Time flies, eyebrows become books

【32】

The first time I went to Bar G, I was still a little nervous, so I sat at the bar and ordered a glass of wine casually.I thought there were only men, but there were also girls. I was a little confused about the situation, but it didn't matter, I just looked at it casually.Inadvertently, I will make eye contact with a boy sitting somewhere, but they are superficial, so I quickly get out of the way.It's not that they all don't fit my aesthetics, it's just that I didn't come here for an affair.I remember that there were still people who came to strike up a conversation with me at that time, and I chatted casually and left.After a long period of time, I was not interested in going again, and I didn't find the feeling at all.I told Ziqi about this experience, and he made fun of me for being a restless youth.I took advantage of the opportunity to encourage him to take a look, after all, the city where he lives should be more prosperous.

"No," he said with a smile.

"You are really pure-hearted, there are so many handsome guys, why don't you go and see them?"

"Did you see it? Why are there so many?"

"There must be some! I have seen good ones here."

"Then why don't you strike up a conversation?"

"Hehe, I'll be fine without you!"

"Then you are not afraid that I will meet someone better than you?" He deliberately raised his tone to hit me.

"It shouldn't be that easy, right?" I pretended to be thick-skinned.

"Hehe" he smiled, noncommittal.

We started chatting about other things, and before we were about to hang up, he suddenly asked me, "Why do you want me to go to G?"

"I've never been there before! It doesn't matter if you look around, as long as you know everything."

"It's not necessary to know everything!"

"Aren't you curious?"

"I wasn't curious at first, but after being told by you, I became a little curious instead." I knew he did it on purpose.

"Go and see if you're curious!"

"Hehe" is still noncommittal.

"Sleep, hang up!"

"Well Goodnight!"

Contests in relationships have always existed, sometimes because we are too confident, sometimes because we are not confident and need to find a sense of existence.

【33】

A year later, the aunt passed away. Fortunately, Lin Sha had notified him in advance and allowed him to go back to accompany her for a few days.At that time, I had already finished my business trip and went back to work, so I rushed there as soon as I received the call.My aunt is also very poor in her life. Although she never ran around for a living and lived a life without worrying about food and clothing, it is a pity that she has struggled with illness for half her life, and she was also skinny when she left.For this result, Ziqi should have had psychological expectations, so it is still calm.The aunt was cremated here, and her ashes were taken back to her hometown for burial.On the day of the burial, it rained lightly, and the atmosphere was very gloomy, and Ziqi was in tears.He must be very sorry, just like me at that time, when you haven't done anything for the person you love the most, she left, this is an irreparable regret, it feels like a hole has been dug out in my heart, and it can no longer be filled gone back.

In the summer vacation after the funeral, my uncle proposed to travel to Japan, firstly, to make my son feel at ease, and secondly, to thank Lin Sha and me for taking care of me for a long time.It's a pity that I couldn't ask for leave during that time, and only the three of them went.After the trip, he couriered me an oversized Doraemon.

"Why did you think of giving me this?"

"Didn't you say that your favorite cartoon is Doraemon?"

"Thank you for remembering, but it's so big, it's inconvenient to bring it back?"

"It's okay, after buying it, put it in the hotel, and check it in when you fly."

"Uncle didn't ask why you bought this?"

"What's the matter, you didn't go this time, and he asked me to bring you some more gifts."

"Then what did you buy for Lin Sha?" I was suddenly curious.

"It's nothing, just some small toys." He didn't want to talk more, so I stopped asking.

"Are you still here?" After the trip, he and his uncle went back to their hometown directly.

"Let's have a look again! My dad is alone in the house, it's quite deserted." After so many things, they finally reconciled.

"Is Aunt Wang not doing it anymore?" I heard Ziqi mentioned that she was going to resign before.

"Well, after so many years, I really don't want to part with it, but she is getting old too, it's time to go back and enjoy the happiness."

"Then you need to find someone else?"

"Sure! My dad doesn't cook, and I don't know how he will live after I leave." He suddenly felt sorry for his father.

My aunt has been ill for so long, and she was away from her hometown for a long time before, but it is still different from the current situation, because you know that there is always someone there, so you don’t feel lonely, but now that you have left, it is really deserted.

Ziqi came over a week before school started and still stayed with me. We seemed to be back in the past, shopping and cooking together, and taking a walk after dinner. I really hope that the years will be quiet.