An Accident in Broad Daylight
Chapter 63
Yi Zhe only went back to their rental house on the day Xu Tangcheng left, and never went back after that.There are too many traces in the room, Yi Zhe can think of some fragments wherever he looks, and he is lost in thought for a long time.
On the trip back, he took his wallet, camera, and found the landlord's phone from the box on the refrigerator.
"Want to renew the lease?" The landlord is an aunt who is not young. Hearing his request, she laughed at the other end, "You guys want to renew the rent for the rest of your life. Are you afraid that I will raise the rent or something?"
Yi Zhe held up the phone, not understanding what she was talking about.
"The guy who rented the house with you just came to me to renew it a few days ago. You young people are also funny. I rent a house every year. He has been with me for a long time and continued for three years. What, he Didn't I tell you?"
After the landlord finished speaking, he didn't hear a response for a long time, so he teased again: "Then how many years are you going to continue?"
Yi Zhe paused for a while, chuckled and lowered his head.
Also, how could Xu Tangcheng not think of what he thought of.
Three years.
"Then will he come back in three years?" Unconsciously, facing the silent air, Yi Zhe actually asked such a question.
"What?" The landlord didn't hear the inexplicable question.
"It's fine." Yi Zhe said sincerely, "Thank you."
There are many things to prepare for going to Antarctica, the most important of which is a large number of psychological tests.Yi Zhe and the others are going with the American team, so all tests must be done on their side.Yi Zhe and Brother Shan flew several times to the United States, but fortunately, the departure terminal was not T1.
That period of time was not as slow as Yi Zhe imagined. Many times, after he was busy in the dark, the time had already jumped to Saturday, as if the previous five days had never passed.In Brother Shan's words, Yi Zhe was obsessed with scientific research, forgetting to eat and sleep, to the point of being obsessed, but only Yi Zhe knew that he had nothing to do and no place to go.
"No, I asked if you could shave this beard." Brother Shan sat next to him, turned his head a few times, and couldn't stand it any longer. "At any rate, we are not bad-looking, so we can pay attention to our image."
Yi Zhe raised his head from a pile of English documents and looked at him expressionlessly.
"Tsk," Brother Shan didn't look at me, and waved his hand, "Don't look at me, don't look at me, if any school girl tells me that you are handsome in the future, I will think she is blind."
The schoolgirl opposite with her head bowed accidentally laughed out loud, causing two people to look over at the same time.
Brother Shan reacted quickly, and immediately asked: "Do you think he is like this, do you still think he is handsome?"
"Actually... still... handsome, decadent and beautiful." The school girl couldn't provoke the staring senior brother in front of her, coughed twice, and got up with a bunch of keys, "However, Yi Zhe, you'd better tidy up a little bit, don't worry about it." Always learn from Brother Shan."
"Hey? Who are you scolding? Ah, he is decadent and beautiful if he doesn't pay attention to his image. I'm just a slovenly engineering man if I don't pay attention to my image. I think you have a problem with your basic attitude."
Yi Zhe watched the junior girl leave and touched his chin.
Seems a little sloppy.
"Okay, don't touch it, tell me your bank card number, and I will reimburse you together."
After all, Brother Shan is still very good to him.Yi Zhe hurriedly responded, and took out the bank card from his wallet.
But seeing the face of the card, Yi Zhe was stunned.Brother Shan saw that he was not moving or speaking, so he poked his head over strangely: "What's wrong?"
Yi Zhe looked up at him, and slowly handed over the bank card.
"You are girly enough, and there is a little rabbit on the card." Brother Shan asked while registering, "Did your girlfriend post it?"
Posted by Xu Tangcheng.
But it wasn't this that made Yi Zhe fascinated.
He couldn't remember the bank card number, but he knew that the rabbit on his card was a black rabbit in an orange skirt, while Xu Tangcheng's card was a black rabbit in a yellow skirt.
And now-
Yi Zhe looked at the card.
Xu Tangcheng changed the card with him before leaving.
He didn't know how much money was on this card, but he knew it would be more than his.
Yi Zhe thought of something again and suddenly smiled.Brother Shan was handing the card back to him, and saw him smirking at the computer alone, wondering: "Are you so happy to read a paper?"
Yi Zhe didn't say a word, took the card, put it in place, and then suddenly raised his head and asked Brother Shan: "How long will it take to pay for this reimbursement?"
"Maximum one month, why? Do you need it urgently?"
a month...
Yi Zhe thought, it's been too long.
He stood up abruptly, ran to a nearby supermarket with his bank card in hand, jumped around, and bought a pack of biscuits.
He walked back with the biscuits, feeling a little warm in his heart with great difficulty.He wondered if Xu Tangcheng had received a text message from the bank now. If he did this, it wouldn't be considered a breach of his promise not to contact him.
As they approached the gate of the school, the number of people gradually increased. When they bypassed the two iron fences, the phone vibrated.Yi Zhe paused for a moment, then realized that the people behind were blocking him, so he hastened two steps and stood by the side of the road.
He took out his mobile phone and checked the text message. The biscuit lost its original shape under the gradually increasing force and became fine powder.
“您尾号xxxx的储蓄卡账户于2014年1月10日21时18分消费支出人民币25.00元,活期余额xxxxx。”
The preparations were coming to an end, and one month before departure, Yi Zhe went back to City C.In fact, he didn't have anything to take, but he suddenly wanted to go back and have a look, and it happened that Zhao Weifan and You Fang said they would practice it for him, so he had a legitimate purpose of going home.
Unexpectedly, when he climbed the stairs, he ran into Duan Xiqiao who hadn't seen him for a long time at the door of his house.
Duan Xiqiao's attire was even more shocking than before, but there was a sense of decadence in his whole person, which attracted Yi Zhe to stop immediately.Standing on the stairs, Yi Zhe frowned and looked at his colorful dreadlocks, deeply feeling that Xiang Xiwen's aesthetics had probably reached the level of inclusiveness.
"Yi Zhe!" The person who was sitting on the ground with his head bowed suddenly stood up, which surprised Yi Zhe.
Since Duan Xiqiao is here, Xiang Xiyue must be there too.Yi Zhe resolutely gave up the idea of going home, and turned around to go downstairs, but when he turned around, he took a second look at the iron gate opposite, and Duan Xiqiao hugged his arm for a moment, making him unable to move. Move step.
"What are you doing?" Yi Zhe turned his head and looked at Duan Xiqiao with displeasure.
"Aren't you going in?"
"Don't go in, let go."
