when you look at me

Yuan Yiping didn't speak.

At this time, the fat man also came out, standing at the foot of the wall two or three meters away with his arms in his hands, with a relaxed expression, looking at Yuan Yiping and Chen Shuo as if watching a play.

Chen Shuo took two steps towards Yuan Yiping, a little staggering.His eyes were almost locked on Yuan Yiping's face, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "Yuan Yiping, you have always liked me, right?"

The ending of the sentence "Right" is down, it is not so much an inquiry as a declaration.

Yuan Yiping sneered: "Chen Shuo, can you show some face? Or should you go and see your brain?"

Chen Shuo had a stubborn face, ignored Yuan Yiping's ridicule, and said slowly: "Yiping... what I said yesterday... was true, you are still young, and I am... over 30, I want to be with you -"

"What you said yesterday is true? Do you like me?" Yuan Yiping interrupted Chen Shuo violently, his heart skipped a beat. A few seconds later, he sneered and said, "Is it because I look like Yuan Yizhi? Chen Shuo Shuo, are you so infatuated?"

Chen Shuo's face suddenly changed: "No! You are you, one wisdom is one wisdom! Yuan Yiping, you..." He suddenly fell silent, took a step back, turned his face slightly, and his eyes fell on Yuan Yiping's feet: "You... Do you remember, at that time—in 2007, there was a basketball court in the Ping’an community next to No. [-] Middle School..."

Yuan Yiping was stunned: "What did you say?"

Chen Shuo's voice became weaker and weaker: "Several times, I rode my bicycle after get off work and passed by the basketball court... I saw a boy, wearing the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School, playing basketball there by himself, and sat by himself after the game , eat a Roujiamo..."

"I always thought at the time," Chen Shuo's voice trembling slightly: "Will a boy so tall eat a roujiamo? If I... have a reason to invite him to dinner, I'll be fine."

Chen Shuo's words were like a pot of boiling water hitting his head and face, Yuan Yiping shuddered, and suddenly recalled what happened at that time.

In 2007, he was a freshman in high school, not long after the start of school, and had no friends.During the dinner time before evening self-study, he would occasionally go to the abandoned basketball court next to the school to play.The basketball court is so old that even the basket is crumbling, and there is a garbage dump in the community not far away, so no one usually comes.

He will buy a Roujiamo in advance - with eggs and meat, 2007 yuan, a little smaller than his palm.This is his dinner. In 4000, my mother had a minor operation on her nose to remove the hypertrophic adenoids caused by rhinitis. It was said to be a minor operation, and it cost more than [-] yuan.

Although he was already very hungry after class, Yuan Yiping would still save the rougamo to eat after playing – if he eats first, he will still be hungry after playing.

He remembered how he was sweating profusely and devoured that Roujiamo, which was the best Roujiamo he had ever eaten, because he was hungry.

So all of this was once watched silently by another person?

Yuan Yiping was stunned, and after a while, he asked: "So - don't talk about it!"

He reacted immediately!What Chen Shuo meant!

...If we say that when he received the call from Chen Shuo at the noisy airport that afternoon, Yuan Yiping was angry but still couldn't bear it; Fortunately; if it's been ten years, Yuan Yiping has hated and hated Chen Shuo for the past ten years, but he can't help but think of him——

At this moment, there is only hatred left.

In this brightly lit night, the hatred in Yuan Yiping's chest turned into a pure black sharp blade, piercing his heart.Because it is flesh and blood, it will suffer so much.

Chen Shuo probably wasn't made of flesh and blood, Yuan Yiping thought.

In 2007, Yuan Yizhi didn't know Chen Shuo yet, and Yuan Yiping certainly didn't know Chen Shuo either.

However, Chen Shuo said, in 2007, I met you in 2007, and I really want to treat you to dinner.The superficial meaning of this sentence is so simple, but when it is said in this situation, the hidden meaning is self-evident.

Yuan Yiping thought of Yuan Yizhi's eyes. At that time, the doctor announced that Yuan Yizhi was basically brain-dead, but Yuan Yiping didn't understand why a brain-dead person's eyeballs would still fly so fast.The doctor said that this is not under the control of the brain, this situation...

Physiological fluid flowed from the corners of Yuan Yizhi's eyes, not tears—Yuan Yiping didn't know what it was, but it came from his body anyway.My mother wiped the liquid for Yuan Yizhi over and over again, Yuan Yizhi's eyeballs flew up and down quickly, the two once bright and dark eyeballs were already cloudy.

But even so, when Chen Shuo stood in front of his hospital bed, Yuan Yiping always felt that Yuan Yizhi knew.He knew that Chen Shuo was coming.His lips would twitch and his eyes would move faster.The doctor said that your brother really can't save the child, Yuan Yiping stopped the doctor with red and swollen eyes, and begged, doctor, can you think of a way, can you?My brother can still recognize people, he really can recognize people, he can recognize Chen Shuo, look...

The doctor sighed and said, there is really nothing to do about this disease... Son, please persuade your mother, it is meaningless to be on a ventilator and use nutrient solution like this, your brother... really can't come back.

The doctor left, Yuan Yiping squatted down slowly against the wall.Hands full of tears.

He always felt that yesterday Yuan Yizhi was helping the old lady upstairs change the light bulb, quietly holding Chen Shuo's hand in front of him, and asking him if you have enough pocket money?

Now Chen Shuo said, I fell in love with you before we got together with your brother, does that mean, Chen Shuo?

Do you think I will be happy with this?

What do you think of Yuan Yizhi?I have no idea.

But Yuan Yizhi is my elder brother, the only one in this world, my elder brother.

"Chen Shuo..." The voice was almost forced out of Yuan Yiping's chest, as difficult as the few seconds after taking poison: "The one who died of illness at that time, why not you?"