Ask your heart and soul

Fu Ye was hugged wholeheartedly by Bai Wan, and gradually relaxed, he hugged Bai Wan back, and his chin lightly rested on his forehead.Bai Wan's gentleness made him feel at ease, but the apology made him sad. He knew it was not Bai Wan's fault, and he also knew that his outburst just now was unfair to Bai Wan.

"I should say I'm sorry." Fu Ye rubbed Bai Wan's hair.For so many days, he was too tired, exhausted to a limit.Although Jiang Zhiming's injury was not serious, it was complicated, and his mood was especially unstable. Just to comfort him, Fu Ye felt physically and mentally exhausted.In fact, seriously, he and Jiang Zhiming had nothing to do with each other, they were friends at best.But he couldn't abandon this "friend", not because he still loved Jiang Zhiming, but because Jiang Zhiming needed him more than ever.Time and time again, he heard Jiang Zhiming call his name with his injured voice. When he was dreaming, when changing medicine, when he was helpless and in pain, he was the one who called him the most. The voice that was precious like gold in the past is now like weeping blood. It usually squeezed out from the throat, making Fu Ye's heart bleed.

He asked himself that he was not a weak and indecisive person, but in this matter, how could he have both?Fu Ye didn't want to be emotional, he just wanted to solve the problem.After calming down, he realized that he had lost his composure, so he gently pushed Bai Wan away, went to the bathroom and wiped his face.He wanted to erase everything just now, as if nothing happened.But it was too late.Some things stuck into each other's hearts like thorns. Even if nothing happened on the surface, the pain and gap inside would spread silently.

That night, Fu Ye fell asleep with Bai Wan in his arms, and the moonlight spilled in through the half-opened window, covering them like a layer of tulle.Bai Wan stared at the cold silver light without focus, remembering the song that Fu Ye played to him under the moonlight.Obviously it happened more than a year ago, but now thinking about it, it seems like a lifetime ago.

He couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and Fu Ye's breathing became heavy, and he asked behind his ear, "What's wrong? Don't want to sleep?"

Bai Wan turned over, faced him, and asked, "Fu Ye, what should we do now?"

His mournful expression was like a helpless little animal, as if all his hopes were pinned on the person in front of him. Fu Ye couldn't help but touched his cheek: "Jiang Zhiming's parents are going back to China soon, they have invited a friend from abroad. The team of famous doctors will come and everything will be fine.”

Bai Wan still looked at him like that, motionless and silent.

Fu Ye suddenly felt uncomfortable and sad. He pulled Bai Wan into his arms and kissed her tightly. He begged softly, "Wan Wan, give me a little more time, and I will take care of it."

Early the next morning, Bai Wan received a call from the police station. The phone said that the suspect who attacked Jiang Zhiming had been detained. Due to the solid evidence, he would be sent to court soon. But before that, the suspect strongly demanded to see him one side.

"Mr. Bai, you can refuse." The policeman who called said, "However, your coming here may help her explain the motive and the facts of the case, so that the court can determine the sentence. Don't worry, your safety and security will be guaranteed." privacy."

Bai Wan only hesitated for a moment before agreeing.

He also really wanted to see what kind of person that fan who committed murder with love was.What was the reason that drove her to do such a thing.

Fu Ye is worried and wants to go with Bai Wan.Unfortunately, just as he was about to go out, Su Xu called.

"Brother Fu, where are you?"

"I'm at home, what's the matter? Didn't you say that you will go to see him today?"

"He doesn't want me! He doesn't even want his own sister, he wants you!" Su Xu said angrily, "Hey, why don't you come over here, I can't stand his temper!"

Fu Ye looked at Bai Wan hesitantly, and Bai Wan changed his shoes in silence without even lifting his eyelids.

"I have something to do today, so I won't go through it, you guys think of a way."

"I can't think about it!" Su Xu raised his voice, "The sedatives are all used up, and he will come to you as soon as he wakes up! Can't let him fall asleep 24 hours a day?!"

"..."

"You go." Bai Wan finally changed the disobedient shoes, put on a hat and mask, and said to Fu Ye flatly, "I can do it by myself."

"I...but you..."

"Originally, this is my own business. She is my fan. It won't help if you go."

"Bai Wan..."

"I'm really fine."

"Alright then." Fu Ye said helplessly, "Call me if you need anything, or I'll pick you up later."

"Ah."

Bai Wan went to the police station alone.

In the detention room, he saw the assailant.To his surprise, it was a very well-behaved girl with short hair, a plain face, and delicate features.She is no different from any girl walking on the street, and she is no different from every fan who goes to his autograph or concert.It's hard for Bai Wan to imagine that she would do such a thing.

As soon as she saw Bai Wan, the girl broke down and cried hoarsely.

Bai Wan watched her cry patiently, until she was tired from crying and started to sob silently, then asked softly: "Why?"

