Lovers are not full Just A Bit Confusing

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

We're not done talking, Jimmy, you can't hide from me forever!

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Don't call me Jimmy, or I'll call you Lucy.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Ryan can call you whatever you want.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

You're not my best buddy.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

I'm injured.Obviously I knew you earlier, and we couldn't walk at that time!We also went to school in Oxford together!I'm going to hug my pillow and cry to death.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

That emoji is too much like you.You're a big crybag, always have been.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Come on, Grayson, don't you think I've forgotten what we're talking about.

I go through it from beginning to end:

Yesterday, you told Ryan that this was not going to work and that you wanted to end your epic "friendship" and he broke up with his girlfriend.Then Ryan told you categorically that there will never be a relationship between the two of you, because he is a straight man in the universe.Then you get drunk, and then you give him a mouthful.

right?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Roughly the same.And stop putting double quotes around our friendship.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

When your "friendship" is worthy of its name, I will remove the double quotation marks.Generally speaking, men don't break up the fuck with the woman they like for the sake of their best friend, Jimmy.Okay, okay, you gave him a mouthful, and then what?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Then there is no more.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

There's no after that?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

We got drunk and I passed out.He was still asleep when I woke up this morning and I went home.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

You didn't say a word today?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Ok.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Your "um" is so anxious.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Shut up you, I'm sick of it.What if he hates me now?He was drunk at the time, and I might have taken advantage of him.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

But you are also drunk.Seriously, maybe you're even more drunk than him.You don't drink as much as he does, and he drinks as well as the Irish.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

He was originally half Irish.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

No wonder then.Alright, alright, if there is any magical turning point, remember to report to me at any time.I love dog blood!

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I met with Ryan this afternoon.He acted like nothing happened, as if he didn't remember anything.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Are you happy or disappointed?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

have no idea.I thought it was a bit anticlimactic.I barely slept last night, and I was about to break down, and that's what happened.

Well, don't talk about me.Is your dad really going to send you to Russia?are you excitedYou must be so excited.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Uh, don't remind me.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

What's the matter?Isn't it great that he finally entrusts you with the responsibility of giving you a company?How long have you been looking forward to it!

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

He sent me to Moscow, not to handle his business in Russia.I'm just representing him at a dumb PR event and an insignificant meeting.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

How miserable.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

I wish my dad was as good as your dad.Arthur will let you do things that require brains.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Yes, but your business talent is so strong, but I don't have it at all. How ironic.Although Dad doesn't say anything, I can see his disappointment every time I do something wrong and wait for him to wipe my ass.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

It's not easy for you either.But at least your dad found out that your sexual orientation won't really kill you, my dad can't say for sure.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

You mean the rumors about your dad aren't just dirty rumors?

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

You think I'm his son and he tells me everything?He doesn't trust me.

I have to go.Remember to keep me updated on the latest progress of the Ryan incident.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

No Ryan incident.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Of course.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I gave him another mouth.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

What?Come on with the details, buddy!Are you drunk again?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

We are not drunk.Just a normal night, we just meet up to play games, eat pizza or something—well, just like normal.And then... and then I fell to my knees again.To be honest, I don't know what's going on!He didn't say anything.The two of us just looked at each other for a while, and then I knelt down in front of him, and he didn't stop me.He didn't stop me, Luke!I know we should chat first, say something, but I can't.I was terrified of freaking him out, I could feel his nervousness.He stared at me so hard that I couldn't read his expression.So I just jumped right in.Fuck, this is the best thing I've ever done.I always hear people say that it's better to have sex with the one you love, and now I understand it.I used to never understand what's so good about sucking dicks, but... I could suck on Ryan's dick all day long!He was very rough afterwards, you know, just... he was actually fucking my mouth, not just passively letting me blow it to him.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Well - let's just pretend it's not embarrassing at all and I'm not aroused at all.Then what happened?You can't possibly pass out again, you're not drunk this time.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Neither of us passed out.After he cummed, he just... He didn't say anything, put on his pants and looked away from me.Then he asked me if I wanted to go to the United-Arsenal game next month.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

are you kidding me.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

No.He acted perfectly normal, like he never blew me through the throat and we were just best buddies.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Really?

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

Weird I know.I don't know how to look at this matter, what to do.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Talk to him, little genius.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

No, what if we fall out?

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Don't be silly, we're talking about the guy who dumped his girlfriend to make you happy, and you've both been together for 15 years!

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

It's not that simple.I really don't understand him these days.Sometimes he is weird with me, more aggressive than before.Seems like she's still blaming me for what happened to Hannah, but trying to hold back her anger.When we do... I feel it when he fucks my mouth.Maybe that's why he was so rough both times.He looked at me fiercely when I gave him a mouthful.Maybe this is his punishment for me.

From: Luke Whitford

Recipient: James Grayson

April 12

Or maybe he just loves to fuck your mouth.This is much more normal than the reason you mentioned.You are guilty of guilt, which is stupid.No one is forcing him to give up his girlfriend and choose you.Forget it, it's not your fault.

talk to him.

From: James Grayson

Recipient: Luke Whitford

April 12

I know Ryan, he won't talk to me until he's ready.