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Jiang Zhiming fell asleep to Fu Ye's singing.Fu Ye observed him quietly for a while, and when he saw that he was fast asleep, he quietly left the ward.

Jiang Zhiming's second sister, Jiang Yan, was guarding the door. When she saw him coming out, she got up and asked, "Is he asleep?"

Fu Ye nodded: "Let him rest well."

"Hmm." Tears seemed to flash across Jiang Yan's eyes.She lives in Europe and has a great jewelry business. She is an out-and-out strong woman, but in the entire Jiang family, she and Jiang Zhiming are the closest in age and have the best relationship. Time has come.The Jiang family has a big business, and all the descendants are very promising. In Jiang Zhiming's generation, he is the youngest and the most favored. It stands to reason that he is the most likely to inherit the family business, but he does things as he pleases and doesn't want to be restrained. , I ran to learn music, and later met Fu Ye.Fu Ye had never met Jiang Zhiming's parents, but only met the second sister when he and Jiang Zhiming traveled to Europe during the holidays.

"You have worked hard during this time." Jiang Yan suppressed her tears and said to Fu Ye, "Thank you."

Fu Ye quickly said: "It's nothing, it should be."

"In two days, the medical team from the United States will come over. At that time, they will make an assessment of my brother's injury. With them, Zhiming will definitely get better."

"That's good, then I can rest assured." Fu Ye breathed a sigh of relief.

Jiang Yan looked at him, his eyes moved slightly: "When Zhiming came back six years ago, we all thought that he had finally calmed down after playing outside for so long. He not only learned to do business with his third uncle, but also listened to my mother and went on a blind date. Marriage, almost getting married, I didn't expect that he would go back on his word at the end and return to China to find you without hesitation. Only then did I know that the relationship between him and you is unusual."

Fu Ye was startled, he didn't expect Jiang Zhiming to tell Jiang Yan about this secret love affair.They have been together for so long, almost without telling everyone.Because of Jiang Zhiming's wind-like personality, they never talked about the future. At least, Fu Ye thought that Jiang Zhiming hadn't thought about how they would go on.Just because he didn't think about it, he could do whatever he wanted, so he didn't want to tell others. One more person who knew would be more entangled. Fu Ye thought that was what Jiang Zhiming thought at that time.

But why did he come back, why did he tell Jiang Yan that he regretted it?Is it overwhelmed?Thinking of the meaning behind this, Fu Ye felt his heart tighten.

"Don't be nervous." Jiang Yan said, "He didn't tell anyone else, he only told me. If my parents really knew, he might not be able to come back." She smiled, "Although I don't agree with him With a man, but seeing you treat him so well this time, I feel relieved."

Fu Ye knew that Jiang Yan had misunderstood, he hesitated for a while, and said, "I'm sorry second sister, I don't think he told you that I already have a lover."

"What?" Jiang Yan was taken aback.In the past two days, she saw that Fu Ye was busy and doing his best, and thought that Jiang Zhiming had really found someone he could trust.

"We broke up a long time ago. I know that Zhiming came back this time to get back together, but..." Fu Ye closed his eyes slightly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yan sighed: "You don't have to say sorry, I know, not every love can be saved. He didn't cherish it at the beginning. But don't blame him. He was young and frivolous at that time, and his family was under great pressure. See It seems to act arbitrarily, but in fact there is not much choice.”

"If I really blamed him, I wouldn't have come to take care of him," Fu Ye said. "Seeing him like this makes me feel worse than anyone else. We have been together for seven years, and we have slowly grown from friends and confidants to lovers. Now that there is no love, I am also very distressed and sorry for what happened to him."

"You... Is it really impossible?" Jiang Yan couldn't help but wanted to fight for Jiang Zhiming.

But Fu Ye slowly but firmly shook his head: "Impossible. I have someone I love, he is very good, and our relationship is also very good."

"Okay." Jiang Yan nodded understandingly, and asked suddenly, "But, you have been taking care of my brother all this time, does your boyfriend have any objections?"