The girl trembled as if she had been stabbed, and raised her red and swollen tearful eyes to look at him: "Do you remember me?"

Bai Wan looked at her carefully and shook her head.

"I'm 'Evening Wind', don't you remember? I comment on Weibo every day, send you private messages, and I even sent you gifts, not to the company, but to your home, you Don't you remember?" The girl asked hurriedly, staring at Bai Wan, as if if he said "no", her whole body would collapse.

Bai Wan had no choice but to say, "I seem to have a little impression."

But in fact, he is not the kind of star who pleases fans at all. He has not been on Weibo for a long time, and Liu Kong is taking care of it. As for gifts and the like, he is even less likely to accept them, and they are all piled up in the company's warehouse.He just wants to sing, but the market has packaged him as a traffic star, pretending to be a deserted and unearthly persona; he just wants to resonate, and he is not rare in fanatical pursuit, but fans always want to offer him Go to the altar.

Bai Wan looked at the girl, and for a moment, she didn't know whether she was pitiful or he was more pitiful.

The girl seemed to be dazzled, and continued to chatter: "Just remember it. Just remember it. I have liked you for a long time. When you and the 'Mad Eagle Band' came to my hometown to perform, you even signed an autograph for me. Encourage me to pursue my dream, do you remember?" Seeing that Bai Wan was silent, she quickly said, "It's okay if you don't remember, it's too long ago, it's okay if you don't remember. Brother, you are the first one to smile at me Such a gentle boy, from then on, I vowed to follow you. I searched for your news everywhere, and I even went to the bar where you sang. I didn’t go to university, but I came to this city. Just to get closer to you. After you debuted, I am happier than anyone else. Brother, I am not that kind of girlfriend fan. Really, I never ask for anything. I just want you, hello, better than myself I myself have nothing to look forward to in my life, no one understands me, no one loves me, I have nothing but you. You are my star, brother, do you know that?"

The girl poured out her love and admiration like a poem, but Bai Wan only felt terror and sadness.She had completely lost herself and pinned all her hopes in life on him.He can't bear it, and he can't afford it. He can't live for a fan. This is destined to be a tragedy.

"You can like me, but why..."

"Why kill them?"

"them?"

"They should all be damned!" The girl's face turned cold, her admiration suddenly turned into viciousness, and she seemed to be a different person in an instant, "Jiang Zhiming, Sui Feng, Cheng Yin...everyone who hurt your feelings deserves to die!"

"You, how do you know?" Bai Wan shuddered, feeling like being targeted by a poisonous snake.

The girl suddenly smiled smugly: "The information is so developed now, what can't be dug up? Even if you can't dig it up, you can still buy it with money. I know the things that Cheng Yin cheated on you. I sent him the shroud and Blood book, but he didn't respond. Later you won him and got together with Fu Ye again, so I didn't bother to care about him. He is not enough to threaten my brother, but Jiang Zhiming is different," her delicate face twisted, Shouted, "Jiang Zhiming wants to steal everything from you, I will never allow him to do that!"

Bai Wan couldn't help taking a step back, he thought she must be crazy.

"But in fact, I didn't really want to hurt him." The girl thought of something, and she shed tears again, defending, "I really didn't hurt him. I just wanted to scare him. I've always done this before. It's just a small warning. I didn't expect him to react so much. He wanted to grab my sulfuric acid and asked someone to arrest me. I was scared, and I didn't know how the bottle got out of my hand. I really didn't mean to Splashing him, it's really none of my business, brother Baiwan, help me, I don't want to go to jail, I beg you!" The girl knelt down in front of him with a plop, tugged at his trousers, and kowtowed , but was immediately dragged by the police behind him.

"Mr. Bai, the suspect is emotionally unstable, please go out first!"

"Brother! Brother!" the girl called him sternly, making Bai Wan's goosebumps rise, he walked out of the detention room quickly, the door slammed shut, Bai Wan couldn't help but turn around, the last thing he saw was the girl Desperate look.

Bai Wan was sitting exhausted at the police station when someone came over and gave him a glass of water.

"Mr. Bai, are you all right?"

Bai Wan shook her head: "How will she judge?"

"I don't know yet, but the crime of intentionally hurting people will take at least several years."

"She said she didn't mean to."

"It's not her decision." The policeman in charge of the case shrugged, "It depends on the evidence and the lawyer."

"Does she have a lawyer?" Bai Wan said, "If there is no money to hire one, I can..."

The policeman interrupted him and smiled mockingly: "Mr. Bai, she has parents and family members, and her father is going to give her a psychiatric evaluation, so you don't have to worry about it. But it's a good thing you are willing to come over this time, this little girl is so stubborn. Very, if you don't come, she doesn't say anything, which caused us some trouble. Oh, by the way, there is one more thing I want to tell you. "

"what?"

