Ask your heart and soul

Four months later.

The sunshine in early spring is mixed with strands of coolness, like a fresh melody floating in the campus where people come and go.After the winter vacation, Bai Wan drove his second-hand BMW back to school.He drove into the building area of ​​the Vocal Music Department, parked the car, and just got out of the car when he saw the enthusiastic British singer Adam standing on the front porch and waving at him: "Bai! Bai! This way!"

His moves attracted many students passing by, and everyone's eyes turned to Bai Wan's side.

"That's white?"

"Yeah, you heard that too?"

"Listen, it's been on the list for more than a week."

"I heard that he signed Wagner, which is very impressive."

"..."

Hearing these whispers, Bai Wan smiled slightly, passed through the crowd without changing his expression, and walked towards Adam.

Adam was holding a stack of colorful paper in his hand, which looked like a poster. As soon as he saw Bai Wan, he bumped into him affectionately: "Bai, come on, join us!"

"What is this?" Bai Wan asked in English, and picked up one to read.

Sure enough, it was a poster, but it was just a recruitment poster. They were looking for participants in the experimental musical.

"The latest pop music experimental drama, we write scripts, compose songs, and perform in the experimental theater. How about it? Are you interested?"

Bai Wan looked at the introduction and really became interested. During this period of time, he watched a lot of musicals, including various genres. Sometimes he got excited and wanted to stand up and perform.

"Can I?" He looked up, looking at Adam with bright eyes.

"Of course!" Adam clapped his hands and said excitedly, "By the way, Bai, I've listened to your new song, it's great!"

Bai Wan smiled shyly.After almost two years of silence, he finally released a brand new English single composed by himself recently. The quality is very high and the results are also very good. As soon as it went online, it entered the national music charts, and he is very satisfied.

It can be regarded as an explanation to Ye Chengen and his fans who recommended him to Wagner.

Adam was still there and said excitedly: "I only knew that you were a singer like me. I didn't expect you to be so famous in China. You are a big star! I even listened to your Chinese album!"

Now Bai Wan was really embarrassed: "You, how did you hear that?"

"I went to Google specifically for you!" Adam said, "Hey, you don't know, your fans are so powerful. I'm on yours, what's Weibo? Ah yes, Weibo. I'm on Weibo I mentioned your name, and the comments are going up! Bai, you must join our team, with you, our musical will be guaranteed."

"But..." Bai Wan had a worry in her heart, "I don't know how to perform, I'm afraid I'll be slowed down."

In fact, what he really thinks is that he has always been said to have no emotion in singing, and musicals need to be more emotionally performed. Can he do it?

"It's okay, everyone is groping and improving step by step, I have confidence in you."

In this way, Bai Wan was drawn into the crew of this experimental musical by Adam.There are only five of them in total, apart from Adam who is the chief planner, there is also a screenwriter and three singers, Bai Wan is one of them.Although there are few people, everyone is full of enthusiasm. Bai Wan worked with them, and actually regained a little bit of the feeling of being in the band Wild Eagle.

That youthful, wanton, unrestrained feeling is really good.

And, this time, he has a backing.

Fu Ye would make international long-distance calls to him almost every day, and the calls lasted for more than an hour. Often he was in a hurry to hang up, but he was still reluctant to part with him.

"Let's talk a little longer! Is this how you treat your husband?" Fu Ye begged pitifully.

Bai Wan snorted through her nose: "Don't be miserable, don't be cute, you are a president after all, can you show some domineering spirit?"

"But my heart doesn't listen to me!" Fu Ye said, "It only beats for you now."

"..." Bai Wan was speechless. Ever since they reconciled, Fu Ye has been extremely clingy and always said some nasty things. Bai Wan deeply wondered if the illness had changed his sexuality.

"We can agree," Bai Wan emphasized word by word, "You, no, sure, delay my studies and work."

"Okay..." Fu Ye pretended to be aggrieved, "Why can't we meet each other! I miss you so much."

The two have been in a different country, which is indeed a problem.As early as the beginning of the reconciliation, Fu Ye asked him when he would come back, and his answer at that time was - he didn't know.And this time he released a new song, which brought a big surprise to Chinese fans.Only then did the fans know that he signed with Wagner and went to the United States for further studies, and they all expressed their expectation for his king's return.

Will he return home?

Bai Wan has been thinking about this question, but his answer is - no.

Although Jiang Zhiming's incident has subsided after so long, there are still many aftermaths.Bai Wan didn't want to go back and face those boring gossips.More importantly, he is tired of being kidnapped by the media and fans in his singing career. He wants to be himself, sing the songs he likes, and do what he likes.

Abroad he feels freer.

Fu Ye respected his idea, but Fu Ye also said that the two of them can't stay like this forever.

"Why don't I come to accompany you." This is not the first time Fu Ye said this. At first, Bai Wan thought he was just trying to get him back, but after talking too much, Bai Wan gradually paid attention to it. To Fu Ye is serious.

"Can you really let go of your domestic career?" Bai Wan asked, "That's your musical ideal."

"Music ideals are still subject to geographical restrictions?" Fu Ye smiled, "And, what's the point of my own ideals? I hope my dreams have a part of you."

This was said so romantically that Bai Wan had a very heart-warming dream that night.He dreamed of stepping onto the high stage with Fu Ye and performing a song together.Although no one was watching, let alone applauding, his singing voice and Fu Ye's piano voice blended together seamlessly. Bai Wan had never sung so heartily before.At the end of the song, he was independent on the stage, and the wind blew up his clothes. He watched Fu Ye get up from the piano and walked towards him step by step with a gentle smile.

