Ask your heart and soul

The red light in front of the operating room went out, and Fu Ye felt a thump in his heart, and immediately stood up, wanting to go forward.But someone was faster than him. Jiang Zhiming's mother and Jiang Yan had already rushed to the doctor who pushed the door out, and asked eagerly, "Professor, what's the matter?"

Professor Smith nodded and smiled gracefully: "The operation was successful, please rest assured. You can try to speak in a week."

Suddenly, a huge rock in Fu Ye's heart fell to the ground.His first reaction was to touch his phone, wanting to tell Bai Wan the news. Even though Bai Wan unilaterally cut off contact with the country, Fu Ye knew that he must also be worried about Jiang Zhiming's injury.He also wanted to tell Bai Wan that he was going to find him soon, whether Bai Wan had thought about their future or not, whether he wanted to see him or not, he would go to America to find him.

Fu Ye's hand touched the cold case of the phone, and just about to pick it up, he suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and a feeling of suffocation hit him instantly.Ever since he came back from the airport that day, he has had this feeling from time to time, with chest tightness, pain, and sometimes dizziness.But he has always been in good health, and he thought it was because he didn't rest well or was too emotional, so he didn't take it to heart.But now, this feeling of suffocation is getting stronger and stronger, and Fu Ye has no choice but to sit back on the chair.He leaned his back against the wall, breathing heavily, trying to ease the pain, but to no avail.He suddenly had an ominous premonition, and struggled to call the doctor, but it was too late. The next second, something exploded in his heart, and he fell off the chair.

"Brother Fu!" Su Xu was the first to realize that something was wrong, and rushed up to help him. When he found that Fu Ye had lost consciousness and was not breathing, he was so scared that he broke down in a cold sweat.

"Doctor! Doctor! Help!"

Fu Ye felt that he was wrapped in a dark water, boundless and icy cold, just like the bottom of the sea he had dived at night.He wanted to escape from this area, struggling hard, but sank deeper and deeper. Seeing that the boundless muddy darkness was about to swallow him, suddenly, a faint light appeared above his head.That was the only hope. Fu Ye swam desperately towards the light. The closer he got, the brighter the light source became. He even heard the sound of indistinct human voices and metal colliding.Finally, the light around his head enveloped him, and he opened his eyes with difficulty like a survivor who rushed out of the sea.

"Wake up! Brother Fu is awake!"

Accompanied by Su Xu's excited shout, footsteps came one after another, and someone quickly surrounded him.It took Fu Ye a minute to think. He found himself lying motionless on the bed, and there were his parents on the face with concerned eyes beside the bed.

"This is..." Fu Ye wanted to speak, but the mist sprayed on his face when he opened his mouth. It turned out that he was still wearing an oxygen mask.

Although unable to speak, his hearing was normal. Fu Ye heard his mother comforting in a soft voice: "You are sick, you just had an operation, and you need to rest."

The last scene before he fell to the ground emerged in Fu Ye's mind. The message on the phone was still not sent.

A week later, the intubation tubes and bottles on Fu Ye's body were finally removed, and he was transferred to the VIP ward. Only then did he know exactly what happened to him.An ascending aortic aneurysm with a diameter of about 7 cm was lurking on the large blood vessel leading to the heart, ready to strike him fatally.And for so many years, he didn't even know it, and he never felt it.According to the doctor, this kind of aneurysm is highly concealed, and may accelerate its growth and rupture within a period of time, and Fu Ye just caught up with it.Fortunately, he was in the hospital at that time, and he was rescued in time, otherwise it is really hard to say whether he would have narrowly escaped death.To make matters worse, on the way to prepare for the operation, the doctor also found that he still had mild valvular insufficiency, which made the operation more difficult.After ten hours of surgery, he was pushed out of the operating room unconscious.

It took him two days to open his eyes, and he was transferred to the VIP ward a week later, where he stayed for more than a month.At the beginning, he couldn't lie down at all, thinking about leaving the hospital every day.But for some reason, his recovery has not been very good, his heartbeat is irregular, his blood pressure has been slow to drop, and he is panting like a cow after walking a few steps out of bed.I had no choice but to stay in the hospital for observation.

Fu Ye's life has always been full of colorful flowers, and he has never suffered this kind of pain.At first he was still stubborn, he always thought it was a dream, or a joke made by God—but why was it him? !

Doctors suspected that the aneurysm was caused by an unhealed infection from his injuries.This infected aneurysm is prone to rupture and has a high mortality rate.It was a blessing among misfortunes that Fu Ye recovered his life.

