Time flies, eyebrows become books

【31】

We have opened a new mode, the default "three people walking together".I tried my best to avoid meeting Lin Sha, but it was actually not difficult. I never mentioned Lin Sha to Ziqi before, but now I always ask Lin Sha if I want to go before going to his house.He is also very smart, and will always subtly let us avoid it.What was avoided became open and honest, which is not progress, but compromise.Gradually, I also got tired of asking him about this matter, so I reduced the number of visits to his house, and then I almost only called Aunt Guan to ask about it.I knew it wasn't right, but my inner disgust got the better of me.

Aside from this incident, the time I met with Ziqi became less and less.He has to deal with his studies, accompany his mother, and "act". I think he is also very tired!

We left the city almost at the same time. He went to the north to continue his studies, and I went to another city for a business trip. I deliberately postponed it for a day and went to the airport with him.

"How long is this business trip?" We are in the waiting room.

"Looking at the situation of the project, the initial estimate is half a year."

"It's really difficult for us, we are all so busy, and you often travel on business."

"I'm not on a business trip, so you have to go too!" The speaker didn't mean it, but the listener meant it.He thought I was blaming his choices.

"sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry? You didn't apologize to me. It's what we should do to try to live our lives well." He was a little surprised and looked at me sideways.

"Am I wrong?"

"No, I just feel that you have changed." He said lightly, but revealed a trace of sadness.Maybe I really have changed, where is the person who was carefully trying to plan our future?

"Bear-like" actually thought he was stupid, and patted his head, "Isn't that bad? Just go with the situation."

"Hehe" he forced a smile, but so what?

"What about Auntie? Don't worry if you're not around?"

"I wanted to suspend school, but she didn't agree."

"Will Uncle come over?" I know his mother is a strong person, no matter how hard she is, she will always put her son first.

"He's so busy making money that he doesn't have time." He brooded about it.

"Don't be like this, he didn't make money, and your mother can't treat the disease with peace of mind." Once a person is sick, he understands the importance of money.

He boarded the plane first, and we hugged gently. This was a long-lost hug, and I almost forgot his taste.

I really like the city where I travel for business. The lazy and leisurely atmosphere washes away the recent fatigue. Although the work is still quite tight, I can still find time to go out for a walk.

A month later, I visited all the famous scenic spots in the city, and once accidentally entered a bar, it was a g bar.All right!In fact, it is not unintentional, because I have checked it online in advance, but I still went in after some mental construction.It's funny to say, it was my first time to enter g, I once suggested to Ziqi whether we should experience it together, but he refused.The reason why I want to go this time is because of curiosity, and because I want to confirm something.

Ziqi and I have always been in a closed life circle. Our friends are all heterosexual, and few people know about our relationship.Lin Sha once asked me, are you sure about yourself, is Ziqi as sure as you are?This sentence is very stimulating to me. We have gone from close friends to lovers step by step. We have doubts and disputes, but I have always believed that we are the same, but now I gradually lose this confidence.

He's so normal it might not be reasonable to say that, but it's a phenomenon.While I'm normal, I at least have curiosity, and he doesn't seem to have even that.Such a crude way of accepting our relationship and moving on with our lives.I wonder what is the difference between him accepting me and accepting a girl?As if not, he accepted and adapted too quickly.Although he looks handsome, he doesn't know it. He always only cares about cleanliness and tidiness, and doesn't pursue trends.He also has no prying desires, it seems that he has no desires for the same sex except for me.This is the root of the problem, because it goes against human nature.