Zhangjialou Pingxie Hezhi

The aunt next door didn't know what medicine she took wrongly recently, and she would make a fuss every now and then. One day she said that Poker Bottle had stolen their chicken to make dumplings, and the next day she said that the fat man had taken the basket of lychees placed in front of their house. To gather the three of us to summon Shenlong, I must say that I spoiled her little girl.The little girl is her niece. She is just in high school. She probably came to the country for summer vacation.

When encountering this kind of situation on weekdays, the fat man would stand with his neck and waist up, leading the way by the wall, scolding the elder sister on the other side of the wall for a whole day, and it would not be my turn to play.But it’s different recently. I’m not very good these days. It’s a flammable and explosive dangerous item. As soon as my aunt hits it, my fuze is on. If there is a reason, I had no choice but to catch the chicken that came to my house and threatened my aunt, saying that if she forced me, I would strangle the chicken, and then it stopped.

That chicken also gave me face, and it cooperated very well. It screamed shrilly and panicked. Those who heard it were sad and those who saw it shed tears. I couldn't find any other faults except for the chicken feathers fluttering all over my body.I released the chicken, and while plucking the chicken feathers from my body, I took a few sips of water from the herbal tea mug. The fat man leaned against the wall and looked at me twitchingly, as if he saw the Teddy from the next door had a big yellow dog at the entrance of the village.What do I have to do with him, he said with a look on his face that since you have asked the question sincerely, I will reluctantly tell you, "Naive, have you lost your temper recently?"

I said what's wrong with the explosion, how can you feel better if you don't use the air conditioner in summer and are forced to quit smoking?At the beginning of summer, I was so hot that I stayed in the air-conditioned room every day, and I didn’t go out to get some air. Later, I developed some problems.Poker's biggest hobby now is to take care of me. He directly sets the time for me to use the air conditioner. The time to blow the cool breeze is pitifully small. Fatty doesn't share the same difficulties with me. I almost slept with the air conditioner in my arms every day.That's not all, Poker Bottle confiscated all my cigarettes, trying to get me to quit smoking.I don't have any opinion on this point. I also thought about it when I was coughing hard, but I said I was quitting smoking for so many years, but I never really quit.The addiction to cigarettes is much lower, and I can still smoke a few more cigarettes when Boyouping is not paying attention.It’s impossible to say that it’s not uncomfortable. In the first few days, my whole body was basically weak, with chest tightness and shortness of breath. The idea of ​​smoking would reach its peak after I wake up, before three meals, when I’m squatting on the toilet and before going to bed.Afterwards, I developed a fever, which reached a rare temperature of 39 degrees. Everything seemed to be shaking, as if I lived in an earthquake belt.Poker bottle took care of me almost every step of the way for three days, and when my fever subsided, he also lost a lot of weight.

But quitting smoking was easier than I imagined. Although it was uncomfortable, it was still within a tolerable range.I once read in a book that nicotine does not relieve people’s sense of stress. The so-called “comfort” it brings to people is just because the metabolism of nicotine is extremely fast. When you ingest nicotine, a large amount of nicotine is absorbed by the body Metabolized out, causing the smoker to be in a state of extreme anxiety and more desire to supplement nicotine.In the words of the fat man, this is an extremely shameless behavior like fishing for horses.After clarifying the harm smoking caused to my body, and knowing that the temporary comfort is just an illusion, smoking has become a completely unnecessary thing in my concept.Under the supervision of the oil bottle, I quickly passed the most difficult two weeks. Today is the second day of the third week. I can feel that my body’s dependence on smoke is gradually disappearing, but the summer is still hot and long. My mood is still not too good with the blisters in my mouth.

I'm not a person who likes to lose my temper. Poker-Face once used "Even Wu Xie got angry" to prove that the situation we are in is different. Fatty also said that he can't imitate my temper.But getting angry is really getting angry. Even if I intend to control my temper, I know that there have been a lot of unidentified fires recently, and sometimes I accidentally hurt Poker Bottle and Fatty.The fat man said: "Should I ask my brother to buy you some oral liquid for your wife? Or ask Li Cuo and Su Wan to buy some 'Is there a reason to give it to mom' to honor you?" When I was young, these two health products The advertisements were overwhelming. I have never eaten pork but I have seen pigs running. At least I can hear what the fat man is saying.I poured a quit smoking mint into my mouth, threw the box on the table, and cursed back in a very impatient tone: "You're just in menopause, and you're talking endlessly."

