you lost me

"I know the continuation of this story, do you want me to tell you?" Qin You finished his work, and would not be in a hurry to go back for a while, so he just watched Jiang Luzhi draw.

The paragraph the editor sent him has come to an end, so he nodded: "Let's talk."

The wild goose is its first love, it cries and carries the carrots and walks forward. The little white rabbit meets the big bear. The living habits of the rabbit and the big bear are different. It doesn't like to eat the things that the big bear likes. At this time, the big bear meets the fox, but still says to the little white rabbit: "I just want to be with you, I don't like the fox."

One morning when the little white rabbit woke up, he found that the big bear was gone, so he left without saying goodbye.The little white rabbit knew that the big bear followed the fox and left. Suddenly, he found that there were a lot of carrots in his backpack. The big bear finally understood what he wanted, but he still left.

Jiang Huanzhi listened carefully, seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, he said, "It's gone?"

"Also, but I forgot." Qin You scratched the back of his head thinking for a long time.

"It's okay, this paragraph is enough for me to draw for a long time." After Jiang Wangzhi saved the words of Dayan, he continued to draw the figure of the bear.

Qin You looked around the bedroom, except for the necessary equipment in front of the computer, the whole bedroom only has a bed, a wardrobe, and a classic pendulum clock on the wall, and concluded: "There are so few things, do you really live here often?"

Jiang Huanzhi paused the tip of his pen, and uttered a muffled monosyllable: "En."

Qin You glanced at the time displayed on the pendulum clock: "Wow, it's almost 11 o'clock."

"It's quite early." Jiang Huangzhi replied, "Isn't it normal for our profession to have the day and night upside down?"

Qin You: "That's not what I mean. I forgot that it's not easy to take a taxi here. How can I go back? It's still raining?"

Jiang Huanzhi came over, took out a stack of quilts from the closet, and said nonchalantly: "You can sleep on my bed, I will sleep on the sofa later."

Qin You took the quilt, walked towards the living room and said, "This is so embarrassing, thank you for taking me in, I'll just sleep on the sofa."

The little white rabbit is really tired, and embarks on an unknown journey to find the ideal love.Jiang Huangzhi is not willing to do this, it is not easy to find someone he loves deeply, this road is too hard, and he can't afford to toss about it, just love Yu Ming in this life...

In the early hours of the morning, Jiang Huangzhi, who was full of sleep, was still very energetic, but his hands were sore from overuse, so he got up and went to the living room to look for medicine when he remembered that he hadn't taken the medicine.

There was one more person on the narrow sofa, Jiang Huangzhi was stunned for a while, then remembered that Qin You was sleeping on it, approached to pick up the quilt that fell on the ground for him, and covered him, and went into the kitchen to boil hot water.

While waiting for the water to boil, Jiang Juanzhi heard footsteps in the living room, and asked loudly, "You're awake, sorry, did I disturb you?"

Without waiting for a response, Jiang Huanzhi turned off the switch, poured half-hot water into the water glass, and walked into the living room with the water glass in his hand. When he saw an extra person, his mind went blank for a moment.

Yu Ming was standing in the living room, took off his suit jacket and threw it aside, unbuttoned his cuff buttons, and looked at the sleeping Qin You with an unclear expression.

"Jiang Huangzhi, you can do it, you already know where to find someone?" Yu Ming picked up Qin You and punched him in the face.

"Who are you? Are you sick?!"

This punch woke Qin You up and made him stunned. How could he stand up to this "wake-up" method when he was always angry to get up? He stood up and swung his fist back to Yu Ming.

"Yu Ming, you misunderstood!" Jiang Huangzhi put down the water glass, and stretched out his hand to persuade him to fight.

Two evenly matched men fought, and he, a sick man, could not persuade him to move. He took Yu Ming's hand when he went up to meet him, and then he was knocked down and fell heavily on the carpet.

The carpet was soft, and he accidentally broke the water glass, his hand was covered with shards of glass, drips of blood flowed down the palm of his hand, Qin You took the lead to stop and help Jiang Huangzhi.

Jiang Huanzhi clasped his five fingers together and hung beside his side: "You are still so angry, can't you listen to me?"

"What are you talking about? I trust my eyes more than I trust you." Hurting the enemy a thousand times and hurting myself eight hundred, Yu Ming's eyes were also bruised, and his eye sockets were flushed.

This man went to the orphanage with Jiang Huanzhi, and they were still so close, and now they brought them home?Yu Ming is extremely possessive of his "property".

Qin You probably understood their relationship, he was angry, he wanted to get back [-]% of what he said, he hugged Jiang Huangzhi, and said without hesitation: "Huangzhi likes me, you can control it?"

"Jiang Fangzhi, do you like you?" Yu Ming snorted coldly, and reached out to Jiang Fangzhi, "Come here."

Jiang Huanzhi smiled and said to Qin You: "I'm sorry, can you go back first?"

Qin You regained some reason and hesitated for a moment, then nodded, let go of Jiang Huangzhi, looked back several times worriedly, and finally left.

Jiang Juzhi walked up to Yu Ming obediently, stood on tiptoe and kissed him, and said in a low voice, "He's really my friend."

It was only when he got closer that he smelled alcohol all over his body, presumably he came over to see him after a social event.

"Heh." Yu Ming stared at him disgustedly, "Why pretend that I can't satisfy you? It shouldn't be, Painter Jiang."

Even though the feelings are not as good as before, Yu Ming has never spoken to him in this tone, but it is much better than the indifference without emotion.

It's been a long time since Painter Jiang heard this...

