when you look at me

It was past eight o'clock after Yuan Yiping and Liang Yuyi had dinner in Daoxian. They drank some wine and walked slowly towards the subway station.

On the way, Liang Yuyi's cell phone rang once, but she cut it off. It rang again a few minutes later, and Liang Yuyi cut it off again.

Seeing Liang Yuyi rolling his eyes at the screen, Yuan Yiping smiled and said nothing.

"What's your expression?" Liang Yuyi squinted at Yuan Yiping: "I was harassed, okay?"

"Harassment?"

"A dead straight man," Liang Yuyi scolded, "I think I'm good-looking, even a woman is waiting for his luck."

"... Oh." Yuan Yiping understood.When Liang Yuyi was in college, she still liked handsome guys, but in the past few years, she has been dating middle-aged local tyrants.

"Really," Liang Yuyi said more and more angrily: "I don't know how your straight men's brains grow - this guy sent me a 20 yuan red envelope on May 52th, 52 yuan is mine God, what do you think? Excuse me? I shouldn’t have clicked on it, I regret it to death.”

Yuan Yiping burst out laughing: "You give him 99 yuan, humiliate him!"

"But pull it down, it's even more unclear, the idiot thinks I want to get along with him."

The two talked and laughed and walked to the subway station. Liang Yuyi's cell phone rang for the third time when they passed the security check, and she picked it up without looking at it: "Can you stop calling me?!"

"... Ah," Liang Yuyi's face changed, and his voice suddenly changed: "Why did I say that? Why did I say that, don't you know?"

Yuan Yiping was puzzled, what kind of development is this.

"I want to see you, but I can't see you just by calling, I'm even more unhappy... Okay, then tomorrow night? Hmm..."

A few minutes later, Liang Yuyi hung up the phone and let out a long breath: "Oh, fuck, it's so exciting..."

Yuan Yiping was dumbfounded: "Didn't you say—"

"It's not a dead straight man. I didn't look carefully when I answered the phone just now. It's dangerous." Liang Yuyi pushed a strand of long hair behind her ear, and said leisurely, "You understand this vice president of a listed company."

Yuan Yiping: "..."

It was exactly nine o'clock when I got out of the subway station and arrived home.The roommate's girlfriend came over, saw Yuan Yiping, and asked enthusiastically: "Have you eaten yet? We made curry rice tonight, and there is still a lot left, which is in the refrigerator."

"I've eaten," Yuan Yiping smiled at them both: "Thank you."

After taking a quick shower, Yuan Yiping closed the door of his room.When he first started co-renting, he made an appointment with his roommate not to bring anyone home on weekdays, and today is Monday.But it's hard to say anything, if you stretch out your hand and don't hit the smiling person, forget it, let the girl stay overnight.It's just a little inconvenient - once before, when he went to the living room to drink water in the middle of the night, he ran into his roommate and girlfriend kissing like glue.

Sitting on the bed and playing two games of Glory of Kings, one game was controlled by Wufa Tiannv, and the other game was pissed off by Li Bai, a 0-10-2 teammate. .

I don't know whether it is my teammates or myself who scolded.

...Okay, it seems that Chen Shuo is stubborn.

He said that a friend was playing with him in Shenzhen, so he really got out, as if he was not the one who pitifully begged Yuan Yiping to tell him the address on the phone that afternoon.

What is Chen Shuo doing now?Yuan Yiping almost wanted to call him and ask, Chen Shuo, are you dating?

There are no gays with two legs, so why go to Shenzhen to disgust me.And what the fuck did you say "I like you you know", it's really - can't I, don't I know who you are?Don't you know I know who you are?

Yuan Yiping picked up the phone expressionlessly, and this time it opened Temple Escape.

At eleven forty-seven, the phone ran out of battery.

Finally, finally exhausted.

