Ask your heart and soul

"Independent Spirit" is indeed a well-known rock band in the United States. The whole performance was like a thunder and tsunami, and the audience was full of excitement. Even Ye Chengen, who has always been gentle and elegant, couldn't help roaring and swinging to the powerful heavy metal drum music, releasing a burst of passion.There are burning flames everywhere, and there are surging heat waves everywhere, only Bai Wan is in the boiling ocean, drifting with the current, but the whole person is a little absent-minded.

Of course he didn't sell the ticket that Fu Ye gave him, but he didn't need it either. It was folded and put in his close pocket.The position closest to his heart, every time his heart beats, he can feel a faint heat, sticking to his skin through the thin T-shirt fabric, as if the ticket has Fu Ye's body temperature on it.

The venue was full of heat, the sound was loud, and all the senses were squeezed and filled, but Bai Wan was like a drowning person, desperately looking for every vitality, capturing the subtle hardness and temperature of the heart.

They were so close...

The concert lasted until two o'clock in the morning, and the band called its curtain call. Crazy fans were still reluctant to leave, crowding the venue like a flood.Ye Chengen pulled Bai Wan and managed to squeeze out of the crowd, sweating profusely from exhaustion.But the night wind in San Francisco was still cool after all. The two of them walked towards the parking lane in a secluded place. After a while, they felt the cool wind of late autumn soaking through their bones.

"Is it cold?" Ye Chengen took off his coat, trying to put it on for Bai Wan.

"No, I'm not cold." Bai Wan quickly refused.

Ye Chengen covered him without any explanation: "Put it on, it's easy to catch a cold when it's hot and cold."

Bai Wan couldn't hold back him, so she had to put on her coat.There was a faint smell of cologne on the clothes, as quiet as spring water, and it penetrated into people's hearts, very similar to how Ye Chengen felt to others.However, Bai Wan pulled the front of his clothes, but thought of the flight jacket that Fu Ye had put on him that time when he fell asleep in the Land Rover.

That jacket was full of male hormones, full of aggression, which made him ashamed and dizzy. Maybe since then, Bai Wan felt Fu Ye's unique influence on him .

But now, he has to admit that he still loves Fu Ye.To love someone is to think of him all the time, a ray of wind, a song, a piece of clothing, any tiny thing, insignificant details, will make people haunted.

"You don't seem very happy today?" Jaguar was right in front of you, Ye Chengen opened the car door for Bai Wan, and asked with concern, "What's on your mind?"

Bai Wan shook her head and sat in the passenger seat: "No, I'm so excited today, I'm a little tired."

He tilted his head back, leaned on the seat, and gently closed his eyes, but Fu Ye's face was still floating in his mind.

He put the ticket in his hand,

He smiled nonchalantly.

His words to wish them a good time...

Just as he was thinking wildly, suddenly, Bai Wan felt two fiery gazes lingering on the side of his face.He opened his eyes sensitively, turned his head, and met Ye Chengen who was leaning slightly, wanting to kiss him.

"..."

"..."

Ye Chengen's small movements were caught, but he was not annoyed. Instead, he held Bai Wan's shoulders and poked his head over again.

"Bai Wan..." He called his name softly.

Bai Wan trembled all over, she subconsciously turned her head away and avoided it.

Ye Chengen's movements were fixed there. After a while, he laughed at himself and sat up straight.

"I thought today would be a turning point in our relationship." Ye Chengen shrugged, "I'm sorry, I overstepped the bounds."

"..."

Bai Wan suddenly felt that it was better to clarify some things.He respects Ye Chengen, appreciates him, and even admires him, but that is not love after all.Although Ye Chengen said that we can start with friends, but this is too unfair to those who have expectations in their hearts.Ye Chengen is so good, his attitude should be clearer.

"It's me who should say I'm sorry," Bai Wan apologized, "You've helped me so much, but I can't repay you."

