Time flies, eyebrows become books

【4】

He is really the brightest person in my life, simple, joyful, free and easy and other youthful qualities that I don’t have. I don’t understand why he treats me so well, why he keeps covering me, I don’t understand Many, many... In fact, it is the lack of security. If you can't have it, you will lose it. If you have it, you are afraid of losing it.I don't know where it came from, but he just got lost in this emotion.

In the third year of junior high school, he strongly suggested that I apply for the high school department of his school. He said that he would go directly to higher education, and then we would be in the same school, maybe we could still be in the same class.Every time I smile, I am noncommittal. In fact, of course I also want to study in his school, but I still have no confidence. Although I am currently at the top of the grade, I also know the level of my school, so I dare not expect too much.But secretly, that year I also worked very hard. I got up early and went to bed late, and the recess between classes was too wasteful. I silently vowed in my heart that I must be admitted to his school.

The hard work paid off, and I did get promoted to his school in the end, but we were in different classes, he was in the key class, and I was in the ordinary class, but even so I felt very satisfied, at least we were finally in the same school.We all chose to live on campus. On the one hand, it was because the school was far away, and on the other hand, I didn’t want to go home, because my family had always been deserted, and I was afraid of the depressive loneliness.He said that he chose to live on campus because he wanted to become independent, so that he would not have to go back and listen to his mother's nagging every day.He didn't know how much I envied that concerned nagging.

We are not in the same dormitory, but on the same floor. I don’t often go to his dormitory. I feel a little inferior. I am surrounded by people who are very good at studying. I often discuss various difficult problems. I feel that I am out of place.I never let him know about these humble thoughts. He is so sunny and simple, so he probably can't understand my feelings.However, he often came to my dormitory and had a hot fight with my roommates. I am very happy to have such an atmosphere, and I feel that he is driving me to integrate into the roommates.

【5】

I don't know when, he has grown very tall. Although I am no longer the short one in elementary school, I am still a little shorter than him.He has been good-looking since he was a child, and he has stepped into the ranks of handsome guys in high school. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a school girl.Walking with him, I also feel that Bel has a face, which often attracts envious eyes, and many girls stop to look at him.I sometimes tease him about it, but he is very calm and never pays attention to it.Some people may think he is aloof, but I know him well, he is just a simple child, he is silly and happy all day long, and he feels a little heartless.He didn't know anything about feelings at all at the time, he just knew how to play crazy with a group of boys.I really admire him, he is very smart, even if he doesn't work too hard, he can maintain a high ranking, and he has been learning the piano, and he has reached the tenth grade when he graduated from high school.So in front of him, I have always had some low self-esteem. I am the kind of very ordinary and ordinary person. It takes a lot of hard work to get what I want, and sometimes it is futile.

One day in the second semester of the second year of high school, a group of us were playing basketball. He was slammed into by a big guy in our grade, and he was thrown far away. We were so scared that we rushed to send him to the hospital.But he said it was fine, it was just a scratch, just go to the school doctor for a look.Later, I was the school doctor who accompanied him. His right arm and palm were scratched. The wound on the palm was quite deep, and some sand and sand had entered, and his knee was also scratched.I didn't dare to look at it while the doctor was disinfecting it, and it hurt just thinking about it.

"Let's go to the hospital, it's not enough to simply disinfect and bandage like this," I suggested to him after coming out of the school doctor's office.He looked heartless and couldn't shirk it.

A few days later, his wounds did not improve, and some places began to fester. A group of us bombarded him in turn, threatening him that if he didn't go, he would fester.The big man also heard about this. One day, he and I went to buy snacks for evening self-study. The big man came to him, stared at his wound with guilt on his face, and asked him how the wound was.I suddenly felt resentful, and thought, it took so long to come to Guan to ask, it's too fake!I was about to get angry, but was blocked by Ziqi's words, "It's okay, everything will be fine soon, don't mind."I stared at him fiercely, wondering if he was sick, and if he wanted to be a saint, he didn't need to wrong himself so much.At this time, the big man hesitated to take out a large amount of money from his trouser pocket, and said sadly, "I only have so much money on me right now. You can take it to see a doctor first, and tell me if you don't have enough money." I could hardly hear a few words, and his voice was getting weaker and weaker.Suddenly my face was hot and I was very embarrassed. I am a person who suffers from embarrassment. I am most afraid of encountering such a scene.My face was burning hot, Ziqi broke the silence and eased the embarrassing atmosphere. "Oh, do you think I'm a brother? It's too alien to say this. If you still want to be friends, don't talk about it. I'm fine. I'll go and see if I have something to do." "Well, you still hold it Well, although it’s not much..." The big man hesitated to hand the money to Ziqi, but he pawned it back, "If you do this again, don’t play with me in the future." I obviously felt that the big man was a little bit Moved, he put the money back into his trouser pocket abruptly, skipped our sight and looked at the dark night behind.Facts have proved that Ziqi's inadvertent gentleness still played an unexpected role. The big guy got very close to us later and became a close friend who talked about everything. This matter finally came to an end after Ziqi sneaked into the hospital silently. .

Neither of us mentioned it, and I didn't even ask him if he was so stubborn about not going to the hospital because he was concerned about the big guy. This is us, and we can be close enough to talk about everything or nothing.He looks as simple as a piece of transparent paper, which can be seen through at a glance, and is so delicate and complicated that I can't understand it.