The mints were contained in a small iron box, which slammed on the stone table, making a very loud sound. I didn't expect it myself, and the fat man and I were a little embarrassed for a while.I know it's my own problem. It's not a day or two since the fat man joked with me. No matter how unpleasant the words he said, I never talked to him in this tone.But I couldn't let go of my anger. Either I was angry with others, or I was very irritable. There was an inexplicable fire in my chest.Intellectually, I am very aware that I am unreasonable at the moment, but if my emotions are likened to a car, then its steering wheel is no longer in my hands.I subconsciously touched the cigarette, and stopped when I touched my trouser pocket. This was a bad sign, and the thought of smoking occupied my mind again in an instant.

The fat man sighed, sat next to me and patted my shoulder, just as he called out "naive", I raised my hand and interrupted him.The fat man probably saw that I was really unstable, and his tone was very soft, but if he apologized to me at this time, I would probably slam my head on the stone table in front of me to death.I pointed to myself, indicating that it was my problem and told him not to mind.The fat man nodded and said, "Okay, I'll last for a few more days." The period of quitting smoking usually doesn't exceed 21 days, and I'm sure victory is just around the corner.

Poker bottle took my fishing tackle and went out fishing early in the morning. Since I taught him how to fish, his interest in this matter has grown day by day.I have to say that fishing, a sport that tests people's patience and the stability of tool operation, is very suitable for Poker Bottle, and his harvest is better than mine every time.I reckoned that it was time for him to come back, otherwise he might not be in time for lunch.In response, the door of the earth building was pushed open, and the fat man greeted him first, and Jian Youfeng came back with something good.Poker-Face walked up to both of us, put the bucket of fish at my feet, and pointed to the fat man.He probably realized that the atmosphere between me and the fat man was not right as soon as he entered the door. He reached out and touched my forehead, asking me: "What's wrong?"

I didn't adjust for a while, and threw a sentence of "it's okay", with a very aggressive tone, the Poker Oil Bottle was pressed against my hand and paused, then I took it back, sat between me and the fat man, picked up my tea mug and drank it After a few mouthfuls, he said, "Make fish soup for lunch, put it on the fire."

I've already given up on myself a little bit, and I feel that I can't control myself in all likelihood, and I feel even more guilty when I hear Pokerfing say that.I know that Poker Bottle and Fatty will definitely not blame me, and even worry about me more, but no matter what, I shouldn't vent to them just because they are close to me.

I told the two of them that I would go out for a walk by myself, hoping to get some fresh air so that the urge to smoke and the irritability would pass quickly.As a result, I accidentally bit the bubble on my mouth halfway through the speech, which made me hiss in pain, and I immediately tasted a bit of blood in my mouth.

After I finished speaking, I went out. The fat man and Poker bottle didn't say much, they just told me to come back at noon, don't wait until the food is cold.When I walked to the door, I heard some movement, and as soon as I raised my hand, I grabbed the candy box that Poker Bottle gave me.I threw another one in my mouth, waved my backhand at them, and finally straightened my spine.The peppermint taste is very spicy, and the wound is stinging, but this small pain makes me a little more awake, and I am not so irritable.

When I got to the entrance of the village, the big yellow dog barked at me twice, and I whistled at him, and he sat down obediently, looking at me with his tongue out.I went to the canteen and bought two ham sausages to feed it, and it dripped all over the floor, licking off the minced meat.I touched its head and said that it knows how to be silly in one day.As soon as I finished speaking, a little girl suddenly appeared beside me, with tears on her face, her eyes were crying like walnuts, she squatted beside me and sniffed, and said, "Aren't you unhappy? What do you have?" Tell me if you are unhappy, and let me be happy."