Yuan Yiping watched helplessly as the small battery icon in the upper right corner changed from white, to yellow, and then to red—it was less than [-]% of the battery, and then, when it reached [-]%, the phone turned off.Normally Yuan Yiping would rush to charge the battery, afraid of missing a call from work or his mother, but now he only feels a burst of pleasure.

Yuan Yiping felt that he was a bit perverted. Before he asked Chen Shuo to visit Yuan Yizhi's grave, he felt happy; now that the phone is finally out of battery, he also feels happy.It's a bit perverted.

Take a deep breath and exhale sharply.Yuan Yiping closed his eyes.The wine I drank at Daoxian at night had a lot of stamina.

Yuan Yiping can't drink, it should be hereditary, because Yuan Yizhi gets drunk easily.The reason why he is said to get drunk easily is because Yuan Yiping has seen him drunk many times. Sometimes Yuan Yiping was present, and he and Yuan Yizhi and Chen Shuo had dinner together. Chen Shuo always offered to treat guests. I was embarrassed to eat for nothing, so I went to buy a big bag of beer.Sometimes it was Chen Shuo who sent Yuan Yizhi home. Yuan Yizhi was tall and strong, and was hugged by Chen Shuo docilely. He was taller than Chen Shuo, but he still lowered his head and put his cheek on Chen Shuo's shoulder.

Yuan Yizhi was very silent when he was drunk, although he was not usually a talkative person - but he was really very silent when he was drunk, he pursed his lips, and his eyes were glued to Chen Shuo.His gaze reminded Yuan Yiping of a word: medium.The first time I knew this word was in the physics class of junior high school. It was said that sound transmission needs a medium, and air is a medium.At that moment, Yuan Yiping felt as if the sky was being shocked by an electric shock. When air, such an invisible and intangible thing, became a "medium", it became concrete and tangible.

Yuan Yizhi's eyes looking at Chen Shuo are like some kind of medium, the eyes are solid, even seem to have shape and touch.Mianmian, probably so.

Once Chen Shuo sent Yuan Yizhi home. Fortunately, his mother was on night shift that day, and Yuan Yizhi rushed into the toilet and vomited. Chen Shuo patted him on the back and smiled apologetically at Yuan Yiping: "I should have done it sooner." Discourage him, my fault."

"Yuan Yizhi... what's wrong?" Yuan Yiping saw him drinking like this for the first time.

"It's my birthday today." Chen Shuo curled up his lips and smiled, as if embarrassed: "He's happy."

Yuan Yiping paused for two seconds before nodding, watching in silence as Chen Shuo took the mouthwash for Yuan Yizhi and coaxed Yuan Yizhi to wipe his face.

After watching for a while, Yuan Yiping asked: "Do you need help? If not, I will continue to do my homework." These words seemed to be waiting for a "no".

Chen Shuo shook his head: "It's okay, you go and write."

Yuan Yiping turned around and left, but he was still a few seconds behind—the time was wrong, the occasion was wrong, nothing was right—he heard Yuan Yizhi behind him whisper, "You hurt me at noon."

"Yuan Yiping!" The roommate's voice suddenly came out: "Your phone is broken?"

Yuan Yiping suddenly opened his eyes.

"I'm looking for you," the roommate handed over the phone, "Liang...hey, that classmate of yours said he couldn't get through to your phone."

Yuan Yiping was in a trance for a while: "Hello?"

"What are you doing!" Liang Yuyi's angry voice came from the phone: "Why didn't you answer the phone?!"

Yuan Yiping squinted his eyes from the light, and saw his roommate and girlfriend standing beside his bed, both in pajamas.His cell phone was dead by his pillow.

"...my phone is out of battery and I forgot to charge it." Yuan Yiping glanced at the screen of his roommate's phone, it was 42:[-] in the morning.

"Hurry up, go to the barren bar on Jiufang Street." Liang Yuyi said angrily, "Chen Shuo was too drunk to walk, and he couldn't find you, so he called me!"