Jiang Huanzhi, whose mentality was smoothed, said indifferently: "If you want to think so, what can I do?"

Tired of Jiang Huangzhi's obedience to him, Yu Ming bit Jiang Fangzhi's mouth with a sense of punishment, and put his hand into his clothes, trying to knead him hard, but found that there was not much flesh .

"Skinny." The nameless fire comes and goes quickly, and Yu Ming's temper has mostly gone down.

Jiang Huanzhi wrapped his arms around his neck, breathing unsteadily and said: "Then I'll start eating more tomorrow."

"Two bowls of rice."

"it is good."

……

Is it really because of physical needs that you came to me?Jiang Huangzhi helped Yu Ming, who was sleeping beside him, wipe off the thin sweat on his forehead.

Yu Ming didn't fall asleep, he frowned and opened his eyes: "Not sleeping?"

Late night belongs to Jiang Huanzhi's time, and besides, his whole body is sore, seeing that he is still asleep, he turned around and said, "Yu Ming, may I ask you a question."

"Ask." Yu Ming closed his eyes again.

"Are you engaged next week?"

Yu Ming answered very quickly: "Yes."

This word seemed to hit Jiang Huanzhi's already frightened heart: "Then why did you ask me to travel?"

"Do you want to come to participate?" Yu Ming was a little annoyed, "Can't I arrange it for you like this? If you want to come to participate, just come, there are only multiple places."

"And me?"

"You can always be by my side, and I won't let you go."

Jiang Huanzhi didn't speak any more, Yu Ming closed his eyes, listened to the regular pendulum sound, and gradually fell asleep breathing evenly.

Won't let me go, why can you be so easy...

It was too depressing, and the feeling of suffocation hit him overwhelmingly, Jiang Huangzhi couldn't stay any longer, he wanted to leave for a while, he could go anywhere, as long as it was a place where Yu Ming wasn't there.

To be engaged is to be married soon?

The uneasiness that he deliberately ignored weighed on him like a big rock.

He got out of bed, put on his clothes indiscriminately, and when he walked to the living room, the chicken flew onto his shoulder.

"You just wait for me at home." Jiang Juanzhi put it back into the cage, opened the door, and the voice-activated lights in the hallway turned on.

He was startled by Qin You standing by the door.

Qin You leaned against the wall and dozed off, unable to open his eyes pierced by the bright light: "Well, aren't you going to sleep?"

Jiang Juanzhi gently closed the door: "I'm going out for a walk, why don't you go home?"

Qin You turned the dial on his wrist to him: "It's 4 o'clock in the morning, I can't get a taxi."

"I'm sorry..." Jiang Huanzhi gathered his collar to cover up some invisible traces.

"Let's take a walk, let's go for a walk late at night." Qin You respected him, didn't ask any more questions, stretched his waist and walked in front.

Jiang Huangzhi spread out his left hand, a few small shards of glass were stuck in the flesh, the wound was not deep and the bleeding was not too much, he didn't want to trouble Yu Ming so he didn't leak the wound, at this moment his hand was a little numb.

"Where are we going?" Qin You was not very familiar with this old residential area, so he followed the dim street lights.

Jiang Juanzhi looked at the carousel shed not far in front of him: "Go and sit there for a while."

There were still drops of water dripping down from the ceiling, and the small wooden horse stopped motionless. Jiang Huanzhi sat on a blue wooden horse, looking at the hesitant Qin You.

"Let me stand, this little wooden horse will be crushed by me."

"Can you put a coin for me?" Jiang Wangzhi held a coin and handed it to him.

Qin You took the coin: "Your hand?"

"fine."

Qin You pulled his hand, observed carefully and said: "I'll go to the hospital to bandage it later? It just so happened that my handsome face was also beaten, so I need to get some anti-swelling medicine."

"Don't you think I'm disgusting?" Jiang Huangzhi withdrew his hand.

Qin Youyang smiled: "What's disgusting?"

"I like men."

"What's so disgusting about this?" Qin You put the coin into the machine, the merry-go-round started to rotate, and the nursery rhymes were not loud, which would not affect the rest of the residents.

Qin You stood beside him: "You are my friend, and I respect everything about you."

"Besides, it's not that you like me. I think I hit it off with you so I don't care about these things."

"Thank you." Thank you from the bottom of my heart, and there are still people willing to be his friends.

Jiang Huanzhi brought a lot of coins and played until it was light. Qin You listened to a lot of nursery rhymes and sang them non-stop in the hospital.

Qin You's cotton swab pressed heavily on the swollen bump on his forehead: "Sing again? Sing again and I'll help you with your whole face. How old you are is walking and still wrestling."

Jiang Huangzhi originally wanted to explain, but was blocked by Qin You, who only said that he fell because he was walking.

"Jiang Huangzhi, I've only known you for a long time, and I've seen you three times in the hospital." After finishing his work, Qin You helped him pick out the broken glass in his palm with tweezers.

The piercing was too deep, Qin You was afraid of causing pain, he pulled the glass shards very slowly.Jiang Huangzhi didn't even frown, and said in a relaxed tone: "You can just pull it out, and it will be more tormenting."

After bandaging Jiang Huanzhi, Qin You scolded Qin You for a long time: "Can you pay attention? How old are you?"

"Walking and wrestling is human nature."

"What if it really falls somewhere?"

"No, your brother is quick."

……

The family members are all like this, the words are not pleasant to listen to, but every sentence is concerned from the heart.

When was the last time you experienced this feeling?

Oh, six years ago...