I thought to myself how the niece of the aunt next door is as virtuous as her, and she is annoying when she talks.I said: "Stay away from me, your aunt scolded me for spoiling you." The girl blinked, and it took a while before she realized it. She lowered her head and laughed, and said, "Don't you think it's very strange?" I nodded sincerely, saying that it was more than just inexplicable, it was simply making trouble for no reason.The little girl stopped crying and hugged the big yellow dog's neck and wiped her tears with the dog's fur.The big yellow dog has always been very docile, and she hugged it whenever she wanted, but the dogs in the village don't pay much attention to hygiene, and the big yellow dog's neck is covered with a layer of mud.

The little girl didn't know why she started talking, she sat down on the ground and said: "I'm broken in love." I was startled, thinking that this girl might be secretly in love with me, that's why the aunt said that I'm spoiling her ?The little girl didn't look at me at all, but looked at the big yellow dog affectionately with blinking eyes like a rabbit, and said: "He is a scumbag, but I still like him." I was even more confused, and the big yellow dog was also confused. Looking at each other, at that moment I felt that I understood the dog's heart.

I don't know how I look like a bosom brother, I wanted to find an excuse to sneak out, and said: "I..."

The little girl interrupted me immediately, obviously she didn't intend to easily let go of the soft persimmon that was delivered to her hand. "Listen to me." The little girl started talking about her handsome but playful scumbag boyfriend who treated her like a cash machine in a sense, and then briefly said a few things between them for me to judge. Don't end the relationship.

I listened patiently. The first feeling is that the current high school students really can no longer look at it with our old eyes. Their minds are obviously much more mature than ours at that time. The second is that they feel very unreal.Maybe it has something to do with my experience, some things over the years have pulled me away from the life that ordinary people should have, and made the campus life that I have experienced very blurred.I never fell in love when I was in school, but I definitely had a lot of contact with so-called "puppy love". The classmates or friends around me always fell in love during school, and I also helped them make suggestions. I discussed those girls with them, ate their dog abuse meals, and drank their breakup wine.Thinking about it now, Yiran felt that it was a very strange and distant thing.

"Can you give me some advice?" the little girl asked me. "I really don't have anyone to talk to. If I tell my friends, they'll call me stupid. I know he says a lot and I can't believe it, but I really like him." .”

I can understand what kids of this age care about, but in my mind this is really a silly way to do it.There are always people who say that to love someone is to pay for him regardless of gain or loss. I think it is right or wrong.For example, what Poker Ping did for me and what I did for Poker Ping did not ask for anything in return. He didn't want me to walk into the Bronze Gate to meet death because of my established destiny.I will not just watch him sacrifice his life because of me just to avoid the so-called fate.But we cherish each other, even if we don’t reap the same love, we must at least get the same respect, otherwise this sacrifice is cheap and self-deprecating, and the only person who can be touched is the giver himself.

Of course, my emotional experience only allows me to talk about it on paper at such a time. After all, it must not be suitable for most people.So even if I really wanted to ask the little girl back with a very popular sentence when she kept saying "I don't know whether I should give up" over and over again: "You don't want to keep it for the New Year?" I can't hurt the little girl so straightforwardly. heart of.After listening to it, I was very impatient. After all, I went out for a walk at this time because I was irritable.I patiently told the little girl that from my point of view, this person is not worthy of her continued efforts. If she wants to listen to my opinion, I suggest that she give up this relationship and study hard.

The little girl didn't answer quickly, but asked me if I had experienced such a thing, I said no, and she asked again because the people I met when I was young were all worthy?I thought for three seconds, decided to tell the truth, and said, "No, I never fell in love at your age."

"after that?"

"No," I said happily, "To be precise, I have only liked one person so far."

"Where is that person now?"

"It's my lover."

I don't know why, talking about such a topic with the little girl, instead of making me feel ashamed, it calmed me down inexplicably.The big yellow dog has already lay down on the ground and narrowed its eyes, as if it took the conversation between me and Xiao Zhanniang as a lullaby.I simply sat on the floor, gave the little girl a mint, and signaled her to continue.She smiled suddenly, and her condition improved a lot, her smile was very lively, and there was a little cunning of a young man.She said: "You look like a person with a lot of experience." I didn't understand for a moment whether she was praising me or hurting me. She glanced at me, stuck out her tongue, and explained: "I mean , you seem to be the kind of person that girls like."

