black under lights

The gatekeeper stayed for 15 minutes, Li Xueying defeated Feng Qing's will in 5 minutes, and the whole story was just enough for 15 minutes.

What I once thought was painful and painful, but now I can’t talk about it lightly, and the story that I once thought was bitter and long can now be told in 10 minutes.When people look back, they often have a sense of absurdity, as if the long years have flowed through their own bodies, and there is a sense of coldness and unreality of watching fire from afar.

The cigarette butts on the ground had been extinguished, but they were not stomped out intentionally, so the ash smelled bad and cast a faint dusty smell in the air.

Feng Qing felt relieved after telling the story, while Li Xueying was more in a trance.Silence, the two of them didn't know what they were thinking, and neither of them spoke.Knowing that the rough knocking on the door interrupted the deep thinking of the two, accompanied by the impatience of the guard knocking, Li Xueying finally took out the pen from his pocket and put it on the table.

The pen looked brand new, with a metal shell, and it was beautifully radiant under the light.Feng Qing glanced at it and couldn't move it away. Of course he was familiar with it. This was countless times he had seen Li Li writing at his desk, and it was also the first gift he gave Li Li.How many times did Feng Qing think that Li Li liked this fountain pen, otherwise why would he wear it by his side every day?

"You ruined my sister and I's first half of life, and she and I will send you to prison for the second half of your life, lonely and helpless. It's fair. I know that according to my sister's temperament, I will definitely not leave anything behind. But I, it is Because I know she loves you, I feel that this is the only thing that is unfair. Maybe I should thank you for being nice to my sister all these years, allowing her to live a decent life and even have material enjoyment, but without you, she She must have her own family, children, and a perfect husband now. In fact, she can have one now, but I don’t know how long it will take before she forgets you and is willing to live a better life than this. This pen is left to you, so you will spend the rest of your life In the loneliness of being old and nowhere, anyone who sees this pen will regret, regret, and be tortured by endless thoughts and pain. But you have nothing to say, and no one will listen to you anymore."

Li Xueying put down her pen, got up and left without looking at Feng Qing again.

The soundproofing of the room was not good, and the waiters outside the door were getting impatient, and Li Xueying went in to detain them as soon as she came out.

The sun is shining outside the door, but it is isolated from the outside world inside the door. This is a brave new world.

Someone later put on a sun hat and sunglasses for him, and stopped him from going downstairs.The steady aura of the man gradually stabilized Li Xueying's mood, so that after all the way to the car, the car drove to the beach again, Li Xueying just let go in a daze.

"The heart knot has not been untied?" Xing Mo parked the car before he spoke, his tone was not heavy, and he must have heard seven or eight minutes of the words when he was smoking outside the door.

"It's still too difficult to digest." Li Xueying smiled wryly. The being too tough just now seemed to have consumed a lot of his energy. Now, he leaned on Xing Mo's body softly, as if his spine had been removed, and he looked very obedient. The voice on his face was also soft, "I am the youngest in the family, and my mother has not been with me since I was born. This family is all carried by my father alone. I only know how much he loves my sister in the same family. Even so, this can be changed He still chose to stay in the Police Department for a more lucrative job. I didn’t understand when I was young, I couldn’t wait for him to go home for dinner and even felt dissatisfied, but when I grew up, I gradually understood that people must have a little faith, even if their will is polished Something that will stick to it. Maybe he is not like other parents who are willing to give everything, but in my heart he is more glorious and great. In the eyes of a person, he must first have himself before others, love can be happy, and the family will be happy."

"Aying is so sensible." Xing Mo stroked his soft hair, turned his head and kissed him, "You don't have to be so sensible. Do you know why I brought you here? Look at the opposite side, although it is not where I took you to stand at that time, but the angle Almost, the opposite is also the New Territories. At that time, I told you big words, I wanted to give you a good future, live in a big house opposite, do what I like, and I vowed to do it, but I didn’t want to make you suffer a lot of grievances for nothing.”

Li Xueying laughed lightly: "I won't say anything sensational, Brother Mo. But I can't go on without you. Many times I think it's okay. There are so many people in Hong Kong, not everyone is happy. Who hasn't cried in the middle of the night? I was crying, or I used to spend my heart and soul in exchange for an empty joy. The world is unhappy, and I can only talk to others, but I can be very unhappy, and I am very wronged. Is it not enough?"

