lemon balm

A summer nestled at home, as if isolated from the world.Fatty Li Hao held one smartphone all day long, ignoring anyone, but the other one had no news at all, and I didn’t use QQ or anything, and I didn’t leave his phone number, so I had to be alone.

It's hot, I don't want to go out, I'm bored, so I raised two pots of flowers, one pot of cactus, and one pot of aloe vera.The aloe is watered every day, but it grows very quickly, green and watery; the cactus is wilted, and I haven’t seen it grow more than a little bit in more than two months, but it is a bit soft. When I noticed it, I found that it was already moldy.Until winter, when I watered it once, I found that it was empty inside, and I felt very uncomfortable, a little empty.The remaining pot of aloe vera did not survive this winter. The leaves withered and yellowed and died, and no more flowers have been grown since then.

The noon sun shone in the house, and the leaves outside the window shone brightly, illuminating the entire street.There are few pedestrians under the shade of mottled trees. Occasionally there is a watermelon stall, and the people are sleepy, shaking a big cattail fan, with yellowish red eyes, flushed complexion, and slow movements.The voice is surprisingly bright. When someone buys watermelon, the voice almost overwhelms the cicadas. He is full of air, "Try this melon, is it sweet or not? There is less rain this year, so the melon is sweet."

I watched and looked at their family. The man was in his early thirties, with a Chinese character face, begonia color, slightly out of shape figure, wearing a white vest, sitting there all day without shouting.A dark and thin woman will bring him meals, with a child, also dark and thin, with a white vest, seventy percent like a man.The woman wore a neat pan-shaped head, with an accent like that of a southerner, and she spoke wow-wow-wow.The family is very harmonious in this summer, but when the children grow up, the man has money, and the woman is getting old, what will happen when facing the rebellious father and son.

As I was thinking about the future of their family, a sudden phone call interrupted me from my imagination.

"Hello? Oh..." came the old man's stubborn voice, "Mom, I'm looking for you." The mother came out wearing a white cotton dress with disheveled hair and a pair of slippers.

"Hello? Oh, it's me. What's the matter?" The mother's expression became abnormal.

"If something happens, you know how to plot against me. Your son is so capable, why doesn't he take good care of his wife. How much does it cost? 30! Diabetes will cost 30?" Also, from now on, I have nothing to do with you!" The mother stared wide-eyed, panting heavily, and it took a long time before she shed tears as big as beans, and then cried overwhelmingly. She cried for a long time before returning to the old days. calm.

Then, she dressed up beautifully and dignifiedly, wearing a long skirt, a pair of high heels, a touch of red lips, and a small umbrella and went out.My grandma was sick, and my uncle and aunt wanted to take care of it, but the family just bought a new car and opened a brick factory, so they couldn’t afford the money, so my grandpa asked my mother to bear this burden. My mother has a monthly salary, and my father can also earn money. , probably not bad for the money.In the end, the mother called back 15.

Simply, the mother's salary is still quite a lot, enough to support our expenses.It's just that she seldom speaks. Although we didn't talk much before, we still had some words, but now there are even fewer.But I like her better now. In my memory, when I was young, my mother always loved to beat me, sometimes wringing out bruises on my body, and then she was half crying and half laughing. Later, when I was older, I didn’t see her. Do it again.She is always indifferent, always smiling politely at people, and rarely loses her composure, and she also curls up the corners of her mouth at me, which is regarded as a smile.Only during the Chinese New Year or when she passed the exam, she would show a heartfelt smile, but it was just a smile.These years, my mother probably hated them very much, but she was powerless, otherwise she would not have left her hometown to come here.

She raised the corner of her mouth and said with tears in her eyes, "Is your test result coming out?"

"Come out and get admitted to No. [-] Middle School."

"It's good if you pass the exam!" As he said that, tears flowed down his face, "If you pass the exam, you have to work harder, get into a good university, and have a leisurely job, so that you won't be bullied like me!"

I don't know when, layers of clouds piled up outside the window, densely packed like Liren's heart, riddled with holes but indestructible.A windless afternoon is like a stuffy jar, airtight, but the temperature rises little by little.Finally, a gust of breeze blew by, and there were misty filaments floating in the distant clouds and rain, and waves of wind and waves gradually rushed over.The rain is coming, between the sky and the water, fluttering and reviving, and the drops are disappearing in twos and twos like a lotus lake, as if it has never come before, only people know.

Throughout the summer, nothing else happened, the days were extremely peaceful, and the years passed by, but I didn't notice it at all.Autumn is here in a blink of an eye, and the whole city is filled with gold. The withered yellow leaves and dry tree trunks are mixed with the smell of spices floating in the sky, which is extremely gorgeous.However, the dry tree is like the corner of my mouth, with white dead skin, cracked and bleeding in pieces, and it doesn't matter after taking a lot of medicine.When the food touches the corner of the mouth while eating, tears will come to my eyes from the pain, but my mother sees it and says, "Drink more hot water, it will get better soon."

