black under lights

After Li Li left, the guards wanted to tie the criminal back to the prison, and they wouldn't give him more than a minute.Li Xueying took out two packs of cigarettes from his pocket, kept the lighter, stuffed them into his hand, and sorted out a pile of banknotes from his inner shirt, stuffed them into the other's pocket and patted them.Not much to say, there was surprise in the eyes of the other party, and he raised his hand to touch the full chest, so he walked out of the door without any surprise: "Hurry up, at most 1 minutes."

Accepting the other party's kindness, Li Xueying took out a cigarette and lit it, opened the chair and sat opposite Feng Qing: "Brother Qing."

Those eyes are extremely quiet, no matter in the past five years or now, it is still difficult for Feng Qing to see the true emotion deep in his eyes.After knowing it, he somehow understood why he stumbled. Li Li was no longer the little girl she used to be, and Li Xueying was no longer the student boy she used to be.Suffering is always a catalyst for growth, not to mention the hatred that has been buried in the heart for many years.

"The white powder shop was investigated at the beginning. I never thought it would happen to your sister and brother, Ah Ying." Feng Qing's eyes were sunken, as gloomy as before, but already a little bit more elegant, "You have been by my side for too long, and your duty is dormant. Waiting for the opportunity until Xing Mo came back and you finally found the opportunity. Who would have thought that you endured humiliation and waited so patiently? I thought you had your fangs pulled out and your claws smoothed, let alone that you were willing to let your sister open your legs for you. Dry."

There was a moment of love and hatred in Feng Qing's eyes, and the extreme emotions exposed all his desires in the sun.He just learned that Li Li was pregnant, so he hated her even more.The more ecstasy, the more hatred, how can you be so cruel to hate a woman, no matter for him or yourself.

Li Xueying took down the cigarette and lit it, but Li Xueying didn't react too much.He ignored Feng Qing's empathy of hatred and revenge on him, he just wanted to clarify something.

"I'm afraid you don't know, but my sister already knows." Li Xueying said quietly.

"what do you know?"

Seeing Feng Qing's reaction, Li Xueying knew that Li Li hadn't mentioned this matter just now.

"I have never met my grandmother. My sister told me many things since I was a child. She said that my grandmother was always gentle, kind, and warm-hearted. She was a pretty girl when she was young. Brother Qing, you probably know this better than us. You There is no need to use my sister to visit me, something has happened, it is there, you have to go over it." From the panic at the beginning, Li Xueying became more and more calm as she spoke, and the words Xing Mo said to him at the door just now sounded in her mind After reading the content, even the hand holding the cigarette stopped shaking, and calmly put on the cigarette again, "Brother Qing, on this point, no matter how much you look down on my siblings, she and I are better than you. The lost woman has caused you to miss and resent me for so many years. It is you who failed. Not to mention that you may not even count as love for my sister. Shhh, don't stare at me like this. Explain to my sister? Will she see her again in this life? I don’t know about your second time, but you have no chance. I pity you. You could have had the highest honor, a new life and love, but your hatred and greed destroyed yourself. It’s only natural that you are now in such a state Distinguished!"

From Li Xueying's first sentence, Feng Qing's eyes widened.During the whole process, he repeatedly tried to divert, but Li Xueying never gave him a chance.He never knew that this young man who had always been taciturn and looked considerate and weak could be so sharp-tongued, and his sharp sentences pierced his heart.

"No...no, I already know my mistake." Feng Qing pinched the scalp with only a cyan layer in his hands, and his nails, which had not been cut for a while, sank into the scalp layer, "I love her, I really love her .”

Li Xueying knocked on the table with her knuckles, leaned back, threw the cigarette butt to the ground, and said sarcastically, "Who?"

The next moment Feng Qing got up and yelled at him, his eyes were red: "Lily, believe it or not, I really love her."

"But what can you give her?" Li Xueying laughed again, "Her father's bad news, a lifeless younger brother who has lived his whole life in a sensual place, or the life of a caged bird?"

"But these are not what I want to talk about today." Li Xueying threw the lighter on the table, pulled out of that lazy state, leaned back straight, crossed her hands on the table, and leaned over to stare at Feng seriously. Qing, "What I came to ask today is another truth. About you and my father's identity. Feng Qing, no, Feng Zhiqi."

Strangely, Feng Qing instantly pulled out his soul from such a mad state. He supported the table and sat down slowly.If you observe carefully, you will find that his hands supporting the table are trembling slightly.

"What the hell do you know?"

"I think I know more than you. Before you joined Shanshan, you always thought that you were betrayed by Erwuzi. Although you don't deny it, but more importantly, the police station has obtained the information before you came to Kowloon City. .Feng Zhiqi was the youngest undercover police officer back then, and no one knew where he would end up dead or alive. For decades, you thought the previous generation had forgotten about it, so how could you think that you would be dug out again now?"

"How come...you..."

"This information was left by Xin Baihong. If you want to blame it, then blame God for not helping you. I came here to confirm another matter with you, about my father. If you still have a conscience, at least you will not forget a The person you assassinate is just one life. I know you live in a ditch, and you have never valued human life. You hate him in your heart because he took away the woman you love most. You love her and hate her Even you hated that man, so at that time you thought it was a love that deprived you of everything in your life, and comforted yourself to numb yourself because of him. You finally rebelled and became like this. In fact, these are all excuses for you to do. I don’t want to Listening to your story, not at all." Li Xueying said with a smile, "I don't even think you are qualified to be compared with my father, but I still need you to tell the truth from the beginning. Brother Qing, this may be the last time , you may not want to answer me, but you have to think about it, if you don’t say anything today, maybe no one will listen to you in the future.”