Fu Ye was taken aback by the question, and was speechless for a moment.Of course he knew about Bai Wan's grievances, and he also knew that he had indeed neglected Bai Wan these days, but there was only one other person, and his energy and time were limited, so he really couldn't burn the candle at both ends.He thought that there was always a priority for things, and Bai Wan would have a long time to come, and he would go on for a long time, but if something went wrong with Jiang Zhiming, not only would he be sad, but Bai Wan would also be uneasy.This will always be a knot between him and Bai Wan.Fu Ye didn't want to do this, he just wanted to solve the problem, so last night he asked Bai Wan to give him a little more time, it only takes time for Jiang Zhiming to get well soon, and he and Bai Wan can love each other and get along without any grievances .

"You!" Jiang Yan sighed helplessly, "I didn't know that you and Zhiming were just friends. In this case, you can't let him rely on you like this. Fu Ye, he is not your responsibility, you don't need anything It's all on your shoulders. It's not fair to the three of you."

Fu Ye's heart was shaken, and after a while, he said in a low voice, "I understand, Second Sister. I will take care of myself. Hope Zhiming will get well soon."

"Yeah! I hope so!"

After Fu Ye came out of the hospital, he detoured to a flower shop and bought a bouquet of dripping calla lilies.He thinks this kind of flower is very similar to Baiwan, pure white, low-key, refreshing and unique. It doesn't dare to show its beauty like other flowers, but it has an indescribable charm.

The clerk told him that the flower language of calla lily is loyal love, which means being united forever.

Fu Ye was very satisfied with this image, and went home holding the bouquet of flowers.

It was almost early morning, and he thought that Bai Wan must be asleep, but when he opened the door, an orange light was still on in the living room, and Bai Wan was leaning on the sofa, reading a book.

"You're back." Bai Wan raised her head, as if she wasn't surprised by his sudden return.

"Are you waiting for me?"

"Ah."

"You're stupid!" Fu Ye hurried over, "Send me a message? What if I don't come back?"

"That's why I'm gambling." Bai Wan smiled softly at him, and suddenly became charming in the ambiguous halo.

"..." Fu Ye suddenly felt that tonight's Bai Wan was very different, a little less deserted and a little more charming.He couldn't help but bent down, pecked those pink lips lightly, then pulled himself up, propped himself on both sides of Bai Wan's body, and stared deeply at him.

"What's wrong? What's this?" Bai Wan put down the book, raised her chin in the direction of Fu Ye's hand.

Fu Ye pulled out the flower branches, and inserted them gently through the collar of his wide-open pajamas one by one.

"It's for you."

"Are you treating me like a vase?" Bai Wan laughed.His laughter was as lively and moving as his singing, like a koi swimming in a clear spring, which made Fu Ye's heart itch and restless.

"Stop laughing, if you laugh again, I will..."

Bai Wan suddenly stopped talking, and looked back at Fu Ye steadfastly.The sharp chin was resting on the petals like snow, which set off a pair of eyes that were as dark and bright as night.

Suddenly, he laughed again, this time without making a sound, only showing a few pointed canine teeth, looking sly and seductive.

"Then come on!" He said provocatively.

This night is destined to be an unusually hot night.Bai Wan had never been so active before.He rubbed against Fu Ye like a cat, pushed him onto the bed, and sat on it himself.He is like a desperate sacrificer, full of enthusiasm and courage, who wants to offer himself to the gods and love.He was so crazy and decisive, constantly asking for pleasure and pain, until the end, Fu Ye was a little afraid of hurting him.

After the affair, the two of them lay exhausted on the bed, and Bai Wan snuggled into Fu Ye's arms, hugging his waist tightly, as if they lived together with him and grew on him.Fu Ye wanted to get up and pour a glass of water. When he moved, Bai Wan, who seemed to be closing his eyes, immediately stood up like a startled rabbit: "Where are you going?"

"I'll go get a glass of water."

"I will go with you."

Fu Ye said strangely: "No need, I'm just going to the restaurant, and I don't know how to run."

"No, I'm going with you."

Fu Ye could only nod his head.Bai Wan followed him for a moment, until she drank water and returned to the bed, returning to that posture.

Fu Ye stroked the back of Bai Wan's slender and flexible neck like a cat, and inadvertently saw the ring named "Moonlight" hanging from his neck, hanging on Bai Wan's chest, just fitting the snail's The headgear went in, as if a very interesting moral.

