Lovers are not full Just A Bit Confusing

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Have you spoken to him yet?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

He didn't talk to me, and he didn't call me after that night.I don't blame him either.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

You are guilty.You don't have to feel guilty at all.This kind of thing can't be slapped, anyway, it was the same way when I tried it last time.Ryan wasn't some helpless victim, he could say no.He can knock you over with a punch at any time and push you aside.Nobody forced him to put his thing in you.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Maybe I took advantage of him.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Alas, it's back again.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I really do, Luke.Of course I know I didn't force him - I couldn't do it even if I wanted to - but I know Ryan.I know how to make him obey.I knew he was protective of me and wanted to make me happy - he's always been that way and I probably took advantage of that.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

He can make you happy without putting his dick in your ass.Ryan is a big man, one person does things and one person is responsible.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

But here lies the key.He acted like he stayed out of it while we did it.He just... sat there and let me use his dick as a vibrator.Luke, I've seen him fuck people, and that night he... that's not how he fucked.He usually has sex with people, but he is fierce.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

He's hard, not soft, and cums.In my opinion, this shows that he did not stay out of "things".

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Then why didn't he call me for three days?

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

He may have been scared to pee because of his sudden bend!Haven't you ever thought about it?I've heard it happens to straight men.Or maybe he's trying to convince himself that he's still straight even if he fucks his best buddy's ass.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Ryan is not homophobic at all.Even if he feels like he might bend over, he won't be scared to pee.

Believe me, I know him.

No, I'm sure it's something else.

Actually, fuck me can't explain that he just bent.When the sperm is on the brain, you can insert any hole.If I'm so aroused, I might be able to have sex with women.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

whatever.

By the way, what happened to your parents?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

All in all, everything is as I expected.The atmosphere is depressing.Mom has been acting weird lately.I guess Dad told her how bad I was.Although she didn't say anything, I think it was just because she didn't want to agree with any of Dad's views.Still, a lot of things make sense now.Mum has always hated football, especially Chelsea.she knows.She knew about Tristan, but she didn't tell me anything.For some reason, this hurts more than my dad's silence.

Dad is still mad at me for not marrying Meghan Cadogan.I should probably be a little more sad, after all I let him down.But after what happened with Ryan, it's hard for me to take my dad's business seriously.After three days without talking to him, I'm completely useless. Isn't that sad?

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Very sad.

My advice: get someone to fuck, dude.Find someone else to plug you in for a change.It's best to be someone who doesn't treat you as a brother, and who doesn't have a sense of life and death crisis after making love.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I can not do it.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Seriously, you can do it.Right now I'm in a homophobic country.If I pick up the wrong guy, there's a good chance I'll get spanked (or worse).

But well, if all you want is to be fucked by your asshole best friend/fake brother, it's your heart that's broken anyway, you call the shots.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

He's not an asshole.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Of course he's a jerk, he's just being nice to you.He's a decent guy, but he can be a huge jerk if he wants to.

Believe me, I'm an expert on idiot identification.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

If you were an expert at identifying assholes, you wouldn't break up with so many assholes.Just because you're "sexy" when you see bad boys doesn't mean you're an expert on them.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Stop teasing me, just wait and see!One day, some bad guy will reveal a heart of gold under a tough and annoying shell, and I'll live happily ever after.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Do you really believe this?Live happily ever after?Oh, you're such a girly girl, Lucy.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Shut up.I haven't been in love with anyone since I was eight years old.At least I'm looking for my Prince Charming (although all I've found so far are frogs, it doesn't matter).And you can't find it.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I found it.You know I did.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Yes Yes.But he has always been your Prince Charming.I know.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

The thing is, I'm not the Cinderella in his story.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Yes, you are not Cinderella.You're his stable boy right now, and he can fuck you whenever he wants to have fun, but nothing else.Convenient enough for him, right?Call him and tell him to stop playing with you: he either wants you or he doesn't.Stop doing things like sucking dicks and having sex without talking about feelings.If he doesn't give you a yes answer, don't let his cock come up to you.Understand?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

understood.