All men are like my ex

And Shi Yinan looked at the stack of materials that Bai Weihuan just brought in and couldn't help closing his eyes. He still didn't have the courage to look at it, so Shi Yinan paused for a few seconds, then suddenly got up and picked up his coat: "Then look Check it out, put it in my drawer, and I’ll come back to see it when I go to work tomorrow.”

"Ah?" Bai Weihuan looked at Shi Yinan in astonishment, completely unaware why Shi Yinan made himself look at this thing.

Shi Yinan himself didn't quite understand why he did this, but he just didn't want to read this document now, because he always felt that once he opened it, he and Bai Yichen would never go back to the past.

But he still wants to open it, so tonight, just the last night, let him spend another night with Bai Yichen for the last time.

Shi Yinan ignored the dazed Bai Weihuan behind him, and quickly left the company and drove towards Bai Yichen's villa.

But when it came time to go in, Shi Yinan suddenly flinched.

He stood at the door of the villa hesitating for a long time before he adjusted his expression and went in with a smile.

"Yichen, I'm back." Shi Yinan called Bai Yichen softly, but got no response.

Shi Yinan walked around the first floor, and found that the rice in the kitchen had been cooked, and the vegetables and meat needed were washed and put aside, waiting for him to come back to cook, and the knife next to the cutting board The coldness reflected the cold light, when Shi Yinan looked at it, he remembered the way Bai Yichen cut his wrist, and immediately ran away.

He ran up to the second floor and found Bai Yichen drawing in the studio.

"Yi Nan, you're back." Seeing Shi Yi Nan standing at the door, Bai Yichen immediately put down the brush and stood up, walking to his side, "I was so engrossed in painting that I didn't realize you were back."

Shi Yinan gently wrapped his arms around his waist as usual, pulled his lips and said with a smile: "It's okay, you can draw for a while, I'll go down and cook first, and I'll ask you to eat when it's done."

"I won't draw anymore, I can draw again tomorrow." Bai Yichen snuggled into Shi Yinan's arms and said leaning on his chest.

Shi Yinan raised his hand, hesitated for a moment in mid-air before letting it go, put it on Bai Yichen's shoulder, and carefully pulled the young man into his arms: "Then let's go down, didn't you agree that I will cook Is it? How did you finish everything?"

But Bai Yichen didn't admit it: "What do you mean it's over? I haven't cooked yet."

"Yes, yes, you haven't done it yet." Shi Yinan followed the ambiguity in Bai Yichen's words and joked with him. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Bai Yichen's easel. There was an unfinished portrait on it, which should be a The man in a black suit, but the facial features haven't been drawn yet.

Bai Yichen noticed Shi Yinan's gaze, took a look at his own painting, and said to him as if asking for credit, "I'm drawing you, but it's not finished yet, do you want to go and have a look?"

Because of the distance, Yi Nan couldn't see the painting clearly at the time, he shook his head and said, "I'll see after you finish painting."

"Okay, let's go down then." Bai Yichen walked downstairs holding his arm, "I'm hungry."

Shi Yinan and Bai Yichen went down to the first floor together, he asked Bai Yichen to watch TV, and he just worked in the kitchen by himself.Hearing what he said, Bai Yichen smiled and kissed him on the lips, said "OK" and ran to the sofa to stay.

The softness on his lips is ready to touch, Shi Yinan was a little dazed, he was greedy for the feeling of breathing when he kissed Bai Yichen, if it was in the past, he might pull out Bai Yichen's arm and drag him Go back to her arms and give him a deep kiss before letting him go, but now?He even hugged with guilt.

Shi Yinan laughed at himself, turned around and went into the kitchen to cut vegetables.

But I don't know if it was because of his absent-mindedness, Shi Yinan accidentally stabbed his index finger. Vegetable juice, so the wound also has an indescribable pain.

But Shi Yinan didn't care about the pain, he moved his finger to his eyes, thinking: such a small wound can hurt like this, and there is so much blood, so when Bai Yichen cut his wrist, he How painful and desperate is it?How much blood can flow in such a weak body?

Shi Yinan doesn't remember where he saw such a saying, saying that cutting his wrists is actually a very painful way to die, if the cut is shallow, he will not die, but if the cut is deep, it will be very painful, because cutting the wrist is not enough. Like jumping off a building or hanging from a building, it is not an arrow that cannot be turned back after opening the bow. It is a process that slowly leads to death. Every cut will be very painful. The more blood flows, the colder the body will be. "Die" means of suicide.

Therefore, those who actually cut their wrists and died were extremely painful and desperate.

"Is there any grape juice in the refrigerator? I want to drink—what's wrong with your hand?!" Bai Yichen's voice suddenly appeared behind Shi Yinan, without any warning, thanks to the thick carpet, Shi Yinan didn't It was too late to hide the wound on his hand.

Bai Yichen quickly rushed to his side, grabbed his hand and put it under the faucet: "Hurry up!"

"It's okay." Shi Yinan told him in a hoarse voice, "It's such a small wound."

"It's not too small, it looks quite deep." Bai Yichen didn't quite agree with Shi Yinan's words, he looked at the wound on Shi Yinan's hand that was still bleeding and frowned, "Do you hurt? I'll go and give it to you." You take the Band-Aid."