If Duan Xiqiao had eyesight, he wouldn't have been able to chase Xiang Xiyou till now.So he didn't mind the displeasure on Yi Zhe's face, not only didn't let go of his hand, but also took a step forward, looking at Yi Zhe with extra affection.
Yi Zhe was surprised to find that there were tears in his eyes, and his scalp went numb in an instant.
"Why are you crying..." In his world, men other than Xu Tangcheng are not qualified to cry, "If you have something to say, let me go."
"You..." Duan Xiqiao glanced at the door beside him, then let go of his hand and stood up, "Can you persuade Isla."
Duan Xiqiao suddenly lost his flamboyant, hippie smile, and stopped acting in dramas, and Yi Zhe couldn't get used to it.He looked Duan Xiqiao up and down, and asked sincerely, "Who is Isla?"
"your mom."
It was really the first time Yi Zhe knew that Xiang Xiwen had such a name.
"Oh, what happened to her?"
After he finished asking, the corner of the man's mouth suddenly turned down, and then his shoulders shook twice, and Yi Zhe suddenly disappeared in front of his eyes.
"Why are you crying..." Yi Zhe took a step back, looking helplessly at the person who was struggling to huddle on the steps, covering his face with tears, "Tell me, what's wrong with her?"
When Yi Zhe entered the house, he heard voices in the bathroom.He dawdled by the shoe cabinet for a while, then squatted next to the coffee table, slowly looking for a water glass.
He tossed and moved several water cups several times before finally opening the bathroom door.Xiang Xiyi put on a pink face mask today, and the first thing she did when she saw Yi Zhe was to press the corners of her eyes with two fingers: "Oh, I was scared to death, you bastard walked in without making a sound."
Yi Zhe took a cup and stood up without talking back.
He went to the water dispenser to get water, but the bucket was already empty, so there was not even half a drop left.Xiang Xiyue turned on the TV and turned up the volume, no longer trying to change the course.
"I'm going to go out in a few days." Yi Zhe put the empty water glass on the water dispenser, thought for a while, then turned around and said, "I'll go for about a year."
"Coincidentally." Afraid of affecting the effect of applying the mask, Xiang Xipi's mouth was only opened a crack, "I'm going out too. Where are you going?"
Knowing that Xiang Xipin was in a good mood, Yi Zhe asked casually, but he still answered seriously: "Antarctic."
"Hehe," because of this special destination, Xiang Xiyi was finally willing to look away from the TV and focus on him, "It's so awesome."
This "praise" Yi Zhe really didn't know how to respond, so he said, "Yes."
Xiang Xiyue was amused by him in a daze, the mask squeezed out several folds, but she didn't even curse at anyone.
"Then why don't you bring me a penguin back to have a look," she said while smoothing the mask. "It's fine to bring back the penguin alive or dead. I haven't seen it yet."
Yi Zhe's original plan was to say something first, and then naturally lead the topic to medical treatment, but he was very self-aware and judged that he didn't have the ability, especially when facing Xiang Xiwen, so he simply gave up on going around in circles , asked Xiang Xiyue directly: "Why didn't you treat the disease?"
Xiang Xixi paused for a moment, then reacted quickly: "Duan Xiqiao, you son of a bitch."
She started to change the channel to choose the program again, Yi Zhe saw that she didn't want to answer her intention, and continued to ask: "It's not that there is no hope, why did he die?"
"Hope?" Xiang Xiyi finally chose a variety show full of smirks, leaned back, and pillowed on the sofa, "I want to maintain dialysis, spend money to drain the kidneys, can I wait for the surgery when I die? Whether it can be successful is a matter of opinion, and you have to listen to the doctor's instructions to take good care of your body. You can't catch a cold or get sick again. Because your immunity is low, it's best to take it with you at home every day. In severe cases, you can't even drink saliva. Do you think this is hope? "
"But at least it can last for a long time."
"Maintenance?" Xiang Xiyue sneered, "I think, compared with this kind of maintenance, death is called hope."
Yi Zhe has always only known that people should cherish life, but he didn't know that there was such a way to live.He couldn't understand that Xiang Xiyi was talking about life and death and life in such a casual manner, so he frowned and said, "You are very irresponsible."
"responsibility?"
Xiang Xiyi didn't refute him immediately, she seemed to think his words were ridiculous, and digested them with sighs and smiles for a while.Yi Zhe stood there stubbornly waiting for her to finish laughing, so she took off the mask, took a piece of paper to wipe her face clean, and said slowly to Yi Zhe: "You mean I'm irresponsible to myself? What's wrong with me?" Responsible, I eat well and sleep well, and I haven’t wronged myself for a day, but I am irresponsible if I lose a few years of life? Yi Zhe, not everyone wants to live a long life, don’t use your methods Come and ask me."
He heard her speak so confidently of giving up her life, Yi Zhe was a little speechless: "Then according to you, those who commit suicide are reasonable?"
"Of course not." Xiang Xiyao looked at him inexplicably. "Those people are suffering. No matter how hard they are, they are too miserable to live anyway. I am different from them. I live very hard." Okay, so I don’t feel sorry for this life after I die, so why can’t I choose to die between living without freedom and dying?”
Unreasonable.
"Yeah." Whether it's reasonable or not, Yi Zhe couldn't tell her, so he stopped arguing with her about whether he would live or not, and asked instead, "Then have you ever thought about Duan Xiqiao?"
Xiang Xiyi massaged the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, wondering: "What does it have to do with him?"
This rhetorical question, coupled with Xiang Xiyue's puzzled eyes, made Yi Zhe completely give up on persuasion.Thinking of the crying man outside, he suddenly felt a little worthless for him.
His heart was completely cold, and he turned to enter the house, but Xiang Xiyao called him, and asked behind him: "By the way, where is your little boyfriend? Did you break up?"
Yi Zhe didn't even need to look at her face, he could also imagine her expression watching the show.
"No."
"Not yet. I've come back several times, but there's no sound from the opposite door. Has it moved away?" Xiang Xiyi sighed, "So, why did you fall in love in the first place? Who is their family? You don't even have to think about it."
Hearing what she said, Yi Zhe turned around abruptly, pulled his face and asked, "Who's in their family?"