He is locked up by me!Thinking of this, Fu Ye felt both sweet and pitiful, and lowered his head to grab Bai Wan's hand.

"Did you go to meet that fan today?"

"Ah."

"What did she do to you?"

"Of course not. She's not a bad person, she's just too paranoid." Bai Wan paused and said, "I don't think you should be too persistent, what do you think?"

His eyes darkened, and he looked at Fu Ye, but Fu Ye didn't hear what he said.

"Why didn't you call me and ask me to pick you up."

"You are busy, I don't want to disturb you."

Fu Ye sighed slightly: "In short, I have wronged you for a while."

"What do you mean?" Bai Wan asked knowingly.

"Everything," Fu Ye said solemnly, "but I promise, Bai Wan, it won't be too long. Jiang Zhiming's skin injury is not serious, the main problem is his throat. When the foreign medical team arrives, he will Will recover quickly."

"What if he doesn't get better? What if he needs you all his life?"

Fu Ye was stunned.To be honest, he never thought about this issue, he subconsciously rejected this issue, and rejected the possibility that Jiang Zhiming would not get better.

Bai Wan actually didn't need an answer, hesitating for a hundredth of a second was already his answer.

"If that's the case, it's impossible for me to accompany him forever." Fu Ye finally said.

"So you choose me?"

"It's not a multiple-choice question, it never was."

Bai Wan smiled and stopped talking, but hugged him even harder.

The next week, Jiang Zhiming's mother arrived, and she brought a top medical team from abroad. After detailed diagnosis, the experts decided to perform a repair operation on Jiang Zhiming's throat. As long as the operation is successful, the vocal cords will recover. The odds are high.Even if you can't sing like you used to, at least you can speak.This good news encouraged everyone, and even Jiang Zhiming's mood became much more stable.

Fu Ye couldn't wait to tell Bai Wan the news. As soon as he left the hospital, he called Bai Wan, and even after several calls, the phone was turned off.Fu Ye was a little puzzled. Although the public opinion on the Internet had quieted down a lot during this period, Bai Wan was still at home on vacation. Without special circumstances, he probably wouldn't go out, let alone shut down the phone.

Did something happen?

Thinking of this possibility, Fu Ye suddenly felt a chill behind him, he immediately stepped up the accelerator and drove towards the Bishui Homeland.

Three steps and two steps rushed out of the elevator, Fu Ye opened the door and shouted: "Bai Wan? Bai Wan?"

No one answered, and there was a dead silence in the house.

Fu Ye stood blankly in the middle of the living room, looking around, he always felt that something was different about this house, it was still the same display, but lost a little popularity.This kind of loss is not huge, it is very subtle, but without this kind of popularity, the cold breath seeps out from every furniture and object, and soon, Fu Ye feels cold all over his body.

He suddenly realized that something was missing, the calla lilies in the vase last night were gone, and Bai Wan's favorite snail pillow on the sofa was also gone.

Fu Ye's heart skipped a beat, he rushed to the bedroom quickly, and opened the closet door, it was almost half empty, Bai Wan took all his change of clothes away.

A flash of lightning flashed across Fu Ye's mind, almost making him unable to stand still. He stumbled and ran into the bathroom again. Among the pairs of towels, toothbrushes, and water glasses, only one was left standing alone There, it seemed to be mocking him.

Fu Ye's heart fell into the ice cellar, and he withdrew in a daze.

At this moment, out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of a paperweight on the coffee table, with a light green letter paper pressed under it.

Fu Ye's heart beat wildly, he grabbed the paperweight and threw it away, picking up the letterhead.

His hands trembled, the thin page seemed to be his verdict.Is it the death penalty, probation, or fixed-term imprisonment?Fu Ye took a deep breath, and suddenly unfolded the letter.