The sea area opposite is shimmering in the sky, reflecting a brand new New Territory.Xing Mo's heart was shaken, he suddenly clenched Li Xueying's hand, thousands of feelings rolled in his head, but none of them could be said.

Life is very good, I am very fortunate to have you, but there is nothing that can be said to express my true meaning.

The two got out of the car one after another, and they didn't know who would hold the other's hand first, swaying forward.Stopping at the water's edge, the sea breeze picked up someone's hair, and the two heads were very close, and the hair was also entangled.

"So, what are your plans for the future, have you thought about it? Your sister is a woman with ideas, and I'm afraid she already knows it." Xing Mo asked.

"Well, that's a good question, but I really didn't think about it. This question is too much to think about." Li Xueying pretended to be relaxed, and turned her head to look at Xing Mo, "Why don't you and I eat curry first, so that we can think about life when we are full. event."

Xing Mo couldn't help laughing, as if he said he was out of breath: "Which one has curry rice?"

"Do you remember? On Nathan Road, you don't remember, I do."

"Of course I remember, that was the day when I stood by the seaside with you and talked a lot."

After the two laughed, Li Xueying let go of her hand, and hooked Xing Mo's little finger with her single index finger, showing infinite attachment.

"Merco."

"Ok?"

"Feng Qing has made a decision?"

"Execution by shooting. The superiors attach great importance to this matter. In addition, Detective Xing worked hard, and the verdict came down very quickly. I wanted to talk about it tonight, you know."

Li Xueying nodded, very calmly: "Tomorrow morning, I want to go to Xiangfeng Cemetery."

"Okay." Xing Mo grabbed his little finger that was hooking up and down in the palm of his hand, making trouble, "It just so happens that I'm going too, and I have someone to explain."

Li Xueying's complexion changed, and she said uncertainly, "Ah Fang?"

Xing Mo's expression was gloomy for a moment, but it was only fleeting, and he quickly adjusted: "Yes, you still remember him, talk to him, he is probably very happy."

Blowing the sea breeze at the beach for a while, letting herself go, Li Xueying felt as if she had never been so relaxed in her life.They parked at a roadside vending shop, each drinking a Coke, watching the scenery and listening to the sound of the sea while biting on a straw.Later, I found a good place to watch the night view. I parked my car and listened to the sound of the radio station. The sunset by the harbor was particularly heavy.This stop and go, purposeful, but better than driving aimlessly towards Nathan Road, both of them felt an unprecedented happiness.

When we arrived at Nathan Road, it was completely dark, and the glass sheds of the roadside restaurants gave off a faint blue light, and there were also red lights under the neon lights, purple, blue, and pink. The ambiguous night made the streets and alleys reborn, It also makes Daytime Pedestrian completely reborn.

Li Xueying held Xing Mo's hand, and regardless of the weird eyes of others, or the bold one swearing at him as a gay, he never got angry, let alone panicked, just like Xing Mo.They blatantly walked in the night, even wanting to stop and kiss, their hearts beating so fast, they wished they could leave the whole world behind.

They were not even afraid of death, and now they are even less afraid of people's words.

It’s been too long since I’ve been to Nathan Road, and it’s been too long to enjoy eating. Therefore, even if I’m familiar with the street like Xing Mo, I found that many of the original signs have changed places and become very strange.Although he used to know the name of the owner of every shop, it took him a while to find the original curry shop.

Finally found them.

The boss is still the same as before, and even the taste of the curry is the same as before, without any change.Still the same seat, same view, Xing Mo and Li Xueying sat at the same angle when they were facing each other back then.When I bowed my head to eat curry, I had the urge to cry.

Yesterday and today, one after another cannot be chased after yesterday, everything is as dead as yesterday.Fortunately, tomorrow is still possible.

In the early morning of the next day, Li Xueying woke up and tidied up, opened the curtain and opened the window, and saw Xing Mo standing downstairs smoking a cigarette.Looking down from the top, it is a top-down viewing angle, which makes Xing Mo's physique and facial features quite sharp and handsome from this angle, which is very profound.Li Xueying's eyes were dazed, and she felt as if she had been hit early in the morning.The breeze blew past him, suddenly reminding him of the old days.It was the same with Xing Mo at that time, standing under his window.

If the person downstairs felt something, he took the cigarette out of his lips, tilted his head to look up, and smiled at Li Xueying.When Xing Mo was serious and smiling, the drooping corners of his eyes still had a bit of chilling arrogance, but once he smiled, the warmth in the drooping corners of his eyes couldn't be hidden, it was an extremely gentle arc.