"Don't make such a bad face for me, I'm teaching you with good intentions." Maybe it's because of illness, Xiang Xiyue has indeed calmed down a lot today. Normally, when Yi Zhe talked to her like this, she would have greeted her with dirty words. on.She rolled her eyes at Yi Zhe, and explained: "That fucking person, you have that kind of look when I put on heavy makeup, and you expect her to accept that you have sex with his son? I think you really have something in your head." Shit. Don't stare at me. I didn't say how bad your little boyfriend's mother is. I just want you to think about it. Now you think it's irresponsible that I don't treat you. My mother thinks you two are in a relationship. It's a mental illness, what's the difference? Both are narrow-minded, and they all think that they are right, so don't criticize anyone else."
Yi Zhe didn't speak, he stared at Xiang Xiying for a long time, then slammed the door and entered the room.
In the cabinet in the bedroom is the money that Xiang Xipi gave him over the years, stacks of cash, like a nouveau riche.Yi Zhe found a travel bag, put all the money in it, and carried it out.
Seeing the bag he threw on the tea table, Xiang Xiyue was quite incredulous.She raised her head, stared at Yi Zhe and asked, "Did you grow up eating rat shit all these years?"
"It has nothing to do with you what I grew up on." Yi Zhe replied calmly, "I will return the money to you. No matter how reasonable you think you are, I hope you can go to treat the illness."
He believed that Duan Xiqiao really loved Xiang Ximi, no matter how ruthless Xiang Ximi was, that careless man was determined to love her.
He said what he should say, did what he should do, and he can't control the rest.He has no relationship with Xiang Xiyue, he knows how much he has, and Xiang Xiyue will not change his decision because of his actions.
"I don't." Xiang Xipi still had the same loose expression on her face. She looked at Yi Zhe and told him, "I will go out to play starting tomorrow and I won't come back. Even if Duan Xiqiao looks for you again, my You don't need to take care of things anymore. Although I gave birth to you, I didn't take care of you. I know this very well, so even if I die, you don't need to collect my body. "
It is true that Xiang Xipi is sharp and vicious, and Yi Zhe doesn't like her.But when she suddenly mentioned "death", Yi Zhe still felt a huge shock.
die?
So powerful, would someone who didn't suffer at all have to leave so early?
It was rare for him and Xiang Xiyong to coexist peacefully, but this time when Yi Zhe turned around, the two of them looked at each other calmly for a while without speaking.
"I know, you are different from Yi Yuanzhi and Yi Xun."
In my impression, this was the first time Xiang Xiyi mentioned these two names after divorcing Yi Yuanzhi.
"Of course, you are not the same as me." Xiang Xiyi tilted her head and smiled helplessly, "But you are too unrealistic, 'family love' is not suitable for me, and it is not suitable for Yi Yuanzhi. Xiao Xiao’s kind, ouch, I’d laugh my ass off if I put Yi Yuanzhi on him, you know?”
After Xiang Xiyue finished speaking, she started laughing again on the TV. Without the mask, her laughter was even more unobstructed, as if it wasn't her who was sick, and it wasn't her who was dying.
"When you divorced, why did you want me?" Yi Zhe asked suddenly.
This is a question that has been on his mind for a long time. Ever since Yi Yuanzhi's image was subverted in his mind, he couldn't figure it out. Since no one cared, why did he have the illusion at that time?
Xiang Xiyue was stunned for a while, and when she rolled her eyes, a look of interest suddenly appeared on her face: "You don't think he loves you if you ask me that way?"
His brows trembled slightly, and Yi Zhe stood quietly without speaking.
He could see that Xiang Xiyue was really trying to hold back her laughter, but in the end she couldn't hold it back and smiled undisguisedly.
"Because none of us were willing to have two children at that time, and you are already grown up, so it is easier to raise."
Seeing Yi Zhe's numb expression, Xiang Xiyi felt a sense in her heart, she paused, and said, "You asked me earlier, who knew you would think so, and made a fool of yourself in front of him, right? But I want you, except In addition to thinking that you are easy to raise, there is really another reason. As I said just now, since you were young, I found that Yi Xun is too much like Yi Yuanzhi. When you want something, you pretend to be cute, They can do anything. People like them look modest and gentle, but they are actually very cruel. They don't care about anyone. You are different. I am so disgusted with Yi Yuanzhi, I want to keep a child anyway, so I might as well keep you. Lest you be assimilated by that scumbag."
Yi Zhe thought about Xiang Xipi's last words for most of the night, and then came to a conclusion in a daze, that the problem of not knowing people clearly and not understanding people's hearts was brought up since childhood.
He fell asleep so late that the next morning, after being woken up by the sound outside the door, Yi Zhe squinted his eyes for a long time before sitting up abruptly.He hurriedly opened the door and went out, only to find that Xiang Xiyue had already put on her makeup and was dragging a suitcase to leave.
"Yo, you're awake." Xiang Xiyue put on her stiletto high heels and said without looking back, "That's the last time we see each other."
"Yeah." Yi Zhe brushed his hair to hide his haste.
Xiangxi went to the door to change into golden stilettos, took a scarf, and threw a bunch of keys on the shoe cabinet.Yi Zhe took two steps forward, staring at the bunch of keys in a daze.
Xiang Xiyi put a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, covering half of her face, then waved to Yi Zhe: "Let's go, goodbye."
"If you……"
The moment she turned around, Yi Zhe suddenly spoke.Seeing her turn around, Yi Zhe paused for a moment on her face before saying, "If you die, let me know."
Xiang Xiyi froze for a moment, then smiled indifferently: "It's not necessary."
"It is necessary." Yi Zhe insisted, "Let me know."
Their last side ended with Xiang Xiying's unprecedented submission.
"Okay," after a short silence, Xiang Xiyue sighed and nodded, "I'll tell you."
The door closed with a loud bang.
Yi Zhe looked at the door for a while, then turned around in small steps, turned around in a circle, and looked at the home where he had lived for many years and now there was only one person left.
The door to Xiying's room was still open, so Yi Zhe took a few steps in that direction and stopped at the door.
The room was messy, messier than his previous room.
In this family, the scene that used to happen most often was Xiang Xiyong, with her messy hair, pulling open the door, and then yelling at him full of impatience and anger.
The room was too quiet, so quiet that Yi Zhe suddenly missed the voice he didn't want to hear.
After taking a closer look inside the room, Yi Zhe stretched out his hand and closed the door.He went to the bathroom to wash up, and after tidying up, he found that the pocket of money on the coffee table was still there, and there were a few more pages of paper on it.Yi Zhe picked it up and looked at it, a little surprised that Xiang Xiyi would leave him an inheritance.
