Ask your heart and soul

Because of Fu Ye's sudden appearance, Bai Wan lost interest in eating, so he asked Ye Chengen to drive him back to the apartment.Jaguar quickly drove across the road in front of the Wagner Building. Bai Wan glanced at it, and was surprised to find that Fu Ye was still standing under the row of sycamore trees, motionless, like a sculpture.He couldn't help but look back, the lonely figure outside the car window was getting farther and farther away, and soon faded away like a pencil mark, and disappeared.

An unspeakable sadness welled up in Bai Wan's heart. This relationship, which he cherished so much, ended in such a hasty way.He didn't know who to blame.Maybe everyone is wrong, and no one is wrong.Everyone said that first love is difficult to achieve a positive result, and sure enough, he was not immune.

Bai Wan tilted her head back, leaned against the back of the seat, and gently closed her eyes.

Ye Chengen has been driving the car silently, without speaking or asking any questions.Bai Wan is very grateful to him, his silence at this time is the greatest tenderness.Bai Wan smiled wryly and thought, if the person he fell in love with was Ye Chengen, would everything be different?There will be no tit-for-tat and various prejudices at the beginning, and there will be no quarrels and cold wars that do not understand each other. He will have a considerate lover and a warm relationship, and they should be very happy.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in life, and there are only emotional imprints on him by Fu Ye, which are unforgettable.Bai Wan closed her eyes, recalling the scenes she had experienced with Fu Ye, and the song "Ask Your Heart for Love" he played under the moonlight; she remembered that he rushed to the west bank of Blue Harbor just to persuade him not to give up the song "Storm and Xilou". project; remembering that he rescued him in the cold and dark water of Suhuan Island; remembering that when Zhicheng crossed the road, he secretly held his hand, and a few short steps seemed to have passed his whole life; and remembering when he bought the ring Said that he was his white moonlight.The ring was taken off Baiwan's neck and brought to the United States, where it was placed at the bottom of the suitcase, together with the notepad and mobile phone.He thought, maybe it's time to return it to Fu Ye.

Ye Chengen drove the car to the entrance of a Chinese restaurant and packed food for Bai Wan.

"You still have to eat something." Ye Chengen handed him the hot bag, "Food is the most important thing for the people, no matter what happens, you can't torture your stomach."

Bai Wan didn't expect Ye Chengen to be so considerate and considerate, so she didn't know what to say for a moment.He took the takeaway and said "thank you" nana.

Ye Chengen smiled, didn't say anything, and continued driving.

Looking at his refined and meticulous profile, Bai Wan suddenly felt a little curious: "Brother Cheng En, have you ever been in love?"

"Of course. I'm over 30, do you think I'm an old virgin?"

"Uh." Bai Wan almost choked.He was embarrassed to continue asking, but Ye Chengen took the initiative to say: "I have been in love three times. My ex-girlfriend was a violinist, but she flew all over the world. We got together less and separated more, so we broke up peacefully." He sighed, "Time It's been so fast, we've been separated for almost three years."

Bai Wan noticed his words keenly: "Ex-girlfriend?"

"What?" Ye Chengen glanced at him, "Is there a gender distinction when liking someone?"

Bai Wan quickly explained: "I didn't mean that."

Ye Chengen made an indifferent gesture: "In my eyes, there is no difference between boys and girls, only like or dislike." He said with a smile, "Feelings are beautiful but also very common, there should not be too many Restraints and burdens, if there is only pain and entanglement left in a relationship, then don't worry about it, after all, there is no grass in the end of the world, what do you think?"

Bai Wan heard Ye Chengen's meaning, he didn't know how to answer, so he smiled awkwardly.

He suddenly felt that he was wrong, even if he started his life again, he would not fall in love with Ye Chengen.Ye Chengen is gentle, considerate, rational, and perfect, but he is an emotional hedonist, his love has no roots, Bai Wan still longs for that kind of soul bondage from the bottom of his heart, even if he will never get it in his whole life, but At least, he pursued.

Just as he was thinking, he suddenly heard Ye Chengen say: "There is one thing, I think it's better for me to tell you, after all, Fu Ye has come after me."

Bai Wan was taken aback for a moment: "What?"

"I heard from friends in China that Fu Ye was ill and had a major operation. I guess it might be because of this that he couldn't come to you."

Bai Wan's eyes widened in surprise: "You know? You knew earlier? But why didn't you..."

"Yes, I didn't tell you earlier." Ye Chengen interrupted him and asked back, "But why should I tell you? Fu Ye is my rival in love, and it's not my responsibility to resolve the misunderstanding for my rival in love."

"..." Bai Wan was speechless, he didn't expect Ye Chengen to pick up the words at this time.

