I exchange my innocence for ten years for your constant companion

2018/7/20

At night, I chatted with National Day until after 11 o'clock before going back to sleep in the house I rented.

At 6:7 p.m., there is a boxing exercise class on time. get out of class ends at 7:40. Around [-]:[-], the bathroom.

Me: "I won't have dinner with you guys later, I have an appointment tonight. It was supposed to be last night, but last night his teacher changed his literature review for him. So it was changed to tonight."

Chen: "...I've been dating a senior for a long time. It's been almost a semester, and we haven't met yet. I plan to talk about it after I finish the graduate school."

Me: "...my appointment is different from your appointment!"

After a while, Chen deliberately dragged his tone and said: "...The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water~ hey~"

After hearing this, I felt very uncomfortable and very upset.I once told him that I really wanted to be a "gentleman".

I said awkwardly and earnestly: "...where do so many gentlemen come from?"

I wanted to continue to refute, but when the words reached my mouth, they fell to the ground along with the water from the shower.What if I said it out?What's the use?

I silently took a shower and went out to get dressed. I wanted to wait for him to leave the gym together.

He came out after washing and saw me sitting still: "You can go first, you don't have to wait for us."

I check the time.It's just 8 o'clock: "It's still early, the person I'm dating is in Yuexiu, so I'll drop by later, go back to the rented house first, and then go to Yuexiu. There's no rush."

Chen: "Well, let's go in the direction of Guangqiong Road, which is opposite to yours."

Me: "It's okay, I'll sit here to dry out, it's hot."

In the gym, the air conditioner in the bathroom is the coldest and most comfortable.

After a while, I saw him blowing his shorts with a hair dryer.

Me: "You didn't wear any pants?"

Chen: "Yeah!"

I got up and opened my locker: "Then I'll go first, goodbye."

Chen: "Well, goodbye."

Around 8:30, I went back to the rented house and cleaned up.I deliberately poured the self-made jelly in the refrigerator into a fast food box and prepared to take it to the National Day (my date, fellow, we graduated from the same high school) to eat.

2018/7/21

I went to bed a little late today, I didn't get up until 7 o'clock.I looked at the almanac again, and fortunately, Chenshi and Sishi are suitable for formal cooking.

After washing, I went to buy rice, cooking oil, soy sauce, starch, and looked at the meat place.The meat is very finely divided and the prices are different. I didn't make a good idea and didn't buy it.There are some cabbages I bought yesterday in the fridge, and I’m frying them today, that’s enough.Bought 6 eggs.

Today is very unlucky, the pot can't be used, and I can't cook.I turned to several nearby stores, and as expected, the pot cost at least 40 yuan.I really don't have much money left.WeChat only has more than 200, cash is only 100, and today is only the 21st...

I barely scrambled a cabbage with the mini-power pot left by that classmate, steamed an egg that I broke in a steamer, and some rice.This is my breakfast + lunch.

Just after lunch, Chen called: "Have you finished your meal? Come down for a while"

Me: "Why?"

Chen: "Here are things with reduced prices, 5 items for 3 yuan!"

Me: "Oh, I know. I bought a lot of stuff there."

Chen: "What did you buy here?"

Me: "Chopsticks, bowls..."

Chen: "Oh, okay, then I hang up?"

Me: "Okay, goodbye."

I woke up from a nap and saw the things they bought there on the table in the small living room.There is a bag of ten pairs of chopsticks.

I wondered in my heart: "Why do you buy this? At least I buy dishes and chopsticks for two people."

At around 6:[-] p.m., I am going to cook Jiangxi rice noodles that I have soaked in advance.

I adjusted the dipping sauce: light soy sauce + chopped pepper + chopped shallots

After a while, I smelled the sauce and felt a little at home.When I was at home, I also adjusted it like this, and sometimes I added some sesame oil, but I always felt that something was missing, and it was different from what my grandma made.Now I feel that this bowl of sauce is very well prepared, and it tastes like home.

Open the window of the living room, because of Typhoon Ambi, the air after the rain is filled with the smell of soil, leaves and weeds, I like this smell, I like it at home.Every time after the rain, I always like to open all the glass windows in the house, so that the fresh air can flow around in the house.

I cooked rice noodles and sat in the living room to eat them.I want to see how his girlfriend cooks instant noodles, because his girlfriend bought beans, leeks, and a white mushroom.Looking at it like this, his girlfriend doesn't plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and probably doesn't plan to go to Shanghai for an internship. This summer vacation, I have to bow my head and see them both.His girlfriend is going to buy a pot, and she is going to let her mother teach her how to cook.

Seeing me eating in the living room in the morning, I came over and said something to me: "We walked around that store for a long time, looking for those bowls that you didn't buy. I wanted to buy the bowl you gave us with jelly that day, but I didn't." purchase."

I was eating rice noodles, but after a pause, doubts flashed in my heart: "Why did you buy something different from me..."

Then continue to eat dinner.Go back to the dormitory to take a shower later, and sleep in the dormitory by the way.

Back in the dormitory, Xiao Ming came back from home.

Xiao Ming will come back tonight, make up his bed tomorrow morning, and take him to the company in Hangzhou for training.We'll be there next semester.

In this way, next semester, I will probably be the only one in the dormitory.Chen still rents a house with his girlfriend, and Huihui still often stays in the studio.

Suddenly there is a feeling that they are about to go their separate ways.

2018/7/23

At 03:30 in the afternoon, a hexagram was raised to ask about the fate of marriage and get "Ming Yi".

Before divination, I thought about what to ask for a long time. "Can I be admitted to Donghua after the postgraduate entrance examination?" This depends on one's own efforts, and it is something one can control in one's hands, and there is nothing to predict; whether or not one can, depends on one's own efforts. "Can you lose weight?" This is more up to you.

After watching the various interpretations of the "Mingyi Hexagram" and the explanations of each line for two hours, I combined my situation and what I asked to understand it.The final conclusion is consistent with my thoughts, he is not suitable for me; I should not like him anymore.I don't like him anymore!

But I should be hopeful - I can meet my other half, my marriage will be good.Now I should keep improving, study hard, and make myself better!