Fu Ye remembered that he played extreme sports in the past, and he was injured several times and survived with his youth and strength. Maybe it was a bomb planted one time.

He suddenly felt that life seemed absurd, but in fact it had already been foreshadowed.Sometimes when he was lying on the hospital bed, he would think of the scene when he accompanied Bai Wan to meet Bai Shiying.The appearance of Bai Shiying when he was dying was deeply imprinted in his mind, thinking about it now, it was like a prophecy.He missed Bai Wan uncontrollably.Was Bai Wan sad at the time?It must be very sad, although he has tried his best to appear calm, some sadness is deep in the bone marrow.As for that kind of sadness, Fu Ye didn't want Bai Wan to suffer it again.

He steadfastly kept his illness a secret, except for a few people in the hospital at the time, no one knew what surgery he had undergone.

Jiang Zhiming's operation was very successful, and he was discharged from the hospital a week later.A few times later, Jiang Zhiming came to see Fu Ye.His voice recovered well, but he seemed to have nothing to say to Fu Ye, so he sat quietly by the bed.The two faced each other silently, you looked at me, I looked at you, staring at each other.

Once, Fu Ye couldn't bear it anymore, pointed at Jiang Zhiming, then pointed at himself, and came to a conclusion: "Oh, brother and brother!"

Jiang Zhiming spat with a straight face: "Retribution!"

"?" Fu Ye looked puzzled.

Jiang Zhiming said: "This is my retribution for leaving you, and it is also your retribution for not choosing me."

Fu Ye understood, and smiled helplessly: "There's nothing you can do about it, you've already suffered the retribution, and there's nothing you can do about it."

Jiang Zhiming rolled his eyes: "What's so good about him? He's not as handsome as me, he doesn't sing as well as I do, and he has an awkward personality."

His voice was basically the same as before, but it was more difficult to speak, and it sounded like he was gritting his teeth.

Fu Ye panted lightly, and asked back: "Then what good am I? You must come back to find me?"

Jiang Zhiming swept him from head to toe with cold eyes, and snorted: "Oh, it was okay, but now it's useless. You've become a sick child, I won't want you, don't hang up suddenly in the future gone."

"..." Fu Ye was so choked that his chest hurt, and he almost called the doctor.

However, thanks to the presence of two friends, Jiang Zhiming and Su Xu, his prison-like life passed a little faster.

After more than a month, Fu Ye's physical indicators returned to normal. He was about to be discharged from the hospital, and Jiang Zhiming also came to bid him farewell at that time.

"It might have been a mistake for me to come back to you," Jiang Zhiming said flatly, "but I don't regret it."

Hearing what he said, Fu Ye was shocked and raised his eyes to look at him.After so many years, Jiang Zhiming was still the same Jiang Zhiming.Proud, free and easy, able to afford and let go, like a gust of spring wind.

"I'm leaving, Fu Ye, I wish you happiness."

Jiang Zhiming followed Jiang Yan to Europe. He was still unwilling to inherit the family business, but he started to help Jiang Yan manage the jewelry business, which can be regarded as doing what he wanted to do.

And Su Xu also successfully took over China Overseas Music from Su Zheng, and made a drastic transformation, and named it China Overseas Entertainment Group.In addition to musicians such as Cheng Yin and Sui Feng, he also signed a large number of film and television and variety stars, preparing to enter various entertainment fields.

WW Music Company is developing at a moderate pace, with Vice Chairman Feng Shao in charge, and nothing has gone wrong for the time being.

In general, everyone is in their own place, and everyone has their own place.

Only Fu Ye suffered the most.He originally wanted to book a plane ticket to the United States immediately, but the doctor told him that he would have to wait at least three months for a reexamination before returning to normal activities.

There has never been a moment that made Fu Ye feel more like a waste than that moment.It turns out that illness can not only destroy a person physically, but more frighteningly, it will cause endless torture to the person's mind.One day, he saw his own face in the bathroom mirror and was startled.It's not that the appearance has changed much, but that the sharp spirit of the past has been obliterated unconsciously.Fu Ye finally realized that his weak and embarrassed appearance was completely different from before, even if he was discharged from the hospital, he would not be able to find Bai Wan.Several times in the dead of night, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Bai Wan, telling him that he was delayed by something and asked him to wait for him.But after thinking about it, this excuse is too pale and too helpless, it is better not to say it.Finally give up.During that time, his only hope was to pass the three-month review.Fearing that he would not recover well at home, his mother arranged for him to enter a high-end nursing home. He observed and waited day after day until Bai Wan called the breakup phone call.