"Don't say that, it's like I have other plans for helping you," Ye Chengen waved his hand and smiled, "Before you came to the United States, I never thought of chasing you. I really appreciate you, without any attempt."

"I understand." Bai Wan nodded and said seriously, "So I have to say these things even more. I'm sorry, brother Chengen, I regard you as my best teacher and friend, but I can't accept you. Not now, Maybe not in the future.”

Ye Chengen was silent for a while: "Can I ask why?"

"Maybe it's the wrong timing." Bai Wan smiled resignedly, "I still love him, and I may love him for a long, long time."

"..." Ye Chengen was really defeated, "Then what are you going to do now? Give him a chance?"

Bai Wan said honestly: "I don't know, I'm in a mess right now, and I don't actually have confidence in this relationship."

"Then don't think about it yet." Ye Chengen said, "Complete the course first, and let the rest take its course."

Ye Chengen sent Bai Wan back to the apartment, said good night, and left.Bai went upstairs at night, and the phone rang as soon as he entered the room.

It's so late, only that person will send him a message.

Sure enough, Fu Ye was asking, "Is the concert over? Are you happy?"

During this time, Bai Wan rarely returned Fu Ye's messages, but this time, after thinking about it, he went back and said, "It's over. I'm very happy."

He stood at the entrance and waited for a while, but he didn't come back for a long time. Just when Bai Wan was wondering if Fu Ye had been hit by him, the phone rang again.

"Are you home yet?"

"arrive."

"That's good, take a good rest."

Bai Wan went to the window and poured a glass of water while replying to the message. After he drank it, he suddenly felt something was wrong. It was a kind of intuition, which pulled his nerves suddenly, and he opened the curtain by a ghost .

Under the dim streetlight, a tall and thin figure stood there in a daze, facing his window.Because Bai Wan opened the curtains, the man's gaze unexpectedly met his.

"..." For a moment, the two portraits were frozen, and neither of them moved.

Upstairs and downstairs, so close to each other.

After an unknown amount of time, Fu Ye lowered his head and turned on his phone.

The reminder sounded on Bai Wan's side. He swiped open his phone and looked at it. Fu Ye said, "Don't get me wrong, I just came here too. I just wanted to see if you came back. It's not good to come back too late."

"..." Bai Wan really laughed out of anger.

This excuse is too mentally retarded, and this behavior is too naive. Do you really think you are acting in an idol drama?

Bai Wan threw the phone on the bed, closed the curtains angrily, and never returned him.

But this night was too long and too quiet. Bai Wan tossed and turned in bed unable to fall asleep. Seeing the faint light in the sky gradually brighten, he couldn't help getting up quietly, and secretly opened a gap in the curtains.

The street lights have gone out, and the person under the street lights has also disappeared.

Somehow, knowing that that person could not stay here all night, Bai Wan's heart was still empty for a second.

Fu Ye's car was hidden in the shade of the trees across the road, like a beast lurking in the dark.As the sky gradually brightened, Fu Ye watched Bai Wan come downstairs in his sportswear and started running and exercising, so he started the accelerator and left slowly.

He was a little sleepy on the way, and kept yawning.Such fatigue driving is very dangerous, Fu Ye simply parked the car on the side of the road and leaned on the steering wheel for a while.However, he couldn't sleep. He didn't sleep last night and waited downstairs at Bai Wan's house.This kind of childish and ridiculous behavior, in the past, even if I was young and frivolous, I would never do it.But he didn't know why last night, he just wanted to guard Bai Wan, just to see if Bai Wan came home and if he ran away with Ye Chengen.He admitted that he was too paranoid, but he couldn't control himself.He was really afraid that if he went on like this, he would do all the things that should be done and should not be done, and become a complete love brain, that would be terrible.

Bai Wan, Bai Wan, how can you truly forgive and trust me?