After speaking, Bai Yichen turned around and left.

Shi Yinan looked at his back, and the words "doesn't hurt" disappeared between his slightly parted lips.

Bai Yichen brought alcohol and bandages to disinfect Shi Yinan's fingers, and he told Shi Yinan: "I'm going to apply alcohol to you, it might hurt a little, bear with it."

Shi Yinan didn't say a word, and let Bai Yichen put a band-aid on his finger.

When Bai Yichen raised his head, he saw Shi Yinan staring at him in a daze, he smiled, and stretched out his hand to caress Shi Yinan's face: "Why, are you stupid?"

"No." Shi Yinan raised his hand to cover the back of Bai Yichen's hand, and rubbed his cheek against his cool palm.

In a daze, Shi Yinan suddenly felt that this action was very familiar, because Bai Yichen had done it to him before, when the young man was so attached and wronged, his eyes and body temperature seemed to beg him not to leave.

And Shi Yinan, who didn't feel any pain just now, suddenly felt pain at this moment, but the pain was not from the depths of his spinal cord, from the sharp pain that spread from his soul, but from Bai Yichen caressing his face. From the palm of his hand, what he felt was the pain and despair that Bai Yichen had experienced before. The pain made him almost unable to straighten his back, and the pain caused all his nerves to be broken one by one.

Bai Yichen asked him: "Does it really not hurt? Your face is pale."

Shi Yinan smiled and insisted: "It doesn't hurt."

"Forget it, you'd better sit here obediently, and I'll cook." Bai Yichen pushed Shi Yinan to the dining table outside the kitchen and sat down without any explanation.

Shi Yinan didn't want to make Bai Yichen work hard, so he got up immediately, but he sat back in pain very quickly, and Shi Yinan realized that he was indeed in pain - a stomachache.

He hadn't eaten anything for a day, his stomach was burning and aching, the pain was dull and grinding, even Shi Yinan, the pain made his forehead sweat slightly.

But the expression on Shi Yinan's face remained unchanged, and even showed a peaceful smile when Bai Yichen came over with the food, vying to add more food to Bai Yichen, and in order to distract Bai Yichen from Attention, he even specifically mentioned Le Dong: "How about the lunch with Le Dong? What did you talk about? Le Dong won't persuade you to break up with me again?"

Bai Yichen laughed when he heard the words, and said, "You still said you weren't jealous,"

"I really didn't eat it, I just asked." Shi Yinan put a piece of meat into Bai Yichen's bowl, and said in a somewhat ambiguous tone, "You eat more, you don't have any meat on your body, it's very awkward. "

The smile on Bai Yichen's face faded, he glanced at the piece of meat, stared at his face for a while, and asked him: "Yi Nan, are you really feeling well?"

"No, why did you suddenly ask like this?" Shi Yinan still answered him with a smile, but his hand holding the chopsticks was trembling slightly because of the pain in his stomach.

"Do you think I'm stupid?" Bai Yichen sighed, stretched out his fingers to touch Shi Yinan's forehead, "Your forehead is covered in cold sweat."

Shi Yinan felt that he had already disguised himself very well, and it was because Bai Yichen knew him well enough to catch him with just a little clue, so he couldn't pretend in front of Bai Yichen.

But what about him?They shared the same bed for the same amount of time, didn't he understand Bai Yichen?Bai Yichen also exposed so many clues, did he find out?

He couldn't find it, he was like a blind man, he couldn't see anything.

"I'm really fine...cough cough cough—!"

Shi Yinan turned his head away, avoiding Bai Yichen's touch, and took a few mouthfuls of food in a concealed manner, but he choked on eating too fast and suddenly coughed violently, and his stomach The dull pain became more and more dull due to the violent pulling, Shi Yinan almost bent his back on the table, unable to lift his head from the pain.

"Yi Nan?!" Bai Yichen walked to Shi Yi Nan's side to help him, his voice was full of anxiety, he saw that Shi Yi Nan was dripping with cold sweat, but he couldn't find any obvious scars on his body, so he asked him speculatively , "Are you having a stomachache?"

Shi Yinan lowered his head and did not speak. After a long while, he raised his head and looked at Bai Yichen, his eyes were a little red, maybe because of coughing, and he responded in a hoarse voice: "...um."

Standing in front of Shi Yinan, Bai Yichen held his head, brushed away Shi Yinan's hair soaked in cold sweat, gently stroked his hair with his cool fingers, and sighed softly: "Stomach hurts." Why didn't you tell me?"

Shi Yinan lay in Bai Yichen's arms, raised his head and hugged his waist, probably because he was enduring the pain, he spoke slowly: "It's okay... I don't want you to worry."

"I'll get you medicine." Bai Yichen touched Shi Yinan's hair again, went to the medicine cabinet and brought the medicine for Shi Yinan to take.

The dinner ended early because of this episode. In the evening, Shi Yinan took a shower and lay down on the bed. He didn't read the documents or check the phone, he just half-sit on the pillow and stared blankly.

Bai Yichen came out of the shower and saw him in a daze, couldn't help laughing, and asked him, "Does your stomach still hurt?"