In the evening, Yi Zhe went to have dinner with Zhao Weifan and You Fang. During the dinner, You Fang was still poor as usual, and Zhao Weifan still often told him to shut up, just like before when he was tutoring homework.Yi Zhe drank a lot of wine, Zhao Weifan stopped him twice, but he put away his hands and said, "This is the last time, I won't drink anymore."
After all, men still understand men, You Fang pulled Zhao Weifan, gave her a wink, and signaled her to leave it alone.
"By the way, I saw that Yu Yu that day."
Yi Zhe was taken aback for a moment, and raised his drunken eyes.
"Hmph," Zhao Weifan slapped the table, quite aggrieved, "He represents their company to our school for an exchange, what a shame he is. It's really blind. I saw him on the platform and kept laughing hypocritically, and I got angry. .”
"En." Compared to Zhao Weifan's anger, Yi Zhe didn't have any special reaction at all, he just responded in a low voice, drank another glass of wine, and then turned the glass in a daze.
When he returned, Yi Zhe was already unconscious. You Fang got him off the wine table and carried him downstairs again. Then he blushed and threw it into the rental car.Zhao Weifan wanted to accompany Yi Zhe to sit in the back seat, but You Fang dragged him away with a black face, and stuffed his head into the front seat.
Along the way, You Fang always thought that Yi Zhe had fallen asleep, and kept talking to Zhao Weifan about why such a grown-up man was dead.Zhao Weifan was impatient with his reading, turned his head and stared at him suddenly, but saw Yi Zhe leaning on the back of the chair, looking out the window with his eyes open.
Zhao Weifan and Yi Zhe have been classmates for so many years, and have never seen him like this.It seems that the whole person is not even breathing, and has nothing to do with the world.
"Yizhe."
She felt uncomfortable and called him, but the person who was called didn't respond.
When they arrived at the community, Yi Zhe didn't let You Fang carry him on his back, so You Fang supported him, and the three of them staggered up the stairs.But when they reached the door, You Fang and Zhao Weifan were frantically looking for the key on Yi Zhe, when they were suddenly pushed away by a force.Zhao Weifan yelled in panic, Yi Zhe had already stumbled towards the person opposite.
"Damn it," You Fang was anxious when he heard the loud bang on the door, "Why are you going to someone's house in the middle of the night?"
Yi Zhe moved, put his forehead against the iron door, and then stood motionless.
You Fang didn't know what Yi Zhe was doing at the door, but Zhao Weifan did.Looking at Yi Zhe's back, her eyes turned red.
"He..." You Fang wanted to talk to Zhao Weifan, but seeing her strange expression, he was stunned, "What's wrong with you?"
Yi Zhe stood leaning against the door for a while, then suddenly started to slide down, Zhao Weifan rushed to pull him, but didn't stop him.
"Don't sit on the ground, Liang." Zhao Weifan squatted in front of him, lowered his voice, trying to coax him to stand up.
Yi Zhe leaned against the door, his eyes were still open as before, but Zhao Weifan was facing him, but he didn't see his shadow inside.
Not knowing whether he was awake or drunk, Yi Zhe lowered his head and sat quietly.
"Get up, Yi Zhe, go home and sleep."
Zhao Weifan said this several times, but Yi Zhe didn't respond at first, and finally said in a hoarse voice, "Sit for a while."
Zhao Weifan bit his lip hard.
As if thinking that Zhao Weifan didn't hear, Yi Zhe grabbed the hand that was holding his sleeve and said in a low voice, "I'll just sit here for a while and don't knock on the door."
The three of them didn't speak any more, and not long after, the lights in the corridor went out.
I don't know how long it has been in this darkness, You Fang felt that his legs were numb, and he was quietly shifting his weight, when he suddenly heard Zhao Weifan call him, the voice was so low that even the lights didn't turn on.
"Ok?"
"I don't want to support gays anymore."
"Ah?" These words startled You Fang enough, the surroundings suddenly lit up, and You Fang also saw Zhao Weifan's teary face.
"What's the matter?" He quickly squatted down, trying to wipe her tears, but she turned her head away.
"What's the matter?"
"I don't want to support homosexuality anymore." Zhao Weifan raised a hand and wiped tears on both sides of his face, "It's too bitter."
One month later, Yi Zhe left Beijing.
Both he and brother Shan lived in the doctor's building, and they took a taxi to the airport in the early morning.
Not long after getting into the car, Brother Shan fell asleep with his neck on his back. It was a quiet time, and the driver didn't have much to say, only the radio in the car. Watching this with Yi Zhe at a low volume, I thank you for too many memories city of.
Beginnings, interruptions, all happen here.
"The next song is for countless travelers on the way. I hope everyone will have a peaceful and hopeful mood during the journey. When you return from the journey, you will get what you want. From CorrinneMay, "Journey"."
The hostess's sweet voice fell, and the music started.At first, Yi Zhe just listened to the familiar sound. After the first stanza was finished, Yi Zhe suddenly turned his eyes to the front, looking at the speaker that was singing.
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
Iamlostand know that Imusthide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by myside
It's a long long journey
And Ineed to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
Idon't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds meuptill I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pullmethrough
"It's a female singer I like very much. This is her first album, and it tells the stories of travelers."
"Suddenly I remembered that the title of my favorite song in this song is very suitable for the present."
"what?"
"Journey."
Journey.
journey.
So how did he understand it?
Yi Zhe couldn't remember clearly, but he was sure he didn't have a deep understanding, because he remembered that he fell asleep in the second half of the song.
He could already understand the fluent English. He was drowsy at that time, but now he is sober.
In the early morning hours when he was about to travel thousands of miles away, Yi Zhe suddenly understood that time cannot be reversed, nor can it be pursued at a constant speed. It has accomplished all karma behind people's backs. , but remained unaware of it.
Xu Tangcheng understood the song five and a half years ago, but he only understands it now. This is the six years between them.
This is his journey.
Yi Zhe looked out the window, but tears couldn't escape the pursuit of the lyrics.He suddenly hated this kind of coincidence, as if someone was standing on the cloud, condescending, telling him, look, this is the doomed ending from the beginning, I gave you a reminder so many years ago, but you didn't have the slightest vigilance.
Six years, Yi Zhe thought, isn't it just six years?He chases, he finishes.
After the last two lines of the song, Yi Zhe tilted his head, looked at himself in the cloudy glass and smiled.
Cozeit'sa long long journey
Till If I find my way home to you...to you
He couldn't catch up with Xu Tangcheng at normal speed, so he used double or triple speed to catch up.He hugged Xu Tangcheng in front of the big steps under the light and shadow and said that he ran very fast, no matter where Xu Tangcheng went, he could hug him.