"Fu Ye, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Originally, I wanted to say goodbye to you in person, but I was afraid that I couldn't do it, and I was afraid that you would not agree. If you keep me, even if it's just a show, I will I'm very reluctant. But don't worry, I won't be away for a long time. Ye Chengen is in the Wagner headquarters in the United States. He has been asking me to visit and study. I want to take this opportunity to calm down for a while. During this time, We are all too tired. Although I didn't do Jiang Zhiming's incident, it was caused by me. I know you are very sad and difficult to do, so why am I not like this? I don't want you to take care of him , but I have to let you go; I am obviously not that generous, but I have to pretend to understand you. I am really sad, and I have no other choice but to leave. Fu Ye, you have repeatedly told me to give you some time , In fact, it’s not a matter of time. Could it be that after Jiang Zhiming gets better, you can completely let go? Can you really let go of the past with Jiang Zhiming and love me wholeheartedly? Maybe you will laugh at my hypocrisy and feel that It's so strange that two big men care about so much. But I am such a person. My heart is fragile and worthless, but it finally broke out of its shell and will only be dedicated to one person. So, if It’s not 100% sincerity and love, I don’t want it. I hope that during this calm period, we can all think about whether we should go on. During this period of time in the United States, I don’t know how to use mobile phones in China. Now, don’t call me, send me WeChat, and don’t contact me. When I think it over, I’ll come back to you, and then we’ll talk again, and I hope we’ll have an answer by then.”

Fu Ye knew every word in this letter, but it was a bit difficult for him to read it together. He read it five times before he gradually understood Bai Wan's meaning.

Fu Ye folded the letter mechanically, put it in his pocket, and called Liu Kong.

At first, Liu Kong wanted to pretend to be stupid, pretending that he didn't know about Bai Wan's going to the United States.

Fu Ye only used two sentences to make him disarm and surrender.

"Do you know who your boss is? Do I believe it can make you unable to continue in this business?!"

Liu Kong immediately sold Bai Wan and told Fu Ye that Bai Wan was an evening flight to San Francisco.

Fu Ye turned around and left. At this moment, he only had one thought in his mind, go fuck calm down, he doesn't need to calm down, he just needs to keep Bai Wan here.

The black Land Rover was galloping on the airport expressway. Fu Ye didn't know how much he was speeding, and he didn't care anymore. He just blindly increased the accelerator and rushed forward, passing through the heavy traffic.Seeing that it was almost time to arrive at the airport, the front was blocked due to an accident.Time passed by every minute, and Fu Ye was burning with anxiety. Looking at the long car queue, he wished he could grow his wings and fly out.

After 10 minutes, the traffic had only moved more than ten meters. Fu Ye looked at his phone and saw that it was only half an hour before take-off.Gritting his teeth, he simply parked the car in the emergency lane, got out of the car and ran.

There are still five kilometers away from the airport, the distance is not too long, but Fu Ye is too anxious, throwing off his long legs and using the fastest every step, running until his internal organs are about to explode, and his mouth is full of blood.But he couldn't stop, he didn't dare to stop, the gorgeous sunset glow dyed the sky red, and there were planes flying overhead, every time one flew by, Fu Ye's heart sank a little, as if his hope Fly away with the plane.

At the last moment, Fu Ye finally rushed into the airport. He was out of breath and dizzy. He had never been so embarrassed in his life.Looking around the entire airport, he didn't see Bai Wan's shadow. He should get on the plane at this time.Fu Ye made a decisive decision, immediately went to the service desk of United Airlines, and told the passenger flight attendant about his appeal.

"I, I have a friend on this flight. I have something very, very important. Can you help me find him?"

"Sorry, sir," the passenger flight attendant looked at his flight number, pointed to the big screen, and said, "The plane has already taken off, so you are a bit late."

"Bai Wan..." Fu Ye was shocked by the news and took a few steps back, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart, in the real sense, maybe because he ran too intensely, he stopped abruptly, his heart was pounding The pain made him sweat profusely, and he squatted down all of a sudden.

The airport was crowded with people, he squatted there like a lonely stone, no one noticed him.

But in a trance, he heard someone calling his name.

"Fu Ye!"

At that moment, he thought it was Bai Wan.

A surge of hope rose up, and Fu Ye suddenly looked up.How much he looked forward to Bai Wan dragging his suitcase, standing there with a smile, just like in countless love movies, saying to him: "Just kidding, I won't leave you."

But, that wasn't Bai Wan, it was Su Xu and Liu Kong, walking towards him anxiously.

There was a blur in front of Fu Ye's eyes, and he fell forward to the ground.