So Li Xueying was pinned by the window and couldn't leave, only feeling that she had been hit several times early in the morning.

After finally regaining consciousness and washing up quickly, until he walked out of the door, his mind was full of Xing Mo's smile just now.Laughing secretly that he was hopelessly hopeless, he put on his coat and went downstairs to meet Xing Mo.

Just now, it was not real from the upstairs, but now when I went downstairs, I found a motorcycle near the corridor. It was very flamboyant and tough, and it was the kind of man who ideally rides on land and feels that he is enough.

No need to think about who brought it, Li Xueying was not overly polite, gently caressing the brand-new red metal surface with her hand, fascinated by everyone.Xing Mo came from his body and surrounded her: "Do you like it?"

"Give it to me?"

"Of course not, I'm not sure. It's not a good match for you either."

Li Xueying pretended to be angry, and patted Xing Mo's shoulder with her backhand, but Xing Mo grabbed his wrist and lowered her head to kiss his wrist.A few blue blood vessels can be seen under the thin skin, and the white snow complexion is eager to be bitten.Xing Mo thought so, and actually did so.

Li Xueying felt some sharp canine teeth grinding his wrists lightly, and his face turned red and hot. The temperature flowed along his blood vessels as if it was about to flow into his heart, so he quickly pulled his hand back.

"I don't match motorcycles, so what do I match? Tomorrow I'll buy a sports car and drive you to the beach, okay?" Li Xueying teased, but her hand twitched twice in a row.

"You and I are the most suitable." Xing Mo kissed all the way, and finally dropped a kiss on his palm, covering him with a smile in his eyes, "Riding a bike is worse than riding me, if you want."

The words were short and salty, but when he kissed his palm, it was so itchy that Li Xueying's five fingers curled up, and the itchiness seemed to be spreading into her heart all the time.

The two made some more intimacy downstairs, and then left for Xiangfeng Cemetery.They walked across the Tsing Yi Bridge with the wind blowing from the harbor, and there was nothing but relaxation along the way, without any heavy thoughts.

Standing in front of Li Que's tombstone, Li Xueying still vividly remembers the scene when she heard the news of the assassination many years ago.It was raining heavily outside the window, and the sky and the ground seemed to be boundless because of this rain.And in this boundless, he lost his most dependent relatives.Then he was in a daze for a period of time, he couldn't remember clearly, while enduring the bad news, he waited for Xing Mo's heart to sink gradually.

Facing all this again now is like a big dream.

Li Xueying placed the bouquet on the clean stone tablet, and gently traced the trace of Li Que's name with her fingertips.

He had a lot to say, but at this moment, he found that he seemed to be unable to say anything.He had imagined many things he could say to Li Que after his revenge was avenged.Said that Nian can feel at ease, can rest in peace, can think highly of me, and can leave with peace of mind.But now this mood is disturbed by Li Que's past.

"I have never met my grandma. My impression of her has never been in the photos, or in the stories you told me." Li Xueying said softly, looking at the small photo of Li Que on the tombstone, "But You never tell me what your life was like in the past. But don't worry, I think the past is never the criterion for judging a person. What matters is who you are after meeting us. Dad, you have worked hard all these years , I can see it all. Feng Qing has entered Shanshan, and will not come out to make trouble again, I think I can untie the knot."

He stood up, his gaze was still on the tombstone, but his fingers hooked the palm of Xing Mo who was standing silently by the side.Xing Mo understood and grabbed Li Xueying's hand.

Li Xueying then smiled: "I'm here today, and I have something very important to tell you. Since I was a child, you have been so used to me that I have to go through everything with you. I think I have no remorse in adolescence, probably because of your influence. But Now I meet someone who has been good to me for the rest of my life, he will take care of me in the future, and I will take care of him, so you don't have to worry about it anymore. But, I still want to bring him to see you, don't I? "

Looking sideways at Xing Mo, he found that he, who had always been calm and steady since his return, was flustered now, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

"Abbot." Xing Mo's palms were sweating, and he squeezed Li Xueying's hand harder.For the him in the past, he was used to making promises, but for the him now, it is indeed very difficult to open his mouth.After a long time, he stumbled and said, "I will protect him."

There are not many love words in this world, and the most touching ones are often the simplest.

Li Xueying's heart moved slightly, she pursed her lips and smiled.