"This is a case reported by your company. According to the news from the Internet police, the source of the emissary who slandered you on the Internet before was found. It was done by a person named Fan Tian. Do you know him?"

Bai Wan was taken aback for a moment, he never expected that Fan Tian's ghost was still lingering, how small-minded this person is.

"You can also file a lawsuit against him. We have evidence on our side." The policeman said, "but if you don't file a lawsuit, the court will not accept it."

Bai Wan thought about it, and suddenly felt that all this was ridiculous and boring.

He stood up and said, "Thank you, but forget it, it's fair, I don't want to waste time for this kind of person."

After coming out of the police station, Bai Wan didn't feel any easier. The matter of the female fan and Fan Tian's matter were like huge boulders weighing on his heart, which made him unable to breathe.Why are people's obsessions so terrible?What about himself?Does he have obsessions too?He suddenly missed Fu Ye terribly, his tall body, strong arms, the strong hormonal smell and the faint smell of tobacco on his body, he wanted to see him, he wanted to rely on him, and he couldn't wait for a moment.

He was going to the hospital, he wanted to see Fu Ye, and he wanted to pull Fu Ye back from Jiang Zhiming's side.

Thinking of this, the blood in Bai Wan's whole body boiled, he was firmly grasped by this thought, stepped up the accelerator, and sped towards Dechuan Hospital.

The environment of the VIP inpatient department of Tokugawa Hospital is like a five-star hotel. There are few people and it is quiet. The corridor is covered with carpets, and there is a faint fragrance of jasmine in the air.

"Mr. Jiang lives in the sterile ward in front. I haven't changed the sterile clothes, so I won't go there. Mr. Bai, please go ahead." The gentle nurse led Bai Wan to the entrance, explained a few words, turned around and thought leave.

Bai Wan grabbed her and asked hesitantly, "Excuse me, is Mr. Fu, Mr. Fu Ye also in there?"

"Of course," said the nurse, "he comes every day. Only when he comes can we relax."

Bai Wan's heart skipped a beat: "Why?"

The nurse felt a slip of the tongue, covered her mouth and smiled: "Oh, it's nothing, Mr. Bai, you can go in quickly. Visiting time is precious."

Bai Wan had no choice but to let her go, put on a sterile suit, and walked in.

Walking in, there was another long corridor, Jiang Zhiming's single room was at the innermost, but Bai Wan heard Fu Ye's voice from a long distance away.

He was singing a song.

It is a song that Bai Wan has never heard before. The melody is light and playful, like a mountain spring and stream, jingling and flowing.Even Fu Ye's voice is much lighter, Fu Ye's voice is hoarse and sexy, but singing this song, he seems to have returned to his youth, with a fresh innocence in it.

Bai Wan was stunned.He just stood in front of the door stupidly like that, and after listening to the whole song, he suddenly remembered that the chorus rhythm of this song was the one that Jiang Zhiming knocked on in front of the box door of "The Roof of the World" at that time. Rhythm?

Fu Ye said that this was the first song he wrote for Jiang Zhiming.

The song I wrote for the first time, the person I loved for the first time... Fu Ye and Jiang Zhiming had countless firsts, but what could I use to compete with Jiang Zhiming?

Bai Wan was timid, the door was clearly in front of him, but he couldn't push it open no matter what.

At this time, a rough moan came through the door, like flesh and blood rolling over hot gravel, just after listening to such a moving song, suddenly hearing this terrible sound, Bai Wan slapped Suddenly, a prickly cold shot up his back.He suddenly realized that it was Jiang Zhiming talking, no, this couldn't be considered talking, it was just making a sound.Every time Jiang Zhiming made a sound, it was as if a knife had been stabbed into Bai Wan's body, and blood flowed horizontally.

He really couldn't stay any longer, so he turned his head and walked away, his face was wet as he walked.

He stumbled and drove away from the hospital, the world and the pedestrians turned into nothingness, he blinked his eyes desperately, but finally saw clearly through the blurred eyes, it was all over.

The tentacles he managed to stretch out from the shell, the heart he opened with great effort, he took the initiative to confess, took the initiative to tie up with Fu Ye, he walked 99 steps, and was about to reach the end, but was caught by the old man. Tian slapped him back to the original place.

It's not his fault.Bai Wan thought, he has tried his best, he has really tried his best.

This is not Fu Ye's fault, Bai Wan always believes that Fu Ye loves him, but love also has depths, levels, and luck.

He has never been the lucky one. Maybe knowing Fu Ye and being able to start this love that makes him ecstatic has already used up his only good luck.

To be honest, he has no regrets.

But he resigned himself to it.

Bai Wan went round and round on the street, finally calmed down, and drove to the west bank of Blue Harbor. Looking at the calm sea under the sun, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Ye Chengen's number in the United States.