you lost me

As a nurse who can see into people's hearts, Qin You caught Jiang Huangzhi's depression, and deliberately said to Qin You: "Nobita misses you again, why don't you go to the orphanage to see him?"

"Yes." Qin You understood his sister's eyes, "Will Teacher Jiang go with you?"

Yu Ming probably hasn't gotten up yet, so Jiang Huangzhi nodded and said, "Let's go buy something to take with us. Last time I promised them to buy oil pastels when I promised them to go again."

"Xiaoyou, are you going?"

Qin You pointed to the work card: "I want to go too, but I have to go to work."

After leaving the hospital, Jiang Huangzhi was blinded by the glare of the sun, and covered his eye sockets with the back of his hand: "The sun is out."

Qin You's car happened to be parked in the hospital's parking lot. He took out his car keys and said, "Yes, it's been raining for so many days. Wait here for me, and I'll go pick up the car."

The light after the rain is the purest, warming the body. Jiang Zhuanzhi is wearing a high-necked gray sweater, which is different from the thin shorts of passers-by.

Ruan Wei saw Jiang Huazhi who was standing at the entrance of the hospital with his eyes closed and enjoying the sunshine, and walked over to say hello: "Mr. Jiang."

"Huh?" The strange woman's voice, Jiang Juzhi opened his eyes and saw the impressive face, "Miss Ruan?"

Ruan Wei tucked her sideburn hair behind her ears, her makeup was exquisite and she smiled decently: "What a coincidence, why are you here?"

Jiang Huangzhi stretched out his bandaged hand: "I accidentally got hurt."

"Be careful."

A woman's eyes are sharp, Jiang Huanzhi's eyes look tired and there is a faint red mark on his neck.Ruan Wei deepened her smile: "Was Ming with you yesterday?"

"Yes." Jiang Huangzhi said, "He's drunk."

"I know he's drunk, otherwise how could he not go home and go outside?" Ruan Wei said in a polite tone, "Ming is a nostalgic person, I hope Mr. Jiang will take it easy, I know the relationship between the two of you but he is my future husband and that will not change."

Jiang Juanzhi opened his eyes wide and said intermittently: "Why did he tell you about me?"

"A friend of many years."

"It's been many years." Obviously the weather is warm, but Jiang Huangzhi can clearly feel his body temperature cooling down from his heart, from pain to numbness.

Ruan Wei never imagined that her rival in love was a weak man: "I know what relationship you have, but Ming is going to start a family, so you don't want him to be embarrassed, do you?"

"Six years ago, Ming only went on a business trip for a month, and you came here with all his heart. He didn't force you, did he?"

"It's been so many years, Ming has played enough, shouldn't you also take care of it?"

"Ming's parents recognize me, but what about you? They don't even know you exist."

"So, what are you still doing by his side? Everyone has thorns in their hearts?"

A series of questions were thrown at Jiang Huangzhi, the logic was correct, and it was his fault.

"I don't want him to be embarrassed."

"I didn't force me, I did it voluntarily."

"I think too much."

"Yes, they don't know me, Yu Ming... definitely never mentioned me to them."

"I... will go, soon!"

After Jiang Huangzhi finished speaking, he gasped slightly, but his face became paler and paler.

Ruan Wei held his uninjured hand: "Jiang Huangzhi, please let Yu Ming go. Yu Ming is a successful person after all, and it would be a joke if things like yours get out."

Let Yu Ming go, does anyone know when Yu Ming will let him go?

Jiang Juanzhi looked down at the pair of fat-like catkins covering the back of his hands, and the diamond ring on his ring finger was shining brightly.Being myopic, he could clearly see the initials on the ring.

Y&R

"Jiang Huangzhi, I don't want to see you anymore." After solving a big problem, Ruan Wei walked into the hospital with a happy face.

The number of people in the hospital increased one after another in the early morning, and Jiang Huangzhi stood for a long time with a strange but polite smile before Qin Youzhi drove the car in front of him.

"Sorry for being late, the doorman insisted that I buy buns for him." Qin You waited for Jiang Huangzhi to fasten his seat belt before starting the car.

"steamed stuffed bun?"

"Yeah, it's been several times. My uncle is quite old, so I helped out." Qin You took out an oil paper bag, "I also brought you a copy, try the taste."

Jiang Huanzhi took it over and opened it. Inside were several crystal clear steamed buns with thin skins and full fillings full of fragrance. He picked one up and put it in his mouth: "It's delicious."

"Eat slowly." Qin You handed him a bottle of mineral water in the car.

Jiang Huangzhi opened the mineral water and took a sip, and the unswallowed steamed stuffed bun was mixed with water, and he coughed repeatedly: "Ahem, ahem.

Qin You parked the car on the side of the road and patted his back: "He looks very gentle, how can you eat a bun like a hungry wolf."

Jiang Juanzhi raised his head, stopped chewing, his eyes were covered by a layer of mist, and the corners of his mouth still maintained an upward curve. He really wanted to suppress this curve, but how can the habits of so many years be changed?

"Why are you crying? You're so moved after eating a bun?" Qin You handed him the paper again.

