent text messages to urge me to continue to take medicine to consolidate the curative effect, and my cold was cured. He was also busy with college affairs and did not come back.