when i used to love you

Just woke up, the sky is very gloomy.It was as if something was being accumulated, just waiting for an opportunity, and it would burst forth.I couldn't help but feel a little worried: the rainy season is about to begin again.

Every rainy season, my legs always hurt too much, sometimes even to the point where I can't walk.After coming out of the house, the old problem really happened again.I couldn't, so I called a taxi.Looking at the soaring prices, I was suffering both physically and mentally.

"This abominable rainy season..." I got out of the taxi and dragged my heavy steps, my heart aching like twists and turns.Suddenly, I heard a voice, so abrupt that I froze on the spot.

"Ah, um... Xue, senior, are you okay? I saw that you had some difficulty walking just now, is it okay?" It was Zhiyu.He was wearing a white shirt and was tall and tall.Just standing there attracted countless eyes.He frowned beautifully, as if thinking of something, his eyes drifted away for a moment.

"Ah, it's okay. When the rainy season comes, my leg hurts a little. It's a family hereditary disease. Don't worry, it's okay." I lied skillfully again and said nonchalantly.

"Why didn't I hear you say it when I was in high school? Before..." Zhiyu suddenly stopped.I also thought of something, and slowly lowered my head.I don't know when, high school seems to have become a taboo topic between us.

Zhiyu quickly regained his expression. He coughed lightly and said, "Senior, go to work first, let's go somewhere for lunch. I'll treat you, senior, you can choose whatever you want."

I nodded silently, watching the slender figure trot into the crowd.I looked at the place for a while, and then slowly walked into the building.

In the morning, I made countless mistakes, which was simply the sum of my work.But luckily there was no surgery in the morning, otherwise I guess I would lose my job.Whether I was working or not, I couldn't help thinking about the brief conversation just now.Why did Zhiyu come here?Was he already there?Also, he seems to have grown taller...

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but wait for the arrival of noon.When it was time to get off work, I packed up my things neatly and rushed out as fast as I could.There were many people at the door, but I still saw him at a glance.Zhiyu changed into a thin windbreaker, held an umbrella, and stood in the thin rain curtain.He is tall and slender, and he stands out from the crowd.Xu Shi saw me, and Zhiyu showed a shallow smile.So pure, so joyful.It almost blended into one with the shy face when I first met him.It seems that the seemingly invisible barrier between us has been melted in this shallow smile.

"Zhiyu, have you...have you been waiting for a long time?" I put my bag on my head and ran in front of him, with a hint of joy and timidity.

"It's nothing, I just finished work." Zhiyu said with a smile.

"...job? What kind of job?" As soon as I finished speaking, I felt a little regretful.Is this tone too casual?

Fortunately, Zhiyu didn't care.He said: "It's just a translator, and it's still in the probationary period. This time, I have a job. I thought you were here, senior, so I stopped by to take a look."

I have some emotion.Looking at the man who was as tall as me in front of me, I couldn't help but associate him with the shy little boy a few years ago, and I was deeply moved.

"Senior?" Zhiyu looked at me in a trance with doubt.

"Huh? Oh, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired from work... Let's go eat? I think there's a restaurant called 'Seven' that's good..."

Suddenly, an umbrella was raised above my head.My heart skipped a beat for an instant, and I turned my head to look at him.Under the umbrella, he showed a shy smile.My heart warmed, and I turned my head silently.The two of us walked silently all the way to the nearest bus stop, waiting for the No. [-] bus.

"Ah..." Zhiyu suddenly laughed, and turned to look at me, "Senior, do you find this scene very familiar?"

Looking at the softly flying rain, the spacious bus stop sign, and Zhiyu's warm smile, I suddenly realized.

It turned out that he still remembered.My eye sockets were suddenly wet, I couldn't help turning my face away, and blinked.Zhiyu didn't seem to notice, but didn't speak again.I turned my head slightly to look at him, and at that moment, his moist eyes were like the soft raindrops, densely covering my almost dry heart.

"The bus is coming!" Zhiyu smiled like a child, and that bright smile seemed to light up the cloudy sky.I followed him involuntarily, and squeezed into the bus with the bustling crowd.The two of us were in the car, shaking with the crowd.Suddenly, he held my hand tightly and told me with his mouth: Be careful.Then he smiled and withdrew his hand.I still maintained the posture of reaching out, stupidly not moving.I'm glad I didn't tell Zhiyu that there was a subway station there.Because the speed of the subway is too fast, it will only reduce the time we spend together...