Feng Qing sat in front of Li Xueying for a long time.A deep sense of powerlessness swept over his body, more an emotion that he had never experienced in the first half of his life.He imagined many times what life would be like at the age of 50, leaving Hongmen, maybe having a woman who loved him, and having children.He got revenge for his great revenge, he should be happy, and he has no intentions.But at this time, he was sitting in front of the moldy wooden table, the air was filled with floating dust, and the skylight that might never be experienced again in this life passed through the fence, making the dust in the air more obvious.

Slowly, he recalled a long story.

Many years ago, Feng Qing had made up his mind to abandon that self and live a new life.He was less than 20 years old back then, and the blood in his heart never thought that one day he would spread it on the ground.In Hong Kong at that time, the white ways were not much better than the underworld, and there were many gentle scum, who could not illuminate the darkness under the candlestick lamp.After starting working as an undercover agent, Feng Qing heard that there was an undercover agent in the Kowloon Walled City, so he placed him among the police.His task is to find this undercover agent.

Li Que was even younger than him back then, only 17 years old, but he lied about his age to join the Police Commissioner.Feng Qing certainly didn't expect this undercover agent to be so young. He even met him face to face, had dinner with him, and called him a junior.

Later, when Feng Qing was 20 years old, he got engaged to the woman he loved the most.At that time, he had been undercover in Hongmen for a year, and this year opened his horizons that he had never seen in Baidao.There are too many different kinds of life, too many exciting ways to play, there are thousands of ways to live in Huahua World, and it is not necessary to live the right one in the eyes of others.He felt terrified that he was lost, as if grasping at the last straw, he wanted to hold this woman's hand tightly.Feng Qing told himself, it doesn't matter, the whole world is not as good as her.She is so gentle and kind, he loves her so much and wants to spend his life with her in peace.But for the sake of the mission, he couldn't tell the real reason why he was in the underworld.You must lie to yourself before you can fool others.Even to her closest lover, Feng Qing's identity cannot be revealed.She persuaded him to be good again and again, asking him not to get lost in the darkness. For Feng Qing, which time was not torture?

Feng Qing never expected that the woman met Li Que that year.This young man who really grew up in the darkness of the Jiuling City Walled City has a cunning mind, quick hands, and the ability to coax women into submission.

Li Que fell in love with his woman, and it was he who took the last straw from him.When Feng Qing knew about this, he was completely insane.If he quit, even if he was exposed, even if he gave up the mission, even if he went back to accept any punishment, he would admit it.Feng Qing can't lose him alone.

Feng Qing has lost ground, but Li Que received the last mission from Xin Baihong.

In the instructions given to him by Xin Baihong, he stated that they knew who the undercover agent sent by the police was.Xin Baihong did not want Li Que to be assassinated, or directly use force to make him submit.

"To defeat a person, use what he believes in the most. The more a person looks at something, the weaker that thing is, and the weaker he is in front of it. He is a lackey of the police, so let the higher-ups believe that Feng Zhiqi has been instigated , personally drive him out."

Xin Baihong, who is not yet old, is already ginger and spicy enough.At that time Li Que had made up his mind to leave Hongmen and live a good life with women.Born and raised in such an environment, Li Que couldn't choose his past, but after meeting a woman, he thought that maybe he could choose his future, and it was worth making changes for her.

Therefore, when Xin Baihong issued such an order, Li Que really hesitated.But Xin Baihong's next sentence destroyed his defense.

"Help me with this last matter, and I'll let you go. From then on, you have nothing to do with Hongmen. You should know that I can sit in this position in Hongmen. I promise what I promise."

So Li Que used various infiltrations and guidance many times, which aroused the suspicion of Feng Qing from the upper class.This foreshadowing lasted for half a year.During this process, Li Que also discovered Feng Qing's relationship with women.He panicked and lost his position, so that he subconsciously accelerated the incident and finally broke out.In the end, Li Que used a self-directed and self-acted ending to expose Feng Qing's rebellion and directly responded to the high-level police station.

Li Que was so good when he was young that he was indeed in a powerful position. Coupled with this rigorous plan that lasted for half a year, Feng Qing was finally judged as a traitor by the police.

Feng Qing will never forget that day, how he lost everything.The power of credibility he relied on collapsed in his heart, and the love he once thought was loyal and unswerving left him.

And his woman didn't even know that he was innocent back then.I don't even know what she had caused Feng Qing, who was still Feng Zhiqi, to lose.

The double physical and mental trauma made him miserable, and at the same time, he was reborn a few years later.He changed his previous appearance, and his temperament changed drastically. He was no longer Feng Zhiqi, but the wicked Feng Qing.

Feng Qingshi intends to use the same method to defeat Li Que, using the police officer that Li Que has bowed to for so many years as a sharp knife, and personally slashing everything he has.

"I approached Li Que once and asked him why. Guess what he said?" Feng Qing said, "He said he had no choice before, but now he wants to be a good person."*

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*From "Infernal Affairs"