I remember it in the camera.
On the trip back, he took his wallet, camera, and found the landlord's phone from the box on the refrigerator.
"Want to renew the lease?" The landlord is an aunt who is not young. Hearing his request, she laughed at the other end, "You guys want to renew the rent for the rest of your life. Are you afraid that I will raise the rent or something?"
Yi Zhe held up the phone, not understanding what she was talking about.
"The guy who rented the house with you just came to me to renew it a few days ago. You young people are also funny. I rent a house every year. He has been with me for a long time and continued for three years. What, he Didn't I tell you?"
After the landlord finished speaking, he didn't hear a response for a long time, so he teased again: "Then how many years are you going to continue?"
Yi Zhe paused for a while, chuckled and lowered his head.
Also, how could Xu Tangcheng not think of what he thought of.
Three years.
"Then will he come back in three years?" Unconsciously, facing the silent air, Yi Zhe actually asked such a question.
"What?" The landlord didn't hear the inexplicable question.
"It's fine." Yi Zhe said sincerely, "Thank you."
There are many things to prepare for going to Antarctica, the most important of which is a large number of psychological tests.Yi Zhe and the others are going with the American team, so all tests must be done on their side.Yi Zhe and Brother Shan flew several times to the United States, but fortunately, the departure terminal was not T1.
That period of time was not as slow as Yi Zhe imagined. Many times, after he was busy in the dark, the time had already jumped to Saturday, as if the previous five days had never passed.In Brother Shan's words, Yi Zhe was obsessed with scientific research, forgetting to eat and sleep, to the point of being obsessed, but only Yi Zhe knew that he had nothing to do and no place to go.
"No, I asked if you could shave this beard." Brother Shan sat next to him, turned his head a few times, and couldn't stand it any longer. "At any rate, we are not bad-looking, so we can pay attention to our image."
Yi Zhe raised his head from a pile of English documents and looked at him expressionlessly.
"Tsk," Brother Shan didn't look at me, and waved his hand, "Don't look at me, don't look at me, if any school girl tells me that you are handsome in the future, I will think she is blind."
The schoolgirl opposite with her head bowed accidentally laughed out loud, causing two people to look over at the same time.
Brother Shan reacted quickly, and immediately asked: "Do you think he is like this, do you still think he is handsome?"
"Actually... still... handsome, decadent and beautiful." The school girl couldn't provoke the staring senior brother in front of her, coughed twice, and got up with a bunch of keys, "However, Yi Zhe, you'd better tidy up a little bit, don't worry about it." Always learn from Brother Shan."
"Hey? Who are you scolding? Ah, he is decadent and beautiful if he doesn't pay attention to his image. I'm just a slovenly engineering man if I don't pay attention to my image. I think you have a problem with your basic attitude."
Yi Zhe watched the junior girl leave and touched his chin.
Seems a little sloppy.
"Okay, don't touch it, tell me your bank card number, and I will reimburse you together."
After all, Brother Shan is still very good to him.Yi Zhe hurriedly responded, and took out the bank card from his wallet.
But seeing the face of the card, Yi Zhe was stunned.Brother Shan saw that he was not moving or speaking, so he poked his head over strangely: "What's wrong?"
Yi Zhe looked up at him, and slowly handed over the bank card.
"You are girly enough, and there is a little rabbit on the card." Brother Shan asked while registering, "Did your girlfriend post it?"
Posted by Xu Tangcheng.
But it wasn't this that made Yi Zhe fascinated.
He couldn't remember the bank card number, but he knew that the rabbit on his card was a black rabbit in an orange skirt, while Xu Tangcheng's card was a black rabbit in a yellow skirt.
And now-
Yi Zhe looked at the card.
Xu Tangcheng changed the card with him before leaving.
He didn't know how much money was on this card, but he knew it would be more than his.
Yi Zhe thought of something again and suddenly smiled.Brother Shan was handing the card back to him, and saw him smirking at the computer alone, wondering: "Are you so happy to read a paper?"
Yi Zhe didn't say a word, took the card, put it in place, and then suddenly raised his head and asked Brother Shan: "How long will it take to pay for this reimbursement?"
"Maximum one month, why? Do you need it urgently?"
a month...
Yi Zhe thought, it's been too long.
He stood up abruptly, ran to a nearby supermarket with his bank card in hand, jumped around, and bought a pack of biscuits.
He walked back with the biscuits, feeling a little warm in his heart with great difficulty.He wondered if Xu Tangcheng had received a text message from the bank now. If he did this, it wouldn't be considered a breach of his promise not to contact him.
As they approached the gate of the school, the number of people gradually increased. When they bypassed the two iron fences, the phone vibrated.Yi Zhe paused for a moment, then realized that the people behind were blocking him, so he hastened two steps and stood by the side of the road.
He took out his mobile phone and checked the text message. The biscuit lost its original shape under the gradually increasing force and became fine powder.
“您尾号xxxx的储蓄卡账户于2014年1月10日21时18分消费支出人民币25.00元,活期余额xxxxx。”
The preparations were coming to an end, and one month before departure, Yi Zhe went back to City C.In fact, he didn't have anything to take, but he suddenly wanted to go back and have a look, and it happened that Zhao Weifan and You Fang said they would practice it for him, so he had a legitimate purpose of going home.
Unexpectedly, when he climbed the stairs, he ran into Duan Xiqiao who hadn't seen him for a long time at the door of his house.
Duan Xiqiao's attire was even more shocking than before, but there was a sense of decadence in his whole person, which attracted Yi Zhe to stop immediately.Standing on the stairs, Yi Zhe frowned and looked at his colorful dreadlocks, deeply feeling that Xiang Xiwen's aesthetics had probably reached the level of inclusiveness.
"Yi Zhe!" The person who was sitting on the ground with his head bowed suddenly stood up, which surprised Yi Zhe.
Since Duan Xiqiao is here, Xiang Xiyue must be there too.Yi Zhe resolutely gave up the idea of going home, and turned around to go downstairs, but when he turned around, he took a second look at the iron gate opposite, and Duan Xiqiao hugged his arm for a moment, making him unable to move. Move step.
"What are you doing?" Yi Zhe turned his head and looked at Duan Xiqiao with displeasure.
"Aren't you going in?"
"Don't go in, let go."
