when i used to love you

"Eh..." Consciousness gradually returned, I blinked, and everything I saw was white.

"Are you awake?" A cold and familiar voice sounded, I turned my head subconsciously, and what I saw was Dr. Lu in a white coat, serious and cold.

Just as I was about to say something, memories suddenly flooded into my mind like a flood of floodgates.I was stunned for a moment, then tightly gripped the sheets, and asked in a low voice, "...Where is Zhiyu?"

Dr. Lu glanced at me, turned his head indifferently and continued writing, and replied indifferently: "Why don't you ask yourself first, I think you are going to die."

I just wanted to say "I don't care what I do", but when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them.Seeing me like this, Dr. Lu sighed softly.He put down the things in his hands, approached me, and tapped my leg lightly: "Does it hurt?"

I frowned, is Dr. Lu playing with me, I don't feel it at all... I don't feel it at all? !I raised my head in horror, but looked into his deep eyes.As if it had been silent for a whole century, Doctor Lu straightened up slowly, and said, "If you go later, you won't be able to see them."

I looked at my two legs in a daze, and murmured: "Then... can I still walk in the future?"

Dr. Lu probably looked at me pitifully, and softened his tone imperceptibly: "It will be fine after a period of training. But the frequency of your pain will become higher and higher in the future. If you don't pay attention, there is really no cure. Look. How do you, a famous doctor in the affiliated hospital, treat yourself when you save other people's lives?"

My mood gradually returned to tranquility.Then he raised his head and showed a faint smile: "Doctor Lu, isn't this still useless? Why do you look more worried than my client?"

"You..." Doctor Lu's expression was a bit exciting.I came to my senses and hurriedly asked, "By the way, where is Zhiyu? How is Zhiyu? Is he... is there any serious problem?"

"Hey..." Doctor Lu sighed clearly this time, and opened his mouth slowly, "There is really no major problem with the body, basically all injuries can be recovered without leaving sequelae, but..."

My heart suddenly hung up, and I stared at Dr. Lu without blinking.

"He, how should I put it... Maybe this car accident is just an inducement, it seems to have existed before..." Dr. Lu considered his words, and then said, "His memory is a little messed up."

My mind went blank all of a sudden.Memory confusion...

"He just woke up once, and I had a brief exchange with him, and found that his behavior and memory are extremely inconsistent with his age. Through discussion, we think that he may have experienced some blows before, and this car accident will bring this hidden danger to the fore. It was completely exposed. And his current memory should be from his high school days..." Dr. Lu said a long series of rare words.But after he finished speaking, he fell silent, quietly observing my reaction.

To be honest, apart from the shock when I first heard the news, I was even a little ecstatic.High school days... If Zhiyu's memories really return to high school days...my heart began to beat violently uncontrollably.

"Yang Feng, what do you want to do?" Dr. Lu frowned and asked me.

"No. I just thought... maybe, maybe..." I don't know what the "maybe" means.If I had worked hard then, maybe everything would be different now.Perhaps, this is a chance God gave me?At this moment, my heart is occupied by this terrible thought.

"You think about it. Because of things like memory, you can never know when it will come... and we can't guarantee that he will remember all the things in the memory disorder period..." Dr. Lu frowned even tighter.

"It's okay, Doctor Lu." I smiled casually, "Since this is an opportunity God gave me, I must seize it. Even if I fail... If I fail this time, then God really won't allow it." , then I will..."

so what?give up?I lowered my head and smiled shyly.Even so, I also...

"Okay." Doctor Lu sighed in surrender, and waved his hands helplessly, "You really are...forget it, you guys are all the same after all."

I didn't ask what "you" in Dr. Lu's words meant, but my intuition told me that maybe this person was the one who made Dr. Lu lose his composure... But, I don't have time to think about these things now.Because, as soon as tomorrow arrives, I will be able to meet that Zhiyu...