The enclosed wall built by Jiang Huanzhi was breached by Ruan Wei's few words. Fortunately, Qin You is the only one in the compartment where no one can see it. It doesn't matter if he sees his weakness. , the corners of Jiang Juzhi's eyes were sparkling and turbulent, and his lips pursed little by little.

"I'm not gay. I just happened to like someone of the same gender as me. If I hadn't met Yu Ming, I might have already married and started a business."

Jiang Huanzhi's voice is very clean, like the sound of a deep piano. Every time he presses a black and white key, he tells a little bit of his own story.

Jiang Huangzhi said a lot, and they all revolved around the past six years.The familiar Yu Ming and the resolute and resolute Jiang Fangzhi before, and the unfamiliar Yu Ming and the indecisive Jiang Fangzhi now.

"He's getting married, what should I do now?"

This question is not difficult to answer, because there is only one answer: "Give him up."

Jiang Huangzhi didn't cry any more, took out a cold steamed stuffed bun and ate it in small bites.

"It's better to give up than to suffer like this."

Jiang Huangzhi smiled bitterly: "But I gave up, what else do I have? I never thought that I would love him so much. Going home...impossible, my parents are stubborn people like me."

"Why don't you try to contact your parents? They must still be waiting for you at home. You don't have nothing now. You still have friends, me and Xiaoyou."

Contact... Jiang Huanzhi's eyes lit up.

"Give them a call." Qin You drove on the road, "We're going to buy oil pastels for the children now, it's been a lot of time."

Jiang Huangzhi didn't have his parents' phone number, so he said in embarrassment: "I'll go back and find a way to find the number and call again!"

Anyway, there is hope, but is it really possible to give up on Yu Ming?Can you really stop loving him?There are really too many unknowns.

He said he only bought oil pastels, but he saw beautiful schoolbags, beautiful Barbie dolls, handsome Ultraman figures, and Qin You put them all in the shopping cart. He seemed to be emptying the supermarket, and Jiang Huanzhi wanted to check out. , Qin You blocked the shopping cart: "I have so much money that I have no place to spend it recently, I will give it to you, and you will donate directly to the dean when you don't have to wait."

Donating money seems to be a good way, but Jiang Huangzhi didn't make money with him.

As if they had a premonition, the children gathered around the entrance of the orphanage. Qin You stepped on the ground with one foot, and the chubby Daxiong hung up.

"Is Teacher Xiao Jiang here? I want to show him my paintings!" Seeing that Qin You didn't want to leave but wanted to get out of the car, Daxiong let him go. "

Jiang Huanzhi had already got off the car, and was surrounded by a group of children, Qin You pointed to him who was holding a little girl and said: "Over there, hurry up and tease Mr. Jiang, let him happily teach you how to draw. "

Daxiong squeezed the crumpled drawing paper into the crowd and raised it high: "Mr. Jiang, please praise me!"

Jiang Juanzhi put down the little girl and unfolded the drawing paper, which was a group portrait of Doraemon.Nobita, Doraemon, Fat Tiger, Shizuka, Xiaofu.Several good friends hold hands.

Although it is not very exquisite, it has already surpassed the painting level of his age, and there is no professional teacher to teach him. Jiang Wangzhi expressed his feelings: "Nobita is very good, if you work hard in this area, you will inherit the teacher's teaching." Mantle."

The kid couldn't understand his joke, tilted his head and asked earnestly, "What does it mean to inherit the mantle?"

Jiang Juanzhi answered unambiguously: "It is to take over the teacher's painting."

"Then the teacher stopped painting?"

"That's right, Teacher Xiao Jiang can't paint for a lifetime." Jiang Huangzhi touched the child who asked the question.

Nobita raised his voice and said, "Mr. Jiang wants to be lazy~"

The others followed suit.

The children can effectively divert his attention, laughing and playing, the principal came to invite them to have lunch, there are many volunteers in the cafeteria preparing meals for the children, two meat, one vegetable and one soup, and an apple after eating, Nutritional balance.

The dean only ordered a vegetarian vegetable for dinner, and specifically ordered Jiang Huangzhi and Yu Ming to order more meat dishes.

Jiang Huanzhi felt a little sad, and quickly waved his hands: "All I want is a serving of vegetables!"

Sitting at the dinner table, Qin You asked the principal: "Can these children go to school when they reach the age?"

"Well, there are some children with autism, and some children with congenital diseases. Most of the able-bodied children are adopted by kind families. We can only hope that some kind-hearted students can find time to teach them. It is impossible to send them to school. No one dares to take it."

Nobita seems to have a congenital heart disease, Jiang Juzhi couldn't eat, and planned to go back to see how much money is left in the savings card. Anyway, he doesn't know where to use it, so it's better to donate it.

"And recently the land of the orphanage has been spotted by developers..." The director's wrinkled eyes drooped, and he sighed endlessly.

Jiang Juzhi's cell phone rang, and the phone number was Yu Ming's: "I'll answer the call."

After finding a remote place, Jiang Huanzhi connected.

"Where are you?" Yu Ming just woke up not long ago, his voice was hoarse.

Jiang Huanzhi's words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a word for a long time.

"Hey?"

"Yu Ming..."