Time flies, eyebrows become books

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The time in high school flies by quickly, and the third year of high school arrives as scheduled in our expectations and fears.Not long after the third year of high school started, I felt that the learning atmosphere was different. Everyone was motivated to study, and the teacher often reminded me. The whole atmosphere was filled with torment.Various weekly exams and monthly exams overwhelmed us, so we seldom chatted and played with friends.Although Ziqi and I are close at hand, we seldom meet each other. The pressure of their class is greater than ours. Various papers are distributed every day, and various tasks are waiting to be completed.Dinner is often done hastily, and then stuck in the classroom for evening self-study.At that time, I felt that I was a robot, and my brain began to show off. In addition to doing questions and correcting mistakes, I still did questions and corrected mistakes.The initial ranking test can also cause turbulent waves in my heart, but later it is almost numb, and I have a calm state of mind.The third year of high school is indeed gray, but for me, the most gloomy thing is not the monotonous study, but another thing.

Towards the end of the last semester, there was an incident related to the child term that spread in our grade.There was a girl who was a year younger than ours was so enthusiastic and bold that she confessed her love to Ziqi.It was Sunday, and it was also his birthday, so we had to make up lessons.I heard that during the rest of self-study that night, Ziqi went to buy drinks with his classmates, and was stopped by the girl on the way, who gave him a hand-woven scarf, confessed that he must chase him, and gave him a hug before leaving etc.He never personally told me what happened that night, I just heard it, there were all kinds of gossip about him and that girl during that time, I didn't ask him, and he didn't say anything.This is how we get along, both intimate and distant.Generally, boys like to talk about girls when they are together. I also chat with others, but we basically don’t talk, as if this is our taboo.

I have to admit that this rumor really affected my emotions at the time. I was curious about what he did with the gift, whether they had known each other for a long time, the girl's appearance, and his attitude towards this matter.Even with so much curiosity, I refrained from asking, as if I vaguely knew what I was worried about and what I wanted to avoid.

After all, the third year of high school was tense, and any rumors were just spices. As the end of the semester approached, their affairs were gradually forgotten, and I buried it in the most secret place in my heart.

During the winter vacation that year, we occasionally made appointments to play together.One day he suddenly asked me which school I wanted to take the exam. I didn’t know what school I wanted to go to. I said I hadn’t made up my mind yet. In fact, I really didn’t think about it. The busy schoolwork made me feel numb. Schoolwork is like a screw on the assembly line. I just go to it every day. Twist, but forgot why to twist.For me, the ideal is a matter of going with the flow. I don't set a lofty goal, but I don't care where I can go.He said he wanted to be admitted to M University and wanted to visit a city he had never been to, and asked me if I wanted to be admitted to that school as well.I thought to myself, it would be great if I could go to that school. Considering my state, it is not impossible to pass the exam, but it is still very difficult to get a good major.I laughed at him, "Your tone is not small! The goal is ambitious, but you should be fine." He was a little embarrassed, and said, "It's not that you have to go. Where do you want to take the exam? Or I can go where you want to go." Place." At that time, I felt a little bit in my heart, I didn't understand what he meant, he might also feel a little abrupt, and he was embarrassed to explain that he could go anywhere, anyway, he wanted to leave home to experience experience.I laughed at him because he didn't know the blessings while he was in the blessings, so he insisted on leaving his parents and wandering around.I saw the honesty and sincerity in his eyes, as if he really wanted to go to the same school as me, I couldn’t bear to hurt him, and I didn’t want him to take the exam with me, so I said, “Well, don’t underestimate me, it’s M University! , we took the test and won it in one fell swoop. Hahaha..." I myself felt that the laughter was a bit dry and lacked confidence.But he really had a good laugh, like we made a deal.

He is such a simple and complex individual, he will be very happy for the formal agreement, like a child, and he will come up with some thoughts that I didn't think of, disturbing my mood, I don't know if he did it on purpose or not made.

In the second half of the semester, I have been working very hard, working hard for that promise.Thinking about it, this is our second agreement. When I was first promoted, I made a silent determination in my heart to enter his high school, and now I am starting to move forward with the goal he set.This is our way of getting along. He usually does not argue, and is definitely a mild-mannered person, so sometimes I feel like a big brother, but in fact I am very dependent on him. Every time at a critical moment, he is always the most able to make up his mind People are also the most determined people.His sense of security is innate, and mine is incomplete.