Before you knew it, the car had already arrived at the door of Bai Wan's apartment. Ye Chengen pulled over and parked the car, but he didn't let Bai Wan get off. It's uncomfortable. But that's a necessary process of growing up. Bai Wan, Fu Ye is not suitable for you. Now that he has come to the United States, I must also express my position, stay with me! I will make you happy."

Bai Wan lowered her eyes, shook her head for a while, "I'm sorry, brother Chengen, you are fine. But I don't want to fall in love now, I just want to enrich myself and live a good life."

"It's okay, I understand." Ye Chengen covered his hand and shook it lightly, "I'm not forcing you to make a choice, I'm just telling you my thoughts. So don't be burdened, we can get along as we want Get along. Even if you can't be a lover, you can still be friends, can't you?"

Ye Chengen was so frank that Bai Wan couldn't refuse his kindness at all.

Bai Wan nodded and was about to get out of the car when she suddenly remembered something and turned around and asked, "By the way, Brother Cheng En, do you know what disease Fu Ye has?"

"I don't know the details. He did a great job of keeping secrets. I only heard that it was a heart problem."

"Do you know room speed?"

"Room speed? I know," Ye Chengen asked suspiciously, "Fu Ye got room speed? Is this not a big problem?! There's no need not to contact you for three months. Does he have other secrets?" He looked at Bai Wan's face became more and more ugly, and she sighed softly, "Bai Wan, I have worked with Fu Ye for so long, and I know him well. He is smart, decisive, talented, and capable, but maybe because he is too outstanding. , He has to make up his own mind about everything, you will have a hard time getting along with this kind of male chauvinist."

"Yeah!" Bai Wan said with a pale face, "Maybe we are essentially the same kind of people, and we are both afraid of exposing ourselves, I am afraid of exposing our emotions, he is afraid of exposing our weaknesses, that's why we are attracted to each other." He forced a smile , "But now, it's all over, we broke up."

As soon as Bai Wan returned to the apartment, she turned on the computer and started searching for information about "supraventricular tachycardia".What Fu Ye said was right, this is not a serious illness, and the radiofrequency surgery is also very simple, there is no reason why he hasn't recovered in three months, let alone why he hasn't been contacted all the time.The more he thought about it, the more he felt that Fu Ye was lying, and when Fu Ye came to see him, he had lost so much weight, and his complexion was not good, as if he had undergone a major operation and was seriously injured.After much deliberation, Bai Wan called Liu Kong.

After Bai Wan came to the United States, Liu Kong stayed in WW to take care of newcomers. When he received a call from Bai Wan, he yelled in surprise: "My ancestor, you finally contacted me. You are so cruel. I stay in the country and suffer every day, I..."

Bai Wan patiently listened to his accusations about the history of blood and tears of bringing in newcomers, and briefly talked about his own situation in the United States, before he took a moment to ask, "Did Fu Ye have an operation?"

"Ah, this, that..." Liu Kong hesitated, trying to pretend he didn't hear it.

Bai Wan immediately understood: "He won't let you tell?"

"It's not that I'm not allowed to tell. Oh, after all, he is my boss now. How can I know so clearly about the boss's situation!"

Bai Wan sneered: "Okay, then you can continue to bring your newcomer, I don't want to come back anyway. This is the end of our friendship."

"Oh, don't!" Liu Kong was in a hurry, "I really don't know the specific situation. Didn't he accompany Jiang and Jiang Zhiming for the operation? After entering the hospital, he didn't come out. I only know Jiang Zhiming On the day of Ming's operation, he suddenly fell ill, was rescued urgently, and then recuperated for a long time. Our company's business is handed over to Mr. Feng, you know Mr. Feng? The person who joined the company later was a friend of Mr. Fu. "

"Do you know what the cause of the disease is?" Bai Wan was not in the mood to listen to what he had to say about Mr. Feng.

"I only know that it was a heart operation. He stayed in the hospital for more than a month. After he came out, he entered the nursing home and is still in the nursing home! Bai Wan, why don't you go back to China to see him? Rien's."

Bai Wan didn't bother to complain about his words. It seemed that Liu Kong didn't know about Fu Ye's coming to America.

"Okay, that's it, I hang up."

"Oh my ancestor, when will you come back? You don't really want to quit the circle, do you?" Liu Kong cried out in pain, "I finally brought out a king of music, and just abandoned me like this..."

"..." Bai Wan said, "I haven't established a firm foothold here yet. When everything is settled and you are willing to follow me, you can still come to me."

