Ask your heart and soul

Bai Wan got into the car, and Ye Chengen saw that he frowned slightly, his lips were tightly pressed, and he was staring straight ahead, as if he was trying his best to avoid it, but at the same time he was trying his best to restrain himself.

Ye Chengen understood: "What? Still reluctant?"

Bai Wan didn't say a word, he never expected that Fu Ye would come here after him. He thought that Fu Ye had given up on him after losing contact for three months.Although he knew the reason now, in his heart, that person was always arrogant and unruly, and if he was told to break up, how could he still stalk him?This kind of Fu Ye made him feel strange, but there was a little bit of heartache.

Seeing Fu Ye's haggard face just now, he almost softened his heart, but there was a voice in his heart constantly reminding him, forget it, Ye Chengen was right, they might not be suitable.Fu Ye is too self-righteous, and he is too insecure, breaking up now is better than thousands of painful struggles in the future.

"No." Bai Wan was silent for a while, then said, "Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. It's better to be unfeeling."

Ye Chengen nodded: "That's right. I think he won't last long with his temper. If you don't respond to him, he should return to China soon."

As if to verify Ye Chengen's words, in the next period of time, Fu Ye really disappeared as if there was no news.Bai Wan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but what he couldn't deny was that there was still a trace of worry and anxiety deep in his heart.Several times, when he came out of the apartment or was walking on the road, the shadow of a tree swayed beside him, and his heart skipped a beat. He always subconsciously looked towards the hiding place, and he didn't know whether he was longing for or fearing the appearance of that person.

However, whether it was desire or fear, Fu Ye did not bother him anymore.In the dead of night, Bai Wan would also think that he might have returned to China.Just as he expected, he returned to China to start a new career, a new relationship, and a new life.That's okay, the past will always pass, and the future is still ahead.

And Bai Wan's future also came.

He successfully passed the interview and written test of Rice Academy of Art, and became a member of the university as a student.At the same time, Wagner also signed an acting contract with him with loose conditions, performing performances and marketing activities with academic priority.In this golden autumn September, everything seems to be going in a good direction.

Ye Chengen accompanied him to the entrance ceremony. There were not many advanced students in the Vocal Music Department this year. Bai Wan was pleasantly surprised to find that most of his classmates were debut singers like him from various countries. Originally, he was worried that he would sit There will be disharmony among a group of young people, and there is no common language, so there is no need to worry about it now.

Moreover, considering the situation of most students, their course schedule is not intensive, so Bai Wan bought a second-hand BMW and started commuting to and from school by himself.

Ye Chengen's work gradually became busy, and he no longer accompanied him like before, but it made Bai Wan more relaxed.He likes his current life, which is independent, free, fulfilling, and simple. No one here knows him, even if he is a singer from China, no one treats him differently. He learns from scratch like a real student. In addition to practicing piano and guitar during the time, I also learned to write songs by myself.Ye Chengen said that he could first test the waters with an English single, and Wagner could afford such a risk.Bai Wan was very moved by this suggestion.

After a week of studying the required professional courses, they began to take courses they were interested in, and Bai Wan chose "Future Electronic Music-Pop Music Trends and Development".

The lecturer of this class, Professor Stephen, is a well-known music producer in the United States, which is exactly what Bai Wan likes.The more you learn in school, the easier it is to talk about it on paper. Only those who have really practiced it can tell meaningful content.

On this day, Bai Wan was sitting in the trapezoidal classroom, looking expectantly at the podium in front of him. He was very glad that there were so many people and things worth looking forward to in his life.The sun shrouded the branches and leaves, window lattices, wooden floors, tables and chairs like a veil, and the wind wrinkled the time, as if he had returned to the university campus many years ago.

After a while, a gray-haired man with an extraordinary temperament walked in. Behind him were two assistants, one of whom was a young man in a black-gray casual suit. He looked around the audience, and his eyes settled on Bai Wan. He raised the corner of his mouth.

"!!!" Bai Wan was stunned as if struck by lightning.

That turned out to be Fu Ye!

Why did Fu Ye appear here? !How did he become Professor Stephen's teaching assistant?Did he know Professor Stephen?All this is a dream, right? !