The chasing light hit him like a divine revelation.

"you……"

Bai Wan had a premonition of something, her heart beat fast, and her face flushed quickly.

Fu Ye took a look at him, then knelt down on one knee, miraculously holding a crystal box in his palm, and inside the box was a sparkling diamond ring.

"Let's get married!" Fu Ye said with a smile.

Bai Wan woke up suddenly, in the darkness, his heart was pounding, and he unconsciously put his hand on his chest.There, hung a silver ring, which was the "Moonlight" he put on again later.

He longs for Fu Ye no less than Fu Ye longs for himself. Although he doesn't admit it, he does hope that Fu Ye can let go of everything and stay with him. He longs for himself to always be the first in Fu Ye's heart.

In love, can people be more selfish?

The next day, when she received a call from Fu Ye, Bai Wan finally let go: "If you want to come, then come. I'll wait for you."

This winter, Bai Wan released his first Wagner EP, which contained five songs, four of which were written and composed by himself.There is another song, which is to change "Ask Your Heart and Love" into an English version.

The results of this EP are also very good. Although the fans can't see him, they can hear him still singing, and they all express their satisfaction.Ye Chengen asked Bai Wan if he was interested in returning to China with him after finishing his studies and helping Wagner open up the Chinese market together.

Bai Wan politely declined, he had other plans.And he found that if you want to sing, you don't have to be a debut singer. He now has a job he likes more, which is to perform the musical that Adam asked him to join.

Originally an experimental pop musical, it has been touring in major colleges and universities in the United States since the fall, and it has turned out to be quite popular.This musical is adapted from a suspenseful story. In it, the young detective played by Bai Wan is calm, mysterious and capable. When he sings, his legs are broken. He has become the "Asian detective" of many fans. lover".There are even many girls who watched one after another, just to chase him.This made Adam say sourly: "Bai, if you continue to be so angry, Assistant Professor Fu will come to trouble me."

Bai Wan keenly grasped the key point: "Trouble you? Are you in contact?"

"Uh, uh," Adam said, and quickly made up for it, "Don't get me wrong, he only asked me once, and he asked about our performance."

Bai Wan nodded, still having doubts in her heart.

Fu Ye is currently dealing with the legacy business of WW Corporation.Two months ago, with Bai Wan's consent, he sold the company to China Overseas Entertainment Group. With a large sum of money, he invested in some music schools, orchestras and production companies in the United States. It was decided after discussion.Running a company is ultimately exhausting, and it's better to let someone else do it and let yourself focus on the music itself.Their plan is that, after Bai Wan graduates, the two of them will travel around the world together and gather folk songs.See if you can spark more inspiration.

Bai Wan has been waiting for Fu Ye to come to the United States. He believes that this time, they will never be separated again.

On the evening of December 12th, Christmas Eve, there was a heavy snowfall in the sky.

White Night concluded with the last musical performance of the year.Coincidentally, the performance ended in the auditorium of the Purdue University of Music.At the curtain call, the audience burst into applause and cheered. A girl threw a Christmas tree branch onto the stage, which represented good luck and blessings for the whole year ahead.

Bai Wan raised her head and thanked the audience with a smile.Suddenly his eyes flickered, and he glanced towards the rear doorway as if feeling something.

Through the dark crowd, he saw a man leaning against the gorgeous semi-circular arch, smiling at him.

Bai Wan was stunned.

He never expected Fu Ye to appear here, shouldn't he be on the plane at this time?

But that person is not fake, his tall figure, possessive eyes and bright smile are not fake.

However, all this is as beautiful as a dream.

Unknowingly, Bai Wan moved his lips on the stage, and what he said was: "You are here."

As if in agreement, Fu Ye opened his mouth slightly, and murmured, "Yes, I'm here."

He stared intently at the stage. It was here many years ago that he met Jiang Zhiming and started his love.

And many years later, when he came back here again, looking at the star-studded singer on the stage, he deeply felt that people grow up, and so does love.

None of them is perfect, past experience, personality flaws, unknown secrets, and sudden blows may destroy the belief in life and hard-won love.

But fortunately, he and Bai Wan witnessed each other's growth and gained each other's hearts.

This requires a little bit of fate, but also, a little bit of persistence.

As soon as Bai Wan arrived backstage, she couldn't wait to slip out of the auditorium through the back door.

It was very windy and snowy outside, he wrapped his coat tightly, squinted his eyes and looked around.

Suddenly, someone hugged him from behind, and he was pulled into a warm embrace.

In the wind and snow, Bai Wan raised her head and traced Fu Ye's eyebrows with her eyes carefully. His hair, eyebrows and beard stubble were covered with snowdrops. Bai Wan looked at him and couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at?" Fu Ye asked, biting his ear.

"Didn't you arrive in San Francisco tomorrow? Why did you come early? And who told you we were performing in Boston?"

"you guess."

"Guess, can I guess?" Bai Wan said mischievously.

"..." Fu Ye couldn't help kissing the tip of his red nose, "Forget it, it's not important, the important thing is that I'm here, isn't it?"

"Yes," Bai Wan hugged him tightly, "You're here."

"Don't go."

"Don't go."

"I love you, Bai Wan."

"I love you too."