He was so sincere, Liu Kong felt embarrassed: "Then you, can you do it alone in the United States? You have to take care of yourself! Also, you and Mr. Fu, are you going to make it? I think that Jiang Zhiming left quite resolutely, he left as soon as Mr. Fu was discharged from the hospital, they must be fine, why don't you give Mr. Fu another chance?"

"Okay, okay, I know it." Bai Wan was so noisy that he had a headache and hung up the phone quickly.

This night, Bai Wan didn't sleep well.As soon as he closed his eyes, Fu Ye's sharp but lifeless face appeared in his mind.Finally fell asleep, the whole dream was full of red light, it was the lights in the emergency room flashing non-stop.He dreamed that Fu Ye was lying alone on the operating table, with tubes inserted all over his body, and blood continuously gushing from his chest.

"Ah!" Bai Wan woke up suddenly.

In the early morning, the peaceful sunlight poured into the room through the curtains, but in the evening, he broke out in a cold sweat.

He sat on the bed for a long time, until his consciousness was completely recovered, then he walked carefully to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water.

The cold water touched his skin and made him tremble, but he calmed down a little.

It was all a dream, not real.

He looked at himself in the mirror and told himself over and over again: "That's not true."

And, even if it is true, so what?

Even if Fu Ye had a major operation, so what if his vitality was seriously injured?he's still alive isn't he?He can also find a new lover, a new relationship, and start a new life, a life that has nothing to do with him.

He doesn't want to care about Fu Ye anymore, no matter what Fu Ye said is the truth or lies, no matter why Fu Ye didn't contact him for some reason, they have already broken up, and he has decided to move forward, so don't worry about it anymore .

Bai Wan deleted all the search records from last night, then changed into a sweater and jeans, put on a hat and a backpack, and went out.

Today is the day to attend classes at Lacey Art Academy, and it was agreed last night that Ye Chengen would come to pick him up.He went downstairs, Ye Chengen's Jaguar was already waiting under the shade of the tree, Bai Wan smiled from the bottom of his heart, and walked over lightly.When he was in college, he had been performing outside with Sui Feng, and he rarely enjoyed campus life, and now he cherishes it very much.

After walking a few steps, a voice suddenly came from the slanting stab, which made his expression change.

"Baiwan."

Bai Wan turned her head, and the morning sun outlined a tall and thin figure, walking slowly towards him.

Bai Wan stayed there for a while.He watched Fu Ye walk in front of him, a pair of dark eyes fixed on him firmly, he couldn't escape at all.

"You, why are you here?" Fu Ye's complexion is not very good, his lips are dark and purple, and there are dark circles under his eyes. Bai Wan calculated his schedule, maybe he ran over even after jet lag.

"I'll pick you up for class." Fu Ye pointed to a car parked on the east road, "I borrowed a friend's car, and I can pick you up during this time."

Bai Wan shook her head: "I don't need you to be so courteous, I said, we have already broken up."

"Then I said it too, I don't agree." His tone became oppressive again, Bai Wan didn't want to talk to him, turned around and wanted to leave, but Fu Ye grabbed his arm.

"Bai Wan!" Ye Chengen got out of the car and walked towards this side quickly.

Fu Ye looked at Ye Chengen, a wolf-like light flashed in his eyes.

Ye Chengen walked up to them, and frowned slightly: "Mr. Fu, is this pestering his ex-boyfriend? Isn't that your style? When Jiang Zhiming left, you were very free and easy?"

Fu Ye turned a deaf ear to the word "Jiang Zhiming" and held on to Bai Wan: "Boss Ye, you added one more word. Bai Wan is my boyfriend, not my ex-boyfriend."

"Oh?" Ye Chengen smiled faintly, "But Bai Wan said that you have already broken up. Fu Ye, you have to figure it out, falling in love requires the consent of two people, but breaking up only depends on one person's thoughts."

Fu Ye seemed to have been stabbed by something, and loosened his strength. Bai Wan took the opportunity to break free from his hand and walked to Ye Chengen's side.

Fu Ye's body suddenly rose with uncontrollable violence, and he used all his willpower to suppress it.

"Bai Wan," he looked at Bai Wan, trying to calm himself down, "Boss Ye is always on top of everything, don't bother him all the time, even if we have broken up, I can still pick you up."

Ye Chengen quickly cut off his words: "No, I'm not busy. I forgot to tell you, I'm going to attend a class today, and I have the same class as Bai Wan."

As he spoke, he put a light touch on Bai Wan's shoulder and said to Bai Wan, "Let's go."

Bai Wan glanced at Fu Ye, and said hesitantly: "Go back, I think you seem very tired, go back and have a rest, don't come here."

After speaking, he followed Ye Chengen and left without looking back.

Looking at the backs of the two of them walking side by side, Fu Ye was so angry that he kicked the tree hard.