If Duan Xiqiao had eyesight, he wouldn't have been able to chase Xiang Xiyou till now.So he didn't mind the displeasure on Yi Zhe's face, not only didn't let go of his hand, but also took a step forward, looking at Yi Zhe with extra affection.
Yi Zhe was surprised to find that there were tears in his eyes, and his scalp went numb in an instant.
"Why are you crying..." In his world, men other than Xu Tangcheng are not qualified to cry, "If you have something to say, let me go."
"You..." Duan Xiqiao glanced at the door beside him, then let go of his hand and stood up, "Can you persuade Isla."
Duan Xiqiao suddenly lost his flamboyant, hippie smile, and stopped acting in dramas, and Yi Zhe couldn't get used to it.He looked Duan Xiqiao up and down, and asked sincerely, "Who is Isla?"
"your mom."
It was really the first time Yi Zhe knew that Xiang Xiwen had such a name.
"Oh, what happened to her?"
After he finished asking, the corner of the man's mouth suddenly turned down, and then his shoulders shook twice, and Yi Zhe suddenly disappeared in front of his eyes.
"Why are you crying..." Yi Zhe took a step back, looking helplessly at the person who was struggling to huddle on the steps, covering his face with tears, "Tell me, what's wrong with her?"
When Yi Zhe entered the house, he heard voices in the bathroom.He dawdled by the shoe cabinet for a while, then squatted next to the coffee table, slowly looking for a water glass.
He tossed and moved several water cups several times before finally opening the bathroom door.Xiang Xiyi put on a pink face mask today, and the first thing she did when she saw Yi Zhe was to press the corners of her eyes with two fingers: "Oh, I was scared to death, you bastard walked in without making a sound."
Yi Zhe took a cup and stood up without talking back.
He went to the water dispenser to get water, but the bucket was already empty, so there was not even half a drop left.Xiang Xiyue turned on the TV and turned up the volume, no longer trying to change the course.
"I'm going to go out in a few days." Yi Zhe put the empty water glass on the water dispenser, thought for a while, then turned around and said, "I'll go for about a year."
"Coincidentally." Afraid of affecting the effect of applying the mask, Xiang Xipi's mouth was only opened a crack, "I'm going out too. Where are you going?"
Knowing that Xiang Xipin was in a good mood, Yi Zhe asked casually, but he still answered seriously: "Antarctic."
"Hehe," because of this special destination, Xiang Xiyi was finally willing to look away from the TV and focus on him, "It's so awesome."
This "praise" Yi Zhe really didn't know how to respond, so he said, "Yes."
Xiang Xiyue was amused by him in a daze, the mask squeezed out several folds, but she didn't even curse at anyone.
"Then why don't you bring me a penguin back to have a look," she said while smoothing the mask. "It's fine to bring back the penguin alive or dead. I haven't seen it yet."
Yi Zhe's original plan was to say something first, and then naturally lead the topic to medical treatment, but he was very self-aware and judged that he didn't have the ability, especially when facing Xiang Xiwen, so he simply gave up on going around in circles , asked Xiang Xiyue directly: "Why didn't you treat the disease?"
Xiang Xixi paused for a moment, then reacted quickly: "Duan Xiqiao, you son of a bitch."
She started to change the channel to choose the program again, Yi Zhe saw that she didn't want to answer her intention, and continued to ask: "It's not that there is no hope, why did he die?"
"Hope?" Xiang Xiyi finally chose a variety show full of smirks, leaned back, and pillowed on the sofa, "I want to maintain dialysis, spend money to drain the kidneys, can I wait for the surgery when I die? Whether it can be successful is a matter of opinion, and you have to listen to the doctor's instructions to take good care of your body. You can't catch a cold or get sick again. Because your immunity is low, it's best to take it with you at home every day. In severe cases, you can't even drink saliva. Do you think this is hope? "
"But at least it can last for a long time."
"Maintenance?" Xiang Xiyue sneered, "I think, compared with this kind of maintenance, death is called hope."
Yi Zhe has always only known that people should cherish life, but he didn't know that there was such a way to live.He couldn't understand that Xiang Xiyi was talking about life and death and life in such a casual manner, so he frowned and said, "You are very irresponsible."
"responsibility?"
Xiang Xiyi didn't refute him immediately, she seemed to think his words were ridiculous, and digested them with sighs and smiles for a while.Yi Zhe stood there stubbornly waiting for her to finish laughing, so she took off the mask, took a piece of paper to wipe her face clean, and said slowly to Yi Zhe: "You mean I'm irresponsible to myself? What's wrong with me?" Responsible, I eat well and sleep well, and I haven’t wronged myself for a day, but I am irresponsible if I lose a few years of life? Yi Zhe, not everyone wants to live a long life, don’t use your methods Come and ask me."
He heard her speak so confidently of giving up her life, Yi Zhe was a little speechless: "Then according to you, those who commit suicide are reasonable?"
"Of course not." Xiang Xiyao looked at him inexplicably. "Those people are suffering. No matter how hard they are, they are too miserable to live anyway. I am different from them. I live very hard." Okay, so I don’t feel sorry for this life after I die, so why can’t I choose to die between living without freedom and dying?”
Unreasonable.
"Yeah." Whether it's reasonable or not, Yi Zhe couldn't tell her, so he stopped arguing with her about whether he would live or not, and asked instead, "Then have you ever thought about Duan Xiqiao?"
Xiang Xiyi massaged the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, wondering: "What does it have to do with him?"
This rhetorical question, coupled with Xiang Xiyue's puzzled eyes, made Yi Zhe completely give up on persuasion.Thinking of the crying man outside, he suddenly felt a little worthless for him.
His heart was completely cold, and he turned to enter the house, but Xiang Xiyao called him, and asked behind him: "By the way, where is your little boyfriend? Did you break up?"
Yi Zhe didn't even need to look at her face, he could also imagine her expression watching the show.
"No."
"Not yet. I've come back several times, but there's no sound from the opposite door. Has it moved away?" Xiang Xiyi sighed, "So, why did you fall in love in the first place? Who is their family? You don't even have to think about it."
Hearing what she said, Yi Zhe turned around abruptly, pulled his face and asked, "Who's in their family?"
"Don't make such a bad face for me, I'm teaching you with good intentions." Maybe it's because of illness, Xiang Xiyue has indeed calmed down a lot today. Normally, when Yi Zhe talked to her like this, she would have greeted her with dirty words. on.She rolled her eyes at Yi Zhe, and explained: "That fucking person, you have that kind of look when I put on heavy makeup, and you expect her to accept that you have sex with his son? I think you really have something in your head." Shit. Don't stare at me. I didn't say how bad your little boyfriend's mother is. I just want you to think about it. Now you think it's irresponsible that I don't treat you. My mother thinks you two are in a relationship. It's a mental illness, what's the difference? Both are narrow-minded, and they all think that they are right, so don't criticize anyone else."