Bai Wan rubbed her eyes vigorously, then opened them again, yes, it was really Fu Ye.After Fu Ye adjusted the courseware projection for Stephen, he stepped aside politely.However, no matter how he retreated, he still existed in this trapezoidal classroom, his gaze fell on Bai Wan's body vaguely, like a flame that was about to ignite.

Throughout the whole class, Bai Wan didn't hear what Professor Stephen said at all, and all his mind was resisting Fu Ye's influence on him.It's a pity that Fu Ye's presence is too distinct, just like the pea under Princess and Pea's quilt, Bai Wan can't ignore it.

After a class like this, Bai Wan immediately packed her schoolbag and rushed out of the classroom as soon as the bell rang for the end of class.

He rushed out of the classroom, out of the teaching building, and ran out onto the lawn.

"Bai Wan!" A familiar voice came from behind, wrapped around his ankle like a curse, and Bai Wan involuntarily froze.

Fu Ye hurried to him with his computer bag, and raised his thick eyebrows: "You still want to hide from me?"

Bai Wan turned around stiffly and looked at Fu Ye.I haven't seen him for a while, but Fu Ye's complexion and spirit are much better. His hair is long again, all combed back, revealing a smooth forehead, and a pair of plain mirrors on the bridge of his high nose, which softens the sharp outline , with this formal and stylish casual suit, it really looks like a college teacher, blending perfectly with the surrounding environment.

Bai Wan stared at him: "Why are you here?"

"What do you say?"

Bai Wan actually had the answer in her heart, but she couldn't believe it, let alone answer it.

Fu Ye smiled: "I have worked with Professor Stephen before, and knowing that he is going to teach here, I volunteered to be a teaching assistant."

"Fu Ye!" Bai Wan shook her head helplessly, "It's meaningless, you don't have to. We..."

"I know, we have already broken up!" Fu Ye interrupted him and whispered, "I agree."

"what?"

"I said, I agree to break up." Fu Ye looked at him and said very seriously, "I will do what you said, and you let me have a good rest. I have been adjusting during this period, and now I am in a much better state. You said If you want to break up, I promise you too. I will listen to you in everything, okay?"

"..." Bai Wan was both angry and funny, "In that case, what are you doing now?"

Fu Ye suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, and a sly light flashed in his eyes: "Can't you see? I'm chasing you again!"

Bai Wan was stunned.

Fu Ye said that he wanted to pursue him, which was something that Bai Wan would not have dared to think about in the past.When they were together, Bai Wan was the first to be tempted, Bai Wan was the first to confess, and it was also Bai Wan who was walking in the direction of Fu Ye step by step.Thinking about it now, Bai Wan himself admired himself, he was so closed and cowardly at that time, he was so desperate for a love.Of course, Fu Ye must also love him, but he never pursued him.Fu Ye is the proud son of heaven, it is too easy to own and obtain, except for Jiang Zhiming, no one should have made him bother to pursue him, so Bai Wan couldn't imagine what it would be like for him to pursue someone.

Is it meticulous care?Is it spending big money on gifts?Or is it a spiritual communication that takes the confidant route?Knowing that he shouldn't be distracted by Fu Ye, Bai Wan still suffered from insomnia that night.He couldn't imagine Fu Ye's pursuit of people. The only thing he could think of was Suhuan Island. Fu Ye told him that because Jiang Zhiming wanted to learn diving, he obtained a diving instructor's certificate in order to teach him.Such careful tenderness is something Bai Wan dare not ask for extravagantly.

Bai Wan told herself, forget it, just treat Fu Ye as telling a joke.

But soon, Bai Wan realized that he was wrong, and Fu Ye really started to pursue him seriously.Every morning, noon and night, I send unshakable WeChat greetings, even Bai Wan never replied once; I drove to and from school, even Bai Wan never got in his car once; Sent to his mailbox, this, Bai Wan read it.Fu Ye was originally from a major, and his professionalism was much stronger than that of Bai Wan. The courseware organized by him was clear and organized, with divergent thinking, and was more detailed than the teacher's narration; there were also a few times when Fu Ye sneaked into the big classroom to accompany Bai Wan Take public classes.Bai Wan wanted to stay away from him, but the public classes were always full and there were no other vacancies.Bai Wan had no choice but to try not to distract herself from him.Fu Ye was also quiet, with the appearance of a good student, listening very carefully, but just listening to him, he leaned on the table and fell asleep.Bai Wan turned her head and looked helplessly at his slightly tired sleeping face, she couldn't laugh or cry.

