when i used to love you

Before I knew it, I had been working in the affiliated hospital for two years.The unknown little transparent back then has become a well-known doctor.

Coming out of the operating room, I slumped on the bench tiredly.It is already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and anyone who has just fallen asleep will not be very happy if he is suddenly awakened by the ringtone.Moreover, this high-intensity working frequency has exhausted me physically and mentally, and I almost have a ringtone phobia.

Suddenly, a cold thing stuck to my cheek.I was shocked by the ice and bounced up suddenly.After taking a closer look, I realized that Dr. Lu was holding a can of ice-cola and looking at me slightly surprised.

"Doctor Lu..." I grabbed the hem of my clothes in embarrassment, "Then what, don't worry, I've been a little nervous lately."

Doctor Lu nodded in understanding, then shook the cup in his hand, and said succinctly: "It's better to drink this at night."

He held a cup of hot milk in his hand, still steaming.

"Doctor Lu, I'm a grown man drinking this..." I felt a little helpless, thinking of milk tea for no reason.

"This is the responsibility of a famous doctor, even though you are still very young." Dr. Lu said a little bluntly.

Listening to Dr. Lu's reassurance as if it had nothing to do with me, I have already become accustomed to it.After getting along with Dr. Lu in the past few years, I found that Dr. Lu is not really cold, but... not good at words.Because of this, Dr. Lu missed many opportunities to be promoted to director.I couldn't help but look at him with some pity.

"What kind of eyes do you have?" Dr. Lu frowned slightly.

"Ah no, there's nothing, you must have read it wrong." I drank the milk quickly and habitually licked the edge of my mouth with my tongue.Just as I was about to say goodbye, I noticed that Dr. Lu's eyes were a little different from usual.How to say, that is a very sad look.Full of nostalgia, but the loneliness inside is enough to overwhelm people.

"It's really like..." Dr. Lu murmured.His voice was so ethereal.

"What? What does it look like? Dr. Lu?" I frowned and shook my hand in front of Dr. Lu's eyes several times.His eyes instantly cleared up and returned to their original deepness.

"Doctor Lu, what happened to you just now?" I asked with some concern.

"It's nothing, I'm too tired." Dr. Lu seemed to be really tired. He took a deep look at me, lowered his eyelids, and walked towards the door. His voice came from afar, "Sorry, Yang Feng."

I stood there for a while before leaving.But the sad look in Dr. Lu's eyes has always been in my mind, and I can't get rid of it.