That's what happened in those three months.Fu Ye finally told Bai Wan exactly what he said, including his own thoughts and concerns at the time.

Bai Wan sat by the bed, listened to him with red eyes, without saying a word.

Fu Ye carefully observed his expression, and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry. Bai Wan, I was wrong."

Bai Wan shook her head and said softly, "I've always wanted to advance and retreat with you, but you kept pushing me away. It was the same when you quit Zhong Hai to start your own studio, and it was the same when Jiang Zhiming had an accident and you decided to take care of him. Now you don’t even tell me about such a dangerous illness, and you don’t tell me when you arrive in the United States, will you let me know after you die?!”

The more Bai Wan talked, the more excited she became, her whole body trembled.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Fu Ye immediately leaned over and hugged him: "Bai Wan, I was wrong, I was really wrong. I swear, there will never be a next time!"

"How can I trust you?" Bai Wan said painfully, "You know that I have no sense of security, and the feeling of guessing and worrying about gains and losses makes me suffer the most. It was like this when I liked Sui Feng, so I would rather leave him. And now, I'd rather..."

The voice stopped abruptly, hot and trembling lips blocked his mouth, preventing him from uttering unfeeling words.Bai Wan froze for a second, struggling desperately, but Fu Ye exhausted all his strength to hold him firmly in his arms, and kissed him deeply.This long-lost intimate contact is like a dose of drugs, knowing that it is drinking poison to quench thirst, but it is irresistible.Bai Wan smelled the familiar hormonal aura from Fu Ye's body, and surrounded him overwhelmingly, his brain became more and more deprived of oxygen, and he was about to sink in the next second.

"En!" Fu Ye suddenly let out a muffled snort, and let go of Bai Wan.

He touched his lips in disbelief, and the sweet smell of blood permeated between his lips and teeth.It turned out that it was Bai Wanfa who bit his lower lip hard.

"You..." As soon as Fu Ye opened his mouth, his whole face suddenly wrinkled, and he arched his body slightly.

"what happened to you?"

"It hurts," Fu Ye cried out, pressing his heart, "My heart hurts."

"You, you, don't scare me!" Bai Wan was frightened, and quickly stepped forward to support him, and Fu Ye fell into Bai Wan's arms.

"I'll call an ambulance right away."

"Wait a minute." Fu Ye tentatively grasped Bai Wan's hand, and pulled it to his heart little by little, "Heart disease can only be treated with heart medicine, calling an ambulance is useless."

"..." Bai Wan realized that something was wrong. He was concerned about Fu Ye just now, and he was afraid of Fu Ye's heart attack, but now this guy is leaning against his arms, holding his hand with one hand, and embracing his waist with the other. There is also the shadow of illness.

"Get up for me!"

"I'm still sick, and I can't get up." Fu Ye said with a carefree voice.

"You can't get up, right?" Bai Wan sneered, "I originally wanted to give you another chance, but someone just said that he would never lie to me again, and now he is playing this kind of trick, I think we should forget it Bar!"

As soon as the words fell, Fu Ye jumped up immediately: "I'm fine."

Bai Wan gave him a cold look, got up and left.

Fu Ye stood up and grabbed him: "You just said you would give me a chance, you can't go back on your word."

"..."

"Bai Wan, trust me, okay?" Fu Ye held his shoulders, turned him around, and embraced him desperately.

They were shoulder to shoulder, chest to chest.Bai Wan felt the snail on her chest extend its long tentacles and touch Fu Ye's injured heart.

He sensed his heartbeat, his mood, and his thoughts, and at the same time passed his own heartbeat, mood, and thoughts to that person.

He had to admit that in these two hearts, there were thousands of feelings for each other.

They've been through so much together, and they can't just let it go.

"Can I still trust you?" Bai Wan asked softly, resting her head on Fu Ye's shoulder.

"Yes! Of course!" Fu Ye said firmly, "No matter what happens in the future, we will face it together."

Bai Wan wrapped her hands around him, closed her eyes as if accepting her fate, and whispered a word: "Okay."

After saying this word, Bai Wan's cheeks instantly became wet. He couldn't tell whether it was his own tears or Fu Ye's. He only knew that Fu Ye hugged him so deeply and tightly, as if he was his own. A lost and found treasure.