He told Fu Ye [-] times that there was absolutely no need for this. They were no longer Huaichun teenagers, and they could still play campus romance.He returned to school to study, not to reminisce about his youth, let alone fall in love.

"Do you think I'm naive?" After being rejected by Bai Wan again, Fu Ye asked, "I can also take you to eat big meals, travel around, stay in luxury hotels, and give you luxury goods, as long as you want. Bai Wan, tell me What do you want? I can satisfy you."

Bai Wan looked at him and thought sadly, I just want you to trust me and love me wholeheartedly and without reservation, to give me your back, to advance and retreat with me, to give me a sense of security, not to hide from me, Lie to me, put me under your wing forever, treat me as a display of love, can you do it?

He thought Fu Ye couldn't do it, and until now, Fu Ye hadn't told him the truth about those three months.It may be as difficult for Fu Ye to show weakness as it was for him to open up his heart and feelings.

In the blink of an eye, October passed, and Bai Wan ushered in the mid-term appreciation assessment.They were asked to watch an art performance and write a professional analysis report.Coincidentally, the famous American rock band "Independent Spirit" is touring the United States, and the next stop will be in San Francisco. Bai Wan really wants to see their concert.

But tickets for the "Independent Spirit" concert were hard to come by, even if they had money, Bai Wan was worrying, Ye Chengen sent him two tickets in a timely manner, which was still a very good position.

Bai Wan was so happy that she burst into tears: "How did you buy it?"

Ye Chengen was slightly impressed: "A music company as big as Wagner must have some benefits." He looked at Bai Wan with a smile, and bowed pretending to be a gentleman, "I don't know if it is an honor to invite our Bai Wan Do you want to watch it with your classmates?"

"Yes." Bai Wan nodded lightly, "Thank you."

The concert was scheduled for the weekend, and on Friday night, the doorbell of Bai Wan's apartment rang.

He thought it was Ye Chengen, but he didn't expect it was Fu Ye who opened the door.

Bai Wan was stunned: "You..."

"I know you really want to go to the 'Independent Spirit' concert, here, here are the tickets." Fu Ye took out two tickets from his pocket and raised them, "Go together?"

"I……"

"This ticket is basically unavailable, so don't miss this opportunity." Seeing his hesitation, Fu Ye thought he didn't want to see him, so he gritted his teeth and said, "If you don't want to go with me, you can find someone else to see. Take it Bar."

As he spoke, he stuffed the ticket into Bai Wan's hand.

Holding those two hard-shell tickets, Bai Wan was like holding a ball of fire, which burned him uncomfortably.

"I'm sorry, I already have a ticket," he said softly, "but thank you anyway."

Fu Ye was stunned for a moment: "Yes? Who gave it to you?" He realized, "Ye Chengen?"

"Ah."

"Are you going with him?"

"Ah."

Fu Ye seemed to have been beaten with a sap, and the light in his eyes went out in an instant.

Bai Wan felt more and more uncomfortable, and wanted to return the ticket to him: "You still have this ticket..."

"It's okay!" Fu Ye suddenly raised his head and smiled, "This ticket was originally asked for you, if you don't want it, just sell it, it can sell for thousands of dollars!" He took a step back, waved his hand as if nothing had happened, "Then I'm leaving, I wish you a good time!"

As he said that, he turned around quickly, and before Bai Wan could stop him, he disappeared behind the elevator door.

"..." Bai Wan looked at the ticket in his hand, the seat was not good.Fu Ye said he wanted it?He does not have a background in a big company in the United States, but only has some connections in the past. Perhaps it is not easy to get these two tickets.This always proud person did this for him, but Bai Wan didn't feel any sweetness or pleasure, only felt a burst of sadness.