In the days that followed, Bai Wan obviously felt that Ye Chengen's courteous overtures to him had disappeared, and basically returned to the distance of ordinary friends.This made Bai Wan feel very comfortable.He doesn't like to owe others favors, and if others treat him well, he will pay ten cents unconsciously. Ye Chengen stopped pursuing him and truly became friends with him, which made him feel relieved.

But there is one exception, that person is still the same as before, with constant wechat every day, and often appears by Bai Wan's side.Gradually, even Bai Wan's classmates felt something unusual.

Adam, a jazz singer from the UK, was the most sensitive. One day he asked Bai Wan in English with a smile, "Is Assistant Professor Fu pursuing you?"

Bai Wan shook her head again and again: "No, no. It's just that we are all from China and know each other."

"Really?" Adam raised his sexy eyebrows, "If not, I'm going to do it."

"Do it?" Bai Wan was startled, her eyes widened.

"Yes!" Adam said confidently, "He is so handsome and knows music very well. We will be in perfect harmony physically and mentally. We can't miss it!"

It seems that Fu Ye's market is really good, and he is very popular no matter where he goes.But Bai Wan became inexplicably awkward, and deliberately said, "You better stop trying, he doesn't like boys."

"It's okay!" Adam said indifferently, "Maybe I can bend? After all, I'm so beautiful."

"..." Bai Wan was speechless.

Adam was super active, but within two days he came back with a sad face, complaining aggrievedly: "You lied, Bai, he said he likes you."

Bai Wan could only smile awkwardly.

"Don't you like him?"

"I……"

"If you like it, go for it, what are you thinking about so much?" Adam couldn't help complaining when he saw Bai Wan's hesitant expression, "Forget it, I don't understand you Chinese, you are too reserved." Slapped ass and ran.

Bai Wan can't laugh or cry, but sometimes he really envies Adam's straightforward nature of daring to love and speak.

Because of Adam's confession, Bai Wan was stopped by Fu Ye after class that day.

Fu Ye pulled him to a corner where there was no one in the aisle, and firmly shackled him between the wall and his own arms, asking in a low voice, "Do you really hate me that much?"

"What?" Bai Wan was flustered by his approaching breath.

"Do you have to hand me over to someone else?"

"I do not have."

Bai Wan subconsciously wanted to refute, but Fu Ye interrupted him: "Listen, if it wasn't for you, I would rather die alone."

Bai Wan looked at him in shock, Fu Ye's dark eyes couldn't see much emotion, but Bai Wan knew that he was serious at this moment.

It's just that these words are too childish.Fu Ye like this is very different from the arrogant and stern man he knew before, who was in control of everything, but it was even more difficult for Bai Wan to resist.

Bai Wan's breathing became short of breath.

"Next weekend, do you have time?" Fu Ye suddenly changed the subject, and moved away from Bai Wan's head.

Bai Wan breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly pretended to straighten her clothes, lowering her head to hide her blushing.

"I want to invite you to spend the weekend together." Fu Ye said word by word, "Don't refuse me, Bai Wan."

Bai Wan didn't have time to think about it, so she nodded hastily. He just wanted to escape from here, from the space with Fu Ye.

Seeing that Bai Wan agreed, Fu Ye was overjoyed: "Then it's settled, I'll pick you up on Saturday morning."

After Fu Ye left, Bai Wan's nervousness gradually calmed down.He remembered what Fu Ye said last, next Saturday?Isn't that November 11rd?Bai Wan suddenly remembered that it was Fu Ye's birthday that day!That's right, they were still together on Fu Ye's birthday last year. At that time, he gave Fu Ye a pair of luxurious headphones, and the two of them went to the night club of the amusement park to play all night.That was the time when their relationship was at its best. The Philharmonic Awards hadn't been awarded yet, Jiang Zhiming hadn't been injured, he hadn't come to the United States, and nothing had happened yet.It's been a year in a blink of an eye!Bai Wan felt a little emotional, time never waits for anyone, what about love?Will love wait for these two people who have been missing each other to reunite again?