lemon balm

It is rare to see Lin Sen recently. It is said that there is a girl in the school who has been pestering him.Although my mother is recovering, the house is extremely hot, and Chen Sheng insists on sending her to the hospital for recuperation, so I am the only one at home.And Chen Sheng may not have seen him for a long time since the last time we met at the hotel, so he called me to go to the hotel this day.

He has lost a lot of weight, is darker, and looks a lot more energetic, but his mouth is full of bubbles. I guess it will take a lot of work to buy the land. He looked at me and smiled and said, "I guess I won't be able to see you for a while, the land in the west Before the deal was settled, Yi'er asked me to give him a sum of money, saying that he was doing her classmate a favor, but I didn't agree, so we'll wait for a while."

"Yi'er is your daughter?" I have never met this Yi'er, every time we meet each other we have a one-way connection, and every time he goes to see his mother, he just sits and sits, so he has never met this noble lady.

"About the same age as you, self-willed and mischievous. Her mother is away, and I am busy. She was spoiled since she was a child, and she always says what she wants at home. She has always had everything she needs. This time, I will kill her spirit." He untied it bit by bit. Buttons, revealing fat flesh.

"Oh? How much do you want this time?" I was a little curious.

"I heard from her that her classmate's mother is not in good health, and her father doesn't care about them. It will cost one hundred and eighty thousand to cure the disease, and if something happens in the future, it will not fall on me. The trouble is serious. I I don’t want to worry about it.” He looked at me, and said, “It’s not a big deal, but something happened to her classmate’s mother in the future, and there was a misfortune and eight diseases. Wouldn’t it be up to me to find a job? Or, I know the father of her classmate, so I can't help you."

It turned out that this sentence was the key point, I smiled, "It's not that I want your help, you complained to me, you seemed very nervous." The air-conditioning in the hotel was turned on too high, and I shivered.

"Look at you, it's cold." A blanket was brought to wrap me up, and it took another long time in the blink of an eye.

Walking out of the hotel, I saw that the sky was about to get dark, but there was no light from the setting sun on the horizon, it was gloomy and gloomy, as if it was going to rain, I walked briskly.It’s okay to take things lightly about sex, until your body and mind get used to it, which means you’ve grown up.

Walking to the old place, I saw Lin Sen squatting alone, with a sullen face, a little funny. "Yoyo, who is this? Isn't it young master Lin who is full of charm and good luck?" He wanted to make fun of him, but after saying it, the tone changed, it seemed to be mocking, and at the same time seemed angry.

"I..." He couldn't speak, and stared at me, as if he wanted to see through me.After a while, I sat looking at his clear eyes and dark face, and when I was a little lost, he suddenly said, "Have you visited my mother?"

"It's scary." With a long tone, he hit him and patted his chest, "I've been there."

"You gave her money? Are you so rich?"

"Yes. What? Where's your little girlfriend? Don't want to give you money to support you?" He said it out of nowhere.

"I have nothing to do with her, don't talk about her." He narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he wanted to eat people.The grass not far away flickered, and a figure came out from behind, his face was invisible, he was very beautifully dressed, his loose clothes showed his snow-white shoulders, and he left with a flick of his hair.

I smiled, "You don't chase?" I looked at him and said, "He came after you."

"What does it have to do with me? Just leave as soon as you leave." There was no expression on Yun Danfengqing's face.

"Hehehe..." I smiled, "You are so fickle." Looking up, the night was dark and long, and there was no light to be seen.

In the next few days, the world suddenly calmed down.Mother stopped making noises and went home, and stayed peacefully in the hospital every day, her calm and soft face regained her objectivity.Chen Sheng was also so busy with the work on the construction site that he didn't even make phone calls, and his mother didn't say anything.Lin Sen, it seems that he has a hot fight with that little girl, so he doesn't have time to come to me.The world suddenly seemed to return to the summer when I was 14 years old, quiet, lonely, and hot.

