Time flies, eyebrows become books

【8】

Time passed inadvertently, and the vacation was over. At the strong request of my mother, he went back to school by plane first, and I went back by train.

The train was late that day, and it was supposed to arrive at the station after four o'clock in the afternoon, but it was five hours late and arrived at the station at almost nine o'clock.Sitting with a sore back and a sore back, I dragged my suitcase out of the platform and was in a hurry to catch the bus back to school, but was suddenly grabbed by a hand.

"Scared me, why are you here?" I saw his ears and hands were red from the cold, "Why don't you wear more? It's very cold today!" Seeing him at this moment, I feel distressed.He was originally thin, but in the wind, his messy hair and misty eyelashes made me feel sorry for him, and I couldn't help but pull him into my arms.He was obviously a little startled, stunned for a moment, then smirked and said, "I wanted to surprise you, but I scared myself, ha ha." I suddenly realized that I was still hugging him, so I quickly changed my position and slipped my hand onto his shoulders, draped like a brother.He continued to say excitedly: "It's not cold during the day and the sun is still there. It's fine when you go out. Who knows, the weather will change later. I wanted to buy a dress, but I'm not sure how late you are, so I'm afraid I'll miss it." I didn’t go there.” I looked at him with a pure smile on his face, and silently made up my mind to start a part-time job next semester, and then buy a mobile phone, so I can’t let him be unable to contact me and wait foolishly.

At that time, mobile phones were not very common among students. He had them, but I didn’t. But the dormitories had phones, and I didn’t think it was too inconvenient, so I didn’t think about it, but now I feel it’s very necessary.

In the next semester, our classes will obviously increase, especially his pressure is relatively high. His major is full of talents, not to mention everyone is very hardworking. Some people set a lot of goals when they entered college. He is also a People with strong self-esteem are naturally unwilling to lag behind, so we will have a lot less time to meet next semester.In addition, I found two part-time tutoring jobs, and I didn't have time for him to ask me to meet several times.

He knew I was working part-time, and one Saturday night he suddenly ran downstairs to my part-time job and waited for me, "Why are you here?"

"I'm waiting for you!"

Hearing what he said, I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart, and took the opportunity to put it on his shoulder and said, "Oh, it's like three autumns apart."

Seeing me making fun of him, I quickly waved my hand away, "Come on, I have something to ask you."

Seeing his serious face, he was startled, and immediately put away his hippie smile and asked, "What's wrong?"

He hesitated a little, and said slowly: "It's nothing, it's just that you've worked hard recently!"

I was a little confused, not sure whether he was telling the truth or irony, "What do you mean?"

"You do so many part-time jobs, did something happen to you?" His eyes flickered, and he drifted into the distance.I suddenly understood what he meant, he was still the same, even if he cared, he was restrained.I don't want to worry him, and I don't think there's any need to hide anything, even if I tell him, he won't know the secret behind it.

"What are you thinking about? I just want to buy a mobile phone, relying on my own labor, hehe, it's amazing! Labor is the most glorious..." I made a scene with him with a playful smile, and he was obviously a little surprised. But try to tease me as quietly as possible, "Oh, it's amazing! I've stepped into the realm of self-reliance, I'm ashamed of myself!" He smiled and bowed to me, winking playfully, "I thought you wanted to pick someone up Beauty, such a waste of sleep and food." He deliberately emphasized the sound of the word "labor", and I laughed secretly, I really want to have sex, but it's not the beauty, but you.

Since he knew my plan and schedule, he rarely came to see me again, just hung up the phone to my dormitory occasionally, or took some time to have dinner together on weekends.Although I often can't help but think about him, I think it's fine now, a bit like a tragic protagonist who is intoxicated in a desperate secret love and is alone in pain and happiness.

I found that since the last physical contact, it became more and more difficult for me to restrain my urge to hug him. Every time I saw him, I made more movements for no reason. I didn’t need to lean on him at all. If I need to catch up, I will take the opportunity to catch up with him, and I can't help but want to get close to him.Therefore, I am more and more afraid of seeing him, afraid that one day I will make some absurd move and ruin our friendship for many years.

Time was lost without knowing it. After most of the next semester, my part-time job has almost come to an end. With the first money I earned hard, I happily bought a mobile phone, and then chose another one for him. folder.After returning home at night, I couldn't wait to call him, but after the call was connected, it was not him who spoke.

"Hi, hello! Find Ziqi. He's gone to take a shower. I'll ask him to call you back when he comes back." His voice was very magnetic and his words were very polite, but it made me feel jealous.

I think it should be him again, we met once, when I went to Ziqi's dormitory to look for him, I met this person, named "Lin Sen".He is Ziqi's upper bunk roommate. He looks simple and honest on the outside, but he speaks witty words like pearls, which can liven up the atmosphere.When I went to their dormitory that time, I saw him talking non-stop, and he could always make Ziqi laugh out loud.I admit that I am a little cautious, because Ziqi has a good personality, so he has many friends. I didn't mind this before, but for some reason, I just have a grudge against Lin Sen.

I didn't expect him to answer the phone, because even I would not answer the phone for him without Ziqi's absence, so I was a little annoyed, I don't know if it was my own twisting, or they were more familiar than I imagined.

After hanging up the phone, I waited sullenly for his call back. After waiting for almost an hour, there was no movement, and I couldn't help but feel angry.He obviously left his name, and it is impossible for him to take a bath for so long, so why didn't he call back? Didn't Lin Sen tell him?Various thoughts swirled in my mind, and the more I thought about it, the more depressed I became. I couldn't help but turn off my phone, put on my running shoes and go for a run on the playground.Thinking about it now, I feel that I was like a young girl who was in love at that time, unable to face my feelings correctly, playing blindly and recklessly like a prisoner, and making each other scarred.

I don't know how many laps I ran, and I was so tired that I was sweating profusely. I sat slumped on the playground, holding my mobile phone in a daze, like a battle of one person, and all kinds of thoughts were in chaos.When I sat with my crossed legs numb, I realized that it was time to go back. Just as I was about to walk out of the playground gate with a tired body and mind, I bumped into him head-on.It's surprise, joy, resentment, sadness, no, it's nothing, but deep shame.The moment I saw him, all the previous complicated emotions disappeared, only deep shame.Ashamed of my small belly, ashamed of my emotions, ashamed of my unreasonable troubles.

"I called you back, why did you turn off the phone?" I looked at the thin sweat dripping from his forehead, looked at his anxious face, and knew that I had done another stupid thing.I find it both funny and sad, this is just a fight between trapped beasts, a one-man show, and he is the male protagonist who was dragged in by me and doesn't even know the script.I didn't know how to explain my unbelievable behavior, so I hurriedly made up a reason that made me feel guilty after hearing it, "That...the phone is out of battery."

He glanced at the mobile phone in my hand, didn't ask any more questions, just said that the door was closing, let's go.As we spoke, we walked back, we were silent all the way, looking at his back, and for the first time felt that this partner who had been with me for many years was so familiar yet so strange.

We didn't say anything about it afterwards, he just kept my number silently and contacted me with his mobile phone later.