When I have nothing to do, I sit by the window and drink water vigorously. Sometimes the water bottle I drink is empty, and after half a month, I can't eat anything, and I vomit abnormally.After seeing it, the doctor said it was water intoxication, so don't drink too much water.After coming and going, my mouth is still not healed, and I feel uncomfortable all over, and I can't eat anything.He hasn't had any serious illness for more than ten years, but after this tossing, he seems to be terminally ill, and has lost a lot of weight.After a few more days, I got better miraculously, and I was busy preparing for high school again, getting things ready, and school was about to start.

On the day I entered school, my mother came to see me off.It was a very cloudy day. When I was going to school, it was an old road, as if I had walked it in the past. The gray bricks were put together into neat squares, and it was very clean.Stepping on it, the solid ground gave people relief. I saw my mother was wearing a red dress and painted red lips, making her face even more pale and without a trace of blood. Black hair and red lips are very calm in the cool autumn wind.The high heels under my feet are twitching, and I feel very proud. Among the middle-aged and aging parents with sad faces, my mother is very confident and beautiful.Send me to the door, she turned and went back, I stopped her "Mom."

"What are you doing?" She smiled, in the wind, under the tree, under the gaze of everyone.

"Thank you!"

"Hehe!" She smiled so brightly that her dimples came out.The skirt swayed in the fallen leaves and autumn wind, the only thing that didn't move was her black hat, which looked very calm.Then, he walked away on the breeze and fallen leaves.

The new school has a new atmosphere. It turned clear at noon after registration. The autumn air was crisp, the sky was clear, and the sun was shining brightly. It looked very bright without a bit of darkness.The entire yard is full of fallen leaves and cut branches. Several workers are pulling garbage and dead branches. The walls are also freshly painted, and the blue walls are very clean.The new class was also cleaned very cleanly. The female teacher stood at the door and greeted the new students with a dignified smile.

The new seat is next to the window again. I looked at the painted window lattice, but I couldn’t see the original color anymore. Some pieces showed yellow wood texture, and the glass patterns were also different. I don’t know how many people are in this classroom. Going to school, how many people spend their youth here.It's just Baiyuncanggou, I don't know if they will come back in the future, or if they can't return to the old yellowed place.Just as she was lost in thought, the female teacher said, "The textbooks haven't arrived yet. Let's take a look at the junior high school textbooks first. Some students' grades are not very good. You can read them first, so as not to catch up later." After she finished speaking, she turned and went out.

As soon as the head teacher left, the whole classroom exploded. He first asked about the situation at the same table, where he came from, how many points he had scored in the test, and then asked others. It was a joy.Unexpectedly, the teacher turned around and came back, which caught people off guard. She smiled slightly, very intimidating.This teacher's surname is Chang, and he looks a little too plump, with broad hips and shoulders, a square face with a round face, flaxen hair hanging around, and looks a bit strangely feminine, and he is a bit majestic after all.In this way, it is even better to keep a smile on your face.

I remember that in the first few days, she couldn't remember most people's names, she could only call this, that, row and column, and after three days, she could quickly call everyone's name. This skill is terrible. In this way, the reputation spread far and wide.She smiled and said, "Everyone, please don't fall in love, otherwise I will split a couple when I see a couple. Some students used to nickname me Miejue Shitai, so don't let me find out."

The audience roared with laughter under the podium, but she also smiled and said nothing.After a while, she quieted everyone down and walked out.Turning around, I saw a deskmate with a smiling face, short and fat, very kind.After talking a few words, I rushed to class again. The teacher of each subject would introduce himself first. After two days, I didn’t talk much in class, but I got to know people a lot. I have settled down a lot.

Like the spring breeze blowing on the face, it is gentle and brisk; like the light smoke of summer, it is eager and strong;The love between boys and girls comes and goes quickly in four seasons a day. Even so, there are couples wandering around the campus all day long.

People always say that it's not good to fall in love early, and it's never too late to fall in love in college, and high school is a good time to study.But when the time comes, how can it be compared to the age of sixteen or seventeen, cuddling each other on the street, looking at each other as if they are the whole world, the colorful world, kissing and loving.Most people will miss their youth when time goes by, maybe they don't necessarily still like that person at the beginning, but just miss the love when their hearts were beating.When you get older, you probably won't feel the heartbeat when you fall in love again. Sometimes, love is just a little bit of joy.

In the evening, a couple of people piled up under the tree, under the dim light, I saw a man and a woman standing facing each other, he looked at him, and she also looked at him, and then he hugged her around his chest, about Blushed.Someone said, "When I hugged him, the smell on his body filled the whole world, my face blushed faintly, and my heart beat fast." This kind of feeling is probably youthful, or love.

The whole world began a thick love story after entering fifteen or sixteen years old. You owed me, I owed her, and who owed whom?It's just wishful thinking, I like you, it has nothing to do with you, there are all kinds of strange things, and I can't blame you.But the excitement is theirs.