Every day when I have nothing to do, I would go out for a walk, and once I walked back to the previous neighborhood, I saw that the uncle selling melons was still there.Wearing a white two-piece vest and selling melons under the shade of a tree, he looked darker and older, with his brows and eyes drooping down, showing a bit of old age.Exposure to the sun, even the old sycamore trees beside the road have curly leaves, looking very decadent.All of a sudden, I found that the old woman standing under the tree was actually that woman, that shrewd, capable and very agile woman."Where's your son?" The two of them looked at each other in dismay, unable to speak for a while, so, so it was.Life is always difficult and painful. You may know that death and pain will be terrible, but you don't know that the word life is difficult is so difficult to write.

It can make a woman become haggard, and it can also make a man look down. It can make people give everything, whether it is chastity or dignity.

I hurried away, things changed, and only the gray buildings I saw in a trance could make me pretend that it was that summer.Looking at the endless stream of people, I was a little stunned. I took a deep breath, and the busy life was probably good, so I started to contact the new house and prepared to move.

The landlord I found before was trustworthy, and quickly cleared the house. It seems that I heard that there were a few students who lived there before, and they were about to be unable to pay the rent, so they were evicted.What should they do?Nobody cares, it's time to go anyway.The new house is fairly clean. There are two bedrooms and one living room. The kitchen and bathroom can be used. There are still a few tables and beds in the room, which are very old. If you simply replace them, they will look brand new in no time.

The white walls, the marble floor, and the sunlight pouring in from the windows made the house clean and bright, which made me move faster.I moved once before, so I basically don’t have any big pieces of furniture. I asked a worker to help me bring over a few large boxes of clothes and some bedding, and there was nothing left.I started to tidy up at home, and it took two or three days. This room faintly reveals the atmosphere of the original home.

When the sun shone through the glass into the room, I put on my plain white clothes and started to cook.The clear porridge was bubbling on the pot, exuding the aroma of rice.Stir-fry a lettuce, the green leaves are very attractive, and then cut up the sauced beef that I bought, it is a hearty brunch.If there are too many dishes, I will give a portion to my mother, put the dishes in the lunch box, and prepare to deliver meals to my mother.

The sun at noon in summer is already very hot, and fine beads of sweat ooze from the body.I was wiping off my sweat when I saw glutinous rice balls sold on the street, filled with red bean paste, steamed on a small cage, and white mist came out when they came out of the pot, so tempting.My mother loves these, sweet ones, so I bought some.On the way to the hospital, the sun was very strong, and the sweat soaked through the clothes, and I sweated a little, but I felt a little comfortable.

The air-conditioning in the hospital was still very strong. My mother was sitting, leaning against the bed, and it was hard to see what she was thinking.I went over and gave her the meal.She looked at me with a smile, and after a while, she said, "How's work going?"

"Fortunately, it's not too busy." I panicked, "Why do you ask this?"

"It's nothing, I suddenly remembered it today." She sipped the porridge and said lightly, "I heard that you didn't go to work recently?"

"Didn't you just look for a house and move recently? I didn't go there much, and I took a few days off." I smiled at her.

"Oh. Then do you still have enough money?" She stopped talking and sat quietly to eat.

"Enough, enough." My heart sank, she knew.I looked up, and my mother looked gloomy.

"You're such a pervert." She flicked the bowl away.

"You already know? So what about perverts?" I smiled and said, "So does he."

The mother stopped talking, and just kept crying. At this moment, she finally showed her true colors, like the dead grandfather, with round eyes glaring angrily, and a hideous face.I put away the lunch box and mopped the floor clean.After a long time, she stopped crying, and I turned around to go home.

Just after going out, through the glass window, you can see the blood-red sky with pale clouds floating above.Seeing the blood-red sky, it was beautiful, like a red cloth, and then I suddenly thought of my mother.I turned around and went back, pushed open the door, and saw her thin body hanging on the window sill, looking at me with a pale face, the corners of her mouth curled up, and there was hatred in her eyes.I stood at the door, watching her push the window resolutely, and then fell out.Outside the window, there was a blood-red sky, gloomy, as if filled with hatred.