20 years ago, I might have been a little excited when others said that, but now I don’t feel much.The little girl continued: "It's not like me to be with someone I really like." I patted the girl on the top of the head and said, "You are still young, you will meet."

"What would it be like? You would live together, maybe not as well as you imagined, but you would still tolerate each other. You would give each other a hug when they were tired, say 'I'm here', or just do nothing , just watch him quietly and give him strength. You will spend time together, but there will also be endless topics. You may quarrel or have a cold war, but he will definitely come to you. Am I right? "

I seldom discussed the topic of feelings with others, and even when I was with Poker Ping, I didn’t make too much confession, as if everything was natural, so when I heard the young girl’s immature but full of yearning for beautiful feelings In the words, I still feel a little moved and emotional.Perhaps my experience with Poker-Face cannot be used as a good teaching model, but feelings can.At this moment, I inexplicably felt very at ease and at ease, as if I had gained a wonderful power in the process of cognition.

The little girl suddenly poked my shoulder and asked me: "Do you know why my aunt said you spoiled me?" I thought to myself that the subject had changed a little too quickly, so I shook my head.The little girl pointed at my back, and before I could turn around, a long shadow covered me and stretched out a hand to me.

"Go home for dinner."

"......it is good."

I took his hand and stood up with strength, and the little girl kept looking at the two of us with a smile.I patted the little girl's head twice and said, "Have you thought about it yet?"She nodded vigorously, and said that she had thought about it a long time ago, but she just couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart. Now that she understands, she won't be stupid again. Finally, she looked at the hand holding me and Poker Ping with a thief, and said: "Go back quickly, if my aunt sees you two like this in front of me, she will scold you again."

I didn't realize until now that the little girl probably saw the relationship between me and Poker Ping, so she went to ask her aunt for confirmation.The aunt next door must have been unaware of it at first, and I guess it was a belated reaction, and then felt that the two of us had affected her little girl in this way, no wonder there was so much trouble recently.

I sighed, and the little girl hurriedly made a "shh one by one" gesture to me, and said, "I will explain to my aunt." I waved my hand and said it doesn't matter, I'm not afraid of people knowing, so the little girl can rest assured , I won't tell her aunt about her puppy love.

When it was time to eat lunch, the smell of food was wafting in front of every house, which made me inexplicably looking forward to the fish soup made by Boyouping.His craftsmanship is very good, and he can cook a little bit of any cuisine. As long as you give him the recipe for those dishes that you don't know how to cook, he can cook them to a good degree.There were very few people on the road, so Poyouping kept pulling me, my palms were sticky and sweaty, it was very hot, but it didn't bother me.The fat man was not at home, so I asked Poker-Face where the fat man was, and Poker-Face said that the fat man had gone to buy sugar cane.I laughed when I heard it, sugarcane is good, I love sugarcane, and it can also relieve fire.

Poker bottle asked me: "Do you still want to smoke?" I shook my head honestly, probably after chatting with the little girl, another kind of psychological satisfaction was greatly satisfied.Poker bottle looked at me, and blinked at me expressionlessly. I pondered his intentions, paused for a while, and said, "Then... think about it?"

Poker bottle smiled lightly, pressed the back of my head and came over to kiss me, his tongue penetrated into my mouth, and stirred against the root of my tongue, I sucked his tongue, my cheek contracted and was bitten The burning bubble started to hurt again.Poker bottle relaxed a little, and licked the wound. It hurt a little, but it was more itchy and sweet.Poker bottle rubbed against my lips again before parting, and said: "It's a bit broken, I'll put some medicine on you later." I nodded, smiled at him, and signaled him to finish what he wanted to say .

Poker bottle covered his mouth and coughed lightly. I thought he was a little embarrassed. His eyes moved from the ground back to mine, and said: "Dopamine can relieve anxiety."

I thought to myself, oh, kissing produces dopamine.

He kissed me again, licking away the mint taste left in my mouth, and said, "Help you quit smoking."

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