Yi Zhe didn't speak, he stared at Xiang Xiying for a long time, then slammed the door and entered the room.
In the cabinet in the bedroom is the money that Xiang Xipi gave him over the years, stacks of cash, like a nouveau riche.Yi Zhe found a travel bag, put all the money in it, and carried it out.
Seeing the bag he threw on the tea table, Xiang Xiyue was quite incredulous.She raised her head, stared at Yi Zhe and asked, "Did you grow up eating rat shit all these years?"
"It has nothing to do with you what I grew up on." Yi Zhe replied calmly, "I will return the money to you. No matter how reasonable you think you are, I hope you can go to treat the illness."
He believed that Duan Xiqiao really loved Xiang Ximi, no matter how ruthless Xiang Ximi was, that careless man was determined to love her.
He said what he should say, did what he should do, and he can't control the rest.He has no relationship with Xiang Xiyue, he knows how much he has, and Xiang Xiyue will not change his decision because of his actions.
"I don't." Xiang Xipi still had the same loose expression on her face. She looked at Yi Zhe and told him, "I will go out to play starting tomorrow and I won't come back. Even if Duan Xiqiao looks for you again, my You don't need to take care of things anymore. Although I gave birth to you, I didn't take care of you. I know this very well, so even if I die, you don't need to collect my body. "
It is true that Xiang Xipi is sharp and vicious, and Yi Zhe doesn't like her.But when she suddenly mentioned "death", Yi Zhe still felt a huge shock.
die?
So powerful, would someone who didn't suffer at all have to leave so early?
It was rare for him and Xiang Xiyong to coexist peacefully, but this time when Yi Zhe turned around, the two of them looked at each other calmly for a while without speaking.
"I know, you are different from Yi Yuanzhi and Yi Xun."
In my impression, this was the first time Xiang Xiyi mentioned these two names after divorcing Yi Yuanzhi.
"Of course, you are not the same as me." Xiang Xiyi tilted her head and smiled helplessly, "But you are too unrealistic, 'family love' is not suitable for me, and it is not suitable for Yi Yuanzhi. Xiao Xiao’s kind, ouch, I’d laugh my ass off if I put Yi Yuanzhi on him, you know?”
After Xiang Xiyue finished speaking, she started laughing again on the TV. Without the mask, her laughter was even more unobstructed, as if it wasn't her who was sick, and it wasn't her who was dying.
"When you divorced, why did you want me?" Yi Zhe asked suddenly.
This is a question that has been on his mind for a long time. Ever since Yi Yuanzhi's image was subverted in his mind, he couldn't figure it out. Since no one cared, why did he have the illusion at that time?
Xiang Xiyue was stunned for a while, and when she rolled her eyes, a look of interest suddenly appeared on her face: "You don't think he loves you if you ask me that way?"
His brows trembled slightly, and Yi Zhe stood quietly without speaking.
He could see that Xiang Xiyue was really trying to hold back her laughter, but in the end she couldn't hold it back and smiled undisguisedly.
"Because none of us were willing to have two children at that time, and you are already grown up, so it is easier to raise."
Seeing Yi Zhe's numb expression, Xiang Xiyi felt a sense in her heart, she paused, and said, "You asked me earlier, who knew you would think so, and made a fool of yourself in front of him, right? But I want you, except In addition to thinking that you are easy to raise, there is really another reason. As I said just now, since you were young, I found that Yi Xun is too much like Yi Yuanzhi. When you want something, you pretend to be cute, They can do anything. People like them look modest and gentle, but they are actually very cruel. They don't care about anyone. You are different. I am so disgusted with Yi Yuanzhi, I want to keep a child anyway, so I might as well keep you. Lest you be assimilated by that scumbag."
Yi Zhe thought about Xiang Xipi's last words for most of the night, and then came to a conclusion in a daze, that the problem of not knowing people clearly and not understanding people's hearts was brought up since childhood.
He fell asleep so late that the next morning, after being woken up by the sound outside the door, Yi Zhe squinted his eyes for a long time before sitting up abruptly.He hurriedly opened the door and went out, only to find that Xiang Xiyue had already put on her makeup and was dragging a suitcase to leave.
"Yo, you're awake." Xiang Xiyue put on her stiletto high heels and said without looking back, "That's the last time we see each other."
"Yeah." Yi Zhe brushed his hair to hide his haste.
Xiangxi went to the door to change into golden stilettos, took a scarf, and threw a bunch of keys on the shoe cabinet.Yi Zhe took two steps forward, staring at the bunch of keys in a daze.
Xiang Xiyi put a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, covering half of her face, then waved to Yi Zhe: "Let's go, goodbye."
"If you……"
The moment she turned around, Yi Zhe suddenly spoke.Seeing her turn around, Yi Zhe paused for a moment on her face before saying, "If you die, let me know."
Xiang Xiyi froze for a moment, then smiled indifferently: "It's not necessary."
"It is necessary." Yi Zhe insisted, "Let me know."
Their last side ended with Xiang Xiying's unprecedented submission.
"Okay," after a short silence, Xiang Xiyue sighed and nodded, "I'll tell you."
The door closed with a loud bang.
Yi Zhe looked at the door for a while, then turned around in small steps, turned around in a circle, and looked at the home where he had lived for many years and now there was only one person left.
The door to Xiying's room was still open, so Yi Zhe took a few steps in that direction and stopped at the door.
The room was messy, messier than his previous room.
In this family, the scene that used to happen most often was Xiang Xiyong, with her messy hair, pulling open the door, and then yelling at him full of impatience and anger.
The room was too quiet, so quiet that Yi Zhe suddenly missed the voice he didn't want to hear.
After taking a closer look inside the room, Yi Zhe stretched out his hand and closed the door.He went to the bathroom to wash up, and after tidying up, he found that the pocket of money on the coffee table was still there, and there were a few more pages of paper on it.Yi Zhe picked it up and looked at it, a little surprised that Xiang Xiyi would leave him an inheritance.
In the evening, Yi Zhe went to have dinner with Zhao Weifan and You Fang. During the dinner, You Fang was still poor as usual, and Zhao Weifan still often told him to shut up, just like before when he was tutoring homework.Yi Zhe drank a lot of wine, Zhao Weifan stopped him twice, but he put away his hands and said, "This is the last time, I won't drink anymore."