I don't know how I walked out amidst a crowd of people watching, I just remember that many people looked at me and pointed.Then, I kept walking, and kept walking, and finally, I saw Lin Sen under the streetlight.

Half a month later, with the help of Lao Xu, the mother's funeral was finally over.I was wearing white filial piety clothes, watching Lao Xu, who was many years old, busy, helping to find the cemetery and entertaining guests, I could only kneel on the ground and cry weakly.After crying for a long time, I have no strength left.Lin Sen supported me, otherwise I would have fallen down.Looking at the relatives and friends who came and went, none of them really cried. In fact, there were not many people in total. Many of them were people who helped the burial and carried the spirit. It's just that everyone was dressed in filial piety, which seemed to be a generous burial.

Chen Sheng never showed up, he couldn't get through the phone, and there was no one at home. Without him, many things would be less.It's just that people said that there was a problem with the piece of land that Chen Sheng invested in, and he spent a lot of money, and because of the lack of capital turnover, the company was about to close down.But he fled with the money again, so there was no news.fair enough.

In the next few days, I was always in a state of confusion. Fortunately, Lin Sen walked up and down the street with me, watching the plane trees one by one, the floor tiles one by one, and the air in the air. The smell of spices.That night, the sky was very cloudy, the sky was dark green, there was no wind, and there was only a strong smell of spices. I leaned on his shoulder and asked about his smell, a little bit of tobacco smell, and a little bit of sweat , smells good.

The street lamp was on, Hula pulled a gust of wind, dark clouds gathered on the top, and I felt a little cold. The body temperature next to me was very warm, so I couldn't help but leaned in again. Watching his face getting closer, I suddenly heard a pretty female voice "in What about this?" He turned around.

"You two really have a good time." A well-dressed girl was her, the customer who made things difficult for me.She walked over with a sneer, exuding nobility.

"I really look like a beauty. No wonder I can seduce so many people. It's a pity that I'm a slut just like your mother." She cursed viciously.

"What are you crazy about?" Lin Sen said, staring at her.

"You are with a man." She yelled like crazy, and rushed over to hit me.

I watched her rushing quietly, and then Lin Sen stopped her, and I smiled at her.

"This is our business, does it have anything to do with you?" Lin Sen calmed down and said slowly.

"Look at how dirty he is." With brows bristling and almond eyes wide open, she took out a stack of photos from her bag and threw them at my face, "Look at what your lover and my scumbag father have done ?” Her voice was gloomy, like a ghost urging her to death.

Looking at the photo, I didn't dare to think about it anymore, so I could only stop Lin Sen from seeing it.Suddenly thought of something, it turned out, mother... I rushed up and pinched her neck tightly, I saw the veins and clear bones on her neck, and a disgusting fragrance exuded from her body, I yelled at her Said, "You thief, don't you see what kind of thing you are, why are you so cheap, you killed my mother. You deserve to be born without a mother, you deserve to be unloved, you deserve to be lonely."

Lin Sen came over and pulled me away. I was so angry that I even kicked her twice.Unexpectedly, she didn't fight back, she got up and tidied up and left by herself. I saw panic and fear in her eyes.I knelt on the ground and cried silently, sobbing blindly. With a sound of "click", a thunder streaked across the sky, and when the sky turned white, it rained heavily.

After a while, the rain stopped.The huge sky is vast and transparent, a gust of wind blows by, there is a feeling of clouds on the body, the raindrops dripping on the leaves next to it, and the strange lights under the street lamps, this scene is like a grand and sad sacrifice.I looked at him with a handsome face and looked into the distance, no longer looking at me.

His figure looked more upright under the wrap of wet clothes, his eyes were lax, he didn't speak, his chiseled face was exceptionally handsome at the moment, his eyebrows flew into his temples, his lips were slightly pursed, he smiled at me, and left.

I never saw him again.