After all, men still understand men, You Fang pulled Zhao Weifan, gave her a wink, and signaled her to leave it alone.
"By the way, I saw that Yu Yu that day."
Yi Zhe was taken aback for a moment, and raised his drunken eyes.
"Hmph," Zhao Weifan slapped the table, quite aggrieved, "He represents their company to our school for an exchange, what a shame he is. It's really blind. I saw him on the platform and kept laughing hypocritically, and I got angry. .”
"En." Compared to Zhao Weifan's anger, Yi Zhe didn't have any special reaction at all, he just responded in a low voice, drank another glass of wine, and then turned the glass in a daze.
When he returned, Yi Zhe was already unconscious. You Fang got him off the wine table and carried him downstairs again. Then he blushed and threw it into the rental car.Zhao Weifan wanted to accompany Yi Zhe to sit in the back seat, but You Fang dragged him away with a black face, and stuffed his head into the front seat.
Along the way, You Fang always thought that Yi Zhe had fallen asleep, and kept talking to Zhao Weifan about why such a grown-up man was dead.Zhao Weifan was impatient with his reading, turned his head and stared at him suddenly, but saw Yi Zhe leaning on the back of the chair, looking out the window with his eyes open.
Zhao Weifan and Yi Zhe have been classmates for so many years, and have never seen him like this.It seems that the whole person is not even breathing, and has nothing to do with the world.
"Yizhe."
She felt uncomfortable and called him, but the person who was called didn't respond.
When they arrived at the community, Yi Zhe didn't let You Fang carry him on his back, so You Fang supported him, and the three of them staggered up the stairs.But when they reached the door, You Fang and Zhao Weifan were frantically looking for the key on Yi Zhe, when they were suddenly pushed away by a force.Zhao Weifan yelled in panic, Yi Zhe had already stumbled towards the person opposite.
"Damn it," You Fang was anxious when he heard the loud bang on the door, "Why are you going to someone's house in the middle of the night?"
Yi Zhe moved, put his forehead against the iron door, and then stood motionless.
You Fang didn't know what Yi Zhe was doing at the door, but Zhao Weifan did.Looking at Yi Zhe's back, her eyes turned red.
"He..." You Fang wanted to talk to Zhao Weifan, but seeing her strange expression, he was stunned, "What's wrong with you?"
Yi Zhe stood leaning against the door for a while, then suddenly started to slide down, Zhao Weifan rushed to pull him, but didn't stop him.
"Don't sit on the ground, Liang." Zhao Weifan squatted in front of him, lowered his voice, trying to coax him to stand up.
Yi Zhe leaned against the door, his eyes were still open as before, but Zhao Weifan was facing him, but he didn't see his shadow inside.
Not knowing whether he was awake or drunk, Yi Zhe lowered his head and sat quietly.
"Get up, Yi Zhe, go home and sleep."
Zhao Weifan said this several times, but Yi Zhe didn't respond at first, and finally said in a hoarse voice, "Sit for a while."
Zhao Weifan bit his lip hard.
As if thinking that Zhao Weifan didn't hear, Yi Zhe grabbed the hand that was holding his sleeve and said in a low voice, "I'll just sit here for a while and don't knock on the door."
The three of them didn't speak any more, and not long after, the lights in the corridor went out.
I don't know how long it has been in this darkness, You Fang felt that his legs were numb, and he was quietly shifting his weight, when he suddenly heard Zhao Weifan call him, the voice was so low that even the lights didn't turn on.
"Ok?"
"I don't want to support gays anymore."
"Ah?" These words startled You Fang enough, the surroundings suddenly lit up, and You Fang also saw Zhao Weifan's teary face.
"What's the matter?" He quickly squatted down, trying to wipe her tears, but she turned her head away.
"What's the matter?"
"I don't want to support homosexuality anymore." Zhao Weifan raised a hand and wiped tears on both sides of his face, "It's too bitter."
One month later, Yi Zhe left Beijing.
Both he and brother Shan lived in the doctor's building, and they took a taxi to the airport in the early morning.
Not long after getting into the car, Brother Shan fell asleep with his neck on his back. It was a quiet time, and the driver didn't have much to say, only the radio in the car. Watching this with Yi Zhe at a low volume, I thank you for too many memories city of.
Beginnings, interruptions, all happen here.
"The next song is for countless travelers on the way. I hope everyone will have a peaceful and hopeful mood during the journey. When you return from the journey, you will get what you want. From CorrinneMay, "Journey"."
The hostess's sweet voice fell, and the music started.At first, Yi Zhe just listened to the familiar sound. After the first stanza was finished, Yi Zhe suddenly turned his eyes to the front, looking at the speaker that was singing.
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
Iamlostand know that Imusthide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by myside
It's a long long journey
And Ineed to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
Idon't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds meuptill I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pullmethrough
"It's a female singer I like very much. This is her first album, and it tells the stories of travelers."
"Suddenly I remembered that the title of my favorite song in this song is very suitable for the present."
"what?"
"Journey."
Journey.
journey.
So how did he understand it?
Yi Zhe couldn't remember clearly, but he was sure he didn't have a deep understanding, because he remembered that he fell asleep in the second half of the song.
He could already understand the fluent English. He was drowsy at that time, but now he is sober.
In the early morning hours when he was about to travel thousands of miles away, Yi Zhe suddenly understood that time cannot be reversed, nor can it be pursued at a constant speed. It has accomplished all karma behind people's backs. , but remained unaware of it.
Xu Tangcheng understood the song five and a half years ago, but he only understands it now. This is the six years between them.
This is his journey.
Yi Zhe looked out the window, but tears couldn't escape the pursuit of the lyrics.He suddenly hated this kind of coincidence, as if someone was standing on the cloud, condescending, telling him, look, this is the doomed ending from the beginning, I gave you a reminder so many years ago, but you didn't have the slightest vigilance.
Six years, Yi Zhe thought, isn't it just six years?He chases, he finishes.
After the last two lines of the song, Yi Zhe tilted his head, looked at himself in the cloudy glass and smiled.
Cozeit'sa long long journey
Till If I find my way home to you...to you
He couldn't catch up with Xu Tangcheng at normal speed, so he used double or triple speed to catch up.He hugged Xu Tangcheng in front of the big steps under the light and shadow and said that he ran very fast, no matter where Xu Tangcheng went, he could hug him.
I remember it in the camera.
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